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Watching a loved one slowly Decay.
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POV you said something mean to Vivi
Concept art | Final Fantasy IX - Freya Crescent Artist: Yoshitaka Amano
very cool rat from my sketchbook that i colored like a year ago and forgot about
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one of the underrated lessons from lotr's Aragorn is to avoid responsibility for as long as humanly possible, possibly in the woods, possibly without showering, until the small folk need you or whatever
Given 1: The holiday house is kept completely preserved and stagnant by Carol, especially Dess's room. Preservation of the past is like her whole thing.
Given 2: Carol Does Not Want Susie in her house. Carol especially does not want Susie touching Dess's guitar.
Given 3: Unlike Kris, who has lived in hometown forever, Susie is new in town. As Noelle says in her blog post, she is the 'newest girl'
Conclusion: Carol doesn't want Susie in her house because she's not part of her perfect past: Susie represents change, and the introduction of new things into an established order.
Proposition: What if Carol's attitude towards change being one and the same as her attitude toward Susie also applies to other people?
I mean, to start with the obvious, Noelle has the worlds biggest most nuclear teen crush on Susie. Noelle is also the one that invites Susie into her house, despite the fact she knows her mom won't approve. Noelle wants to go see the lights of the city one day. Noelle wants things to change, just as much as she wants to be with Susie. But when her mother puts her foot down, she's too frightened to advocate for what she wants.
Similarly, Kris is a huge Susie fan. Hell, a most of their independent moments from the player are them being friends with her! And given their duties to the bunker conspiracy involve them being our vessel, we can say that being with Susie incites them to rebellion. They can't help but long for change. They have always been a different element, the only human in town, and the change to that status quo, the introduction of another outsider, helps them be alright with that difference.
Ralsei is shocked by Susie at first, shocked at her lack of adherence to the way he thought things would go, and is compelled beyond careful sweetness and niceness in order to stop her violence. Compelled to be more Ralsei-like, if you will, as when he takes of his cloak and hat. Then, as she shows her gentler sides, she is what makes him realize things about the nature of friendship. She makes him want to go to the festival with her, to want things he "shouldn't". He wants to keep her from knowing the things he knows, that he believes are unchangeable- but when she tells him she's not gonna let that happen, he believes her. Ralsei believes in change.
You can apply this to lots of people; from Berdly's hostility and disbelief that he could ever like Susie, to Toriel welcoming Susie into her home, to Asgore's almost complete lack of acknowledgment of her.
The thing that hits me the most though, is what Susie says in the Hammer of Justice fight, and what she says later. She wishes for eternity, and for tomorrow to be just the same as today. Susie doesn't like change; Susie doesn't like Susie.
ive been trying to make a princess tutu au/crossover work for a loooooong time. most of these were drawn last year, there were other things i wanted to include but i ran out of steam. thought it was about time i shared it anyway though!
its very simple. 1. Thought crimes aren't real.
If you find yourself confused on the morals of someone's thoughts, refer to step one. If you're still confused, block me. There is no nuance.
Hey do you know what rumination is?
Rumination is probably the most common type of OCD compulsion, but I rarely see anyone talking about it. I've talked to multiple people diagnosed with OCD who didn't even recognize it as a compulsion.
Basically, if you have OCD you have terrible intrusive thoughts. They can be about anything, but common themes are fear of being a bad person, fear of hurting someone, fear of contamination. etc.
Rumination is when you get stuck in a spiral. Rumination is when you spend hours catastrophizing, overthinking, analyzing, telling yourself it's going to be okay.
I'll say it again:
Rumination is a compulsion.
Rumination is a compulsion, and that means you have to stop doing it.
I did ERP (exposure response prevention) for my OCD with a therapist! For 9 months! And it did help, but the idea didn't really click until I found this website a couple years later.
And Oh My God. It made things make so much more sense, and I was able to pull myself out of an episode even though I wasn't in therapy or on meds at the time.
Genuinely if you have OCD, or even if you suspect you have OCD, I'm begging you to read some of these articles.
Like this was genuinely life changing for me.
Here are some of the ones that were most helpful to me:
Defining Rumination
How to Stop Ruminating
ERP Exercises for Compulsive Rumination
What to Do When You're Triggered
Just want to add that if you're on the spectrum, you may also experience Autistic Rumination, which is distinct from the obsessive variety, despite the two having some overlapping characteristics!
this fucking sucks. I got soul-bonded to a living weapon who takes the form of a beautiful girl. But she has no fucking joie de vivre about it. I keep trying to do combined dramatic attack cries but she’s all like. “No that’s embarrassing” and “just kill him, don’t waste time.” she won’t even let me name her finishing move. I think she only has a finishing move because it’s just a reliable path of least resistance. This fucking sucks
the vespers are kinda like an idol group if you think about it...
I'm so glad that that truncated fucking ran-into-a-wall-at-speed tadpole-ass looking squirrel only lives in high altitude forests in Borneo bc this means I am extremely unlikely to encounter one in my day to day life. thank god
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DID YOU MAKE THIS BLOG SIMPLY TO TORMENT ME
I can go upside down.
WHERE IS THE REST OF YOU
Love him... love mr. cool...
So deer have this instinct to stand tall and walk like a king when they notice something (a predator) watching them so they look like strong opponents since predators usually target the weakest members of the herd. The baby is doing the Don't Eat Me Walk.
Predators: “How could I possibly eat someone THAT cool??”
Level 1: Asylums are scary because there's crazy people there.
Level 2: We shouldn't treat mental health facilities as objects of horror because it stigmatises mental illness.
Level 3: Asylums are scary because there's psychiatrists there.