Everybody including Rhys: Az can't move on from Mor. He's probably looking for a distraction in Elain. He should use a pleasure house.
Az, in a room full of Mor and Elain: *looks to Elain, moves towards her, greets her, helps her with domestic chores, makes her smile*
Az when she laughs: *randomly stops in the doorway to follow it, shares a charged glance with her after, brushes fingers with her in passing when she leaves*
Az when she's defenseless: *shadows leap to her defense, verbally protects her in rooms she doesn't exist in, gives her his most precious weapon to defend herself something that makes him PANIC if he's without it, goes on a suicide mission*
Az when he knows he can't have her: *stares at her headache powder for a YEAR straight, stays closer to exits because it's painful to watch her with someone else, punishes himself by taking long cold flights, can't sleep, moves HOUSES so he can avoid the unbearable pain, damns his centuries long competitive steak at snowball fights because he was too busy throwing rocks at Rhys for forbidding him, has sad eyes because of her, gets rid of the reminder that she rejected him right back because it was too painful*
Az when he's a workaholic and had an early morning the other day: *sits with her until 3 am to listen to her talk about plants and gardens, shows interest in her hobbies*
Az when she exists: *stutters, gets hard just by a neck touch, pleasures himself to the memory of her, thinks about pleasuring her, almost rolls his eyes back at the scent of her arousal, immediately thinks about going down on his knees for her, gets her a gift unique to her and her alone, questions his religion, fought his brother/high lord, went against his nature to not spy on her when he keeps tabs on everyone, finds every excuse to reach for her even tho he knows he doesn't deserve her despite his selfworth issues, stares out the townhouse windows towards her*
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