hey, hi, hello i’m tink and this sweet angel is my girl noah. under the cut you’ll find a little break down of my girl noah and a few connections i’d love to have for her.
FULL NAME: eloise noah shredder
NICKNAMES: baby, elle, noah
FACE CLAIM: kristine froseth
AGE: twenty three
DATE OF BIRTH + ZODIAC: october 12 ( libra sun, scorpio moon, libra rising )
SEXUALITY: bisexual ( closeted )
GENDER + PRONOUNS: cis woman ( she/her )
RELATIONSHIP STATUS: single
OCCUPATION: spoiled baby
full stats . full bio . wanted ( tag ) .
noah is from texas and has a big ass southern family. her dad bud drove for NASCAR when he retired he opened up a repair shop & later on a stunt driving school, he married his hs sweetheart annabelle who was an actress before she got pregnant and retired to raise her family, then deciding to write young adults novels.
in total there are 5 siblings, two are bio and the rest were adopted bc noah is not only the youngest but also annabelle’s last bio child she’s very protective of her and pretty much never lets her go anywhere without one of her siblings present, despite her disdain for her mom she’s very close to her sibs.
LOVES SHARKS literally they are her thing, they are her passion she will talk your ear off about sharks. it’s the reason she’s studying marine biology.
has a golden retriever named bruce who she’s probably complaining about missing 25/7
loves to drink, will drink you under the table. sometimes does club drugs in which she talks even more and will tell you how much she loves you.
really smart but also knows she’s really smart and can be an asshole bc of it, like will let you copy off of her test but also...make fun of you for needing to....
will write your essays/do your hw for cash
kisses girls but never around her siblings because pls dont tell our religious ass parents about this, i get enough flack from them
my girl avoids hookups because she’s emotional as fuck and will get all emotionally invested and get her feelings hurt so that’s just a no from her
can be a bit obsessive at times, can be extremely controlling, is very opinionated and doesn’t mind telling anyone and everyone who’ll listen
WANTED CONNECTIONS
FRIENDS: noah is the kind of friend who would buy a body for you, she’s loyal, endearing, and would always go the extra mile for those she loves.
CLIENTS: noah sells papers / test exams so i’d love to have people who buy those from her
TUTOR ME: she’s also a tutor for the school so she could always be tutoring your muse, this could be set up through the school or as a friend helping a friend
SHOULDER TO LEAN ON: tbh the opposite of the confidant, this muse usually comes to noah and asks them for advice or just rants and they don’t know too much about her but she doesn’t really mind.
MOTIVATOR: a muse that baby more or less looks up to, she wants to be like them in some way and therefore tends to hang around them a lot.
MUTUAL OBSESSION: they bonded over a love of something and have just been two peas in a pod ever since. you can’t find noah without this muse right there.
LOST PUPPY DOG: noah follows this muse around lk like a puppy, she has a huge crush on them and it’s obvious to everyone with eyes. how your muse feels abt this is up to you!
MYSTERY: a muse who doesn’t really open up much but she’s determined to find out more about so she’s always asking them questions about their past / being a nosy af
CONFUSED FEELS: a muse who she’s not entirely sure if she likes or not, they can get on some days and other days bicker back and forth
YEAH NO I HATE YOU: enemies, we can always plot out why they don’t get along but yeah no give me people who don’t get along with her
he actually listens, finding reason in her voice. through the dark clouds that gathered at the forefront of his mind, he found her just loud enough to cut through. the suffocating prospect of everetts feelings, that right now as those dark clouds became darker, he was finally close to understanding his brother, was scary. reaching to the side blindly, he finds her hand and interlocks their fingers, not even turning to face her. a few long moments pass that feel like forever but no time at all and eventually he clears his throat, turning his face slightly to look over, “my family is the most important thing to me and i feel like, i have to try and fix this,” he sniffs, wiping his face with the arm that was free, “’cause when everyone else is running away from the disaster when they’re scared, it’s always me that’s running towards it to try and put it all back together again.”
“ i understand... ” in a lot of ways she knew exactly what he meant. her family was the most important thing in her universe she’d move mountains to be there in an emergency. on the other hand she didn’t want him to leave. it wasn’t until she was faced with the thought of losing him that it dawned on her just how much she cared. “ but i need you to stay here...with me... ” squeezing his hand as nerves ate away at her stomach. “ i know that’s really selfish and stupid but i just, i can’t be here without you, well i can but i don’t want to. i want to be here with you and i know that you’re worried about your family and i’ll get it if you leave because i can’t say that i wouldn’t go home if my sisters needed me but i just had to say something because i don’t know. i just had to i guess. ” words were leaving her mouth a mile a minute because if she kept talking then she wouldn’t have to stop and hear what he had to say in response.
they’re glad that the blonde didn’t ask them about it, glad that their entire conversation is light and fun and nothing about how they are feeling, it’s like they can breath around noah again. “okay, just text me when you find time for me and we can set it up on the dock or something.” for someone who is trying to stay away and have some space, they sure are terrible at it. “still, you’re really good, you can’t deny that,” she cannot think about how the brush of her leg on bare skin makes her feel, there’s no doubt how attracted she feels but now was not the time for that. it was just a friend showing another friend how to work a messy machine that she’s sure is gonna ruin her clothes if she isn’t careful. “i’ve actually never been here so i didn’t really know what to expect but i’m glad you’re here to show me the way.”
this is the most fun that noah has had with victoria since their seattle date. cheeks sore from all the smiling a gentle reminder of all the reasons she actually liked spending time with victoria. before they added feelings into the mix they actually had a lot of fun together. “ oh we can make all of the vacationers so jealous with our little easels and things. ” she giggled moving a bit closer so she could help catch the piece before it tipped to the side. “ why would i deny it ? ” cocky as always she couldn’t help but take the bait. “ you and me both doll, i’ve always wanted to have a full blown swayze moment so you’re makin’ my dreams come true here. ”
“people say that happens a lot, i’m pretty sure that there’s a tim mcgraw song about it,” she stated matter-of-factly and opened a small smile, “and how’s she doing?” he sat down at the bar and waved to the bartender, “two whiskeys and two tequila shots.”
“ well you know they say there’s a country song for everything. ” she grinned up at the familiar bartender before sighing at the question. “ she’s good the doctors say that after this week she’ll be done with chemo. ” saying a thank you when the shots were presented. “ i feel like we’ve just been blah blah blahing about me how are you ? ”
“ i will say that i am just as surprised as you. ” noah shredder of all people was the last person he expected to end up even entertaining the idea of being in his bed. granted, there was that one night but that definitely wasn’t in a bed. earlier in the night, her text practically startled him out of bed and away from a boondocks marathon. a languid sleek smile slipped onto his lips as he moved away from the door to let her in, thankfully his roomie was out for the night. “ i won’t bite unless you like, i promise. “ dressed in grey sweats and thin hoodie, laf hoped she’d be somewhat comfortable. nervous partners were the worst with overthinking and questioning everything.
she really did try to keep her eyes on his face when he was talking but despite her best efforts they drifted. quietly scanning his body before snapping back to focus at the words bite. a small smirk on her lips as she brushed past him, “ maybe i do like. ” standing there balled fists on her hips. “ ground rules ? ” she asked with a tilted head before announcing with a sort of pride. “ just so you know i am not staying the night. ” the last time she’d hooked up with him woke up alone and she didn’t think she could deal with that feeling again. “ but i will still demand a cuddle. ”
“i was only kidding but um, no thanks, plus, i’m not into guys right now.” that does not mean anything, should not mean anything. “if you want,” they started nonchalantly, their voice a little lower than they would like, god it wasn’t like it was a date or something, “we could go painting sometime this week.” “there’s nothing much to it, if i look good, clean and boring on the outside, no one would think i have anything going on because if i look this put together then i’ll have to be on the inside too, right?” she’s not really asking but it come out into the universe anyways. “i’m jealous,” she lets out a laugh, her mind focused on the project in front of her when the clay come rushing under her fingers, “you’re this good after a couple classes?”
her eyebrows raise at their comment tempted to ask more about it but she tucked it away for another day. “ sure ! ” she chirped lighting up at the idea of the two of them painting together. “ sounds like a good time. ” she ponders victoria’s logic in silence. in a way they had a point, she’d never thought they weren’t perfectly put together until she started spending more time with them, on the other hand she couldn’t help but wonder if that was her clothes or just her energy. “ a few classes and lots of hours of practice. ” she corrected using her knee to push their leg down on the peddle to pick up speed. “ this isn’t the first time i’ve been down here working on something or another. ”
“i’ve always wanted salami to have a brother to take around the city , an oliver in company moment . you think they’ll jump on cars and howl ? do a little dance number ? “ cassidy asked bringing his hand up to his chest as if the thought was the most heartwarming thing he could think of . “ that’s exactly what happened , it’s the only thing that makes sense . sugar , spice and everything nice baby . something went wrong in the concoction but i think there was a rule . i could either be cool and have superpowers or be how i am and have one singular cousin . no other family , it was illegal . “ laughing , cassidy shook his head . he really would make a bad superhero or powerpuff girl . chaos really would ensue . laughing even more when she made the fred comment , cassidy looked down at his nails , wondering if they were dry enough now . knowing him , he’d manage to hit them against something and mess up the polish . “ i hate how accurate that sounds . even though , i don’t even wanna be a fake leader fred . i kinda just wanna be a shaggy or something . chillin’ out in the van getting high and minding my own business until shit just comes at me without me even realizing it . “ cassidy wasn’t expecting the two of them to get into some big and heartfelt conversation about the current situation she was in . he didn’t expect her to put all her feelings out there on the table because he knew that just like him , noah didn’t like or want to delve into what she was feeling . so he was more than okay with moving onto the next activity at hand which usually involved drinking . “ obviously you gotta wait for someone with those qualities or it’s not worth it . don’t settle for less , my dear wife . “ he smiled , looking over at the cart of alcohol . “ hmm , “ he began , bringing his index finger up to his chin and giving it a tap . “ you got any tequila over there , ms . bartender ? “ he asked , “ i’m feeling a bit sloppy tonight . “ he joked , although tequila had a way of getting to him a lot quicker and easier than some other liquors . tequila brought a different energy .
“ yes, obviously. with any luck someone will kidnap me and bruce will come to my rescue. i’ve always wanted to be in a real life disney movie. ” a scoff on her face at his question. “ do i have tequila ? cassidy i lived in mexico for two years if you think i don’t have an amazing bottle of tequila you’re wrong. ” getting up to rummage through the cart pulling out the one and only bottle of tequila. anytime she drank tequila she got a little...erratic. the last time she punched a guy in the face because she thought he was looking at her funny. was she going to bring that up now ? no of course not. he’d find out the hard way. “ at least you got all your trendy rings and your irresistible curly hair. that’s all the power you need anything else and you’d be overwhelmed. ” she teased though she really did love the mental image of him as a big headed cartoon character in a pink dress. “ sorry can’t. me and asher are shaggy and scooby which means all that’s left for you is fred, daphne or velma. we both know that you’re not velma material but you could be daphne if you’d prefer, she’s the cool hot girl and that fits your vibe pretty well. cecilya can be fred, our fearless leader, ready to drive right into spooky territory and make all the bad decisions. ” finding her way back to her original seat two shot glasses etched with cheesy dad jokes and the bottle. “ tequila as requested, i have coconut water somewhere if you want to mix it, or we can just take shots but i feel like i’m gonna end up grabbing that water at some point either way. ”
“ that’s not the only thing you’re good at , ” it’s an instant response , her fingers no longer raking through noah’s hair as she places two fingers gently under her chin . “ and just because you didn’t get it published doesn’t mean you’ll never get anything published . even if it feels like it right now . you’re going to do something amazing , your times going to come . “
she wanted to believe her, she seemed so genuine and sincere, but something inside her just couldn’t accept cecilya’s words as truths. glossy eyed as she met her gaze heart sinking in her chest as she tried to muster up some sort of response. “ yeah maybe. ” or maybe i’ll just be a wannabe scientist forever chasing dreams that are pointless anyways. “ if all else fails i can always go work on the ranch with keithan and pop. ”
the walk between the library and noah’s cabin didn’t seem closes enough and the stares don’t even bother victoria because they have an ache that the other can only fix. when they get to her door, she has her hands by her sides again, wondering when she lost all self control when it came to the blonde and if she thinks about it, she knows it’s before the library. she doesn’t say anything because it could ruin everything so they just wait until she’ll let her in and continue what they had going on in the library and she hopes that things don’t end there for them.
a small part of her wondered if she was sure she wanted to do this. after all, sex had complicated so much of their relationship. they had such a hard time just talking to one another and she couldn’t help but wonder if this was so easy why wasn’t the rest of it. maybe it could be if she just gave it enough time. her thoughts were cut short by the walk that seemed over far too quickly. unlocking her cabin and pulling them inside in one fluid motion. instantly pressing their frame against the door lips finding the exposed bit of skin. kisses trailing up their neck until she found their lips. “ you, ” she started between kisses a tiny smirk forming on her lips, “ are going to beg me to fuck you. ”
Hana smiled back and wrinkled her nose and locking her arm. She couldn’t help her shocked expression as she talked. “Dude… How did it start? I mean, everything? Why will you quit? Nooo, how about the animals? I can try to help if you want to! Oh! Lord… I will never leave you again.”
“ the triangle ? or me sucking at everything ? the sucking happened recently, i always thought i was totally kick ass, but i guess if you ask the journal of experimental marine biology and ecology i am not. the whole triangle thing started when i started likin’ two people. seemed much more fun in the movies ya know ? ”
“that’s awkward, i was talking about your brother and i,” she teased a little bit, ”you definitely would still come in first place, if it came down to it.” how were they ever just gonna be friends when noah was driving them insane with everything she was doing? does she even know how hard it is to ignore the way she says and do things that make them feel light headed? “the thing about paint is that yes most of the time, you can’t have mistakes but if you do, there’s still some way to make it look even better at the end. we can call it a deal, i don’t mind showing you a few tricks.” it’s no secret that she use her clothes to hide things she doesn’t want anyone to see. she tells herself if she dresses the way she does, no one wonder just how much of a mess she is on the inside. “it’s not just to look cute,” she whispered, not daring to look up to the other. her hands are a little stiff when the other holds onto them to dip into the water. she slightly presses it watching the clay piece speed in a circle, “is that , okay? do i need to go faster?”
glad they couldn’t see her eyes rolling at the mention of victoria and her brother together. trying to play it off with a small huff, “ you’d have better luck with cooper than keithan. he’s been dating the same girl since middle school. ” she’s not really trying to make them feel flustered. the last time she did that they wound up in her bedroom and for once she just wanted to be around victoria not take their clothes. “ sounds good then you’ll be stuck with me for even longer. ” she wasn’t even bad at painting she just wanted an excuse to see them more often. “ are you going to let me in on the secret meaning ? ” she whispers back always wanting to know the other sides of victoria. “ nope that’s perfect. ” grabbing their hands using the their hands to round out the top of the vase.
“ now , now , mia is the only person on earth who is on good terms with everyone they’ve ever been involved with . you couldn’t possibly be enemies with her , ” she speaks in a soft tone , her fingers stroking noah’s hair like she’s holding a little doll . mia was one of the kindest people cecilya knew . “ maybe it’s not you , maybe it’s the other people that turn things to shit . joint responsibility , at least , “ she knew how that felt , had a habit of ruining things herself . “ you’re too hard on yourself . ”
“ well at least i’ll always have you and mia. that makes me feel a little better. ” she muttered softening under cecilya’s touch tears threatening to fall from her eyes. “ well what if there’s nobody to blame but me ? what if i’m just an idiot who can’t do anything. i can’t even finish my thesis or get my stupid research published. if i can’t even do school the only thing i’m good at there’s no way i can do feelings. ”
“ you and mia ? i like it , “ she enthuses with a hurried grin , she was even coming around to liking lafayette a little , she just wasn’t ready to admit it yet . “ i’m always ready to hold you , my arms are already open to loveee you , ” she opens her arms wide , eyes shut flat on her back being a little dramatic before peeping slowly , eyes fully open after a few seconds . “ i think you’ll do fine , it’s not as difficult when you’ve already started rambling . “
everything always sounded easy when cecilya said it. one, two, three and we’re done. it never went that way though. there were always variables that she couldn’t account for that threw her off and left her struggling to keep up. “ it all sounds good in theory until we break up and then you’re stuck in the middle. ” curling into cecilya’s arms when she opened them a soft smile on her face. “ you’d think that but i have a way of turning everything to shit. ”
“ this is why i have friends and then people i fuck , really keeps it all clear , “ although it might not have been as clear cut as that recently , cecilya had always been good at separating things . people went in their own little boxes . “ hmm , it depends , “ she collapses down but is still looking at noah , her face pressed against pink bed sheets . “ you can have fuck buddies that’ll never be more but if you’re dancing with the idea of more then , you probably need to be able to have a conversation every once in a while that doesn’t end in fucking , “ she pauses . there were times when she didn’t share that much about herself , she found feelings embarrassing and hard to figure out , “ you don’t want to end up like me and bodhi , only knowing where you stand when your pants are off , never being able to talk about what’s really on your mind because a part of you thinks that it’ll all crumble once and for all . ”
“ this is why i usually don’t fuck anyone. i went four months on this boat without hooking up with a single soul. should have kept that record, things would be much simpler, or maybe not. i was fighting with victoria before we were hooking up. ” fingers tapping against her stomach as she wondered why the only people she felt comfortable opening up to were her family and a small circle of people aboard this love boat from hell. “ well if i have to be open and honest about my feelings then it’s sounding like the only people i can date are you and mia. ” there was something that felt so embarrassing and stupid about putting her heart on the line. it reminded her of being in third grade and offering justin bunchwalter a valentine’s day card that she’d stayed up all night making just for him only to have him rip it up in front of the class and tell her she was gross. “ alright i’ll talk to them but if they stomp on my heart you better be ready to hold me. ”
