changed my layout yay! take a look!! like my bsky im gonna try to journal and generally use this account more for fun :-)
stuff i may post about going forward:
my life / mental stuff (vaguely or outright - but nothin too heavy)
my art, but also random doodles/sketches/etc instead of only cleaned up finished ones.
fandom interests such as object shows, pokemon/nintendo games, and other media i like
general interests like birds, nature, character design, etc
jokes/shitposts/things that make me laugh or self indulgent stuff
long posts of writing where i give my opinions or thoughts on something, lots of sharing about what i think or feel about lighthearted/minor/silly personal things
being objectum / objectum thoughts , etc
my photography
plus anything i want to really. so if you're only here for my art, i'd suggest going to my twitter but i'll also try to tag the ones here for easy browsing. i've put a masterlist and guide to my tags below!!
current tags
--- personal ---
#solar sys | mental things. particularly headmate art, posts from them, or posts regarding that sort of topic in general.
#sharing + caring | where i share my thoughts or opinions, a place i express myself and express what i care about.
--- OC projects / OCs ---
#anthrojectia | (OSC) a place where the OCs live on a planet that homes the society anthrojectia. the planet itself is alive and objectkind lives on its surface and surrounding atmosphere.
#returning to your roots | (OSC) computer files and applications in a computer living their lives unknowingly as the computer withers and falls to the forces of nature.
#object oc | object ocs, commonly seen examples are characters in object shows. link to all of my object ocs (toyhouse)
#etc oc | any oc that doesnt fall into previous categories. includes my ocs from my RPG project, FNF: Dave and Bambi, assorted ARPGs, etc. also includes any random character designs i post.
i miss when the youtube playback speed was its own menu instead of being lumped with the presets. you used to be able to scroll on the line and you could change the speed up/down but now when you scroll on it it just scrolls the playback speed menu instead . . .
recently has been a hell of a ride in terms of who's fronting and co-consciousness and my mental state n such. overall though, i've got a newfound or at least just a steadfast revival of my optimism and hopefulness in regards to life itself! i've been moving forward from what pains me and now i'm determined to invest in my life/future and just try to live 'normally' as i've always wanted to.
of course i anticipate my mental burdens won't entirely fade away and i know i will really have to try my best to push back from succumbing to complacency or pain. but i feel the strength to keep moving forwards and not dwell on my recent struggles more than i need to. i will still mourn over what i've lost and the horrible things i've gone through, but i feel impartial enough where i can look back at a safe distance and not want to sink deep into a despaired feeling. i also feel i'm able to try my best to process things or at least use my awareness to know how most bad things or behaviors have affected me.
interms of headmates and that topic, i've been learning new things about Us and having a lot of new experiences that are helping me get a bit more comfortable with the fact that i do have alters/headmates and facts such as that regarding plurality.
alot of the stuff i've been going through has been through feeling within my mind, but in recent days i've felt things more forwardly. just in the past couple of days, me (♪) and ☁ have gotten to fully front and that's been a little blurry/blended but one time it was defined much more than i ever experienced! me and her got a chance to, for the lack of a better way to explain, got to speak in our voices. like We (us as a person/collective, how we portray ourselves in public or with others) have our natural voice, a formal/masking voice, and a silly one we do, etc. but this time it sounded distinct, but it also Felt different. it felt like that headmate was actually talking out of Our mouth and it didn't really feel like there was a filter that kept us (♪+☁) from expressing our actual thoughts.
seems ☁ has a tender and higher voice compared to Ours. mine (♪) was a bit similar to Our natural voice, it was only slightly deeper, though it was rougher and the intonation was different.
Our mind seems to doubt everything, and surprisingly it wasn't as vocal about that when we fronted. or it was a brief thought that ☁ helped brush off and reassured me about. Our mind/a part of me (♪) also tends to bring me down and say that "you're acting just like [toxic person from my life]" or brings up a memory about that person i wish not to recall. thankfully ☁ brushed off those thoughts and even talked outloud when reassuring me (♪) which was a nice experience in many ways for both of us...
another thing that's been nice is how we've been dressing! we've been feeling really androgynous which has been super nice and also gender affirming. i've also started doing that whole 'lanyard hanging from a pocket' look that i've always admired- and i have to say i absolutely love it, and ithink it lives up to the hype i've always held in Our mind. it looks cool to me and for some reason its gender affirming to me too which is a pleasant bonus; i look cool and i feel cool! i'm going to keep doing it! i drew them in my ootd drawings above cause i just couldn't leave out that coolness.
speaking of ootd, i really want to keep doing them! i've been saving and procuring art and artists that inspire me with their style and technique, and an artist that stands out to me alot draws outfits that she wears! also the way she draws clothes and people is just so peak.. i want to draw more humans and i wish to draw Myself more too! and to be honest ithink drawing clothes and shoes in a semi-realistic style like hers would be a great place to be in with my art. in terms of goals, i want to always keep my cartoony/dynamic style while being able to portray real life things/clothes and people in an understandable way that's similar to how it appears. so yes i'd like to make my artstyle just a little more realistic but not too much. wink. i also have separate goals interms of my paintings, but that's a story for another time. o_<
Treat your machines kindly when something goes wrong. When you see the pop up “Sorry, something went wrong.” The apology is true. They don’t mean to break, or struggle, or get overwhelmed. They don’t mean to frustrate you. Error screens, flashing lights or warning beeps are their way of asking for help. Treat them kindly. They rely on you just as you rely on them.
everyone on replies is terrified of this fact but i just think it's so sweet and heartwarming. she's holding our hand and leading us somewhere secret and we're both giggling like kids. i love her
It's with a heavy but hopeful heart that I watch Palestinian families fundraiser on here, slowly accumulating the precious little money to go around that they need to survive. However, not everyone is so lucky. A lot of Palestinians that have not had that kind of luck, that did not get early verification, that did not get massive platforms behind them from large bloggers, have approached me in my inbox, asking me kindly to do what I can for them.
It kills me that I have so little to give myself, but I've seen this platform collectively raise enough to change someone's life. I've made a list of Palestinian fundraisers that are extremely low on funds, in the hope that drawing attention to people who have not been lucky at all can help turn that luck around.
I know most of us can't possibly give enough to get all of these families safe in one go. But please, reblog this list. Pick one or two fundraisers, give what you can, and then keep track of it. Slowly, collectively, we can make a difference in these people's lives.
Share and donate as much as you can.
https://docs.google.com/document/d/178EGDFKkHlh3y4TMVX82kqgITHsqtoMdNccI2f_94Os/edit?usp=sharing
need to post this humie here aaa i love them so much .. their name is bonnie :}
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blue bonnet used to be an objectsona from 2021 but now im actually using them and making a character for them yayy!!
i mostly use them to ship with a friends oc but i still wanna just use em as a character to explore how to write/make a character C:
also doing possible fluff/angst is fun too teehee...
(bonnie their hoodie up, like their bud in their object form. they put the hoodie on often, especially when they're outside/in public.)
more information about them belowww :}
they live in the middle of the woods with around 5 other plant object-kind (living objects like them/object ocs) that have a similar power as they do. everyone in their small village can switch between their object form, human form, and a non-sentient version of the plant they are. though the plant form is mostly seen used in life-threatening emergencies, or in a panic. but the village folk can turn into that form whenever they want to.
as for other powers, it varies from person to person and what they like to do or choose to spend time learning.
bonnie is the average nerd and spends most of their time studying nature and going into the wilderness to learn more. they are a bit reclusive, but they still try to participate in things with others- like the village's club called the Naturewatchers. (the club does cloudwatching, birdwatching, horticulture, and generally like to go outside together and discuss nature.)
since they spend a lot of their time in nature and in their house, they are pretty shy and they have a hard time being close to others due to thinking mostly rationally and logically. they hope to study life itself and object-kind more closely so they could understand the more emotional side to thinking and relationships with others..
bonnie is average at art, though they mostly draw plants/scenic art for their notes or for fun. (they suck at drawing people and animals) they also have a lot of knowledge when it comes to first aid and natural remedies. since they go out a lot theyre very agile and great at running and climbing. in their free time they like to weave things from leaves they find outside, and they enjoy crocheting. theyre surprisingly chatty and they speak semi-formally and for a lack of a better term, somewhat nerd-like.
voice claim:
inspos: alphys (undertale), tails (sonic)
"Oops... Hehe, I believe I trailed off there for a moment. Bye-bye and thanks for listening!!"
Black teens shouldn’t have to worry about being killed by cops.
LGBTQ+ teens shouldn’t have to worry about being thrown out or assaulted.
Asian teens shouldn’t have to worry about being attacked or facing xenophobia.
Latino teens shouldn’t have to worry about being told they don’t belong here or having family members deported.
Low-income teens shouldn’t have to worry about how to succeed in a world stacked against them.
Teens shouldn’t have to worry about climate change or school shootings or all the other stuff they do, and underprivileged and minority teens have even more to worry about. Let’s change the world so future generations don’t have to go through this.
hey guys i’ve gone through the liberty of sorting and categorizing all the current kirby model sheets that’ve been scanned and we’re aware of, just in general.
a link to the dropbox is here, there’s over 400 files to look at.
when i was in therapy i once expressed to my therapist that i really struggle with having pretty much zero idea of who i am as a person + she whipped out a piece of paper and suggested that we write down different aspects of myself. and i had no idea what to say bc ‘myself’ is a concept i’m not very familiar with so she started saying about my interests and how that’s part of me + i was like okay!! that makes sense!! so she clicked her pen and was like “you said you like video games before” and i was like sure bud :) and watched her write down, in capital letters ‘GAMER’ and i’ve never had so much terror struck into my h
