[professional-griever]

unfortunately i survived so i've returned to harass you all with my horse shit to everyone's dismay i'm very sorry

[podcastwizard]

you don’t realize how important lunch is until you’re wandering around thinking about how unloveable and untalented and uniquely cursed you are and then it’s 4pm and you finally eat lunch and you go Oh. oh right.

[s1ck-pup]

why does loneliness sit so heavy?

[professional-griever]

i just don't deserve peace. is the conclusion i am coming to.

[professional-griever]

why the fuck can't you do anything right. why does it always fall back on ME. im tired of fucking fixing you when i can't even fix myself.

[scramratz]

I think people would be less suicidal if they were allowed to talk about being suicidal without risk of being sent to the Torture Dungeon

[professional-griever]

how stupid of me to ever think i could be a priority lmao

[professional-griever]

i just can't fucking do this shit anymore yes thank youuuu im so sorry i ever tried to vent to you omg im just so sorry that im fucking dying inside and your problems are just so much worse than mine yes im groveling at your fucking feet my goddamn messiah im so sorry your fucking high paying job and luxury house and 2 fucking expensive ass mutts are such a burden on you.

[professional-griever]

nothin like a lil grief spiral in the middle of the afternoon bc everything always leads back to that.

[bwooom]

i love you mirror versions i love you possession i love you cloning i love you simulacrums i love you shadow selves i love you digital copies of a mind i love you alternate timeline versions i love you tropes that play with identity and what it means to be a certain person

[professional-griever]

i want to be someone else who's body doesn't fucking suck

[cat-skull]

imo the term "walkable" in "walkable cities" should be understood to mean "wheelchair accessible" as well, not just literally "possible to walk in". the act of walking in a city doesn't automatically make it walkable

[bpdmutt]

sometimes i can’t tell if i’m pulling away on purpose or just leaving first so it hurts less when i get abandoned

[tabathastan]

Quiet bpd is dangerous because you feel so much pain and rage inside you but all you can do is take it out on yourself. You don't want to hurt anyone else. You can't bring yourself to be angry with others despite what they do, under the premise that they will hate or leave you.

[xceleration]

it's so unfair.

when you have bpd, you can't be loved at your worst.

because your worst is hurting people. you have to overthink everything, constantly analyze yourself, filter every single one of your behaviors, bottle up all your emotions, just to be acceptable.

why. i don't understand. why did not being loved lead to me becoming unlovable.

[professional-griever]

i hope you and your ugly fuck ass boyfriend who you've known for 4 months instead of the friend you've known for 14 years that that you're choosing to go see have a fucking godawful time together 🥰 also he has the dumbest fucking name i've ever heard in my life 🥰🥰 but go off queen we all have a right to move on with our lives right 🥰🥰🥰

[maladapt3d]

What doesn't kill you leaves you bleeding for the rest of your life wishing it did