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“I’ve always had the repulsive need to be something more than human”

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SCENES FROM THE LIFE OF A YOUNG GIRL AS TOLD IN SONG

NAME: i don’t want to reveal my real name, you can call me spidey or Seren,

GENERAL INFO: pretty pretty girl, 15 june ,19, desi , little bit fucked in the head, psychology student, literal jumble of emotions

I’ll TAKE YOU BACK TO THE START

how i got here in the first place: ive been a part of this community since 2018 when i was 11 and my sister introduced me to subliminals, and listen back then we as a community believed looking into a mirror would slow down your results, yeah, it was a mess, then i came onto tumblr in about 2021 or 22 when i read a post about the void state

I've struggled with my mindset alot over the years, but i’m doing better now and really confident in my success, this blog will be used as a journal documenting everything

story behind my username: in this reality i dream of being a singer actress and athlete, and i also have multiple other fame drs, one day i was sitting around visualising myself in a wong kar wai-esque film and the title i came up with was “the pride of the lions” and i just thought it sounded really cool and i guess it stuck

i am by no means a guru or a coach, but in my time here i have learnt things and will be sharing that advice sometimes, i also welcome anyone who wants to share about their own drs or questions of success stories

DNI if: you are homophobic, transphobic, racist, and in general just an asshole, people with DRs that involve hurting innocent people (examples mentioned in the disclaimer), anti race change, anti age change

i also am not a very religious person myself, but people who wanna hate other religions or force their own on others are also not welcome

general “disclaimer”: as long as your DRs do not involve you hurting any other people, (i.e: you weirdos with serial killer, drs 🍇ist drs, racist drs, nazi drs) i will not judge you, and i would also appreciate if that judgement is not brought onto my account, this includes all harmless drs, if your DRs do involve you being an asshole and hurting people, DO NOT INTERACT

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this is so unserious but i swear it works like magic😭 listened to it twice like two days ago and ended a power cut that was going on for hours, and just now once again, listened twice and the power came on

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LETS TALK VISION BOARDS!!!

cus guess what, they work

anything you do with the intention of getting your result, getting what you want will work thats just the law, thats how it works, all you have to do is decide what you want and know its inevitably yours, your brain will try and trick you into thinking “nooo theres a process to things you have to- blah blah blah” and you have to tell yourself “bitch this IS the process. i did it its done” listen im kinda shit with words so im sorry if this doesn’t make sense, so im gonna get to the point

so at the start of the year, i made two vision boards, one was a bigger lifestyle one, it had what i wanted my year to look like socially and lifestyle wise and my physical appearance, so far its generally all on track, im sexy and i have fun

but my SECOND vision board, was a smaller and more ambitious one, it showed me getting into acting and singing and good grades and shit. and at the time these things felt VERY far fetched, cus well life had sucked for me for a long time and that fucks with my head, BUT i made the board anyway, and i was worried id feel awful if it doesnt come true, but i promised myself id look at it daily, which i ended up not doing cus i have to put it in a drawer so my parents wont find it and make fun of me

its july now and we’re half way through the year so let me show y’all my general update

this is the board

singing, dancing, acting, quotes and song lyrics i like, pictures of a guitar and other art stuff

now these things back then were very far fetched cus my family situation does not allow me to do anything but by now

i managed to buy myself a guitar (when i asked my parents for it last year it resulted in my mom yelling at me, talking shit about her kids to random people, and a family wide screaming match where i sobbed, but now i have it and i bought it on my own so they cant say shit , they just sulk a little)

i put a hangyodon sticker on it and its surprisingly not as hard to play as i thought

i have applied for a minor in acting, my college changed its system a bit and i can get it without it messing with my time table or section, and its FREE, so i didnt need my parents permission (they bitched a little and my mom made fun of me but i got it anyway, i start classes this week)

the course is free so my parents couldn’t stop me from taking it up

thirdly, hybe opened auditions in my country, now listen, i know hybe is an awful company but its still a chance, and its a chance that i want to take because if i make it in the outcome will be worth it, i get away from here. honestly not a hundred percent set on hybe but like its a step in the right direction

and these are my grades from this sem

id say i did pretty damn well for someone who didnt touch her notes until the night before the exams and even then barely

now i know to alot of you this seems mundane compared to the bigger more instant success stories you guys see on this app but to me this is a big lifestyle change that seemed impossible a while ago

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sobbing over dean winchester cus MAN did the writers do him wrong

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VENTING BECAUSE WHY NOT

just a big ol’ trauma dump honestly

bro people were such assholes to me when i was a kid man what the fuck? and i mean really a child, like kindergarten to fifth grade i was a really sweet kid and kids AND teachers were assholes to me, post sixth grade i was kind of a baddie though (then tenth grade came and we don't talk about that) , like in third grade i had a teacher who made me cry everyday was a complete bitch, didnt tell me about activities, then got mad at me when u didnt bring the materials and left me out always didnt let kids share with me, once made me cry and left me alone in the class crying while she took everyone else out, a sports teacher found me and helped (which could have gone so wrong if he wasnt a lovely man) like WHY WHAT THE FUCK DID I DO

like what the fuck did i do that was so wrong? i swear to god i was a nice kid i didnt do shit i tried so hard to be friends with people and i just had none until i was 9 kids and teachers were mean, until i became a bitch in the 6th grade and had friends and shit then tenth grade (post covid first offline year) came and once again i couldnt figure out why everyone hated me again including my friends, and eleventh and twelfth were weird as fuck had friends then didnt have friends again and now they all hang out but im not there? which is weird as fuck cus we were friends

the reason im mentioning this is because in my better cr script, i kinda wanna start over from 11th grade, but now i cant decide whether i wanna go back in time and fix shit or just live on from here and become famous and make everyone jealous when i walk into a reunion, what do yall think?

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that third grade teacher is someone i think about every month cus i so wanna tell her to her fave how horrible she was, and its worse cus she was nice to everyone else so my classmates from then (that tenth grade friend group) just didnt believe me and thought i was unreasonable for disliking her, its over a decade later and that bitch still makes me cry

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VENTING BECAUSE WHY NOT

just a big ol’ trauma dump honestly

bro people were such assholes to me when i was a kid man what the fuck? and i mean really a child, like kindergarten to fifth grade i was a really sweet kid and kids AND teachers were assholes to me, post sixth grade i was kind of a baddie though (then tenth grade came and we don't talk about that) , like in third grade i had a teacher who made me cry everyday was a complete bitch, didnt tell me about activities, then got mad at me when i didnt bring the materials and left me out always didnt let kids share with me, once made me cry and left me alone in the class crying while she took everyone else out, a sports teacher found me and helped (which could have gone so wrong if he wasnt a lovely man) like WHY WHAT THE FUCK DID I DO

like what the fuck did i do that was so wrong? i swear to god i was a nice kid i didnt do shit i tried so hard to be friends with people and i just had none until i was 9 kids and teachers were mean, until i became a bit of a (bad) bitch in the 6th grade and had friends and shit then tenth grade (post covid first offline year) came and once again i couldnt figure out why everyone hated me again including my friends, and eleventh and twelfth were weird as fuck had friends then didnt have friends again and now they all hang out but im not there? which is weird as fuck cus we were friends

the reason im mentioning this is because in my better cr script, i kinda wanna start over from 11th grade, but now i cant decide whether i wanna go back in time and fix shit or just live on from here and become famous and make everyone jealous when i walk into a reunion, what do yall think?

[julietteefferrars]

i would love to create a shiftblr confession account where people can send in confessions, hot takes and spill stuff happening IN THEIR DRS (not here), and i'd obviously heavily moderate it so no one takes it as an opportunity to be so disgusting towards minorities like they were on that shiftblrtea account. lmk if u want to see that guys!

this was @doll-laced 's idea btw i saw it on one of their posts!!

[doll-laced]

PLS DO IT PLS DO IT 😍

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id LOVE a blog like that i just don't know if id be able to manage two

[julietteefferrars]

i would love to create a shiftblr confession account where people can send in confessions, hot takes and spill stuff happening IN THEIR DRS (not here), and i'd obviously heavily moderate it so no one takes it as an opportunity to be so disgusting towards minorities like they were on that shiftblrtea account. lmk if u want to see that guys!

this was @doll-laced 's idea btw i saw it on one of their posts!!

[doll-laced]

PLS DO IT PLS DO IT 😍

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the thing with ai rn is that the problem is not just that students have adapted to using it for everything its that institutes have also started working around it, so now we have the “cool” professors handing out impossible deadlines , refusing to do their job properly and handing out assignments far too late and saying “ahahha we know you’re gonna chat gpt it anyway just don’t make it obvious”

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fuck lizards man i hate lizards

[kwittyxo]

the funniest thing i still think abt for 2020 shifttok is when ppl said they scripted dumbledore knows theyve shifted but cant prove it

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tempting, very tempting

[aphroditettee]

https://www.tumblr.com/aphrodite-ashes/820684207633383424/answer-to-this-post?source=share

bitch stay madddddddddd idgaf if u manifested idk what, i just made this ask because this is all you deserve, a hate train and everyone hating u 🤣🤣

trust me if it's not for now it's soon. you're getting cancelled soon ❣️❣️❣️❣️

obsessed 😂😂 girl please go outside and touch some grass

I think you should really shift to a reality where everyone has free therapy

shifting is free AND comes with emotional support included ! Perfect for broke and jobless ppl like u 👍

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this is so unbelievably pathetic😭 bad enough you made a hate post and you’re gonna proudly double down on it? really? tumblr is not this deep most of us are anonymous bloggers and yall really dont know each other well enough to be hating like this, its unnecessary negativity, and probably why yall fail and end up asking “how do i manifest” on repeat

[applepieandcupcakess]

don’t worry you’re not that girl from 7th grade anymore

[waysofmagix]

7th grade me was peak, need to be her again, just better environment this time

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literally same cus quarantine started in 8th and shit just went downhill from there

[aphroditettee]

Day by day I’m getting more and more second-hand embarrassment from this community. First of all, how does this even have 31K reposts and 3K likes?????

And I’m not even LGBTQ+, but how does this affect you???

Seriously, how can you be a shifter and still be transphobic? It just doesn’t make sense at all.

There are literally infinite versions of you in different universes ( which means there's a infinity of male version of u ), this whole mindset is just… confusing.

I thought Tumblr was better than TikTok, but clearly that’s not really the case.

Why are people on social media like this sometimes? I genuinely don’t get it.

And you’re proclaiming yourself a feminist, meanwhile the whole point is that women who fought for our rights wanted equality for everyone, including trans people. just dumb as hell

anyway please report this account @shifting-club-for-xxs

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how much time do these people spend thinking about others genitalia?😭 or who someone is fucking? could’ve shifted to a world without rapists or murders but NOO “im deeply negatively affected by people just hanging around” stfu, do something with your life you pathetic fucks ,all disrespect and offence meant.

[sk8terb0y-raven]

Having a celebrity s/o makes me feel so parasocial sometimes. Like its different because I literally know them frfr in my DR but like damn-

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same, even on here it feels weirder to talk about my celebrity s/o’s than the others 😭 be honest tho do we really judge each other?

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yo is anyone here willing to judge my bad writing and tell me if its readable or if i sound like an edgy kid trying to sound profound? be nice tho im weak

(im using the LOA tags cus yall are the main community im comfortable interacting with)

comment or message me if ur up for it , lets help each other out cus i dont wanna use ai (ew)

[alpinecherub]

friendly reminder to block @/intergalacticle as they are spreading unnecessary amounts of hate towards shifters <3

Thank you anon 🤍

Everyone you know who to report and block @intergalacticle

Do your magic.

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i checked out the acc and why are so many people interacting with this??😭😭 yall i know its tempting to school people but trust me its not worth the headache, let them be a miserable loser