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I got some thoughts about Splinter Fractures...

Listen, I know Adam is an antagonist. I know he's an irredeemable pos and I can barely stand him half the time. However, if you strip away their conflict with Heaven, angels being assholes, and get to the core of their personal beef... idk man I feel like it's not proportionate at ALL.

Spoilers for the fic up to ch.24 below

indigo-anonymous

This is honestly part of the reason I love the story so much! Because there's so much nuance to it.

From Lilith's perspective, Adam really did sound like he was trying to control her, and on top of that he mocked her when she was cursed to be infertile. From her perspective he genuinely is a giant asshole, because all she did was love someone else. Of course when they're away from each other, that kind of resentment only grows (for the same reason, Adam is incredibly mad at Lucifer and Lilith for their actions. Hate festers.)

They all seem to have a hard time seeing the situation from each other's perspectives, because from Adam's side, he didn't do anything wrong at all. He only retaliated when he was hurt first. And he's not wrong in that! Especially because they didn't do it just once, but kept on going. Both sides built a version of each other in their mind that was far more awful than they actually were, until they became what the other saw them as.

Overall just a really great fic :)))

writingfromabox

(steeples fingers) So yes, that is exactly what I am writing, this unbalanced awful toxic dynamic. I did want to go with the concept that while Adam did objectively worse things than either Lilith or Lucifer in general (to other people), they were personally far crueler to him in their own beef with each other. If that makes sense.

They also have a slew of reasons for detesting him that turn out to be sort of situational and irrational, but all of it stews and festers, as Indigo says. They hate him for a lot of reasons that are more What Adam is rather than Who he is.

So, Lilith hates that she was created to be his wife and shackled to him and forced into that role with no say, that he’s totally fine with it which she feels is like he’s okay with her losing that freedom, she hates that she makes what she sees as one choice that goes against this thing she was forced into and she gets brutally punished and he gets another woman to subjugate. And at that point she’s not even thinking about her own communication issues, she’s furious and wants to hurt someone and the only person she can really hurt is Adam.

Lucifer has the displacement of punishing Heaven’s golden child because he can’t touch Heaven, a lot of unexamined resentment that Adam gets this special treatment and input and he gets treated like a pariah for his own opinions, unexamined rejection that Adam turned down the offering of the apple, and Lilith’s hatred feeds into his, and also he’s super protective and violent about it.

So the two of them, also the kind to very intimately hurt people in over the top ways, treat Adam as kind of a scapegoat for this irrational hatred, and he retaliates in ways that reinforce their ideas of him. Rinse and repeat for thousands of years.

mr-lelia

Omfg are you the author??? 🙇‍♂️

I love this fic so much!! Thank you for sharing it with us!

I'm so glad it was on purpose, though, it was genius even if it wasn't. I was getting so heated jajaj so much crap was being piled onto Adam, some of which was true and well-deserved, but some that left me thinking It takes two to tango, you know? Kinda like beating a dog every day and then acting surprised when it bites back. And again, I am not condoning anything Adam has done, he has killed countless of his children, but Lucifer has no right, acting like that (first couple of chs) like they are the same and equals in their shitty situation. Even so, I wanna see them end up together jajaja I'm such a slut for that pairing

writingfromabox

It’s meeee the author!! I’m so glad you are loving this fic! But yes, Lucifer is bad at examining his own shit in this fic (and in canon tbh), in the first chapter he’s behaving pretty horrifically tbh and then the few after it’s also Not Great. He slowly has to reexamine how he sees Adam as a person, also to start seeing Adam as a person, and then through that starts having to look at his own behavior and how it affected him. And it’s taken me forever lol this story stole my whole life.

mr-lelia

AAAAAAA

I can imagine how something as complicated as this could take time to flesh out, but it is soooo so so worth it for us! Or at least me, I'm such a sucker for slow burning angst <<33

This doesn't feel like something that can be rushed, considering the heavy themes involved. The pacing is so good. It doesn't feel slow, but it doesn't feel rushed either. It's like they're hitting every milestone at the right time precisely.

I can also see how difficult it would be for the others to sympathize with Adam after everything he's done. Even Lucifer has reason to resent him, but he conveniently forgets that the conflict did not start with the exterminations.

It's very difficult to feel empathy for people who have hurt you, it takes a LOT of patience, emotional intelligence, and introspection. Which is why I love this fic so much! It doesn't coddle and excuse what Adam has done, his words (while he recounts Lilith's/the insurrection trials) - however horrible - are repeated verbatim. It doesn't magically make everyone love Adam when his traumatic past is revealed. The personal/emotional developments are gradual and intricate, so very human sjjsjwkskwk the irony

#hazbin hotel #adamsapple #splinter fractures

mr-lelia

I got some thoughts about Splinter Fractures...

Listen, I know Adam is an antagonist. I know he's an irredeemable pos and I can barely stand him half the time. However, if you strip away their conflict with Heaven, angels being assholes, and get to the core of their personal beef... idk man I feel like it's not proportionate at ALL.

Spoilers for the fic up to ch.24 below

indigo-anonymous

This is honestly part of the reason I love the story so much! Because there's so much nuance to it.

From Lilith's perspective, Adam really did sound like he was trying to control her, and on top of that he mocked her when she was cursed to be infertile. From her perspective he genuinely is a giant asshole, because all she did was love someone else. Of course when they're away from each other, that kind of resentment only grows (for the same reason, Adam is incredibly mad at Lucifer and Lilith for their actions. Hate festers.)

They all seem to have a hard time seeing the situation from each other's perspectives, because from Adam's side, he didn't do anything wrong at all. He only retaliated when he was hurt first. And he's not wrong in that! Especially because they didn't do it just once, but kept on going. Both sides built a version of each other in their mind that was far more awful than they actually were, until they became what the other saw them as.

Overall just a really great fic :)))

writingfromabox

(steeples fingers) So yes, that is exactly what I am writing, this unbalanced awful toxic dynamic. I did want to go with the concept that while Adam did objectively worse things than either Lilith or Lucifer in general (to other people), they were personally far crueler to him in their own beef with each other. If that makes sense.

They also have a slew of reasons for detesting him that turn out to be sort of situational and irrational, but all of it stews and festers, as Indigo says. They hate him for a lot of reasons that are more What Adam is rather than Who he is.

So, Lilith hates that she was created to be his wife and shackled to him and forced into that role with no say, that he’s totally fine with it which she feels is like he’s okay with her losing that freedom, she hates that she makes what she sees as one choice that goes against this thing she was forced into and she gets brutally punished and he gets another woman to subjugate. And at that point she’s not even thinking about her own communication issues, she’s furious and wants to hurt someone and the only person she can really hurt is Adam.

Lucifer has the displacement of punishing Heaven’s golden child because he can’t touch Heaven, a lot of unexamined resentment that Adam gets this special treatment and input and he gets treated like a pariah for his own opinions, unexamined rejection that Adam turned down the offering of the apple, and Lilith’s hatred feeds into his, and also he’s super protective and violent about it.

So the two of them, also the kind to very intimately hurt people in over the top ways, treat Adam as kind of a scapegoat for this irrational hatred, and he retaliates in ways that reinforce their ideas of him. Rinse and repeat for thousands of years.

mr-lelia

Omfg are you the author??? 🙇‍♂️

I love this fic so much!! Thank you for sharing it with us!

I'm so glad it was on purpose, though, it was genius even if it wasn't. I was getting so heated jajaj so much crap was being piled onto Adam, some of which was true and well-deserved, but some that left me thinking It takes two to tango, you know? Kinda like beating a dog every day and then acting surprised when it bites back. And again, I am not condoning anything Adam has done, he has killed countless of his children, but Lucifer has no right, acting like that (first couple of chs) like they are the same and equals in their shitty situation. Even so, I wanna see them end up together jajaja I'm such a slut for that pairing

#adamsapple #splinter fractures #lucifer x adam #hazbin hotel #hazbin lucifer #hazbin hotel lucifer #hazbin hotel adam #hazbin

mr-lelia

I got some thoughts about Splinter Fractures...

Listen, I know Adam is an antagonist. I know he's an irredeemable pos and I can barely stand him half the time. However, if you strip away their conflict with Heaven, angels being assholes, and get to the core of their personal beef... idk man I feel like it's not proportionate at ALL.

Spoilers for the fic up to ch.24 below

indigo-anonymous

This is honestly part of the reason I love the story so much! Because there's so much nuance to it.

From Lilith's perspective, Adam really did sound like he was trying to control her, and on top of that he mocked her when she was cursed to be infertile. From her perspective he genuinely is a giant asshole, because all she did was love someone else. Of course when they're away from each other, that kind of resentment only grows (for the same reason, Adam is incredibly mad at Lucifer and Lilith for their actions. Hate festers.)

They all seem to have a hard time seeing the situation from each other's perspectives, because from Adam's side, he didn't do anything wrong at all. He only retaliated when he was hurt first. And he's not wrong in that! Especially because they didn't do it just once, but kept on going. Both sides built a version of each other in their mind that was far more awful than they actually were, until they became what the other saw them as.

Overall just a really great fic :)))

mr-lelia

(Nothing about my response is meant to be an argument btw!! I just love analyzing these things, I hope it doesn't sound too confrontational)

I understand how Lilith felt, more so after Adam gets upset with Charlie for doing the same thing. (When he tells her she can't go against Heaven and she thinks it's some sort of threat or that she needs his permission, so she gets upset about it, to which Adam compares her to Lilith and has to explain I'm not trying to control you, I'm saying you literally cannot go up against Heaven, they will decimate you). That scene really put things into perspective for me.

Both Lilith and Adam were ignorant. Adam didn't understand how Lilith could ever want anything other than paradise (and him), and Lilith doesn't understand why he would want to stay in the same place doing the same thing forever without purpose. We need to keep in mind they were the very first humans, they had no frame of reference, they had no history, no context, no examples, nothing. There was no such thing as manipulation between them, no gender roles (different from biological roles), or sexism, or even bigotry. Their 'blankness' is what made them so ignorant in the first place, like children who don't know any better.

HOWEVER, Adam retaliates Lilith's lack of understanding by chasing her, by confronting them and trying to get an explanation, and yes, eventually, when he feels betrayed, insults her. Lilith retaliates Adam's lack of understanding by destroying literally everything he holds dear... WHAT?! They are not the same. I think Adam has a lot to atone for, but what happened between him, Lucifer, and Lilith is not one of them.

#hazbin hotel adam #hazbin lucifer #hazbin hotel #hazbin hotel lucifer #adamsapple #hazbin adam #sinner adam #adam x lucifer #lucifer x adam

I got some thoughts about Splinter Fractures...

Listen, I know Adam is an antagonist. I know he's an irredeemable pos and I can barely stand him half the time. However, if you strip away their conflict with Heaven, angels being assholes, and get to the core of their personal beef... idk man I feel like it's not proportionate at ALL.

Spoilers for the fic up to ch.24 below

#hazbin hotel #hazbin hotel adam #hazbin lucifer #hazbin hotel lucifer #hazbin adam #adam x lucifer #sinner adam #adamsapple #lucifer x adam #lucifer morningstar #splinter fractures

aftersector

have some mingling :3c

#svsss fanart #mingling #liu mingyan #liu mingyan fanart #sha hualing #sha hualing fanart #mingling fanart #scum villain fanart #scum villain self saving system #scum villian self saving system #svsss

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nunalastor

source by Khajeel3

#this blog wasnt meant for hh content #but what am I supposed to do?#NOT reblog sapphic radioapple??#physically impossible #hazbin hotel #alastor #radioapple #fanart #lucifer #fem alastor #fem lucifer #demon form alastor

stillhere-erehllits

This a a reminder to not fall victim to the sunk-cost fallacy. Just because you invested time and energy into something, does not mean you should indefinitely waste more time and energy on it, if you decide it’s not what you want anymore. This goes for anything, from books, to relationships, to jobs, to hobbies, etc.

If it’s not serving you anymore, move on.

finnglas

This is honestly one of the places I find Marie Kondo's advice most helpful. I stop, look at the thing I've spent time and money on only to realize I dislike, and I say, "Thank you for teaching me something about myself and my preferences. I think I've learned this particular lesson and we can part ways now."

And then I don't feel like I "wasted" things or made a mistake. I just tried one path of learning about myself, learned something, and now it's time for a different path. Works a lot better for my brain.

mr-lelia

Not this popping up when I'm considering a full career change after a bachelor's, a minor, and 5yrs of experience

icantdothistodaybruh

OKAY SO Not so long ago @the-secret-third-thing made this amazing post, and this exact scene has been stuck in my head ever since I've first read it, you have no idea how bad I needed to get it out of my system however silly it looks

lil bonus because oooops my hand slipped.....

#losing my mind #sebaciel #sebastian michaelis #ciel phantomhive #kuroshitsuji #black butler

ceoandslutler

i love it when antishippers do xenophobic things and show themselves as the discriminatory and hatefully charged individuals they are :)

ceoandslutler

bringing back this post because i just randomly found this interaction

if you're hispanic (which, granted, idk if that person is) and you're going into spanish speaking kuro spaces, only to come into the culturally white christian/puritan hegemonic side of tumblr to bitch about those people, you are insane.

i don't care how it sounds. opening the gates to xenophobia by attempting to dehumanise people for enjoying certain content is ridiculous and you should be ashamed. going into the western english speaking space to drag people of YOUR fandom (and possibly(?) your own people) is gnarly and SICK!

mr-lelia

No PUEDO con la gente a veces. Regardless of whether or not you're a fan of the ship, tienen que admitir que los Western fans del anime/danmei/BL/etc tienden a ser extremadamente puritanos. Literally every other country is looking at the US fandoms like

Y se presta para que digan cosas bien racistas, it's almost like they're looking for an excuse to be xenophobic 💀

I've seen Western (US) fans drag the Japanese, Chinese, and now the Hispanic fandoms for not sharing their views. Esa mentalidad de colonizador está en su sangre 🤦‍♀️

crowlyne

Doodle of another shen twins au where instead of becoming cang qiong mountain cultivators they've become criminal ring lords instead. their main office is ofc the warm red pavillion and theyve been blackmailing, extorting, robbing and killing nobles ever since.

sy unknowingly is in his slut era rn (he hasnt realized that people wear more than one layer)

#svsss #svsss au #shen yuan #shen jiu #shen twins #scum villain

theambitiouswoman

headspace-hotel

Why are agriculture classes the first time I've learned extremely basic info about nutrition and how digestion works. Why isn't this stuff in health textbooks or any easily accessible resource about healthy eating.

headspace-hotel

I dont want to talk in excessive depth about it because i'm not an expert, but it's like...the agriculture textbooks go into detail about what the nutrients do for the body and how they are broken down, in the animal agriculture class talking primarily about how to feed your animals, the plant agriculture class talking about why certain crops are grown and how the agriculture system has to meet human needs.

The animal agriculture class was the first time I experienced each macronutrient (fats, proteins, carbohydrates) being discussed in depth from the point of view of being needs that MUST be met, rather than things it's "okay" to eat "in moderation."

My college health class actually used the word "macronutrient," but it still mostly described fats and carbohydrates in terms of their calorie content and didn't go into the same amount of depth about them.

My animal agriculture class on the other hand, was the first time I'd been taught in a class that the amount of nutrition absorbed from eating food varies depending on genetics, environmental factors, what the digestive system is accustomed to processing and what it was conditioned to process during development, and mechanical aspects of the digestion process like how much it is broken down by chewing (!!). Of course it was discussing these things from the point of view of like, cows, but it was really striking to me that I'd never been taught about human digestion from this point of view, where digestion is a complex process that can be affected by various biological and environmental factors.

At the beginning of the class we did a lab where we went over feedstuff analysis, and this was the first time I'd learned about where the numbers in nutrition labels come from, the kind of tests that are done to break food down to its components.

The class discussed how the digestibility of food was analyzed by testing the food, feeding animals the food, collecting the feces, and doing the same tests on the fecal matter to determine how much of the starting nutritional content was literally just going out the other end.

This raised a lot of questions for me: I don't think Pop-Tarts are analyzed by confining a human volunteer to a small room and feeding them only Pop-Tarts, then doing lab tests on their poop. Does that mean we know even less about feeding humans than we do animals? At any rate, nutrition labels would have to be rough estimates to begin with, and then accounting for the variability in the way bodies process food, it's even less descriptive.

Now i'm in plant agriculture, and I'm learning about the different types of proteins and fats and what plants and/or animals they come from. There are different types of protein with different sources. There are...nine? I think? different amino acids that have to be consumed in the diet, and different foods contain different ones?? The reason combinations of grains and legumes are so common as staple diets throughout the world, is that this is closest to being nutritionally complete for humans???

And also protein supplements are mostly useless unless you're an Olympian or something, because the body doesn't have a way to store protein for later. If you eat protein and your body doesn't have an immediate use for it, it just gets taken apart in your liver and you pee it out. Sports greatly increase your need for energy far more than they increase your need for protein, but everyone thinks you should eat a ton of protein as an athlete and that carbohydrates are unhealthy.

I learned from the same chapter WHY fiber is important to help digestion (having texture to the stuff in your gut stimulates peristalsis which is the muscular movements that push things along).

I feel really weird and resentful about health textbooks and classes now, because it feels like they didn't want us to have the facts on how our bodies work, and instead just taught us to see certain foods as "good" or "bad," as though it was more important to be afraid of "unhealthy" food than to understand why food is needed. Health classes barely teach why food is needed.

Like, vegetables are seen as the quintessential "healthy" food, but what is traditionally seen as "vegetables" are mainly important because they provide micronutrients, fiber, and water (the water content in food is actually a big deal). There's a reason they aren't staple foods. You need carbohydrates and fats to live. Period.

I say "what is traditionally seen as vegetables" because it's an incoherent category nutritionally. Beans, sweet potatoes, and spinach are doing very different things for your body. Are beans even a vegetable? Clearly "comes from a plant" isn't the main criteria since grains, nuts, and fruits aren't considered vegetables.

So like, the "myplate" graphic (and the "food pyramid" that came before it)? Total bullshit basically.

It's really frustrating how writings on healthy eating assume you are probably already eating too much or are at risk of overeating. I learned very young about the harms of being "overweight" and eating too much of a certain nutrient. But I just realized from my reading in the plant agriculture class that I had never read a resource that teaches in the same detail about the harms of undernutrition.

It's so easy to fail to get the nutrients you need, holy shit. Particularly protein, because it isn't one thing, it's a bunch of different types of molecule pieces that are found in varying amounts in different foods. People who eat animal products or soy don't have to worry about it very much, since they are essentially complete in terms of protein, but if you are a vegan who doesn't/can't eat soy as a staple, you HAVE to be careful to eat a variety of foods that complement each other in terms of what they're lacking. There's something called the PDCAAS that rates each food by the amino acids they contain, but generally the best idea is to eat a bunch of grains and legumes.

I'm not saying that people can be "scared straight" out of developing eating disorders. But I am saying that young people can benefit from being exposed to scary information when they have the power to possibly encounter situations where that information is applicable. And the horrifying realization of what starvation is and does is such an information.

My plant agriculture text explained that carbohydrates and fats are the basic sources of energy under normal circumstances, and that it takes around 1,600 kcal per day to run your internal organs. Protein is only used for energy in unusual circumstances. When fat reserves are exhausted and there isn't any food, the body starts breaking down proteins for calories—and the first ones to go are the ones that are already all throughout the bloodstream, found in YOUR ANTIBODIES. That's right, when you run out of fat to burn off, your body starts EATING ITS OWN IMMUNE SYSTEM.

The plant agriculture book also says that digestion and energy needs vary from person to person, like literally when different people eat the same meal their blood sugar rises different amounts, and that how the body decides to store energy or use energy stores is determined by complicated feedback loops controlled by hormones. Meanwhile the average person thinks that it's a matter of "eat too much = get fat and unhealthy, eat less = lose weight and be healthier" and even the college health class I took used more or less this model.

Like people are walking around with this completely wrong idea of how their bodies work and making AWFUL decisions based upon it because the resources they have to educate them think it's more important to...make people afraid of food? I don't think it's even common knowledge that the body burns most of the calories you consume just from existing. I want to chew concrete.

Why don't we teach everyone in school why staple foods are staple foods?! Not even getting into people who are so deep into eating disorders they think carrots have too much sugar, it's so normal to do things like "cut out bread" or "cut out carbs" (????!??!) and to perceive hunger as an innately untrustworthy thing, when genuine success at dieting like this is a great way to Corn On The Kill Yourself.

I'm just kind of reeling right now at how much research and monitoring it would take to safely diet in the ways people constantly attempt to diet with NO research NO supervision NO medical testing, 100% believing that they are doing something good for their health.

If people aren't taught what a macronutrient is and why you will die without it, they will think celery sticks are a "healthy" substitute for a chocolate chip cookie, and then not understand why they feel like shit.

Also... this is slightly different, but it's connected to the problem of "people not understanding what food does to the body". In the animal agriculture class, it was surprising to me how in livestock animals, things like muscle and fat composition are strongly genetically determined. All the modern breeds of cattle, pigs, chickens, etc. used in corporate farming have been bred to be very lean and have very little fat while having huge amounts of muscle tissue, because that's what the modern consumer wants in meat.

With pigs, a lot of older heritage pig breeds were bred to store most of what they ate as fat, because pigs were used to change food waste into lard that could be added to cooking for flavor and calories. And most of these breeds either went extinct or dwindled severely to be replaced by "meat" breed pigs that don't put on very much fat at all.

With humans, "everyone knows" that the amount of fat and muscle in your body comes from what you eat and how much you exercise. But a feedlot-finished beef cow that spends the last several months of its life doing nothing but gorging itself on carbohydrates will stay lean and put on muscle because it's genetically predisposed to.

It violates common sense and yet a multi-billion-dollar industry revolves around cramming animals into a small area without much room to do anything, feeding the animals whatever crap has the most calories in it, and ending up with a lean, muscular carcass.

thedruidocelot

interestingly enough, humans USED TO TALK ABOUT DIFFERENT KINDS OF PROTEINS! (and other bits of nutrition science now relegated to animal feed to bow to corporate interests) i have some cookbooks from hospitals from between 1800-1915 that DO actually talk about the uses of albumen vs other proteins. or WHY fat is important for healing and recovery from injury, illness, or SURGERY. whole chapters on why lower-fiber carbohydrates can be easier to digest when someone is ill. whole segments on when to feed oatmeal gruel vs one made from rice. (one has a LOT more fiber, and if someone is already incredibly dehydrated, it could be fairly dangerous to feed them a high fiber gruel vs low fiber.) whole chunks of text on hydration.

some of these are in standard cookbooks from back in the day as well. but for some reason "cooking for the convalescent" became a field of science that DIED, and as it did it took all other nutrition science with it in terms of public awareness.

it was kind of depressing seeing how far human nutrition has backslid as a field of study. the advent of CICO and bmi as a moral judgement really screwed us all over in my opinion.

and thats not to say the 1800s were GOOD in terms of science. but it was a jumping off point for study that got widely abandoned in the US by the end of world war 2. and we swapped to "all protein is protein" when no. not all protein is the exact same thing.

allsebaciel

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kuroshitsuji-sama

Ok I haven't done this for years ahahaha, it's gonna be fun!

Tagged by: @allsebaciel ; glad you noticed that I am stalking around hehehe 😎😎😎 I am obsessed with sebaciel so of course I am looking for good content!

Last song I listened to: Aco Pejovic - Soba 501 (I have specific relationship with music, it's always on in my house)

Currently watching: Black Butler season 4 (if only there was smth more to watch, dear lord save GMMTV, or BL industry in general, I'm crying). I also need to finish Love for Love's Sake, seems like good thing

Sweet/Savoury/Spicy: Spicy for my whole life

Relationship Status: Believe it or not, I am taken XD

Current obsession(s): Uhhh fashion, music, BL, candles, cute little things, FOOD, fics...but that's not current, that's my whole life and it's not going anywhere ♥

I'm gonna tag people I started talking lately, ignore it if you were already tagged. And whoever wants to join, hello? You are welcomed!!♥♥♥

@mydarkstself @andhellwasherewithus @canonicallytrue @mr-lelia

mr-lelia

Oh gosh I've actually never done this but I can kinda guess what to do? Lmk if I'm fumbling lmfao

Last song I listened to: Historia de un amor by Pedro Infante (I am a hopeless romantic, I want all the cheesy, clichéd scenes pls and thank) I've never listened to Aco Pejovic before but he is a VIBE

Currently watching: Black Butler (been a fan since 2013, it was my first anime so I don't think I'll ever 'get over it' lol), BNHA, Hazbin Hotel, Scum Villain's Self Saving System (AAA 💖) I gave up on the BL industry after YoI was canceled orz

Sweet/savoury/spicy: sweet, sweet, sweet! I grew up, but my palate did NOT. I love candy and fruit and dessert, but oddly enough, I don't like cake or chocolate...

Relationship status: single~ Not really looking, I'm shamelessly antisocial irl

Current obsession(s): skin care, dog training (and animals in general), kuro, BL/danmei - specifically Scum Villain <3

I've actually been dying to make some friends on here, so if any of the things mentioned above are interests you share, please feel free to message me! My dms are open to all <3 I'm terrible at small talk, though, so just jump right into whatever you wanna talk about jajaj

#dont let any of this fool you #im into dddne #i am problematique #making friends #get to know me better #sebaciel

cherryboyriot2-deactivated20251

One thing I really love about seedy anime websites and YouTube mp3 converters is like. They actually do what they say they’re doing. But they WILL try to trick you into downloading a virus. Like it’s almost just a greeting at this point. I try to extract a song from a YouTube video and it says free VPN installer tonight perhaps? Free VPN installer tonight queen? And I say YouTube-mp3 converter you sly dog, you know what I’m here for. Show me the goods. And YouTube-mp3 converter says ahhh you got me, no getting one over on you. Thought it was worth a try tho. Here you go king x

gaywarcriminals

Jiuyuan where SJ and SY looks alike but aren’t related is so funny. The inherent narcissism.

#jiuyuan #shen yuan #shen jiu #svsss

theconcealedweapon

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