Killers Inc.

You may call me Killer. She/they, asexual, usually angry but never at you.

[cerescoelacanth]

could I perhaps suggest the Bloodymary bad days or nights with some comfort

Soooo uhhhhh I did a whole thing...... Hehehehe. Thank you for the suggestion truly, this was a delight to draw. Hurt/comfort my beloved :3

(I was gonna draw Ryland's burn scars from when he had to carry Rocky back to his atmosphere in the book, but I forgot to do it after the first panel, oops. They are there in spirit, trust.)

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They both get their nightmares and of course they both handle them differently. Simon's are usually about the blood ocean and horrors within and Ryland's are often twisted versions of his memories.

Since my sister gave me the idea I like to headcanon that Simon is actually able to wake himself up from his nightmares really effectively, so he doesn't always get too deep into them. Though that doesn't mean he doesn't still get shaken up and he ends up losing a lot of sleep due to this. Any reminders of the blood ocean is too many reminders, so he will usually find a way to ground himself afterwards and remember that he's not down there anymore and the stars are still alive, so he will usually go to the Don't Go Crazy room or just look out the windows at the stars.

Ryland on the other hand has a much harder time waking up from his nightmares and ends up tossing and turning a lot trapped in his brain's form of self torture. Usually he would need a lot of coaxing to get out of it, or eventually he'll scare himself so bad he wakes up screaming. Luckily Rocky is always there and ready to listen and give reassurance, and as close as the guy can give for a hug, which is usually enough to calm him down, but sometimes when it's particularly bad he'll go seek out Simon for additional comfort until he can fall back asleep after tiring himself out with all the crying.

[willowwyrd]

"You alright?" Simon hears over the comms, and he nods.

"There's just...so many of 'em," he whispers, voice breaking on the last syllable.

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[wolfythewitch]

all all all

[yujateaandpi]

All all all

[stacy-yarche-neba]

"He needed to fly to another solar system to find a man"

[paper-lilypie]

subscribed to the yearner Simon agenda

[enormous-fuck-you-dragon]

@comicaurora that's how this scene went, right?

[comicaurora]

yes

[merymeou]

It’s been so long since I got to see a thing and think: wow yeah this could only happen on tumblr. This is one such thing and I had to contribute. Let Simon have a weird fucked up religious sorta relationship with Grace! This man has issues!! He’s never been off a space station!! The Hail Mary is literally as close as he could imagine as heaven!!!!!!

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[dearestpoltergeist]

Big fan of Dain Aetos wearing reading glasses btw breathe if you agree

[gluten-free-pussy]

I was high off my ass last night and had this dream where I was in this dense ass forest and sitting there was a tall woman. She was so tall I couldn’t see her face but she was wearing gold and I was like “uh…hi?” And she said “I made you, do you know that?” And I nodded and she was like “I hear your thoughts. Why do you hate my creation? Why do you try to destroy yourself? I made you perfect as you are. Please don’t break my heart”. Then she started crying and it flooded and I woke up with fucking heart palpitations like what does it Mean™️????

[animution11]

[royalhans]

polar opposite of this post

[hrmsketches]

inspiration struck and would not let me go until i drew this

[gluten-free-pussy]

This is really beautiful!!!

[no-one-offical]

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[devi-lishly]

Neil with nerve damage. Neil who has permanently shakey hands after Baltimore. Neil who absolutely hates this fact. Andrew who will hold his hands steady. Andrew who caresses the scars. Andrew who will cover Neil's hands with his own after Neil has been staring at them shaking for a bit too long.

[transfaguette]

man i totally forgot how weird people are about the “female orgasm.” like when I was younger i heard it talked about like an anomaly of science. and specifically people would ask shit like “what is the ‘evolutionary purpose’ of the ‘female orgasm’”. i dunno man its not hard to conclude that sex feeling awesome results in having more sex. but I guess that question seems more interesting if youre a fake intellectual and see men and women as different species and not made up of the same flesh and nerves. come on now.

[theseinfernalangels]

Thinking about Dain :( and the fact that his main love language with his loved ones is physical touch :( but then the truth about his signet gets found out :( so everyone avoids him and is scared of his touch :( so now he's all lonely and his skin is colder :(

[fairytaleflowers]

Is anyone else more attracted to Dain than Xaden? Or is it just me?

Also, Liam Mairi was also very, very attractive to me. Much more so that Xaden.

I'm still thinking about it, but so far I would have gone for Liam, then Dain, then Xaden in book one.

I have to say, though, book three Dain is 💋 and, had Liam survived, I'm not sure if he'd be able to beat him.

[fairytaleflowers]

Team Dain

Dain and Violet weren't very compatible as a couple but I still like Dain. I think people are being too harsh on him. He was just trying to look out for him chronically ill childhood friend/crush and didn't know the right way to go about the situation.

Personally, I find him very attractive and, while he had some growing to do, he was trying to do his best.

[theconcealedweapon]

[sayyyyya-deactivated20260416]

The Issue with Endeavor’s Atonement Arc

I’m somewhat late to the discussion on this, but I feel like the reason Endeavor’s atonement arc was such a hit for his fans and such a miss for his critics was because his atonement arc was almost entirely characterized by others coming to him, just so he could grow as a person.

It sounds pretty accusatory, but this aspect about how he went about his atonement has been bugging me ever since the war arc when all the Todoroki’s gathered in the hospital.

One of Endeavor’s first line of thoughts upon waking up wasn’t “where has Touya been all these years?” or “what exactly caused Touya to become a villain?” or even “why didn’t Touya come back home?” but instead a thought about how he, Endeavor, could not fight his mass murdering son.

And then, of course, the rest of the Todoroki’s gathering to assure him that he isn’t alone in this, and that Shouto is going to deal with Dabi himself. So now Endeavor does not have to confront Dabi at all.

Which is what my main problem with Endeavor is. While the baggage and abuse the Todoroki’s went through is explained, it’s never truly been addressed by Endeavor. It’s instead focused internally in him and how he feels (and how he perceives others to feel). Nothing about the neglect Natsuo or Fuyumi faced, the abuse Shouto/Rei went through, or the way Dabi was groomed into his hero idealism.

Even the point of view Endeavor takes on how he should fix/help his family is rather singled minded. Which is to say that all of the family lives together, excluding Endeavor. This works out for Natsuo, who wants that, but not for Fuyumi, who 100 percent wants all of her family to be together. You could even include Rei wanting her family to be together too.

It’s not surprising that he takes Natsuo’s (and somewhat of Shouto’s) viewpoints seriously, as though they are all rather conflicting, they are also similar in how all three of them are assertive, outspoken, and strong-minded (in Natsuo’s case, physically intimidating too). The wants of Fuyumi and Rei (even the idea of her) are left behind.

And then we get to the final war arc. Instead of fighting Dabi, trying to reach out to his son, Shouto is left to the task. There really is something about how Endeavor, who gave shape to a “failed creation” that is Touya, had Shouto, who is meant to be a perfected version of himself, deal with Dabi.

In the end, much like how Shouto decided in the beginning of the series to come to Endeavor to intern at his agency, Dabi was the one that had to come to Endeavor too, with the rest of the Todoroki family following, because Dabi knew Endeavor would not come (or even look!) to him. Once again, Endeavor did not reach out to his family but instead had to have his family reach out to him.

This isn’t bad writing, or a failure on Endeavor as a person (person, not character) and in fact is pretty realistic. It isn’t uncommon for abusive parents to grow older and mellow out, and to then try and “fix” family relationships, often to not address why, exactly, those relationships needed to be fixed in the first place. But it sure is pretty bleak.

[writing-prompt-s]

You find a baby dragon in the woods, stuck in a bear trap. You decide to free it, and it clings to you. Guess you'll have to care for it until mama dragon shows up.

[protagonistkiller]

Plot of Eragon by Christopher Paolini