I'm so sick of the current nothingness of my life.

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@nothingtodonothingtogain
I'm so sick of the current nothingness of my life.
Imagine all the things I could do if I just did them.
“Do it scared” “do it alone” are all great tips, but my biggest takeaway from therapy is do it messy. This is especially true if you’re getting out of a burnout, which I experience often. Literally just do it messy. You don’t need to pick the perfect trail to walk, the perfect playlist to listen to, whatever the fuck it is. You don’t need to have a meticulous to do list and wake up at the exact time you planned and drink the exact amount of water you planned to drink. Like the biggest thing for people like me to remember is sometimes it’s okay to do it messy. Put on a random yt workout and just get it done in sweats. Do 5 minutes of a daunting task and go from there. Sometimes just getting up is a win during intense burnouts or depressive funks. Literally just do it messy.
My roman empire is me being able to study and write my paper without my mental health coming in the way
Seriously, maybe I'm not the best or the smartest but i have the potential. These subjects are easy. The idea for the paper is great. Just fucking let me do it 😭😭😭🛐🛐
please make sure that wherever you’re at in life, you don’t treat it like a transitory period. don’t waste your college years wishing to already be graduated & have a job. don’t waste your single years wishing for someone to be in love with. if/when those things come, they will come in due time and they will be good. but there is nothing like looking back and feeling empty because you wasted literal years ignoring what you had because you were hoping for something better. while it’s important to better yourself and reach for your goals, don’t neglect the present because that’s where you are now and it’s your now that determines your future.
If I just keep repeating this to myself in a Tommy Shelby voice maybe I will get my shit together
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I LOVE IT
What a privilege it is to become the version of myself i once thought it was impossible. What a privilege it is to walk away from what no longer alings with who im becoming. What a privilege it is to wake up with another chance to try again. What a privilege it is to see progress, even if no one else does. What a privilege it is to show myself love, again and again. What a privilege it is to wake up and have another day to be bettter myself. What a privilege to be scared about the future. What a privilege it is to wake up everyday and realize that im one step closer to the dream i had in mind. What a privilege is to be Alive.
-a person who once thought she would be dead by now.
(guy who's not getting anything done voice) I need to learn every skill and all information
I am so ashamed. I took time off work to study for my exam next week and for two days I have been doing.... nothing. like, no-thing.
sure I did some alibi cleaning and got groceries and stuff, but even when I finished that, yesterday and today, imagine I'm showered, my flat is tidy, the fridge is full, clothes are drying in peace, and I'm just doing NOTHING. Not even doomscrolling. a message here, a short game there, a quick check on Instagram, pet the cat, uh let's make a Snapchat, maybe a snack? yes, it's definitely time for a snack, so now I must nap, and so on and so on.
just now I caught myself walking aimlessly between the table and the bathroom??
What is actually wrong with me? TF?
I dream of vast places that swallow me whole
forehead tattoo that says "the consequences of not checking your email are always bigger than the consequences of checking your email"
☺️ made a cute little tracker for all my exam to-dos ☺️
now I'm demotivated 🫡
the spirit is willing but the flesh is experiencing technical difficulties
kicking screaming crying, trying to install this fuck-ass new dishwasher.
why do I have to do everything alone and why does it almost never work out easily.