“I Always Knew You Were Alive.”

28 • Kanien’kehá:ka • they/them • a collection of danmei enthusiasm, video games, dramas, donghua and anime curated by a fan fiction author and artist with a terrible procrastination curse. NSFW content • minors DNI.

[preggnogg]

I don't know how much longer I can do this. Work is a fucking nightmare, not because of the job itself, but just because I'm hurting so badly.

[hav-frue]

[xalatath]

Welcome.....to gay elf city.

[tsukinoinaba]

....isn't that every elf city?

[xalatath]

[preggnogg]

I cannot tell if I'm genuinely doing better this time or if my mind has, again, locked everything that's too difficult up in a little box so that it feels like What Happened Hasn't Happened and I'm capable of functioning.

[durbikins]

[pending-trans-action-2]

[adorin]

i deserve a love that doesn't hurt

[sehnsuchtnachmirselbst]

i deserve a love i don‘t need to heal from

[petaltexturedskies]

Anaïs Nin, The Diary of Anaïs Nin, Vol. IV: 1944-1947

[preggnogg]

I wish I were the type of person who could bury myself in work when my life has gone to shit, but instead I'm the type to complete cease normal functioning. My bank account is suffering as much as I am.

[preggnogg]

The denial finally passed. Now I'm just devastated. Furious and sorrowful. I've barely been out of bed in the last few days. I don't want to be awake. He healed me, just to hurt me more than anything else ever has. I love him. I hate him.

[preggnogg]

Turns out I only needed to be cheated on to finally snuff out my very, very high libido.

[corvuscackles]

[weirdplutoprince]

Yiling Patriarch era Wangxian is so fucking funny like.

Wei Wuxian: Lan Zhan always looks so angry and disturbed whenever people accuse me of stealing away virgins and fucking them in my evil cave. He must hate to think me so far gone and depraved

Lan Zhan: it should be me in that cave

[paranormal-taters]

I am going to [remembers that jokes about suicide are detrimental to myself and others] Scarborough Fair.

[citadelofthestars]

oh cool can u get me parsley sage rosemary and thyme while ur there please?

[paranormal-taters]

Absolutely I can

[petaltexturedskies]

Sylvia Plath, The Unabridged Journals

[konoko]

[yrbeecharmer]

giving myself a merit badge that says SURVIVED MARCH

[yrbeecharmer]

oh fuck. I’m so sorry. listening and learning

[areyoudoingthis]

babe wake up ao3 came up with the only funny april fools joke in the history of the world

[justplainsalty]

The blog post is pretty great too.