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Queer, she/they, 30s, occasionally a writer. Always a musician (primarily folk and historical music). This is my main— mostly fandom— account. Only active when I have a new hyperfixation (Merlin again... after a brief 12 year hiatus 😭). I’ve been here for far too long and have a lot of side blogs, the main two of which are otsfixations (mostly fiction meta & 18+) and awkwardfuzzyturtle (general silliness). I’m anti genAI. I make too many playlists. DM me abt any of this for custom curated yapping.

[otsanda]

Do you still believe you're the hero of your story?

@merthurmicrofic prompt: pain

[otsanda]

When She Loved Me

@morgwenmicrofic prompt: I know

Happy pride! As Reinaeiry says in her pinned comment on this gorgeous song, "sapphics doomed by the narrative you have all of my love, and also all of my tears."

[dameragnelle]

Canon AU

Arthur never died and Merlin had all the time in the world to show him that magic isn’t necessarily evil.

“As punishment for lying to me, you have to muck out the stables for two weeks though, Merlin.”

“But—”

“You can use your magic now.”

“Oh.”

[patroclusdefencesquad]

imagine both gwaine and lancelot knowing about merlin's magic. gwaine would go along with whatever crazy plan merlin comes up with while lancelot stands there like "merlin pls you'll die this is not a good idea" and eventually gwaine and lancelot end up like an old bickering couple bc gwaine thinks lancelot needs to lighten up and lancelot thinks gwaine needs to take it more seriously and ends up listing all the times when gwaine's ideas have gone wrong. in the meantime merlin has left to carry out whatever his plan was and they have to hurry to find him like "sHIT he's gonna die"

[theroundbartable]

[eddiediaaz]

MERLIN REWATCH | 10th finale anniversary ↳ 2.09 - the lady of the lake

[userfish]

this pride month we’re all going to be radically pro transgender. or else.

[userfish]

hey so this means radically pro ALL transgender. don’t put limitations on this. all trans people are radically accepted here.

[jeniferprince]

a stolen moment at the pianoforte for our beloved Michaela and Francesca <3

patreon // buy prints here

[medeaschorus]

do you guys think that when Stratt was going through the vlogs she got to the “so I met an alien” part and was like ‘shit he went crazy’ only to see Rocky roll on screen like 3 videos later

[myoonmii]

Hiiii for the drawing inspo, I’ll always take more soft merthur, either a sweet kiss or them holding hands, if that’s something you’d like to draw 🤭

I heard soft Merthur and fell face first into my iPad to scrounge this sketch up

And I’m like 90% sure I have drawn this exact same pose like 3 times before

[nicola-coughlan]

merlin ladies week 2021 ✿ day one: favorite minor character

[limbel]

stars for @merthurmicrofic ✨

[thomasmomwell]

there should be a special heart button you can press that's just for when your friend's tags are really good

[east-winddd]

My first attempt at oil painting :)

[sircolinmorgan]

Please, one thing, you don’t have to. But..remember me?

[jellolegos]

[adhd-merlin]

do you think arthur making gwen queen ended racism in the entire kingdom bridgerton-style

[adhd-merlin]

racism: solved ✅️

classism: solved ✅️

oppression of magic people: working on it