Sometimes I feel like going back through all my terrible former options and refuting them, but I also think it is a little mean for a thirty-something to argue with a suicidal teenager.
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Sometimes I feel like going back through all my terrible former options and refuting them, but I also think it is a little mean for a thirty-something to argue with a suicidal teenager.
why is it always red bellied woodpeckers doing this
they lack fundamental respect or judgement
This will never not be funny to me.
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if you can stomach it i would recommend watching the body cam footage of the sonya massey killing, i'll try to describe it but it's hardly possible. you can't truly understand the type of extreme, completely volatile aggression that happens with cops if you haven't seen it, and it's captured here very harrowingly.
several officers are in her house, calmly talking with her about her id and vehicle papers for some time. it's routine administrative stuff, no acute danger or stress whatsoever. one of them tells her to take her pot off the stove, remarking that they don't need a fire in the house now, she walks over into the kitchen and complies. he suddenly backs off towards the front door despite already being several feet away. she asks him where he's going, he says "away from your hot, steaming water." she repeats "my hot, steamin' water?" in an amused tone. then adds "i rebuke you in the name of jesus," in a similar joking tone while pouring the water down the sink. the atmosphere is completely calm, you might even say amiable.
she's at this point still separated from the cops by her kitchen aisle and several feet of additional distance. the cop prompts her to repeat what she said, she repeats her joke about rebuking him in the name of jesus [with the scary water she just poured out]. she doesn't even realise there's been a complete 180 in his head. he goes "you better fucking not, i will shoot you in your fucking face," she's stunned by the sudden abusive language for half a second, immediately he draws his gun directly at her head, she gets out a panicked "sorry!" and ducks behind the aisle, he rounds the corner into the kitchen specifically to advance right next to her, immediately fires 3 shots at her head from above at minimal distance. she's dead where she stood, or cowered rather, by the sink in her nightgown.
after a few seconds you hear the click of him turning on his body cam, saying "she came at me with a pot of boiling water." for the recording. he also nonchalantly tells his partner there's no need to get a med kit because it was a headshot. it's one of the most clear cut cases ever and it's fully recorded only because his partner did already have the body cam on throughout.
also on the topic of religion can i just say that it's getting tiring to hear about the Evangelical Plot To Trigger The End Times With Israel like as the primary reason for US support for Israel rather than like the actual material interests imperialists have in propping up a wehrbauer proxy state in a highly geostrategic location
Saw this post floating around, don’t wanna target anyone or argue with Zionists, but it is my duty (especially as an actually indigenous Jew) to educate well-meaning gentiles who might see this and think they have no right to speak on the matter. I’ll go point by point.
1) “Is it so terrible for a Jew to be a Zionist?”
If we were living in any other era, where the genocidal crimes of Israel were not as widely known (though they were very well documented), you could perhaps ask this question in sincerity. Many Jews (such as myself) grow up in religious educational settings which either fail to mention the human rights violations of the state or claim they’re justified because “they want to kill us!” Past a certain point, though, one can’t continue to claim ignorance of what Zionism actually does. Short answer: yes, it is terrible for anyone to claim to be a Zionist, but this will be more evident as I continue to analyze these arguments.
2) “Zionism is the belief in the inherent right of the Jewish people to return to their homeland”
First of all, Palestine is not the “homeland” of the Jewish people any more than Siberia is the homeland of indigenous american tribes. Is there a historical connection? Yes, but though assimilation and migration Jews have found homes across the world. For me, my homeland is Mexico, because my family has lived there for generations, partly through migration but mostly through having cultivated the land for millennia. Even biblically speaking, Palestine does not “belong” to the Jewish people, it belongs to G-d. Furthermore, there is no shortage of Jewish scholarship and activism that asserts that wherever we live, that is our homeland. Frankly, I’m more interested in fighting to stay where I am than fighting to force people out of their homes to accommodate me.
3) “Zionism is the belief in the Jewish right not to be murdered”
By murdering others instead? Once again, there is no shortage of Jewish scholarship and activism in favor of Jewish self defense where we live. Jewish resistance fighters lived and died fighting the nazis in Europe under the third reich. If Zionism was actually interested in preventing Jewish death, it would fight antisemitism where it is. “Preventing murder” is not an excuse to commit genocide.
4) “there are so many definitions of Zionism”
Sorry but I just think of this tweet from @jewdas on Twitter when I read this: “There’s a actual existing Zionism which practices apartheid and denial of human rights. But there’s another Zionism inside my head which is all rainbows and kosher marshmallows, so who can say which is the real Zionism?” In other words, the actual, material consequences of Zionist beliefs are more important than what any individual thinks their Zionism is. Once again, we live in the Information Age, where anyone can easily learn about the damage that Zionism has done in Palestine and abroad. There is no excuse to continue using the label that doesn’t presuppose complete ignorance of Israeli violence.
5) “zionists just want to be safe from antisemitism in the diaspora”
See points 3 & 4.
6) “and this is different from evangelical zionists”
Materially speaking, not really. Once again, see point 4. Until you pull all US/european colonial support for Israel, this claim falls flat.
7) “zionists just want to live peacefully with other indigenous people in the area”
That’s not what indigeneity is, it doesn’t mean “from there,” it’s a specific relationship to the land and to its cultivation. (On a side note, even biblically and historically speaking, Jews are not “from” Palestine.) See point 2. Zionism has proven it is not a peaceful ideology. See point 4.
8) “people refuse to see the difference in types of Zionism because they hate the Jews”
No, it’s because there are no material differences. See point 4. Evangelical Zionism and Jewish Zionism actually share quite a bit in common. The “Jewish state” would not exist without evangelical Zionists. See point 6. And the original Jewish Zionist thinkers had a vested interest in tying the two together.
tl;dr, Zionism is a violent ideology in practice, and no amount of making excuses can hide the fact that it is genocidal and serves European/American interests. Additionally, just because one is not Jewish does not mean one does not have a duty and an obligation to eliminate Zionism wherever it crops up. Zionism has had disastrous consequences for Palestinians, and as western citizens, we benefit from their suffering. It must end now. May Palestine be freed in our lifetimes.
btw I'm still insanely pissed about adriana chechnik
no comment from twitch. no comment from lanovo. this is a debilitating life altering chronic injury and no way is she going to even get the payout she deserves from twitch or the convention center. (also again not to beat a dead horse but i guarantee you she would not have so many crushed bones and defiently would not have had so much nerve damage if security hadn't dragged her out of the pit and made her walk around)
apologies if this comment is unwanted, but i want to stress just how debilitating this injury and the subsequent (necessary) surgery is for her. she will be affected by it her entire life. from this point forward, her body is irretrievably changed.
i say this because i had almost the exact same operation as her in almost the exact same spot. mine was a birth defect that caused my spine to not form correctly and one of my vertebra to be disconnected from the rest of my spine. it was a little less severe than hers, mostly because my break was in 1 central spot and she broke her spine in multiple places.
the way the fusion surgery works is the surgeon essentially builds a new metal bone around the injured one, and the hope is that the body accepts it and reinforces itself around the metal. they cut you all the way open for this--and by that i mean that they actually cut you open both back and front so they have the best reach and chances of getting the metal bone into the right place.
the surgery is intense. mine took 4.5 hours. they cut through my nerves. i woke up without being able to feel my legs. i had to be retaught, basically from scratch, how to walk. the tweet she wrote about sitting up is not an exaggeration. that was my first PT lesson and i would rather sit naked on hot coals than go through that ever again. my doctors had me laying on a tarp in my hospital bed because i was unable to move myself even an inch.
they had to teach me how to go to the bathroom. they had to teach me to walk. i had to relearn how to get out of bed without messing with my back. it took me 3 months to be able to go up a single stair. the pain is unbearable. the disconnect between your brain (who knows how to walk) and the rest of your body (who does not know how to walk) is completely disconcerting. it's horrible.
she has hardware in her spine now, just like i do. my body does not move in the way it used to. it can't. i tried to go to a yoga class a few months ago and there were a lot of poses that i literally could not do, that i used to be able to do, because my body is no longer able to bend that way. people with a lot of fusions have trouble bending at all, even after years.
sometimes, the hardware doesn't even take. i was warned about this and was lucky that my body accepted the foreign bone without trouble. there's also a very high risk of infection around the surgical site. i was on bed rest for months because moving a lot would increase the infection risk.
i did PT 5 days a week for months. i walked with a walker for a year, and a cane for another year. i can't stand for longer than 30 minutes at a time.
having an injury--and a surgery--like this changes your body forever. i am legally disabled because of this and will be for the rest of my life. so will she.
i just want to stress here that she didn't do anything wrong. twitchcon had that pit to jump into. that was its entire purpose. they had a responsibility to keep the people they put into the pit safe and did not meet even the most basic of safety standards. a waiver does not absolve responsibility for such gross, horrific negligence, especially when it caused an injury that will change the course of this entire person's life.
maybe i'm rambling but as someone who's been in the same position as her in recovery right now, i'm so pissed off for her. she deserved so much better, and since she didn't get that, then i think she deserves to sue them for millions and millions of dollars in damages.
don't apologize, this is really important and I'm so sorry you've gone through that. I feel like a lot of people have been looking at the situation like she was gonna have one surgery then get a twitch payout and go back to normal. your story gives a lot of important context to how deeply bad Adrianna has been fucked over and how long it is going to effect her
Context for anyone just catching up:
This happened at TwitchCon. Adriana was fighting in a foam pit with big foam sword-cylinders, the kind of deal where you're on a platform, your opponent is on a platform, the one who falls off the platform loses.
I should also stress that most people say "The event was going swimmingly, when all of a sudden-" but it was NOT. There were already various injuries to other people who had been in the foam pit before Adriana's own event started. Twitch did not tell her this, and in fact spent much of the day persistently deleting videos of contestants at their events getting injured. If she has known the foam pit she was standing in was a hotbed of injury, she likely wouldn't have even participated, let alone done what she did next.
She won the fight handily, and to celebrate her victory with the crowd, she dive-bombed into the foam pit, because who doesn't want to jump into a foam pit if they get the opportunity?
Only to discover that the "foam pit" was actually a thin layer of foam cubes obscuring a floor of solid concrete.
So she broke her back in 2 places. Her opponent that she pushed into the pit was also injured.
And, as mentioned, she was dragged from the pit before appropriate medical attention was given, and nobody in charge seemed to give much of a damn.
A complete disaster in every conceivable way and all Twitch can do is take down any record of it happening.
some deranged twitter user took a picture of a ( presumptively ) interracial gay couple and was like “omg this is just like the netflix jeffrey dahmer show” and it’s fucking insane how true crime has rotted people’s brains into spewing out fucking pro-segregation rhetoric but also people are way too comfortable taking photos of complete strangers and posting them online for clout.
if i went out on a date with my boyfriend and then saw someone take a picture of us and than post it online for 100k likes i would actually kill them and they would deserve it.
like taking pictures of strangers in public and then posting it online without permission is already bad in most contexts and i wish that more people would just stop and think before doing it but like. this is racism, this is literally just that “squid game fans when they see an asian person in public” meme taken to it’s worst possible extreme,.
Oh, woe is me! To be transformed, transmogrified, shapeshifted, bewitched, and bemoaned! To be naught but a gourd!
It is vital that we acknowledge trans men and non-binary people when it comes to abortion rights. As a trans man I am directly impacted by Roe v. Wade and I will fight alongside women not as an ally but an an affected party. Even trans people who cannot get pregnant have a stake in this, because throwing the legalization of certain medical procedures to states does not bode well for any of us.
Surgical and medical abortion is a human right. Keep the memory of those who died for that right and fight on.
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No one I know has had the same experience as me getting on hrt and honestly it's a damn shame
me, mentally bracing myself for months, if not years of psychological evaluation: "So I think I might be trans?"
doc: "cool cool cool cool"
doc: "so... do you wanna start estrogen today or...?"
This is the blessed post of ungatekeeping. Reblog this to never again have to barter with a medical professional regarding treatment of your mental or physical health.
if you are in the united states, this is a map of every us clinic which practices the informed-consent model of hrt; as you can see, there’s a fair amount, although great plains/basin and range/deep south coverage is lacking. i went to the san diego family health center after discovering that the in-house process covered by my insurance would take a long enough time and involve enough gatekeeping (especially considering my personal approach to gender and transition) that there was no chance of my getting on testosterone through them before i left the country, and the fhc not only got me fully processed and on hrt within a month but gave me an 80% discount. this is to say that even if your insurance doesn’t cover your nearest informed-consent clinic, or you haven’t got insurance, it’s still worth investigating.
Informed Consent is absolutely the way to go if you have the option - even if you have to go some distance to make it happen. I’m more than happy with the course of my transition in terms of response from medical staff and clinicians (if not the actual effects of HRT so far... :-| ). If you’re considering transitioning medically, please, please, please do yourself a favor and check Erin’s Informed Consent map to see if there’s a clinic that does IC HRT in your local area.
I mean the outfits are kind of a clue?
You can literally see they’re not being hung by the beck in the picture and are hanging by a harness. Like, they didn’t even bother to Photoshop this one at all.
Wholesome compares to cops killing innocent people in America.
Splatoon cops
Oh and also -
Why don’t you roll up in a futon and maybe you’ll calm down?
This is one of the dumbest takes I’ve ever seen about the police, people heard this and I see unironic comments saying “uwu japan so soft and sweet compared to barbarian usa.” Absolute nonsense!
Japan “boasts” of a whopping 99% conviction rate in criminal cases. This is statistically horseshit, and the only way to “achieve” such a feat is through a lot of lying and through the assumption that, because someone’s been arrested, then that person must be guilty.
The way Japanese law enforcement manages to convict someone, even for minor offences, is to hold them in cells under constant interrogation until they break down and sign a legal confession. The punishment can range from paying a fine to jail time, but the thing is that indefinite detention is a clear violation of human rights. Often they do it without citing any charges. Lawyers can’t access their clients. The police do not make their methods transparent. Why do you think Ace Attorney has you playing on the side of the defense? Because prosecutors and the police often work together to ensure a conviction as quickly as possible. The simple act of being arrested often means you’re fucked. And that’s not even getting into what that means for your social image and employment prospects. Japan also has the death penalty.
That quirky news report about Japanese crime being so nonexistent that cops don’t have anything to do? A total myth. Police make up honeypot traps over trivialities like stolent bikes to amuse themselves while they ignore cases of domestic violence, train chikan, and theft. The police turn a blind eye to organised crime and corruption (the seedy nature of pachinko parlours is an open secret)—often they have close relations with yakuza, and a lot of people say that yakuza aren’t a problem now, but what isn’t a problem about people who make money off child prostitution, loan sharking, and the drug trade?
What about the fact that you can’t film anything if the police don’t want you to? They can totally seize footage related to a detention and destroy it if it doesn’t paint them in a good light. A man was suffocated to death by an officer in front of a police box and the camerographer who filmed the incident was immediately told to turn the footage in to the police.
What about that Nissan exec who was jailed? Sure, no sympathy for corporate types, that’s fine, but isn’t it convenient that pretty much the only high profile arrest was of the Brazilian born French-Lebanese man? Did I mention that the police are racist and xenophobic? If you’re a Nigerian tout in Roppongi the police will absolutely keep a closer eye on you than on the middle aged salaryman groping schoolgirls on the train.
Not convinced yet? How about the fact that leftist activity and group organisation immediately puts people under scrutiny? Does anyone who called the Japanese police “wholesome” want to talk to the Zengakuren student activists who were attacked by them?
Like, it’s good that in Japan there’s a lesser chance of dying at their hands, but I’m honestly baffled that the first reaction people had when reading about them was to fawn and coo instead of getting suspicious over such positive headlines. But the reality is that cops aren’t your friends anywhere. They exist to uphold the status quo, not to really protect people—but that’d be too much of a bummer for the commenters on this thread, apparently. Taking the time to actually read about Japanese police would go against their image of Japan as this desexualised, neutered country where absolutely nothing bad ever happens.
(Before someone wants to call me a liar, I have sources:
https://mainichi.jp/english/articles/20180929/p2a/00m/0na/002000c
https://litci.org/en/japanese-police-harass-and-assault-zengakuren-student-activists/
https://www.latimes.com/archives/la-xpm-1990-07-15-mn-142-story.html
https://www.jstor.org/stable/30209411?seq=1#page_scan_tab_contents
https://www.economist.com/leaders/2015/12/05/forced-to-confess
http://www.asahi.com/ajw/articles/AJ201812230022.html
https://elibrary.law.psu.edu/cgi/viewcontent.cgi?article=1094&context=psilr
https://www.tokyoreview.net/2017/08/myth-japans-bored-police/)
once again would like to re-invite everyone complaining about me not being nice to the democrats this election cycle to suck me good and hard
On the one hand, girls who are way too obsessed with serial killers are very Cringe. I won’t go to bat to defend them like I will to defend many other types of cringe edgelord teens.
On the other hand, you really get the subtle impression that a significant chunk of the people on this site who mock or condemn those girls genuinely think that there is a serious risk that those girls are ~Normalizing~ serial murder, and society will be in peril if that isn’t nipped in the bud. That some confused misguided youth out there might just get the mistaken idea that’s it cool and hip to be like Ted Bundy. And we need a new “Just Say No” program to educate vulnerable youth that it is in fact not bae, squad, or on-fleek to rape and murder college students.
As big of pearl-clutchers as the people who were like “the Joker movie is too dangerous!”
Speaking as a formerly serial killer obsessed teen girl (sort of), I grew up and grew out of it. I didn't make changes in any laws, no serial killers walked free on my account, nothing fundamentally changed other than me developing a cool new phobia and people thinking I was real weird at 15. No one, not even me, walked away thinking serial murder was cool and fun.