So I decided to make this so I don't lose stuff and people can know a bit about me ig.
~~basic information~~
-You can call me Motja, or Sushi which is my English pseudonym
-Born on March 28
-Proud Muslim 💞 (btw #FreePalestine !!! May Allah help everyone suffering in the genocide 🇵🇸😭)
-Female (ciswoman or whatever you call it these days)
-ISTP! Virtuoso~
-She/her but I don't mind they/them pronouns
-First language's Korean, Second's English and I know how to talk in Bangla slightly
-Oh yeah, I'm an expatriate Bangladeshi
-Delulu self-proclaimed author
-Favourite colour: royal blue and white
-Cabin 16 (Nemesis kid)/Cabin 11 (Hermes kid acc. to online)
-Slytherin 🐍
~~Fandoms~~
-Harry Potter
-Riordanverse
-Artemis Fowl
-Toilet-Bound Hanako-kun
-The Music Freaks
-The Hunger Games
-The Fault In Our Stars
-Divergent
-Genshin Impact
-Kimetsu no Yaiba
-Blue Lock
-Various webtoons
-Dan Brown books
-Sherlock Holmes (OG novels and stories by Arthur Conan Doyle)
may contain spoilers for those who haven't watched it
nothing in-depth or mind-boggling. Just yapping.
TLDR: Motja loses her mind over some screenshots she took + maybe some coherent theories about the characters she was interested in
Vodyanitsa
My cousin saw her and decided she is going to be in a party with her highness Anastasya Feodorovna Snezhnaya but let’s see
stunning, magical. She oozes of the Russian opera, which I expected from her.
Putting him out of the way because OHDKGDHKSIFPHSKTDHOSITS IF HE ISNT PLAYABLE I WILL HAVE NO HARBINGER CHARACTERS IN MY ACCOUNT LMAO (Wanderer doesn’t count an Columbina was pulled against my will but also doesn’t count)
anw but all aside, him dying with contempt is also not a bad ending imo let’s see what happens
ALYOSHA
omg omg omg
i honestly have no idea where the wolf imagery is coming from (probably siberian tundra wolves?) but I believe his name comes from one of the Bogatyrs. So we are either teaming up with him to protect his homeland or he is hunting us down for threatening his homeland
or he might be a bodyguard or sth who knows
Valeriy.
Oh Valeriy what a man you are.
More thoughts on him after we see him in the AQ, but for now, I just wanna say the first two pics would make SICK desktop wallpapers.
I think he's gonna be a 'duke' archetype
I screamed that he looks like a younger phainon from hsr
lmao he looks cute. Looks like he might be a 4 star tho. Just a hunch
jashdgudcgugwuidfh
привет fine shyt.
the way his hands are placed suggests that he is holding a staff or something similar, at least in my opinion
and please don't tell me I am the only one whose first thought after seeing him was 'lmao he looks like if Neuvi and Argenti(hsr) had a child' T0T
all jokes aside, I think he could be a vigilante or something.
or maybe
*le gasp* IS HE THE TENTH HARBINGER?!?!?! 0o0
BACK TO THE LADY HERSLEFFFFFF
ANASTASYA FEODOROVNA SNEZHNAYA
the six year build up was worth it.
Elegant. Cool. Composed. but also soft.
I can see her being friends with Venti when she had her son WHO IS ALSO SOMEHOW KHAENRIAH'N?!?!?!?! (ignore my spelling mistake idk how to spell it)
I CANNOT wait to see her in-game im so excited!!!
+) honorary mention: Ronova
so the shades might be rebelling against Phanes in their own ways...
and ofc Rhinedottir was there but I couldn't take a ss :'3
so im not a stranger to making depressing thoughts/jokes but this one really got me thinking
my mother is a wonderful person, no doubt. She got me up to where I am rn. I’m a star student. I have good marks and im in a good university. Alhamdulillah. I will forever be grateful to her for support growing up
But did she also (imo) abuse me to the point of suicide? Yes. Verbally and physically, but I forgive her. Maybe I deserved it, idk, but this is not a spiralling post about that
After graduating high school, I finally felt like getting a breath of fresh air. I got into fandoms, I got into writing, etc etc
now here is the part that concerns me
Once I got that freedom to explore my interests… I realised that I relish criticism. I relish having someone degrade me even if I cry about it later. My one liner to my friends whenever they look at my work (writing or doodles) is ‘no criticism is bad criticism’.
whenever someone is nice to me I have try to look for motives or reasons on why they would be nice to me. I don’t believe them. I think ‘they feel sorry for me’ or ‘they are acting nice so I don’t realise how much they hate me’. When someone is being rude or mean, I cling to it. I think ‘exactly this is what I am looking for. This is exactly how people should react to me. This is it’
idk is this a trauma response or am i being dramatic for nothing and am just a weird and abnormal person with a degradation kink lmao
I added some popular memes and stuff from both the KR and EN space and also put some silly stuff into the video so I hope it's enjoyable even if it's without music ^^' (we don't listen to music)
also also both of our first languages are Korean and the korean VAs are severely underrated imo so I used the KR audio for the most part :>
if you use ‘marriage’ as a punishment to your child for the past idk, like, 20 years or so HOW WOULD YOU EXPECT THEM TO BE OKAY WITH GETTING MARRIED/FINDING A PARTNER TO GET MARRIED TO?
seriously it was always ‘if u don’t study I will marry you off’ ‘you aren’t even that pretty so your future husband will beat you and cheat on you and he will be perfectly valid’ ‘you can’t even cook so you better study or you’ll get a dirty and bad husband who will mistreat you’
and NOW my mom comes out and goes ‘but marrying is sunnah. Why are you so against it? Kids these days…’
i wonder WHY also marrying is sunnah, not fardh. I’ll marry when I am stable and able thank you very much
That is the state Ace was in when the traveller came to Natlan, insane due to his thirst for blood. It was so bad that when he would go two days without fighting or drawing blood, he would go out and kill whatever he could find: Saurians, innocent animals, machines or an outsider to Natlan (most of these were Fatui agents). If he could not find any, he would tear at his own skin to satiate his rush of emotions. Hence, he wore bandages on easily exposed parts of his skin (i.e. his hands, legs and sometimes his face). Somehow, he kept these things hidden from others.
But Natlan being the nation of war, his actions were praised, since to the common folk, it seemed that their warrior had grown stronger and more resilient. Only those close to him, like Kinich, Iansan and Xilonen, could sense that there was something seriously wrong with him.
One day, while the traveler is strolling through Natlan to get materials, Ace spots Aether and Paimon. (gonna set traveller as Aether as it’s easier to keep track of for me than calling him ‘traveller’. Sorry Lumine fans :<) Unfortunately for Aether, Ace was having one of his ‘fits’ as he was stuck in the forges for the past two days, creating a weapon commissioned by a tribe member from the Collective of Plenty.
They have an epic fight sequence until Ace sees that the traveller can use multiple elements. Intrigued, he finally stops and demands to know how that is possible. After Aether explains, Ace becomes thoroughly disappointed since he thought he could mimic the traveller’s powers if he knew Aether’s ‘secrets’. Once it’s clear that he can’t mimic Aether’s ability, he moves on and decides he wants to be friends with Aether instead. So, in pure Ace style, he asks Aether to do a favour for him and in exchange, Ace will make him a weapon or device of Aether’s choice. Paimon, of course, becomes so excited that she basically begs Aether into accepting the offer.
The favour was this: Aether would collect crystalflies of different elements from different nations. Remember Ace’s vessel powered up with Pyro crystalflies that allowed him to use elemental powers without a vision? He tried to make other elemental vessels with slime condensate since he couldn’t go to other nations and get crystalflies. Needless to say, it didn’t work.
Why not send other people? Because he didn’t want to burden people. Also because of the whole people-can’t-get-out-of-Natlan thing in the archon quest (I didn’t get it either since I didn’t finish the archon quest but it helps me with the plot so lmao). Also also he tried a few times with travellers from other nations, but they would always end up killing or hurting the crystalflies, making Ace unable to make the vessels. So this time, he gives specific instructions that he needs them alive to Aether before they go their separate ways.
Aether collects anemo, geo and dendro crystalflies from Mondstadt, Liyue and Sumeru respectively. He could’ve gotten more but he decides that is enough for Ace at the moment to try out.
On his way to Ace’s forges, Aether runs into Iansan. Once she hears what the traveller is doing, she becomes skeptical and advises Aether not to get too into helping Ace make more elemental vessels. Then, she tells him about Ace’s aforementioned past and her guess that his madness (she doesn’t know he’s mad, only that he’s been acting strange lately) was a side effect of the vessel, like how aging quickly is a side-effect of using the Fatui’s delusions.
With that in mind, Aether gives the crystalflies to Ace but warns him about the things he heard from Iansan. Calmly, Ace tells him to back off because it’s not the reason and that it is none of his business.
He then keeps his promise, starting to make a weapon for Aether. A day later, he comes to Aether, asking if he wants to join him in going to mine for a specific material he needs. Aether agrees. Because he’s the main character.
When they reach Ace’s usual mining spot, they come across a few abyss mages who were hanging around. Ace, with his PTSD and insanity thing, immediately goes for an attack, viciously killing the mages. That’s when Aether realises something was wrong with the vessel; it had some dark material inside it, kind of like the impurities embedded in Dvalin’s tear in the Mondstadt archon quest.
That was how Ace was able to mimic Pyro energy. Some impurity from the abyss had mixed in with the pyro crystalflies he caught and strengthened their energy… but it polluted Aserion and amplified his negative emotions.
So, when Ace is done slaughtering all the mages, Aether asks to see the vessel, but Ace, who was naturally distrustful, demands a reason. This leads to a verbal fight between the two and things escalate until it turns into a physical fight because Ace thinks Aether is trying to steal the vessel and give it to someone else or replicate it for profit. (A/N: I feel like I need to explain myself here because ‘why would Ace start fighting and distrust Aether? He literally just saw Aether use multiple elements without a vision and wanted to be his friend!’ As I said, Ace is naturally distrusting, and ever since his cousin died, he believes even the best of people, or archons, can make bad decisions. That’s the whole point of his character’s belief: people will usually hurt other people. And yes, he also thinks that he has also taken advantage of other people. So, in his eyes, there’s always a chance that even his best buddies could harm him. Hence, why he never told about his ‘fits’ to Iansan or Kinich, who are his friends.)
But luckily, Iansan was nearby and comes to intervene. She knocks Ace out (originally I thought she’d knock him out with a weapon but now I see her bare hands are enough lmao) and guides Aether, Paimon and Ace to a cave nearby to let them gain their energy back.
Once she hears about Aether’s tale and guesses, she readily goes to search for the vessel on Ace, only to find out that Ace had woken up and heard their whole conversation. Ace tries to deny any of it, saying he was fine even after using the vessel for several years. Then, Iansan loses it and says he’s been weird since he lost Ximena.
That was the first time Aether heard Ximena’s name. (Uptil now, no one dared to speak her name because it put Ace in a bad mood and even Iansan referred to her as ‘Ace’s little cousin’ out of habit when she told Aether Ace’s past)
Ximena’s name makes Ace’s corruption take over because her name alone brings his negative emotions flooding right back.
Then, boss battle.
(Yes, I’m making Ace a weekly boss. I can do what I want, it’s my OC and Genshin’s never doing it so :p)
After an epic battle where Ace loses (obviously), Ace slumps against the cave wall, staring at Aether, Paimon and Iansan with a sad look of defeat on his face. Then, he nods and admits that he’s gone mad. Slowly, Iansan approaches him and says that he can get his madness under control if he just lets Aether help him purify the vessel, since Aether can do that stuff. Ace thinks for a bit and slowly comes to the realisation that he’s sitting at a crossroad. He can either let Aether purify the vessel and lose the pyro energy or he can run away, stay mad and continue using the power of pyro.
Aether moves to take the vessel away from Ace to either purify it or destroy it. Then, a sparkling light shows up above them and all of them look up.
It’s a vision. An Anemo vision.
Then, Ace hears a voice speak to him directly.
Will you accept this and purify yourself? Or will you remain with your greatest achievement?
Ace doesn’t recognise the voice but Aether does. It’s Barbatos. (HC: archons give out the elemental visions… I wish ;-;) Ace stares at the vision, then at the vessel. Then, making up his mind, he grabs the Anemo vision and smashes the vessel in his own fist.
The effect is instantaneous. The impurities from the vessel swirl around Aserion, polluting him further. It pollutes him so much that he passes out on the ground. Iansan and Paimon move in to help him up but Aether stops them, seeing that the pollutants were seeping out of Aserion’s body little by little with the help of the Anemo vision in Ace’s hand. Aserion’s first act with the Anemo vision was to purify himself of his madness.
Once Aserion finishes purifying, he wakes up and finds himself in his forge, with Iansan, Aether and Paimon watching over him. He calls them over, asking what happened to the vessel and Aether gives a now-empty one to him. Aserion just smiles and pockets it, saying he will stop making vessels and focus on making the weapon for Aether.
Time skip to two days later. Aserion gives Aether a brand new sword (which Paimon loves the design of), wishes him the best on his journey and finally talks about Ximena and a specific song they used to sing together, because it soothed her ears. (TMI: Aserion is good at singing)
So, Aserion sings and his story comes to an end as a cutscene of him and Ximena singing and playing in a Natlanian field is shown.
(Ace is my blacksmith OC before Xilonen existed but I am still keeping him)
(Also Ace is an OC from Natlan and his voice lines are made after the events of the Natlan AQ)
Also also long so under cut
About Kinich: "If you need someone to watch your back, I would recommend getting Kinich to do it for you. Ajaw, meanwhile... yeah, make sure that guy is locked up somewhere when you are talking to Kinich."
About Mualani: "Too cheerful for my taste. I know we won't get along so I tend to avoid her."
About Kachina: "Most kids stay away from me, but not her. She asked me to a duel once to learn from me or something. I sent her home with a broken ankle and some cookies. What are you staring at me like that for? I'm not at all good with kids, alright? If you want a good trainer, get Iansan."
About Xilonen: “if you want to get on her good side, tell her you will help with her clients while she takes a nap. I used to chase away people whenever she was on break when I used to live with the Children of Echoes.”
About Iansan: "If you're looking for a way to become buff, Iansan is who you are looking for. If not? Run. Just run."
About Varesa: "I mean... I really can’t say anything bad about her. She is an absolute sweetheart, but you know when you just start off feeling iffy about someone and you continue to feel that way even when you get to know them? Yeah…”
About Ifa: "I make a good impression of Cacucu. 'Hey bro!' 'What's up bro!' 'Looking good today bro' 'are you mad bro?' Like, I don't know, Cacucu. Maybe I would be less aggressive if you didn't scare me when I am working everytime you came to visit me! Ifa is fine. I always end up scaring away Saurians so he helps me whenever I have to work with them.”
About Chasca: "I wish I knew how her flying gun works. I tried to steal, I mean, borrow some blueprints from Xilonen so I could study it, but she shooed me away and started keeping her blueprints under lock and key whenever I came around. Imagine if I could use that same mechanic to make my skates fly."
About Ororon: "A weirdo from a clan of weirdos. That's new. Yes, I am being sarcastic. He grows good lettuce though. If you want some, I can get them for you at a good price. Say... at 0 mora and a broken arm. Oh, I am serious this time. I will use you to distract him while I get the vegetables he grows."
About Citlali: "No, she is listening. I cannot talk about her. No, no, no. If she hears me, my life is over. She has ears everywhere."
About Mavuika: "I respect her. What? You think I was gonna list every single oh-so-great achievement she has ever done? Praise her for saving and leading Natlan? Look, you like her. I don't for my own reasons. But I owe her since she is one of the reasons Natlan isn't in ruins. Let's leave it at that."
About Kazuha: "I have met him a few times. He is a quiet guy. I heard that his family were blacksmiths, too. But now he is a wanderer, as free as the wind. Such a shame really."
About Kaeya: "I... like him I guess. But I don't trust him."
About Diluc: "Never trust him or his brother. They make a good company or be a good trading partner, though."
About Cyno: "I know I have made an enemy when a person says Cyno's jokes are terrible. Huh? You don't like them either? Oh, just give me a moment. I think I put my sword around here somewhere."
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