No hope.

[she/her, they/them] Anorexia, PTSD, TW! #metoo

[frenzyy]

[lifesuck204]

Kiedy jestem tak pusta,

a rzeczywistość nierealna

Błądzę w scenariuszach

zamknięta w klatce własnych myśli

[katastrofalnie]

Znów zdecydowanie zbyt często nachodzą mnie te myśli. Atakują, gdy najmniej się ich spodziewam. I z doświadczenia wiem, że jest to bardzo zły znak.

[catchymemes]

[stracone-zycie]

I widzisz to w lustrze,

I każdy Ci mówi, że to Twoje ciało

Ale ono już dawno nie jest Twoje,

Straciłaś je

Teraz jest powłoką z bliznami

[skrzywdzona]

[mute--girl]

Hate myself so much. I hate my body. I hate that I'm flawed, dirty, disgusting. I'm broken and there's nothing we can do to fix this. You broke me... And it can't be undone.

[brooke2valley]

Do you get it yet? 😅

(Reupload) Still a girl no matter what I'm wearing xP

[sadark-angel]

"Bez względu na to, jak dobrym jesteś człowiekiem, zawsze będziesz zły w czyjejś opowieści."

[traumasurvivors]

If you hate hearing “everything happens for a reason”, that’s really valid. And I’m here to say that some things are fucked up and should never happen. You didn’t deserve it. It should have never happened to you.

[traumasurvivors]

This wasn’t on Tumblr, but it frustrated me. On my trauma Facebook page, I posted this. And someone commented “I get what you’re saying but it is what made you the kind person today that helps others” and I just have to say… if you cope by telling yourself everything happens for a reason, that’s valid. I’m not judging your coping.

But don’t push that reason onto others. It isn’t appropriate. And everyone heals and copes differently.

[gatheringbones]

recovery horror: where the process of healing from something reveals previously unknown levels of damage

[gatheringbones]

seeing a smudge on the wall and realizing it’s mildew. examining the mildew and realizing it’s black mold. peeling back the wallpaper and seeing it’s eaten the entire house. going into the basement for a flashlight and realizing it’s flooded. spending every last bit of money at your disposal on fixing all of these things, only to move the box covering the trap door that leads to the seven hundred mile obsidian tunnel that leads directly to the gates of hell.

where exactly every individual’s collapsing point is located. where they stop in that process of uncovering and why.

[gatheringbones]

the conflicts that arise from knowing FULL WELL about the tunnel to the gates of hell, but you’re stuck with somebody who has only just found out about the mildew.

pretending to care about the mildew. speaking with them calmly and compassionately about how mildew is definitely a real problem that people ought to take seriously, and waiting for them to take a good hard look at what’s really crawling up the walls.

[dreamdolldiary]

[only-knives]

[ID: An image of a room with white text over it. The text reads:

Alternatives to "I did nothing

I rested

I chose not to make plans

I listened to my body

I prioritized my needs

I shortened my to do list

I watched the show I love

I was kind to myself

I took a mental health day

I allowed myself to recharge

I gave myself what I needed

/End ID]

[glowcowboy]

[mute--girl]

I just want to float...

[snorlax-and-co]

[in-tenebris-et-in-solitudine-de]

How to Un-Fuck Your Brain?..

[mute--girl]

"ile trzeba tego zeżreć żeby nie chcieć umrzeć?"