Paranoid Paroxysm @paranoid-paroxysm - Tumblr Blog

Guess I need to make a new pinned post that ISNT just uhhh financial stress 😶

Uh. Hi!!!

Yall can call me Soren/Ren! I'm 24 years old, and go by a whole slew of pronouns! ( Namely He/They, but I also use bee/buzz, dae/daem, sylv/sylveon, & si/siren )

I also am primarily a system, though you'll mainly find me posting abt myself on my main blog as well as my art, occasionally! (So long as Tumblr doesn't become even more of a hellhole and starts incorporating AI. Shudder. )

I run a fuckton of other blogs on the side! Including...

@sirens-gemberry: Stardew Valley centric blog I've been running since late 2016! (....JESUS FUCKING CHRIST THATS ALMOST 10 YEARS AGO AAAAA-)

@berri-hopefulspouse: My cutesy self insert blog where I talk about my lil blorbos 🩵🩵🩵

@rottentarsoul: One of my system mates blogs! ( CW for generally NSFW talk and problematic source! )

@brokenstarwishes & @changeandstars: Oops it's another sysmate blog! These two specifically for the Wishes Subsystem! ( Mild CW for alot of introspective and at times suicidal talk )

@strawberrycosmoscollective Vent blog, usually about IRL stuff and situations. Also use it to occasionally write and express certain thoughts that are hard to put to words. Also other alters post here! :3

@nostalgiaacore & @overliminality: My two current aesthetic themed blogs! Celebrating scene/kidcore & weirdcore/liminalcore respectively!

@berrisweets-afterdark: My Main NSFW blog. I have a secondary one for more hardcore stuff- good luck finding it! :)

And uh, more! Though these are the main ones I post on as of late, ngl.

I have a ton of interests, including writing music, drawing, writing poetry and fanfiction, gaming and content creation, and more~!!

Also, if you want to support me and my fiancé, we're currently in the process of trying to move to Oregon after financial ruin (thanks dad). You can find the GoFundMe here!!!

Below you'll find the main tags used on this blog, tho there aren't that many I use normally these days.

alvinsevile

Eddie Kaspbrak’s gay coding as been discussed since the book came out in the 1980s. His relationship with Richie Tozier has been a topic of discussion just as long. The 90s mini series had a deleted scene that directly brought Eddie’s sexuality into question. The very original scripts for the IT remake did the same with Richie.

So, frankly, if Andy (and Stephen King himself) have decided that this film is going to give confirmation and/or valdiation to the relationship and sexuality coding, and you cry about “fan service” or the ship being overrated, you loose your right to complain about wanting more gay content in the media.

paxamericana

biglawbear

Hey, so here’s the entire 30 minute speech Biden gave instead of just 15 seconds.

The entire speech is eloquent and accessible. This isn’t a fake video. But this is the *one time* in that entire thirty minutes that he stumbled over his words.

Y'all ever done public speaking before? I have. I defy you to last five minutes without stumbling over your words, even with a teleprompter, much less last thirty minutes. And Biden is someone who has struggled with a stutter his whole life.

The point Biden is trying to make is that we are on track to have more American deaths in one year than in any other year since the 1918 pandemic.

So what is OP’s goal in posting this video? To take out the few seconds out of thirty minutes where Biden stumbled? To make you feel like Biden is an incapable, feeble old man?

Nah bro. Fuck OP. OP only wants to scare you for whatever reason by cherry picking. Don’t trust like that.

ohshitthisbloghasothercolors

ALSO! Joe Biden has had a stutter since he was a boy.

It’s ableist as fuck to focus on him getting tripped up on words like that, and the fact that I see so many supposed “leftists” doing this is disgusting.

It’s one thing to criticize him on his policies (and I mean his actual, current policies, because a lot of people on here seem to have done zero research on what those policies actually are,) or his character, and quite another to make fun of his disability.

ohshitthisbloghasothercolors

Actually, you know what? I’m not fucking done.

I have ADD and fibromyalgia. ADD alone makes talking sometimes difficult. Add to that the fact that one of the side effects for my fibromyalgia medication is difficulty talking, some days are rough speaking days for me, even if I’m reading aloud.

By making fun of this, you’re not only ableist and ageist, you’re a fucking asshole. And you’re sending a message to neuro atypical and disabled people that you don’t give a shit about them despite constantly proclaiming how Left and Woke you are.

Do fucking better.

tostrive2seektofind

All of this AND a reminder that foreign governments are spreading misinformation to try to influence this election, so please question everything and do your own damn research from reliable sources.

sharpestasp-deactivated20241106

Rule of thumb - if it is an excerpt, video or print either, I promise you it has been cut to be either VERY favorable or VERY unforgivable. This is the way of politics. Find the full, read/watch it, and then figure out who profits but the cut version.

moonlightchess

I think one thing that a lot of Addams Family fans forget is that for the family, goth wasn’t about being gloomy and sad or bitter and cynical at all. Morticia was always gazing out at rainy days and declaring, “how beautiful a day it is!” or saying that “black is so much more cheerful!” because they found joy in their dark aesthetic. Wednesday was curious and sharp-minded and very clearly exercised and expressed her personal sense of power and self through things like her interest in weaponry and true crime - in the original series and comics, she was always dancing and playing with her brother. Edgy Wednesday didn’t happen until the 90s reboot, and well, it was the 90s. Gloomy grunge and artful sadness were in at the time. And let’s not even talk about Gomez, who was so full of life and love for his family that he’d often break into song or dip Morticia in the kitchen for an old-fashioned kiss. The Addams worked so well because they were healthy, happy, loving and goth. They were a perfect example of indulging in an aesthetic without letting it become toxic or consuming their lives.