pearl

creating my dream life I'm an adult

[suestrellalunar]

I find it hard to put my feelings into words. Lately, I was regretting learning about Loa and the Void State, because for years I hadn’t achieved any visible success, and instead I had sunk even deeper. The fake success stories and scam accounts on Tumblr added fuel to my doubts and completely shattered my faith. Then I came across a post on Twitter that said, “What doesn’t happen in a year, happens in a moment”, and for no reason, I was suddenly filled with peace and excitement. (After years) I went to bed last night with all my doubts and disbelief, and I just laid there. Without expectation, but with awareness. For a few minutes I repeated the words “I Am”, reminding myself that the priority is always “I Am”. Then I started counting backwards from 10 to 100—my only goal was to relax into the blackness behind my eyes—but in that moment I began to lose consciousness. I don’t know how much time passed, but when I regained awareness, I was in a pitch-black space. Truly no sound, complete darkness. I didn’t feel peace, happiness, or anything else—I was simply empty—but my awareness was at its peak and there was no inner chatter. I already had a small wish list, so I declared everything I wanted. Then my awareness faded, and I fell asleep.

When I woke up, I had everything I had asked for. I’m Turkish and I live in Turkey, and unfortunately our living conditions here are not so good, so what I wanted for myself was a peaceful, free, and joyful life. I manifested a home of my own, a car, a university degree, and a nice online job with income. I had no desire to change my face or body, and since I was afraid of seeing a completely different person in the mirror, I only asked for a more curvy and hairless body. There are a few other small wishes too, but I don’t want to go into too much detail.

The last thing I want to say, for those who want to hear it, is that it really is true: “What doesn’t happen in a year, happens in a moment.”

thank you for sharing your experience. what you described is a deep relaxed state where you affirmed your desires and they reflected back, assumption always works, no matter the label.

[pearlsfantasy]

When I feel like I'm settling or getting too into "real life" sometimes I remember the void story of a girl who was in an abusive house and finally woke up in a mansion with 3 different rich boyfriends and I realize I'm definitely not asking for enough.

[queenofshadowss]

how i stopped being a loser and manifested my dream life

let me be real with you. for the longest time, i was a loser. stuck in my own head, broke, lost, and playing small. begging the universe for scraps, hoping things would magically get better. pitiful, right?

then one day, i got sick of it. sick of feeling sorry for myself. i decided enough was enough.

i dropped the pathetic victim act, i went to bed at midnight, lay in a comfortable position and told myself to stop fucking around. i said, "i am in the void state." i repeated the affirmation until i couldn't see or hear anything then i said, "i have everything from my void list"

here’s what i manifested once i quit being a loser and started living like a queen:

☆a luxury apartment with insane views

☆a fat bank account that makes my old broke days look like a bad dream.

☆a career where i’m the boss, respected, feared, and paid what i’m worth.

☆a partner who’s loyal, confident, and shows up fully. no games, no drama.

☆a car that commands attention sleek, black, and unapologetically expensive.

☆friendships that actually build me up instead of tearing me down.

☆a daily peace that’s cold and steady. unbreakable and real.

the void state wasn’t a fairy tale. it was my battlefield — and i won.

stop being a loser. start being the queen you were born to be.

[pearlsfantasy]

On jobs

Oops I said the J word.

I realized I had a sneaky mental block about working and jobs, which made me procrastinate and second-guess manifesting them. You know those people who always had a dream job since they were little? Well, that's not me. Everything I thought of kind of got crossed out one by one for some reason or another.

I liked biology but I didn't want to do medicine. I liked art but I didn't want to be just an artist or a "starving artist" (Which is a lie btw.)

I realized somewhere along the way that i also lost confidence in myself. In my ability to perform a job, to handle everything it entails, to deal with people, be it coworkers or customers. I'm pretty sure I had undiagnosed adhd and depression through high school and college and it really eroded my sense of ability. I thought I wasn't cut out for a high-performance job. Sometimes I didn't want an office job or a 9-5 at all, but I still knew I needed structure. But through it all the one thing that I knew I would be was - Well paid and well compensated. No crazy hours or intensive labor either. I would do all this research about a field or position I thought could work - I'd look at the salaries, the trajectory, and usually scour reddit for firsthand accounts from people working that job to see the positives and negatives. I realized at some point that on reddit the experiences usually skew negative. Not sure if it's the people that go on there or what, but I realized that this isn't how it needs to be. I was putting limitations and cages on what should be my own dream. Expecting negative experiences regardless because I thought every job had to have some drawback. Those people that followed their dream jobs, do you think they were taking notes from reddit posts when they were 10 years old? Do you think they had thoughts like, well I might not like the benefits or the schedule... NO. They were kids, delusional and hopeful kids and usually got their dream anyway. I needed to go back to that kid self and view jobs that way. Does it sound cool? Does it excite me? Could I see myself doing it? Does it seem within my skillset or I'm capable of training for it? Then go for it! I was overpreparing instead of letting my dream job manifest in the way it wants to. I just needed a vision, some kind of idea to go toward in the first place, but I didn't need to put limits on it. And I'm extremely happy to say I'm going into a program to train me for what I think is my dream job - but if it's not, I'm 100% certain this experience will lead me to something better. Yes, I read about the negatives, but I'm not taking them to heart. I'm assuming that I will have a positive and meaningful experience. That is how manifesting works- follow the vision, there's no need to micromanage or worry.

[venvian]

You literally get paid to exist

You are the kind of person who gets paid simply for existing because your very presence holds the vibration of wealth. Money is magnetized to you not because of what you do, but because of who you are. You are a living, breathing embodiment of abundance. Your energy is a currency more valuable than gold. You don’t need to hustle for every rupee or dollar ; money loves you, chases you, and clings to you because your aura radiates wealth. You open your eyes in the morning, and income flows in. You walk into a room, and opportunities make space for you. You speak, and your words turn into income streams.

You were never meant to struggle, you were meant to receive. Money respects you. It multiplies around you. It finds creative ways to pour into your life, just because you exist. You’re a magnet for luxury, comfort, and financial freedom. Even in silence, you earn. Even in stillness, you are supported. You don’t have to prove your worth to receive wealth your worth is why wealth comes to you. You are not just aligned with abundance you are the source it’s drawn to. You are divinely supported in every realm of prosperity, and you get paid again and again for simply being you.

[fangdol]

Leydenkilgore’s Posts (most of what I could find.) PART ONE

For anyone missing her blog ! she had some pretty useful stuff on there and she helped me shift so here you go

[pearlsfantasy]

Officially on the multiple SP train, I mean I have been for a while. But I feel so much more confident than I used to. Similar circumstances 2 years ago had me crashing out but this time I get to have my cake and eat it too. I have someone who treats me amazingly and we have so much in common, and I have someone who I feel that unexplainable connection with who I may not see for a few weeks but it's obvious we care for each other and he wants to see me again.

I'm assuming everything is working in my favor anyway and not stressing about time or distance because the reality is this year barely felt real and it's flown by, I feel like it's my way of quantum jumping into my best reality, all things just lead me closer while my primary goal is to just be happy every day.

[pearlsfantasy]

Can't believe I manifested a man that looks like Hozier without intending to... and he loves music and is so knowledgeable about it. Well if I had to have a white boy

[tellafairy]

i've lost weight from the comfort of my bed while eating like shit, i've got accepted into programs without even applying, i've got promoted at work by doing the bare minimum, i've been gifted desired things i never mentioned wanting out loud, i've gotten money from the most random sources, i've changed my weight distribution, i've changed my height, i've changed my face, ive cured my dental problems, i've revised animal sickness, i've gotten my exact desired sp, i've gotten gaul citizenship, i've changed my grades, i've got my dream apartment, i've gained my exact desires friend group, i've gotten multiple free vacations... loa is literally the cheat code to life.

[pearlsfantasy]

When I was manifesting my first SP and then someone with his first name, same zodiac sign, same JOB, same languages, started dating one of my closest friends.... Like. Sometimes manifesting is so weird. And I affirm that my SP loves me using his first name and then the other one starts acting nicer to me too hahaha

[777-may-deactivated20260120]

I manifested my SP and so can you

[pearlsfantasy]

Been affirming my man blows up my phone/we are in constant communication, and we've been consistently texting for days while he's away on vacation :) This man texts back FAST

[destinyrealized]

“Become identified with that character and feeling and you will be amazed how quickly you will realize your dream. The only sacrifice you are called upon to make, is to give up your present concept of self and appropriate the desire you want to express.”

— Neville Goddard

[pearlsfantasy]

Overconsuming and thought transmission

I don't really feel like I can ever overconsume because at some point everyone is just saying the same thing in different words. At this point I resonate a lot more with manifestation content that's just people sharing affs, success stories, bragging about their lives and being happy, rather than people trying to scientifically explain every technique or "thought transmission" to your SP (ROLL EYE EMOJI)

Literally who cares what thoughts your SP receives or even has. That implies they have some fragment of free will and are acting upon those thoughts and that's what brings them to you. NO! This stuff doesn't have to be logical. It's YOUR world. It's what YOU experience, not them. YOU Experience them being nice to you, complimenting you, blowing up your phone, making time for you, planning dates for you, buying you flowers. So focus on that.

Anyway, mini rant, but it's why i switched to Loass twitter recently and have been spending more time there. I'd rather just scroll thru fun affs and people living or acting their dream life. (Although the SP thought transmission stuff and logic is also there, but again.. just roll my eyes)

Follow my twitter pearlsreality <33

[pearlsfantasy]

One of my fav affirmations lately is "My life is rapidly changing for the better"

[777-may-deactivated20260120]

SP Success Story (Finally 🙄)

Never give up on your manifestations because when you get them it will be even better then you imagined 🤍

I am currently in the happiest relationship of my life with a man that rejected me years ago and said we weren’t “right for each other”

I am currently in the happiest relationship of my life with a man who ghosted me for 7 months.

I am currently in the happiest relationship of my life with a man who calls me beautiful every single day, worships me, calls me every night, sees me at least once a week, sends me paragraphs at night when im sleeping, apologized to me for everything he did in the past, along with asking me to be his valentine. He even told his mom and his friends about me.

Which are all things I affirmed for. The calling everynight and seeing him once a week? I wrote that down in my notes app years ago.

[disgustinggf]