I find it hard to put my feelings into words. Lately, I was regretting learning about Loa and the Void State, because for years I hadn’t achieved any visible success, and instead I had sunk even deeper. The fake success stories and scam accounts on Tumblr added fuel to my doubts and completely shattered my faith. Then I came across a post on Twitter that said, “What doesn’t happen in a year, happens in a moment”, and for no reason, I was suddenly filled with peace and excitement. (After years) I went to bed last night with all my doubts and disbelief, and I just laid there. Without expectation, but with awareness. For a few minutes I repeated the words “I Am”, reminding myself that the priority is always “I Am”. Then I started counting backwards from 10 to 100—my only goal was to relax into the blackness behind my eyes—but in that moment I began to lose consciousness. I don’t know how much time passed, but when I regained awareness, I was in a pitch-black space. Truly no sound, complete darkness. I didn’t feel peace, happiness, or anything else—I was simply empty—but my awareness was at its peak and there was no inner chatter. I already had a small wish list, so I declared everything I wanted. Then my awareness faded, and I fell asleep.
When I woke up, I had everything I had asked for. I’m Turkish and I live in Turkey, and unfortunately our living conditions here are not so good, so what I wanted for myself was a peaceful, free, and joyful life. I manifested a home of my own, a car, a university degree, and a nice online job with income. I had no desire to change my face or body, and since I was afraid of seeing a completely different person in the mirror, I only asked for a more curvy and hairless body. There are a few other small wishes too, but I don’t want to go into too much detail.
The last thing I want to say, for those who want to hear it, is that it really is true: “What doesn’t happen in a year, happens in a moment.”
thank you for sharing your experience. what you described is a deep relaxed state where you affirmed your desires and they reflected back, assumption always works, no matter the label.















