Nebulae System :p

Side blog for system shiz, mostly just the host since he fronts basically all the time :p

[nebulae-sidebog]

Hii chatt this is @ethereal-astronomer's side blog for system stuff since I (EA) don't want to be very open about it on my main :pp

I'll have different tags for different alters (I.e. #abaddon #EA #blue etc) I'll also have sub-tags depending on the alter & genre (I.e. #abaddon vent #EA shitpost #blue announcement etc)

WE ARE BODILY A MINOR AND THE HOST IS A MINOR

I use I/me and we/us interchangeably depending on the context, but others might be different :pp

I'll make alter intros eventually but. Finals week.

THERE WILL BE VENTS. TWS WILL BE THERE.

We are a fictive heavy system because we are autistic and use fiction to cope along with having pretty intense hyperfixations ^^

Dni below cut :p

DNI

(Ik a DNI list won't stop anyone but the block button will cƐ:)

Recovering darkshippers can like and repost but please do not talk to us directly unless you are in need of help. If you want help coping/recovering, our dms are always open 🫶🫶

Fakeclaimers

Endos/supporters, sorry not sorry :p

Basic stuff

That's it. Bai :p

[nebulae-sidebog]

Does anyone else have fictives that are so deeply involved/connected to their source that they get incredibly distessed whenever someone reminds them of their in-source family or like. Yeah

Something like that happened last night and I don't know to handle it tbh, because the person that reminded them of their family is my/our partner system, so it's not like we can distance ourselves from them, and it would kind of be a petty reason to anyways, but like. Ugh. Yk

This is just something I needed to get out, sorry for the first post being a rant or whatever this is called. I'll make an intro later, I have a final to work on

[nebulae-sidebog]

Update: we broke up. Problem solved 🥹❤️‍🩹

[nebulae-sidebog]

Rewatching SU:F while sobbing collapsing throwing up while screaming "HES SO ME" while pointing at Steven (we both have PTSD)

[nebulae-sidebog]

> sister gets hyper fixated on Steven Universe

> watches it with her

> 2 weeks later

> feels very very vengeful

> thinks "waiiittt I'm kinda like spinel Steven universe"

> splits a spinel fictive

> 🫩

[nebulae-sidebog]

$10 and I'll kirkify everyone's simply plural profiles

[nebulae-sidebog]

Update: me and Brandon ended up changing the reminders to just say "Charlie Charlie kirkie!" 🫩

[nebulae-sidebog]

$10 and I'll kirkify everyone's simply plural profiles

[solar-system-yaps]

I got hugged by someone I never thought would hug me,.,.,.,., -Leo

[nebulae-sidebog]

How did dat make you feel,.,.,.

[solar-system-yaps]

hello! :)

how did you both figure out you guys were a system?

Hi!!!! Great question!! I kept hearing different voices in my head, and I thought it was just my inner voice. With the type of OSDD we have, there's little to no amnesia between switching, and I can't actually imagine anything in my mind due to aphantasia which was already diagnosed. There was moments that felt like I was just watching while someone controlled me, like an out of body experience. Hope this helps a little!! -Leo

[nebulae-sidebog]

YOU HAVE DIAGNOSED APHANTASIA?????? I THOUGHT IT WAS LIKE. YOU KNEW BUT WEREN'T DIAGNOSED

[nebulae-sidebog]

One of the only fun parts of being a system is that this happened like a minute apart

Text: "Half of the students here will fail in the future that they don't have. And die by 30."

[nebulae-sidebog]

Having a bossy co-host is so annoying like STOP IT

IM NOT GONNA MAKE A SLOPPY JOE BECAUSE YOU WANT ONE WE'VE ALREADY HAD DINNER

STOPPPPP

[nebulae-sidebog]

So we were really stressed yesterday bc of undisclosed reasons and so a new alter split (SIGHHHHHHH) and came up front while 3 other people were there (me, karkat, & abaddon) because again. Stressed.

The thing is. We split a SECOND KARKAT. A SECOND ONE. And this guy is more emotional.

Let me paint you a picture: you show up somewhere without any memory of going anywhere, and you hear some commotion so you go and look to see what's going on. You walk in, and you see a cartoon alien thing with weird hair, a little boy that looks like a vampire, and another you. YOU'RE GONNA FREAK OUT.

Let's just say. It did not get any less stressful. I wish I could sell these fuckers💔💔💔

[nebulae-sidebog]

Artistic rendition 🥹✌

[nebulae-sidebog]

So we were really stressed yesterday bc of undisclosed reasons and so a new alter split (SIGHHHHHHH) and came up front while 3 other people were there (me, karkat, & abaddon) because again. Stressed.

The thing is. We split a SECOND KARKAT. A SECOND ONE. And this guy is more emotional.

Let me paint you a picture: you show up somewhere without any memory of going anywhere, and you hear some commotion so you go and look to see what's going on. You walk in, and you see a cartoon alien thing with weird hair, a little boy that looks like a vampire, and another you. YOU'RE GONNA FREAK OUT.

Let's just say. It did not get any less stressful. I wish I could sell these fuckers💔💔💔

[nebulae-sidebog]

Does anyone else have fictives that are so deeply involved/connected to their source that they get incredibly distessed whenever someone reminds them of their in-source family or like. Yeah

Something like that happened last night and I don't know to handle it tbh, because the person that reminded them of their family is my/our partner system, so it's not like we can distance ourselves from them, and it would kind of be a petty reason to anyways, but like. Ugh. Yk

This is just something I needed to get out, sorry for the first post being a rant or whatever this is called. I'll make an intro later, I have a final to work on