Permanent Red Stain: Redamancy
(Warning: strong sexual themes: soft sex, sensitive choso, rough choso, emotional break. Kissing. Yandere Choso.)
“Damn bitch.. don't scratch it..”
“I'm not damn..” I replied to Dhay as I pulled the sleeve to my shirt over my wrist that covered my fresh tattoo. “It's just so annoying..”
“It's supposed to be. You act like you haven't gotten a damn tattoo before..” Dhay was always too straight forward even when the matter didn't call for it. This was one of the main reasons why Sugu couldn't stand her.
It was Wednesday morning and Saturday was Dhay’s birthday. She had already rented out Frida's for Saturday night and the guest list was pretty decent. From my understanding, it was more of close friends, family and I believed she had mentioned some co-workers were going to possibly be there as well. I was really excited for her because she was a hard worker and she deserved some time to really just enjoy herself. To be her older sister, I was extremely proud of her.
We had met up at Starbucks for our usual morning coffee and chit-chat for the week. I was off work for the rest of the week and lucky Luri was still at school at the moment, so this was a perfect opportunity for us to catch up.
“So, are you going to finally bring this “Lover boy Kamo” to the party Saturday night right? You've been so giddy lately I would think my older sister was so called in love.” She asked, pulling the Chai latte down from her lips and placing her small cup on the table. I could tell she wanted me to spill every detail about Choso and she had already asked me multiple times to make sure I didn't forget to bring him to her party.
“I'm not in love…” I replied as I then sipped my strawberry infused water I had ordered on the side.
“Come on now. Who do you think you're foolin? The man gave you a tattoo for the free! Let alone made sure his shop was completely isolated for you so no one would disturb y'all. You must think im stupid?”
I couldn't help but chuckle a little bit as I moved the strands of hair from vision with my fingertips.
“Plus.. the night you left Frida's, I talked to Suguru..” The pause she gave me after saying this really made my nerves turn in a way like there was something else she really wanted to say.
I pulled my cup down from my lips covered in the strawberry lip gloss Cho bought me since he loved the way it tasted. “What about him? Y'all talk all the time…”
“Go..” Her voice started to shift in tone while she got quiet, moving her cup off to the side.
“....he ‘Really’ loves you baby girl.”
I sat back in my chair, as I stretched my neck out on the palm of my hand. I then let out a faint giggle, as the smirk still stained my lips.
“Come on Dhay.. We've already talked about this numerous times already love. So why don't you tell me what you're wearing to the party so I can know what to bring to the table?” I tried my best to avoid this conversation every time she brought it up to me and I could tell from her shaking her head at me at this moment that I was over it. It's not that I didn't want to hear what SuGu had to say, it's just that if he had something to say I would rather hear it from the horse's mouth itself. But if I had to be honest with myself, there was nothing to talk about. SuGu and I already knew where our boundaries stood with one another.
Dhay sat back and let a slight sigh release from her lips as slid her phone off the table into her hand to show me pics. “Well, nevermind. I wanted to show you but I'll let it be a surprise.” She replied all sassy like, as she smacked her loud ass lips. I couldn't help but roll my eyes as I brought my cup back up to my own. “But you have to promise I'll meet your lover boy Saturday night at the party right? I want to get to know this fella that has my sister's panties in a bundle! Are you seeing him today since you have some time off?”
Now that she asked me that, I really didn't know. I wanted to spend the next couple of days catching up on some me time while Luri was in daycare during that day. Cho actually planned to pick me up Saturday night and we'd arrive at the party together.
I pulled my phone out to look at the time making sure I was staying on schedule for what I had planned today before I picked up my daughter. “I didn't plan on seeing Cho today until the night of the party, but I'll definitely be hitting him up.” I replied with a slight smirk on my face as I noticed the message he just sent me.
(Good morning Riceey, I hope you have an amazing morning with your sister. I miss you already. -Love, Your Cho Cho.)
“Mhmmmm that must be him..?” Dhay sassed as my fingers clicked my phone replying to the text.
I could feel my face flush completely as I sat my phone face down on the table. “....Maaaaybe..”
“Well.. I can't wait to meet him. It seems like he really makes you happy and that's all that matters. As long as he treats you and my niece right, I have no issues. But if he hurts you…I'm fucking him up!”
I instantly rolled my eyes. “You sound like fuckin SuGu…”
“Ha!! Nah.. Suguru sounds like me.”
It was nice actually getting to spend some time with my sister this morning. I used to get those days where I could feel so overwhelmed, but lately that's very become seldom. Plus I'll admit I did miss Choso and I wanted to see him tonight but we both agreed I needed some time to just focus on myself since Toji would have Luri after tonight. When it comes to him, I can agree that we may not always get along, but I appreciated him truly when he would come through for our daughter's sake.
About an hour had passed since I made it home. I kicked back and relaxed, grabbing a good book to read while boiling me some hot water to make my sweet green tea. It honestly felt pleasing just to bask in quietness for a couple hours until it was time for me to pick up Luri. It was refreshing, almost intoxicating in a good way. I knew Choso was off for the day at the daycare because he was having a preview at his tattoo shop this afternoon. He was opening shop on his own this morning with his younger brother Yuji until Gojo came in to help him later in the evening.
I was really proud of him. His shop was doing so well and he was making a name for himself not just out of town but in town as well.
After fixing a cup of hot tea and placing it on my coffee table, I pulled my thick mini blanket over my body and relaxed on the couch until the timer on my phone went off to leave.
It was Wednesday Review Day at the Cho-Hold.
Usually on this day, we open the shop a few hours early to present the new tattoos we designed ourselves and sell them for a discounted price. It was usually a pretty good profit for all designs we sell and most of the time we usually stayed packed throughout the day. So today I was absolutely sure we would be busy until we closed around eight o'clock tonight.
I opened the shop early this morning around eight am to make sure I restocked every needle and ink cartridge at each station. Since I was the main owner of the shop, I took pride to make sure everything was set up properly on Preview Day. Now this was an event that took place once every month. We had people come in from all over town and we of course were a big hit with all of the women and foreigners. So we made sure we always kept a good reputation with all of the locals as well so they always felt welcomed.
It was already nine-thirty am and I had about an hour before I had to open the shop for the Preview. I was expecting Yuji to follow in around this time as well and get his station ready for his usual customers. Gojo on the other hand wouldn't be here until later on in the evening to help close up shop after I left.
The plan was to stay until closing, but I really wanted to see Go tonight. I know we were supposed to wait until her sister's party to meet up, but I wanted to stop by her home tonight and surprise her with my presence.
It almost felt desperate of me because she was the only thing on my mind since I woke up this morning.
Around nine-forty five, all the preparations were finally finished for me to get ready to open the shop and begin the morning with our previews. I held my wrist up glancing at my watch wondering why Yuji was running late. He was usually on time but then again he did just have finals and I knew he had been fuckin exhausted the previous days. But when it came to inking he was always in the right state of mind.
“I hope he's on time today because I'm really going to need him..” I whispered to myself as I bit my bottom lip throwing away a damp paper towel on the trash behind my station.
A few moments later I heard a car pull up so I tilted my head back to look out the window of the class door to see if it was a customer or Yuji, but it wasn't.
“The fuck?” I whispered as I squinted my eyes harshly as they watched out the door,I noticed a 24 Red Jeep Cherokee pull up and park outside the shop. It was too early for customers but the thing is.. I noticed this car. It couldn't be…
I walked to the door placing my hand on the lock wondering if I should open it or not. Out stepped Destiny Val. My ex from almost two years ago. She stood 5’6, thick with long dark honey blonde hair that she dyed on a regular occasion. She was African American and Trinidad and she liked to smear her background in other women's faces thinking she was better than them. She had became very toxic at the end of our relationship to the point that I had to cut all ties with her. She was that one ex who was amazing in bed, but always started unnecessary drama from being insecure. And that's the shit I couldn't tolerate. Let alone even be near.
I watched as she walked up to the door. Licking her lips with a feral smile that caught the side of her mouth. My hand still on the lock as I met her eyes while she placed her hand on the glass.
“Hey Kamo..” She giggled as my eyes trailed with her finger tips sliding down the glass and back up to her gaze.
“Hey Kamo. How have you been?” She whispered in a delicate voice almost like she wanted something. I knew this side of her too well, so why the fuck are you here?
I looked up at the clock on the wall to keep my sight from her as much as I could, as my hand still sat on the lock wondering if I should open it or not. “If you're here for preview day, it doesn't start for another forty….” But before I could finish she cut me off…
“...I'm not, here for preview day. I was here to see you.”
“What for Val?” I asked, my voice more stern as my eyes darkened. “What do you need to talk about?”
She slowly stepped back from the door as she clutched one hand in the other, biting her lip as if something was really the matter with her thinking process.
“I.. I just .. wanted to see you. We didn't end on good terms and I've been thinking about you a lot.” I could hear her breath catch in her throat as she spoke. And she was right, we didn't end on good terms. It was more like an emotional Rollercoaster with no healing granted. That's one thing I regretted the most about the relationship. But what made it worse was that it wasn't one of those short lived relationships. We were together for a while, plus the fact that we didn't end it in peace. I wasn't the type of person to end things on bad terms with anyone. It was just too much drama for me. A beautiful woman who didn't know how to act right.
I took a deep breath, thinking about my options because at this point I felt naive that it would just be a short conversation. Maybe something would finally be resolved.
“Fine… you have fifteen minutes to say what you need to say. Then you have to leave.” I replied turning the lock til I heard a click. I could see a wide spiral grin hit her lips from each end as she continued to suck on her bottom lip. Which I noticed was the same habit as Riceey, but Riceey was more adorable.
“Thank you Kamo..” she whispered as she walked past me as I pulled the door open, letting her in. Her Ralph Lauren Blue perfume, hitting my nose as she walked by, and me closing the door, locking it behind her.
She knew that was my favorite perfume on her for the simple fact I had picked it out myself. I turned around to see her walking towards my station, slowly resting her ass on my seat, as she sat her phone next to her making herself comfortable.
I slowly walked and stood a little distance from her, crossing my arms and leaned up against the large tattoo stand that was mounted on the wall behind me.
“I just wanted to talk to you..”
“Well.. you have the floor. So speak.” I answered, gesturing my hand out for her to begin then slipped it back under my arm.
I could see her getting nervous like she got caught up in her emotions and now didn't know what to say.
She swopped her hair behind her small ears and looked up making eye contact with me. Her hazel eyes captured mine as her breath began to quicken. “I'm sorry how things ended with us. I… I really didn't want things to end like that with us.. Cho….I..”
“Don't call me that..” I replied, interrupting her.
“Why not? I used to call you that all the time. What's different about me saying it now?”
“You said it right the first time. ‘USED’ to. We aren't together anymore.”
She slightly sneered her nose up from my remark but she knew I was right. That ship sailed long ago.
Her body language started to loosen up a bit as she sat on my chair. She was getting more and more comfortable as if she had more to say and get off her chest.
“Look Val.. I hate how things ended too. I agree, but all I can say is I'm sorry for what happened. I really am and I hope this little meeting or whatever you want to call it can give you closure, but I have to open up my shop soon.” I leaned off the table, tying my hair up with a tie that was around my wrist as I began to walk past her to let her out.
“Is it because.. of the girl you're with now?” With those words I instantly stopped next to my seat, my eyes piercing down into her gaze.
My tone started to become more serious as my breath became heated. “What about her?”
“Nothing Choso.” She quickly stood up from off the seat and walked over to me. Her finger tips caressing the back of my shoulder from one end to the next until she stood in front of me. Looking up into my gaze.
“What about her?” I asked again. My voice becoming angrier than before. At this point I was trying to keep my cool because for one how did she know about KyiGo? Pictures haven't been posted of us anywhere. Maybe someone she knew saw us out together? That was the only other option I could think of.
“Like I said, nothing Cho.” She replied as her index finger slowly began to run down my chest, capturing the curve of my muscles that were outlined under my shirt.
With a reflex my hand snapped up and grabbed her wrist. “Stop.”
“Look, you came to say what you had to say. I think it's time for you to leave.”
I could feel the heat from her breath as she reached her face closer to skin. She quickly brushed her lips across mine before I had a chance to react. I turned my head, squeezing her hand harder at this point not even caring if I hurt her or not.
“You..Need To Leave. NOW!” I said to her sternly as I looked down into her eyes, my body trembling with anger trying to control my emotions as much as I could at this point. The feeling of not just rage from me, but pure lust I could feel coming from her.
Using my body I began to push her to the door as I still had her wrist in my hand.
“Come on Choso.. let me go! I came here to tell you…I Still Love You!”
“BULLSHIT!” I replied, throwing her wrist down to her side. “You only love yourself. You came over here knowing damn well I had a girl. So what was all this about wanting to talk? Getting shit off YOUR CHEST?” I began to suck my teeth in at the fact I was losing control of my anger so quickly and the fact, I was feeling emotions that I used to feel when I argued with Val.
She slowly started to walk back towards me. Her hands cupped my face. “Choso…please listen.”
I grabbed both of her wrists with both hands trying to remove her hands from around my face but she wouldn't budge and I knew I couldn't use my force without really hurting her. This is what she did to get my attention, but this time I could feel her digging her nails into my scalp.
Her face began to move closer to mine. I couldn't feel her breath twitching as my nails dug into the skin of her wrist.
“Val.. let me go…” I said in a low tone, looking deep into her eyes. Her eyes.. the eyes that used to make me angry with pure hatred and joy. “Let.. me go.” I whispered avoiding her gaze as much as I possibly could.
“I cant..” Her eyes began to tear up, trailing a line on black mascara down her cheeks as she began to cry. “I still love you.”
“YES” ..Yes I do..Kamo…“I still think about you everyday. Everyday is torture. I know I fucked up but..” She replied. My breath hitched as her lips quickly captured mine.
“St..Stop Val..” I replied breathing into her mouth, trying to move my face to the side but I felt as if my body couldn't move anymore. I felt weak. I was weak.
I could feel her tongue flood my mouth, catching the back of my teeth as my grip on her wrist became fierce. Her grip around my face now trailed to the back of my head catching the tangle in my ponytail.
“I.. I cant stop.” She responded breathing in my mouth. My lips hungrily moving with hers as I closed my eyes, feeling all the emotions pour into me that I used to feel when I was with her. Her taste, her hunger for me.
I could feel the kiss start to deepen as her tongue hit the back of my throat, my hands started to travel from her wrist to her shoulders, all the way to the small of her back. But It was the moan she sounded off that broke me out of my trance.
I broke the kiss, removing my hands from her back as I lifted them up to the side of my head, as I took a step back.
I quickly walked past her, unlocking the door and swung it open avoiding all eye contact with her.
“Fine then , I'll go” I could sense the smug look she had across her face as she tried to reach for my face one last time before walking out.
“Tch..” I turned my head to the side avoiding my eyes from meeting hers as she finally walked out the door.
As her steps sounded off I swung the door shut but it was caught by an arm that reached in to catch it.
“Was that Val?” He questioned as he walked in, locking the door behind him.