r0tten_everest

Masculine term pref!! 🏳️‍⚧️♂️ .✦ He/it pronouns! Artist and writer ⋆⟢

[r0tteneverest]

Backrooms scar sketch because I have posted in quite a bit and it’s a pretty good doodle :> I watched Scar’s vod, and it was really funny how confused he was from being possessed or whatever it was…

Oooooooh traditional art aaaaaah so scary oh nooooo /sar

I haven’t watched the backrooms movie yet, is it any good? ^_^

[waffalotl]

the worst day on hermitcraft ever

The poor guy at his wits end

[kairithemang0-fm]

Reblog if you're transmasc, support trans men, or want a chocolate chip cookie

[powcreations]

Introducing: Pantheon SMP ⛈️

Coming to Youtube: LATE JULY!

[r0tteneverest]

I’m definitely looking forward to a new YouTube based Pow SMP! This is gonna give us all some crazy fanart ideas.. /pos

[devynesence]

with the avid and marmalade situation going on, i want to make a personal psa to NOT call abuse 'drama' or 'tea'. this is not drama, this is not “tea”. there are very real abuse and manipulation victims coming out and calling out those two content creators. explaining their actions and how disgustingly horrid they were. saying how both avid and marmalade are extremely dangerous individuals. this is NOT drama. especially with the extent those two went to.

do not undermine the affect of such actions by calling it 'drama' or 'spilling tea'/'tea'. we do not need a theme of 'god we can't go one day without mcyt drama can we'; this is NOT drama. i've seen far too many posts joking about mcyt “drama” surrounding this—treat it seriously for fucks sake

i know humour can be a way to cope, but c'mon. there is a time and a place for that—and a situation about calling out abuse is not the time for jokes.

[cerealisafunbath]

do not let the whole avid and marm situation wreck havoc on the queer mcyt community. Them being manipulative has nothing to do with their queerness, and their queerness did not impact their behavior or the results from this behavior.

Their behavior is not a reflection of queer creators or queer people in general.

support queer streamers and support victims.

[r0tteneverest]

All of my fanart and posts regarding the streamers Avidmc and Marma1ade have been taken down. I’m no longer in support of either of them, and I’ll be moving on with my art journey as someone who used to draw fanart of them.

I send my regards to the people who were directly affected by the two of them, as well as people who used to be in their fandoms. In my opinion, the best thing that we can do is keep moving forward. To anyone who may also feel guilty for supporting them before everything came out, it’s not our fault as we had no context to know what was happening.

what we can do is support the people who they hurt, and acknowledge what they did to their “friends” was incredibly wrong.

please do not interact with my blog if you are on the ex-content creators sides; sometimes staying ignorant can be just as bad as the manipulators themselves.

[musithical]

this part is one that i'm really going to hate. in the wake of all that happened yesterday, i need to talk about finances. i know this is long, but i urge you to read through, because i could really use some tangible, real help right now.

as many of you know, the work we did for Avid was substantial. the music we made with him has been our lifeblood for the past several months as we have been reeling from the onset of a severe, life changing disability diagnosis that prevents us from working a typical job. music, video editing, streaming, and making our own videos are about all we can do. our disabling dissociative amnesia prevents the timely and reasonable learning of new skills. while we have been working constantly with a dissociative specialist to inch towards remedying this, we do not expect that we will be equipped to work in any other capacity any time soon.

the royalties we received from the music we made together with Avid were roughly 80-90% of our income on any given month for the calendar year so far, and they have helped us stay afloat while we have been trying to go through the rigorous and ill-equipped disability system.

putting all your eggs in one basket is never a good idea regardless, and the fears i had building for the past couple of months only further emphasized this. as such, i have been trying to diversify by engaging with streaming, trying to get my name out there for collaborative work in other SMPs, and reaching out to my creator friends for editing work. i really can't thank two people in particular enough - LeonSBU and NatureOfGaming - for providing me work as they have been able to afford and especially in Leon's case, getting my name out there for other SMPs.

unfortunately, the true extent of Avid's manipulations and lies were more than i could ever have imagined. the fact that my entire understanding of his intentions has been flipped in a matter of no more than 3 days feels like being hit by a truck. for full transparency, i am no longer in contact with Avid, but i did inform them that i was leaving the fate of our music in their hands. in the final messages he sent to me before i cut contact, he told me that he "would never cut [me] off financially". he told me he would never do a lot of things, so forgive me if i have trouble trusting this. regardless, the dropoff in listenership after what has been revealed will be substantial and immediate.

in the best case-scenario, i have a month or two left before royalties catch up to this dropoff, and will see consistent income for that time still. in the worst, i will no longer be able to afford my rent by the end of the month if he does remove the music and disable my royalty splits.

what i need is two things: i need immediate funds to fall back on in case things go poorly, and i need longevity. i have been so lucky to be surrounded by so many truly astounding and generous creators who have been willing to put my name out there for work. i am hoping this comes to fruition. i am already hearing from some about potential editing opportunities which is amazing. but things are still up in the air, and i need to be quick and smart. this is why i am doing something that my fans know i hate. i'm asking for help.

as i see it, there are three pillars to this. all the highlighted text below links directly:

immediate aid - if you have the funds to spare, buying our music on Bandcamp and donating to our Ko-Fi are methods of which we see the funds in a matter of days, if not instantly. this will help us build an emergency fund if worse comes to worse.

supporting our work - by spreading the word about our streaming on Twitch and listening to our music on streaming services such as Spotify, Apple Music, and YouTube (and any other platform our music is on), you provide a significant source of consistent income that we can rely on month-to-month.

word of mouth - talking about what we do and why you enjoy it is a surprisingly big help, because it helps us find connections for potential growth opportunities and commission work. additionally, letting people know we have a Discord and are the ones responsible for Avid's music in the first place not only helps us, but it helps the people who loved Avid's music know there is more out there from the person who made his songs possible.

i'm gonna level with you all. i fucking hate writing this. i feel like a beggar. i feel humiliated. these past three days of piecing things together have been some of the worst of my life, and having to once again ask for help is the cherry on top. since i learned about the truth three days ago, this has been constantly looming over me. everything else has been made crystal clear to me, so i at least know without a shadow of a doubt what happened. but with this? i'm terrified. Avid knew my situation, my disability, my reliance on our work together. he has left me in a truly impossible situation. i am taking it as an opportunity to double down on the work i was already doing and try to turn it into a positive. i hope that you all are gracious enough to help me make that a reality. it would really mean the world right now.

for some positivity in all of this, here's a sneak peak of my next song. i'm so ready to move forwards and i'm trying to let this empower me to make some awesome fucking art. thank you to everyone who read to the end. hope to see you all soon <3

[arikakari]

its pride month, tumblr. you know what that means

[r0tteneverest]

everyone get queerer right now.

[r0tteneverest]

I’m a few days late… but happy pride month!!!!

Here, have a bit of a rushed doodle :,> and ignore how flat it is because I can’t be bothered to shade this lmao

I don’t really post art of my sona very often, but it’s my account and I can post whatever art I want to :D

[r0tteneverest]

I wish all of my fellow queers a wonderful pride, even if you’re closeted or still figuring things out!! <3

[serenlitost]

☆ “You know that already, don’t you?”

Finally done! I’m proud of how it came out, I hope you like it :D

As always, go read the original “Midnight strangers” on AO3 by @seriouslycalamitous

https://archiveofourown.org/works/65744443/chapters/169312171

Will I do more of these in the future? Hopefully yes, I have a storyboard in my notes for another scarian fic and the notes for my dnd campaign comic, so look forward to that (it’ll probably take a while tho, cuz uni)

[tabletimed]

so nice i did it twice,

i really like the tf!graecie's spell

[r0tteneverest]

a lil design update for my persona :]

[r0tteneverest]

I just finished reading Hell Followed With Us oh my goddddddd

I love queer horror wahhh

[r0tteneverest]

finally got myself to draw digitally again after a few months! This is just a basic sona reference sheet cause I felt like it :]