go to hell, very small human

18 // NZ // Star Trek (TOS AOS TNG DS9 DSC) // wtf am I still doing on this website // header credit @uhurasrighteyebrow // sidebar credit @fuckyourstupideyebrows // rules for following at /b4ufollow

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Zazie Beetz by Evans Alexandre

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The idea of spontaneously getting on a train and going somewhere far might be romantic in another country but England is too small for that. Pull an Eternal Sunshine and go where? Fucking Slough? Go to fucking Slough and get a fucking boots meal deal?

[thatdisasterauthor]

Good tweet is good.

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requested by anonymous

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OUTLAW KING interviews - Chris Pine and Aaron Taylor-Johnson

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Bonus:

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Ancient Roman Road ~ Mark Andreas Jones

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Found at Thrive in Boston

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LGBT stands for

Let’s Get This Bread

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Space twins ⭐

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not gonna lie… I miss them. I miss their voices. I miss their shows. I miss them together… I miss my boys

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big time rush… if ur out there

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im dipping ✌️

hey all, just posting to say that i’m archiving this blog and leaving tumblr permanently.

this is a move i’ve been trying to make for the past 3+ months, but recent events re: random blog deletion and removal from the app store have made me decide this site is a sinking ship and i’d rather not go down with it.

(if you’re having trouble reading this on desktop press ctrl +)

over the past two and a half years, i’ve been using this website near constantly. the people i’ve met and chatted with have been fantastic, but at the same time this site has an undeniably toxic culture, and over these past years i’ve been carrying a lot of unnecessary mental and emotional baggage because of it. my use of tumblr encouraged me to engage in my worst habits and went from being a means of release for my negative emotions to a place to ignore and avoid all my problems. if i could see the total hours i’ve spent on here i would probably make a pretty ugly face lmao.

i’ve grown a lot in the past year and hope to grow even more in 2019, but i now realise that i can’t achieve that if i’m still attached to this blog. it’s a constant distraction that has interfered with my work, education and personal relationships. and ever since i started making relatively popular content, i couldn’t help but feel that my value on this site was tied to directly to how quickly i could produce content for this blog. i’m incredibly proud of the DS9 anime opening, but i made it in two days. i stayed up until 1am to finish it at the end of my last semester of university. i felt so sick and guilty about the time i spent on it instead of my projects that i considered deleting it not long after i uploaded it, as if that would give me back my lost time. that’s one of the reasons i never actually made the TOS anime opening.

long story short, i want to improve. i want to be better than i am now. i have so many personal goals that i’m so desperate to achieve. and i know that getting off tumblr isn’t going to immediately accomplish them, but it’s a good place to start. i want to grow my self esteem. i want to live a healthier lifestyle. i want to become closer to mys sisters. i want to be better focused and more attentive. i want to get the best grades of my life next year. i want to have a more positive outlook and live a more optimistic life. and i can’t do that if im still using a site that encourages pessimism and mediocrity and which i attached so much of my identity to during some of the most unhappy periods of my life.

shout out to my mutuals who i’ve more than once spilled my guts to about my feelings and every person who’s ever reblogged one of my post and tagged it with some variety of ‘asthfjkncabd’. we had a good run xx

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an extremely dignified compilation.

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Here’s a fun fact from Memory Alpha about this scene:

O'Brien believes that Lieutenant Freeman is Captain Kirk; the actor in that scene, Paul Baxley, was a regular stunt double for William Shatner in the original series.

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Audition Story

Nikki de Boer told the story of her audition for the part of Ezri at Northeast Trek Con yesterday, and it gets my vote for the funniest audition story I ever heard.  I was crying.

She had arrived at the studio offices for her audition.  She was already a little nervous; she says she’s often nervous for auditions.  Then she sees this long, long leg with a killer high heel emerge from a car.  Followed by another one.  Boom, boom, high heels hitting the ground.  They’re Jeri Ryan’s legs.  She gets out of the car and stands up - in full Seven of Nine getup.  

(The first two pics are Garrett and Nikki imitating Jeri’s long legs stepping out of the car, high heels hitting the pavement: boom, boom.  The last one is Nikki imitating the visual impact of Jeri’s boobs - BOOM.)

Nikki said she immediately became a wreck.  What am I doing here?  That’s what they want, not me.  I’m not the Trek type.  Etc.

So they brought her upstairs to audition for Berman.  She was so visibly anxious that someone offered her a bottle of water.  She took a gulp as she walked into Berman’s office.  It went down the wrong way, and she ended up spitting water all over him.  

They sent her to the bathroom to get herself together, and she saw in the mirror that she was coughing so much her mascara ran.  But she cleaned herself up, went back out, had her audition, and got the part.  

She said she thought it might have actually helped her audition, because it kind of fit Ezri’s character.