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love me like a brother. dustin and steve play loch lomond, 1996.
I quite like the implication that instead of waving him off and saying “yeah yeah yeah shut up I don’t know what that means”, Ryland would’ve sat down and let Rocky describe the words, find the human equivalent, and then type them into the computer to allow this verbal beating
Me in real life: Well I'm poly so the things that make me feel most secure and loved in a relationship are things like open communication and minimal jealousy.
Me in fiction: THEY SHOULD BE INSANE ABOUT ONE PERSON AND ONE PERSON ONLY. AND THEY SHOULD CHEAT ON THEIR SPOUSE ABOUT IT.
divorce selfie
book Rocky is so hilarious because he is 100% done with grace’s shit all the time and yet he loves him so much
Like Rocky going “we’re always going to use earth units. Because your STUPID little brain can’t convert quick enough. So I taught myself the conversions in one minute just out of convenience. Because I love talking to you. Stupid.”
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This scene from Bound except its Rocky taking apart Grace's pipes after Grace dropped his glasses down them. And crucially Rocky is still an Eridian, the wall between their apartments is not soundproof, and Rocky was watching the whole time while Grace awkwardly shoved them down the drain.
something i really liked about project hail mary is that Rocky and Grace are both equally out of their depth and about as competent as the other. theyre both the smart one. theyre both total dumbasses. neither knows whats going on. they both think the other is an idiot baby. they both admire the other's intelligence so much.
Rock Divorce in the context of adrian being part of specifically the temperature regulation team in the biodome is genuinely making me lose it. rocky saying something truly egregious in Eridian Divorce Court and adrian daydreaming about “”accidentally”” switching off the industrial air conditioning and cooking that stupid fucking alien alive
PROJECT HAIL MARY (2026) Dir. Phil Lord & Chris Miller
I can't do both. I can go home. Or I can save Rocky.
Listen, I love Stratt and Grace's relationship as much as anyone, it is fascinating and complicated and painful, but one thing I wish the fandom would reckon with more is that sending Grace to space against his wishes was not a last minute emergency decision that Stratt made because she had no other choices. His place as a reserve option was something she had planned for years, without telling him, and despite the fact that he told her explicitly there was no reason for him to take the coma gene test because he had no intention of volunteering for the mission. She covertly groomed him for the role - again, for years - knowing him well enough to guess that the chances of him ever agreeing to it were slim to none.
She had him testing lab equipment as a pretext for training him to work in zero g. She ordered research into inducing amnesia. She made certain Grace was at every meeting pertaining to the construction and operation of the ship - but he sure as hell wasn't advising her on French interrogation drugs. Every step of this was premeditated to an absurd degree. She didn't necessarily want to send him, but she's been prepared to do it since... my guess? Since the moment she decided to limit their pool of candidates by choosing only those with coma resistance genes. This betrayal has been hanging over them for the better part of their relationship.
And if she had wanted to, she could have made other choices! She didn't have to choose Grace as her secret tertiary option, she could have spent those years training Andrea Cáceres from Paraguay instead.
As always, I'm not necessarily saying her choice was the wrong one. I'm just saying that she didn't make it with only nine days until launch under immense pressure. It was a contingency plan that she formulated and committed to well in advance of any tragic unexpected deaths. It was a choice she made repeatedly, every day, for years.
I do think a lot of the things mentioned here might be taken somewhat literally from her betrayal speech.
Grace was the number two. You don't get there by being the third option for the astronaut science guy. You get there by being a great communicator and a great worker. You get there by being someone who isn't afraid to meet world leaders at their level and call them out on their bullshit.
All that to say - I want to emphasize your point that he wasn't just some guy that sometimes got included in the astronaut lessons (despite what he wants us to think). Stratt truly had him around for his skill, and truly meant it as a contingency plan, even if it was, in fact a contingency plan.
I agree with these statements:
Stratt definitely had this in the back of her mind as soon as she found out he was coma resistant. She forced him to test, and when she found out the results, she went "great! a worst-case-scenario backup!"
She made sure he had more training than an "admin only" number two - for this exact reason.
She had the French amnesia drugs in her back pocket. I think she would have seen this as a last resort/insurance kind of thing, maybe didn't seek them out specifically for Grace, but was already using them for other parts of the mission (she doesn't care about morality, after all, and Grace is sensitive about those things). Or maybe it was part of the plan.
I want to pick these ideas apart more:
That she kept him out of the loop: Grace is an unreliable af narrator. He didn't even know he was the number two until everyone pointed it out at the bar one night. I think it's much more likely that Stratt knew/assumed he knew that he was coma resistant, assumed he understood that that meant he was automatically the "worst case scenario backup." He was at her side for years. He's a smart, strategic advisor. SURELY he recognized the strategic advantage of having the top science officer of the whole project physically able to step in last minute, right? SURELY she was being helpful by not bringing it up too overtly (but she did allude to it - he probably just never caught on) because he's sensitive about the idea (and she is too)! If anything, I think she didn't think he'd be so willingly blind. She probably thought that she'd have to force his hand because even a couple years or whatever is still not enough to come to terms with the possibility of having to go on a suicide mission, not that she'd have to force his hand because he was completely blindsided by the possibility with a couple hours to spare.
That a third option would have solved the issue: First of all, I have similar qualifications to Andrea Cáceres, and I was.... SO GLAD they didn't have her as an option when that came up. Could I do it...? mayyyybe? But like. Grace is so much more qualified, even if they got the same training. Maybe I'm projecting here, but yeah the stakes are very high. Secondly, I know this is a hypothetical and not a real argument, but would Cáceres (or a fourth backup too?) not have also been there at the explosion? Maybe Shapiro and Dubois were there on a date? Who knows.
I do think it was dumb to only have one set of backups though, in general. As Grace says at one point, they have a pool of a million. Even if most don't test or don't volunteer, you still have way more than 6 options. This was a major oversight.
Anyway yeah. We should be talking about this more.
I do want to be careful not to take Stratt's betrayal speech too literally, because it's obvious she says some contradictory things both when she first asks Grace to be part of the mission and when she tells him he doesn't have a choice. But I'm not judging any of this based on the things she says, I'm judging it based on the things she does.
Here's the conversation she and Grace have about the gene testing:
Stratt rolled up her sleeve. “Test my blood for the genes. I’m curious.” (...) When the blood draw was complete, she rolled down her sleeve. “Grace. You’re up next.”
“Why?” I asked. “I’m not volunteering.”
“To set an example,” she said. “I want everyone on this project, even tangentially related, to get tested. Astronauts are a rare breed, and only one in seven thousand of them will be coma-resistant. We might not have enough qualified candidates. We need to be ready to expand the pool.”
“It’s a suicide mission,” I said. “It’s not like we’ll have a line of people saying, ‘Oh, me! Please! Please me! Pick me!’ ”
“Actually, we do have that,” Stratt said.
She straight up lies to his face and says she's only asking him to get tested to set an example, not because there's any circumstance under which she expects him to go on the mission. Was it naive of Grace to not consider that he might be included in "expanding the pool"? Well, yeah, but he was operating under the assumption that they would be sending volunteers. He suggests finding volunteers might be hard, and Stratt assures him they already have many. At no point does she suggest they might have to coerce people into participating, she does exactly the opposite. And he's just made it very clear he has no intention of volunteering. It seems impossible to me that Stratt could have this conversation with him, not tell him about his gene test results, and then think "cool so he obviously knows he's my emergency backup plan".
I'd be curious to know where in the book you think she's alluding to him being the backup and he's not catching on, though. Perhaps I've missed something in that regard, because nothing comes to my mind.
In terms of what I'm saying about a third option, I think maybe I wasn't totally clear. I'm not saying that Stratt SHOULD have chosen Cáceres, I'm saying that she COULD have chosen Cáceres. It's not about whether it would have solved the problem, it's about the options and resources she had available when she made the decision. I'm trying to emphasise that Stratt didn't make the decision to send Grace whether he liked it or not when she was three days out from launch and the mission was on the brink of falling apart. She made that decision years ago, when she decided not to train Cáceres as a tertiary backup.
Btw I also have a sort of similar skill set to Cáceres so I imagine myself in her shoes too, lol, and I imagine I would be VERY out of my depth. It would be impossible with just three days, and if Yào and Ilyukhina died there's no way I could do everything Grace does to salvage the mission. But if I had years to train and if everything else went right then... maybe? That maybe is a LOT to gamble the fate of the world on, of course. But Stratt didn't have to either rule Cáceres out immediately or commit to her. It's not like she had any budgetary constraints. She could have trained her and decided later whether or not she'd learned enough to take over in the case of a disaster. And IN MY HEART this is actually what happened. Listen, it's completely insane to me that Stratt of all people only had one official alternate for each role. If I were planning this, I would have at least four candidates for each role - and I would have them training at at least two separate facilities. DuBois and Shapiro train at the main facility, Cáceres and Alternate Number Four train at a totally different place, ideally on another continent. Stratt has a rule against crew members travelling in the same vehicle as their alternate but really she should have had a rule against them ever being in the same city. And because Stratt strikes me as someone who has contingencies ten layers deep, my personal headcanon is that actually, Cáceres was trained, along with alternates for all the other roles, but this was kept highly confidential as a safeguard against malicious interference for example by terrorists. When the explosion happened, Stratt looked at Cáceres' progress, decided she was just not prepared for the mission, and moved on to contingency plan 3a: Ryland Grace. She never told the rest of the team that anyone else had been trained because she had already ruled those people out as viable options and she was leaning hard into the narrative that Grace was their only choice. (Obviously this part is just me making shit up to patch over plot holes and not serious analysis lol).
A little snippet from ch 2 of "i'd take care of you, if you'd ask me to" by belbelbel
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Grace every five seconds: omg Rocky is so cool and talented, I bet he's the best engineer on Erid, I bet he can fix anything, I wonder if he wants to look at my organs
Listen, I love Stratt and Grace's relationship as much as anyone, it is fascinating and complicated and painful, but one thing I wish the fandom would reckon with more is that sending Grace to space against his wishes was not a last minute emergency decision that Stratt made because she had no other choices. His place as a reserve option was something she had planned for years, without telling him, and despite the fact that he told her explicitly there was no reason for him to take the coma gene test because he had no intention of volunteering for the mission. She covertly groomed him for the role - again, for years - knowing him well enough to guess that the chances of him ever agreeing to it were slim to none.
She had him testing lab equipment as a pretext for training him to work in zero g. She ordered research into inducing amnesia. She made certain Grace was at every meeting pertaining to the construction and operation of the ship - but he sure as hell wasn't advising her on French interrogation drugs. Every step of this was premeditated to an absurd degree. She didn't necessarily want to send him, but she's been prepared to do it since... my guess? Since the moment she decided to limit their pool of candidates by choosing only those with coma resistance genes. This betrayal has been hanging over them for the better part of their relationship.
And if she had wanted to, she could have made other choices! She didn't have to choose Grace as her secret tertiary option, she could have spent those years training Andrea Cáceres from Paraguay instead.
As always, I'm not necessarily saying her choice was the wrong one. I'm just saying that she didn't make it with only nine days until launch under immense pressure. It was a contingency plan that she formulated and committed to well in advance of any tragic unexpected deaths. It was a choice she made repeatedly, every day, for years.
part 12 :(((
grace is not handling this well at all…
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"Second Engineer Log, Rocky, reporting. Soulsong-Grace-Softshell comes more often with questions about the Star-Eater-Small. I tell Soulsong-Grace-Softshell things, I learn things in return. I hope I'm telling him enough to help somebody, anybody, before I fall to the illness of my crew mates."
I got really inspired to try and make a Project Hail Mary music video!
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