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happy one year anniversary to me at this job i'm losing my fucking mind

#coincidentally the first week of every month is pretty rough because i have a big work deadline on the 5th of every month #except this time it lines up with another project deadline so i'm really just getting hit with the double whammy #except except there are stakeholders asking for prioritization on other projects as well and i'm just like. struggling to juggle it all #i think i'm learning to be better about delegating but that's also difficult and time consuming in a different way #i also know for a fact that my work hours are not sustainable in the long term and i really need to start looking for a new job #again #my life during the weekdays has really become wake up. work. eat. sleep. and that's it #and i fucking hate it #anyways thanks for coming to my ted talk i guess #also i hate that i'm so negative about this job when the job search was really terrible last year and i'm grateful that i got it #and there has been good things about this job for sure #but long term this is gonna be pretty bad for my health #i need to get out #pandora's ramblings

narrativelydoomed

@swshows Week: DAY 6: Favourite Dynamic - Disaster Trio/Lineage

"We'll be fine, as long as we stay together."

#i miss them so much omg #brb sobbing #obi wan kenobi #anakin skywalker #ahsoka tano #tcw

killue

you have a headache because you have powers

ofchaosgoddess

#mood

afcroyjamie

greyhounds + twitter time line part 2

part 1

#alskdjfjadskjfadlk HELP THIS IS SO FUNNY #i'm obsessed with all of this #ted lasso

it's friday evening and i'm already kinda really anxious about the work i'll have to do on monday

so that's fun

#i've been riding a sorta middle ground with anxiety and then it just skyrocketed at the end of the day so i'm just like. hblergh #i feel like i have all these errands to run and all these things to do but because of my work hours i have very little time to do so #and then on weekends i've been too busy to catch up and now it's all accumulating #so like this weekend's gonna be busy too #and then it's back to work on monday where i know i'm gonna have a stressful busy week #and i'm already anxious about that #ugh #pandora's ramblings #it's like i'm having the sunday scaries on friday evening

really embracing the roy kent lifestyle, down to the fucked up knee

#yeah idk how this happened but my left knee really hurts #also this is pretty hilarious for me for a multitude of reasons that i can't go into #but also. not funny because i have a concert tomorrow and it seems to hurt more when i'm sitting down #and for said concert i have to be seated for a while and ideally not crack my knee in the middle of it #i also slept very badly last night and it's really hitting right now #so overall having a fun time today

i'm clowning way more than i should for some sort of zelda announcement next month and i need someone to tell me to lower my expectations so i don't end up getting massively disappointed

#tbf this is 100% due to all the rumors and the 40th anniversary and everything #like people are so sure that an oot remake is happening #which obviously i'd be very excited for #but i've also been burned before and i'd rather lower my expectations and be surprised y'know?#also twilight princess on switch or switch 2 WHEN #SERIOUSLY. WHEN????????#IT'S BEEN ALMOST 10 YEARS WHY ISN'T IT ON EITHER SWITCH CONSOLE #zelda #the legend of zelda

New Fic: Homeward Bound

I'm so excited to finally be posting my first Obi-Wan fic of the year! Took a while, but we're here now ;)

This is a Kenobi series AU with some more whump and an Ahsoka and Obi-Wan reunion, because I'm me and can't help having my faves hang out.

Here's a snippet:

Slowly, Obi-Wan lifts up his uninjured hand towards his face, until his fingers meet the cool, hard surface of a breathing mask. “You inhaled quite a lot of smoke.” Smoke? Obi-Wan shakes his head. “Where…” “We’re going to get her back, Obi-Wan. You just need to rest, alright? It’s going to be alright.” He doesn’t understand. It doesn’t make sense. None of this makes sense. “Where…” He tries again, forcing the words out. “Where…Anakin?” Silence. Then, a cold hand presses itself onto his forehead. Obi-Wan sinks back a bit into the cot, eyes fluttering. He wants to protest, to ask again about Anakin. Surely Anakin must be nearby if he’s hurt like this. Usually he is. Obi-Wan is certain he can sense him, anyways, but it’s so murky in the Force that he can’t pinpoint it. “I’m not sure,” the woman admits.

Read the rest of the fic here: Homeward Bound

#pandora writes #obi wan kenobi #ahsoka tano #leia organa #tala durith #i'm so shocked that it took me so long to have an obi-wan fic posted this year but here it is!#the ending may or may not be kinda rushed but i still like it #it's a vibe #hope y'all enjoy!

fairycosmos

there used to be things to watch on youtube

#this is so real omg #like i feel like my youtube homepage is just full of clickbait and it's so annoying #youtube

pandora15

just realized that the kenobi series anniversary is on wednesday and I have this au that I started a while ago that I really want to post so I'm shifting gears to get that done (or at least a first chapter of it done)

stay tuned!

pandora15

ahhhh i know it was yesterday and i haven't posted it but i'm trying to wrap it up and get it posted soon!

#i really tried but life is life-ing and uh. yeah #i feel like the ending will probably be a bit rushed but we're going with it #updates

afcroyjamie

#jadsflkasldfjasfj YEAH #jamie tartt

the fact that season 4 of ted lasso will be focused on a women's football team really adds a whole other layer to the show for me personally that I keep forgetting about

I grew up playing a few different sports and struggled, especially at the beginning. I eventually landed on tennis, which is obviously different from football (or soccer, whatever) but there's always this element of being inferior to men, even with my own relationship with tennis in middle and high school.

I was literally comparing myself to my older brother and felt like I was failing because I couldn't even come close to reaching the highs that he reached in high school. when he tried out for the boys tennis team, he was immediately placed at the highest ranking #1 spot on the varsity team, which meant that he was pretty much The Best tennis player at the school. when it came time for me to try out for the girls team three years later, I couldn't even make it to the varsity team. there was this pressure from my parents and coaches and a lot of people I knew in my town to do what he did, and I fell short.

the years after that were difficult but over time, it slowly got better, leading up to me winning the county tournament with my doubles partner for our specific position (second doubles) and contributing to the girls varsity team winning the county tournament for the very first time during my senior year.

I guess the TLDR of this post is if there's any plotline in season 4 relating to my experience of being a woman in sports, it will actually be over for me

#ted lasso #ted lasso season 4 #i really want them to tackle sexism in sports head on and i hope they're bold enough to do it #if any of the lady greyhounds have plotlines or a past similar to what i've dealt with i will actually Cry #also the whole having to live up to the expectations of an older brother thing really should be studied more #i'm very much past that now but in high school i was very much Not #anyways yeah i've never talked about tennis on this blog because there wasn't ever much to say about ig?#but now i feel like it's pretty relevant to bring up #and regardless it is exciting to see that they'll be focusing on women's football #and i'm so excited to watch it in a little over 2 months #so soon!!!!#:')))))#pandora's ramblings

raindropsonglasss

#relatable content

stay tuned!

#i'm on the prowl to post some obi-wan fic soon because it's been way too long #i did start an angstpril prompt focused on him but i think that will come later #(if at all)#updates

willgrahamscock

do you read fanfic for a fandom you haven't engaged with otherwise?

no and I wouldn't

no but I'd try

yes and I liked it

yes but it's not for me

I don't think ppl should read fanfic without understanding the source material

Walter White

Voting ended onMay 27

just stumbled across a video of someone asking for fic recs and when asked what fandom they replied 'any' and my mind short circuited, pls add your thoughts in the tags

#technically the very first star wars fic i ever read was a doctor who and star wars crossover fic #and at the time that i read it i wasn't really a star wars fan #i was reading it because i adored the writer's doctor who fic #funnily enough that fic does have obi-wan whump so i was really just seeing the future ajksdflalsdfjlas #anyways

New Fic: Denouement

Hello there!

I'm so excited to be posting the first followup fic to Exposure Therapy. This fic focuses on Trent and Ted after the events of the original fic. Here's a snippet:

Ted shifts a bit in his chair, as though he’s trying to settle down into a more comfortable position. It’s enough to tell Trent that Ted is probably more nervous about this than he seems. Which is perfectly understandable, considering everything that happened and what Trent did to him. “Ted, it’s not recording right now, okay? You don’t have to do this if you don’t want to,” Trent says softly as he puts the recorder down again, in what he hopes is a reassuring tone. “I also want to make it clear that anything you don’t want to talk about, I won’t ask or put in the book. You have my word.” Ted freezes at that, then slowly nods. “Yeah, I just…” He makes a strange, pinched face. “Y’know, I’ve only just managed to catch up on all my texts and emails and everything, right? And I’m sure Keeley has even more of this to deal with now than I know about, but the press, they’re gonna ask questions that I sure as heck don’t know how to answer.” “Yeah, I can imagine,” Trent replies, grimacing.

Read the rest of the fic here: Denouement

#pandora writes #ted lasso #trent crimm #i may or may not add another chapter to this one but for now i'm considering it complete #i might need to sit with it a bit more maybe? idk #but this was so much fun to write #ted and trent have a really interesting dynamic #i see the vision okay

maythe4th

Obi-Wan Kenobi & Leia Organa in OBI-WAN KENOBI (2022) @swshows week: day six – favorite dynamic

#:')))))))))))#obi wan kenobi #leia organa #obi wan show

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