this is not a beanie

They/them I make zines and weird art and stuff: https://linktr.ee/notabeanie Trying to fill this blog with only things that would make me happy to see when I was sad. All else goes in the sussy place: https://www.tumblr.com/notasussybeanie

[notabeanie]

What if instead of plants and birds the new trans/nonbinary naming scheme is name yourself after a letter of the NATO alphabet

[notabeanie]

the thing i hope for the most from transition is not that I get to live as my authentic self, or even that I one day alleviate my dysphoria. No it is simply that I hope no one I went to school with will ever recognise me in public ever again

[notabeanie]

Its so weird to be a late in life trans guy because you're trans because you wanted to be Jason Schwartzman (pre-beard) but you're turning into Jason Schwartzman (post-beard).

[notabeanie]

Two of my favorite and most used resources:

and

You feel like shit.

[uroko]

おくで/Kosuke Okude

[uroko]

Sawai Kenta / 澤井 健太

[uroko]

Cozy rainy day in Kamakura

[yasudatakuya]

「清澄」

F20

2017年

[uroko]

夏雨の銀閣 // Ginkaku Pavilion with Summer Rain

[notabeanie]

Oopies

I eated all

The plummie-wummies

That were in the

Fridgey-widgey

and which

you were pwobably

saving

For bweakie-weakie

Sowwy

They were so yummy

And nummy

And good

[notabeanie]

Happy "dickfuck, no it's not."

[notabeanie]

Two of my favorite and most used resources:

and

You feel like shit.

[syn4k]

im going to be real rn i completely understand where hamlet is coming from because if my dad died and then my mom married his brother a MONTH AFTER HIS FUNERAL and THEN everyone told me to just get over it already because everybody dies and THEN i talked to my dad's ghost and tried to get some semblance of closure after his death and he told me "cut the bullshit im burning my sins off in hell rn but its not a big deal listen up your uncle murdered me you gotta get revenge for me" i would also do an acrobatic fucking pirouette backwards off the handle

[notabeanie]

Honestly not even one of these things have happened to me and I'm already hanging on by a thread

[toobadthatsob]

[pumpkins-and-penguins]

not to victim blame but it is brennan’s fault for giving siobhan a cipher

[notabeanie]

Brennan call me next time and we'll translate it into Hungarian before you encode it

[loish]

I’m a character artist, which means landscapes are my enemy. I have an automatic habit of rendering mountains and grass as if it was skin. I struggle to get the sense of scale right - everything feels mid-sized, while it should be epic and grandiose. It’s tough, but I will keep trying! Here’s some assorted environment practice 💪

[notabeanie]

The therapy girlies all say that when your sex drive is high it's because you have an unmet need for like comfort or validation or some shit. But they have not been on testosterone they don't understand. I DO have an unmet need it's just an unmet need for getting railed.