hello freaks! feel free to call me uhhh yalt because it’s funny
I’m 18, nonbinary transmasc, they/he.
new to T and had to get off of it recently; I go here sometimes for transition goals. I’m a queer4queer and my interests include gay sex of any gender and staying kind in the face of doom
- !!I’m not interested in flirting or building any true connections here, this is just a self-indulgent diary blog to me!! feel free to look thru my trinkets for yourself, though :]
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Minors and blank blogs DNI.
30+: likes & reblogs are okay, but do not follow me. You will be removed.
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about this blog:
✩ DISCLAIMER: I approach following on here pretty impersonally. any notes I leave are completely platonic, in a passerby kind of sense. If we’re mutuals then we can be parallel kink buddies, yaaay 🌈
‼️ I am prone to randomly reblogging or tagging about my interests at any time, sexual-style ‼️ (yes, this includes the spider-man comics 😔)
✩ I will spam like / reblog if I happen to really enjoy your posts. I really just like to save things. fellow spammers are welcome here
✩ Misc. cool photography or music go under the tag #🎱 , and self-help reminders are under #🌤️. I’ve got several other random tags like this bcuz I like organizing.
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kinks / tags you may see:
⟣ #sub and #dom are tagged to my own preferences, for when I feel like either.
⟣ there is dubcon here, in almost any tag except #soft. I’m not into much cnc, but a lot of fantasies here are realistically dubious.
limits: ageplay, ‘raceplay’, dd//lg (or any variant), detra//ns, heavy pregnancy kinks, physical abuse, or body modification kinks.
racists, genuine misogynists, predators or lo/licons, etc. will obviously be blocked on sight.
things I 💟: wlw AND mlm. butch4butch, femme4femme, butchfemme, and any honest love. oral, saliva, bondage, desperate sex, teasing, musk/scent kinks, armpits, puppyplay (thanks tumblr), hypno, panting, grinding, dry humping, you get the mix lol ;;; wrestling, weed, forced or influenced intox, free use/“partyfavor” kink, light s&m: (like choking, slapping, hair-pulling, scratching, or biting,) mlm (or butch4butch) forcemasc, forcefemming, bootfucking, humiliation, breeding (not pregnancy), size difference, some tentacles…. a lot of stuff! I’m really picky on gore, but sometimes I get it. robo-gore isn’t really on tumblr but… yum
Being a good sub does mean constantly breaking the scene actually. It means breaking the scene adjusting until you're comfy. It's breaking the scene with a big smile and a "You're being so hot rn". It's breaking the scene with a questioning look as you decide yes maybe the bed would be better for this. It's breaking the scene and saying "hey this position isn't comfy but it's ok for now". It's breaking the scene saying "goddamn it my jaw is giving up".
You have to let reality in or you'll be trapped in yet another trauma
i love it when a new horror movie comes out because some of my mutuals are like wow!!! life changing cinema!! and some of my mutuals are like. what the fuck was that trash tbh!! and the rest of my mutuals are like i long to have a beautiful lesbian romance with the girlbeast
Everyone makes fun of the millennial overpriced burger restaurants but the worst part is that they got you hooked on some bullshit and promptly shut down because their polycule broke up or whatever. You’ll never get to eat the caramelized onion apple parmesan sex bomb burger again. And it was $23 and good.
people throw in "not trying to be rude" at the end of the rudest thing you've ever heard as if they're trying to go "no homo" after sucking the balls too
The important thing about wool is that it continues to keep you warm even when it’s soaking wet.
Other natural fibers don’t do this. In fact, quite the opposite. Campers and boaters are usually familiar with the phrase, “cotton kills.” If you’re wet in cotton or linen, your clothes actually sap heat from your body.
If you sink in a lake in late October like I did today, staying warm is important. I was rescued long before I would’ve actually died, but cold makes your muscles seize up, which isn’t good if you have to swim to land.
Which brings me around to life jackets. If the water’s cold enough, you may only have five-ten minutes until your muscles seize (today I probably had 40-60, more than enough time to get to land if I hadn’t been picked up), and you’ll drown.
In a life jacket, even in extremely cold water, you can float semi-conscious for perhaps another 30 minutes or so before you actually freeze to death, which is usually when someone rescues you.
What’s more, you probably know that moving around on land warms you up. Jumping jacks, jogging in place, etc.
In water, moving actually makes you colder. You need to stay still curled up in a ball, which you can only do in a life jacket.
In wool AND life jacket, you’re warm, and your head’s above water, which is pretty much your only and entire goal.
If you’re allergic to wool, synthetics are available specifically for this purpose. I know I always say natural fibers are the way to go, but when it comes to safety, wear what protects you!
Yep! A really simple “experiment” I learned as a kid and now use in my own courses is sticking your hand in ice water. Compare moving it around in the water to curling it up in a fist. The contrast is stark!
To increase your survival time in on cold water, you want to curl up! If you’re with others, you want to huddle!
Again, both are only possible when wearing a life jacket!
I know a lot of people are reblogging this for writing reference, but I like to believe that 7,000 people on this site were actually continually living in fear about this specific situation and that when the time comes, I’ve prepared them with what they need to know to survive.
you’re going to love again, find a job again, create art again, do what you love again, feel powerful again. you’re going to be back on track. i don’t know when, but you are going to feel like yourself again, eventually. this isn’t the end. hang in there.
btw it's so fucking stupid you can be anxious physically in your body even after you've decided mentally you don't care. I'm supposed to be in charge here
i hope you have thoughts about me that you feel a little horrified or guilty about but only during the post-orgasm clarity after you jerked off to them
hold on let me try to invent a version of myself who can get us out of this mess [holds really still for a minute and a half and then turns to you with a flat affect] we probably should have killed ourselves an hour ago
dry humping but not like humping on a leg or one person being clothed and the other naked,, but two guys in jeans and t shirts thrusting on each other trying to get as much friction as they can without taking their clothes off because they can't admit to themselves how badly they want each other
wait i just found out you can be nice to people and be their friend i thought we had to kill them all cause i was raised in a lab to be a living weapon
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