NightimeTearsAndCookies

bi 🥛 she/her 🍪 18

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two of my favourite extracts from the fanfic “come and go” by charactershoes on ao3

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nothings better than cereal in bed with angsty music and a large dose of seasonal depression

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so i turn eighteen on saturday and im devastated because now i missed my chance to have a teen musical about me

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you know its a bad day when you start to have a shower and a couple minutes in you realise you never took your bra off...

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can i marry alex boniello?

[faistyboyconnor]

quick question what the fuck is this song

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this is true art

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i just want someone to hold me till it doesnt hurt anymore

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jalana. im just going to leave this here.

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au where connor and evan are dating and larry tries to bond with them by taking them to see a musical

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happy trails rachel bay jones!! i think everyone would agree that you will be missed! congratulations on a fabulous run and cant wait to see what you do next, good luck!

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i just feel like i cant breathe and i dont know what to do, theres nothing i can do anymore

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DEAR EVAN HANSEN NOVEL THOUGHTS

so everyone keeps saying that evan seems like a ‘total prick’ in the first chapter of the deh novel because of how sarcastic and shit he is but tbh i kind of love it, as some one who does deal with anxiety but is also super sarcastic, i tend to end up just thinking sarcastic things in my head without ever voicing them because.. well.. anxiety, but do become outward with my sarcasm when its my sisters or parents because theyve known me longer, im used to them more than other people so him acting a bit more like that with heidi seems plausible to me, idk, i actually enjoy the sarcasm tbh

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im scared my life is never going to start

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can someone link me the deh book preview?? i dont understand where you guys are finding it

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DEAR LAURA DREYFUSS

thank you to laura for being such an amazing person and inspiration, you work so hard and are resilient and determined and that is just so incredible, not to mention how insanely talented you are 

youre also funny and silly and make us - the fans - smile due to your behind the scenes shenanigans and your bomb ass pre show dance party moves

you showed us through zoe murphy how even after going through a hell of a lot you can be brave and make it past the hardships whilst still being full of forgiveness and understanding for people who have wronged you and come to terms with the struggles in your life and move past them

i think i speak for all fans of dear evan hansen when i say you will be truly missed but that we cannot wait to see what you do next! happy trails!!

sincerely, me

[faistyboyconnor]

What is Ben Platt’s eye color?? Why is there so much debate about this?? It should be a basic fact and yet there isn’t a clear answer?? I just want to draw Evan Hansen but like..? Do I use green? Blue? Or???

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another question is wtf is his hair colour?? like most people draw evan blonde but is ben platt blonde? or is his hair light brown? cause idek anymore

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late night thoughts

Broadway being afraid that filming and releasing shows would result in less people going to nyc is like sports teams being afraid that no one would come to their games if they were televised (which obviously isn’t a problem). It’s like this. You go for the experience but if you can’t be there you still get to be a part of it.

Thank you for listening to my TED talk on why we need a Netflix for Broadway shows.

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THIS