re·sil·ience

kayla. 21. this blog is a lot of things, a little personal, a little writing, a little catalog of everything.

[perhats]

I say shit like "If my memory serves me" knowing damn well it serves the dark lord

[random-brushstrokes]

Jeanne Mammen - Sleeping Cat (ca. 1908-1914)

[alicentsgf]

some people just have no true appreciation for terrible women. oh she killed and ate people? well maybe she was hungry. "I cant defend her anymore-" well then fucking stand aside so i can talk to my client

[itmeansalot]

im always flicking cigarette butts at gas station pumps too see if the legends are true

[fanonical]

genuinely, i think watching live theatre can improve your media literacy so much

like people who look at doctor who and are like 'lol the effects are so rubbish'

maybe watch a stage play where there's no backdrops and half the characters are played by the same three guys in different hats and maybe you will calm down

[armouredwhore]

It's so incredible what stage plays can do with so little, I saw a production of Jekyll and Hyde where the centre of the stage had a spinning box with a door on the front and back (to represent the front door which Jekyll uses and the back which Hyde uses and like duality and stuff) and the audience audibly gasped when they spun the box and there was a new different door on the back to represent a new location

[innerchildabortionclinic]

my fave tiktok diet fad videos are the ones like "you could eat 100 calories of a cake or get much more on your plate with 100 calories of raw pumpkin puree". woooooah man that's such a hard choice, i'm always craving cold slop from a can

[reblogsanshit]

You said you were going to sleep 🫵

[innerchildabortionclinic]

needed to post about slop though #myslop

[dahyun]

another song i like started playing in the playlist i created titled “favorite songs”

[captaindelafere]

Zendaya & Mike Faist CHALLENGERS (2024), dir. Luca Guadagnino

[chthonic-pain]

porn isn't evil or misogynistic you just grew up culturally christian and are scared of sex

[chthonic-pain]

like yeah it can be a brutal industry and i don't want to minimize the issue of people being filmed or sexualized against their will but like. dudes making sex tapes together isn't going to kill you. sex workers performing or offering full service because it's their job and they like having money isn't a social justice issue you need to get red-faced and give yourself a migraine about. all work and employment is exploitation, the porn industry isn't special, you're just uncomfortable with it because you haven't unpacked your prejudices toward sex workers.

[chthonic-pain]

i have a degree in film and pornography was part of the curriculum when i was in university. we studied porn as a legitimately recognized body genre and a medium of art and entertainment. it's just sex on film. like im a genre abolitionist in many ways but you can't claim that porn isn't a real genre of film and tv, you'd have an army of academics frothing at the mouth eager to explain to you exactly how and why you are wrong.

my degree course was taught primarily by gay men and lesbians btw. an older butch woman led the porn modules. i have terfs in the notes of some of my other posts claiming that porn is just a result of sex depraved pervert men and i just want to add that it doesn't matter who is making or consuming or talking about the porn. you are going to find people of all genders and sexualities and experiences or lack thereof who have their own relationship to pornography and tacking "but icky cishet men that just think about sex all the time!!!" onto your tags doesn't make your aversion to sex any more socially justified

[chthonic-pain]

also if you seriously think that someone filming themselves fucking is a form of misogyny you might be a bit stupid.

[byjove]

as a severely mentally ill 14 year old, I remember thinking “the medical system would treat me better if I was physically ill and not mentally ill” and then I coincidentally developed multiple chronic illnesses and found out that actually they dgaf even when you’re essentially bedridden

[cedarbranch]

sometimes the best fanfics are written by middle aged adults with years of writing experience who simply know how to craft a good story. but also sometimes the best fanfics are written by a sixteen year old girl with something deeply wrong with her

[cryoverkiltmilk]

#fandoms need both

[anonymousedward]

#biodiversity

[ladyananas]

trade secret, the middle aged adults with years of writing experience are just the sixteen year old girl with something deeply wrong with her but all grown up

[bowditch]

sixteen year old girls who feel deeply fucked up: we’re your future. you make it. you get some therapy, get some meds, find new fandom friends, and keep writing. hang in there.

[beemovieerotica]

people who are just finding out about internet tracking and data mining in the year 2025 and that your special robot friend does not respect your privacy lol

[elisaenglish]

-Ana Rodrigues, Poetry of Love (2023)-

[dandylion-s]

No one understands me like that old man from new jersey

[frontmansdog]

mentally taking a drag of my mental cigarette because I don’t smoke but life has been very smokable lately

[depsidase]

[sophsun1]

#me

Abbott Elementary – 2.01: Development Day