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HOLD ME DOWN β . β β β ββΉ β β RAFE CAMERON content. bestfriend!rafe helping reader while she's drunk. fluff-ish ? just a cutesy silly moment, no other warnings. a/n. can you tell i'm a sucker for friends to lovers?
βfuck, baby, you canβt just take your shirt off like that,β rafe mutters under his breath. his voice is low and strained as he quietly shuts your bedroom door behind him.
he keeps glancing toward the hallway every few seconds, probably terrified your parents are going to wake up and find their daughter stumbling around half naked with him standing in the middle of her room looking guilty as sin.
SHANE & ILYA + parallels
can you do a p link thats full of rough sex like hardcore
rafe cameron p!links . MDNI
rafe and topper get a little excited
when rafe returns from morocco in the uber
after y/n was a brat
fuck her till she squirts
new position
βrafe, youβre not even that bigβ
sometimes anal is better
rafe needed to release some stress after a deal
baby got too cock drunk
rafe wants her to feel every inch
rafeβs cock is just too good to pass
rafe got too desperate
answered this!
BRATTYPRINCESS!READER
SILENT TREATMENT : scenarios where brattyprincess!reader ignores rafe
warnings : cursing, some fluff, reader yells at one point
βΛ ΰ£ͺβ where rafe wouldn't buy you the new chanel bag :
you sat at the island in the kitchen, looking at your new nails, tuning out whatever rafe was saying. your fingers ran over the sparkly pink gems that rested on your nails. rafe came from around the corner, sighing frustratedly at you, "princess. will you please speak to me?" you continued to ignore him, turning your body so you couldn't face him. "no full conversations until my chanel bag is in my possession," you murmured. he groaned, running his hand over his face before saying, "i told you not today, doll.β you rolled your eyes, huffing as you stomped your way into the living room. when you sat on the couch, rafe moved to crouch in front of you, resting his hands on your thighs. "look.... i'll get you the bag, but you have to talk to me." you moved your eyes to look into his, a small pout forming on your lips. "why can't i have it now?" his thumbs ran over your thighs gently, "because i'm buying something for you that cost way more than that stupid bag." finally giving up your act, you sighed. "fine then. but don't forget." so the next morning when you woke up without rafe next you, you looked around the room, confusion written on your face. but not until you saw the little sticky note on his pillow that read, "your bag is coming today, be ready. - rafe"
βΛ ΰ£ͺβ where rafe forgot your anniversary :
june 17th. the date rafe asked you to be his. it was a memorable day to say the least; hanging out at the beach, a romantic dinner and popping the question of βcan i be your boyfriend?β it was the day that everything for you and rafe changed. it had been three years since then. now on every anniversary, rafe would make you breakfast in bed, giving you a massage, a fancy dinner, and some rough sex in the end. but today? none of that happened, not yet at least. it was 3 pm by time rafe had came back from the gym. you were sitting at the kitchen island, drinking a glass of lemonade, scrolling through your social media. βbaby? iβm back,β rafe called from the front door as he sat his belongings down. you didnβt answer though, ignoring him just like he ignored your anniversary. walking over, rafeβs eyes landed on you, narrowing slightly. βbaby? whatβs wrong, hm?β, he asked, coming from behind to kiss your neck. βmove,β you mumbled as you pushed him off. rafe frowned. he wasnβt use to you ignoring his kisses and pushing him off like that. βtalk to me, baby,β he urged, sitting next to you. you ignored him though, getting up to walk to the living room, sitting on the couch. rafe huffed, his mind racing of many thoughts; what did i do? did i leave the toilet seat open? did i not put away my boxers? after many questions ran through his mind, he checked the date on his phone. june 17th. fuck, fuck. βbaby!β, he called as he walked into the living room to sit next to you. βiβm so fucking sorry, i didnβt realize what day it was,β he urged as he tugged at your frilly skirt. you glared at him before speaking, a slight whine in your tone, βyou didnβt make breakfast in bed, no cute gifts, no massage, you barely even kissed me today!β rafe ran a had over his face before sighing, pulling you onto his lap. βbaby, iβm sorry. i thought it was tomorrow, i even had our regular plans scheduled for tomorrow,β he murmured as he kissed your neck. his hands ran over your thighs, rubbing softly. βlet me make it up to you, yeah?β you looked at him, caving finally. βthat was mean,β you mumbled as he pressed his forehead to yours. βi know, baby. wonβt happen again.β
βΛ ΰ£ͺβ where rafe didnβt kiss you goodbye :
anytime rafe had to leave for something, heβd always kiss you goodbye, whether heβd be gone for a few hours or a few minutes. today shouldnβt have been any different. it was seven in the morning when rafe woke up for an early meeting with a few business partners over an expensive piece of furniture. he quickly showered, dressed in the suit that you had ironed the night before, and slipped into his dress shoes. you were half awake, watching quietly as he moved around. βlove you,β you mumbled sleepily as he grabbed his watch. he chuckled softly, turning his head, βlove you too.β after that he left in a hurryβ¦ no kiss on the forehead, or cheek, or your lips. not even a kiss blown your direction! how mean! throughout the day, you had an attitude at everything in your way; at the nail salon, your lash appointment, even when you picked up lunch. when you arrived home, rafe was already back, changed into sweatpants and a shirt that was definitely too small for him. you had practically slammed the front door shut, the pictures on the wall rattling gently on the wall. βhey!β, rafe said sternly. βthe hell is wrong with you?β, he said as he stood, walking over to you. you ignored him, stepping out of your kitten heels, heading to the bedroom to put your purse away. βy/n, iβm talking to you! we ainβt doinβ this silent treatment shit again,β he said as he followed after you. βyou didnβt kiss me!β, you shouted back as you turned to face him, βyou left this morning and didnβt kiss me goodbye like always!β rafe browβs furrowed before his face softened. βoh, baby. is that why youβre so worked up? because i forgot to kiss you?β, he asked as he took your hands in his. βyes,β you frowned. rafe smiled as he leaned in to kiss your lips. he kissed everywhere he could reach; your cheeks, neck, forehead, nose, anywhere. βlove you,β he mumbled.
hi loves! itβs been a while since iβve posted! hereβs a draft i just finished up! love yaa
RAFE CAMERON COME BACK TO MEE π©π©
when no oneβs listening - rafe cameron
aαΈn Λ iβve seen people write rafe like heβs just anger and arrogance. but i know what itβs like to split, to beg without asking. this isnβt for pity, this is for the ones who survive shit they donβt talk about. this is what his episodes look like β through the eyes of someone who lives them. itβs not romantic, itβs real. and sometimes real is ugly, but it still deserves to be seen. ik before i said i didnβt want to get personal on here, but i think rafe and i and all the others who suffer with bpd and see themselves in him deserve this in honor of mental health awareness month, remember to take care of yourselves & youβre not alone <3
cw: bpd, emotional dysregulation, rage episodes, overstimulation, emotional trauma, self-loathing, mental illness portrayal, survivor writing, non-glorified breakdowns, references to parental abuse, dissociation.
it starts small. minor. irritation, overstimulation, overwhelmed. maybe ward didnβt answer the phone when he needed, maybe sarah called him a name and it hit too personallyβ¦ he tries to brush it off, he really does. but it builds, cuts deeper, and when youβve been neglected your whole life, those small things? they start to feel like abandonment. his body reacts first β intense stares, eye rolls, twitchy fingers, shallow breathing. heβll start pacing, chest heaving, sniffling and not always from drugs, sometimes just to ground himself.
his brain spirals fast. it doesnβt tell him βiβm upset, letβs take some timeββ no, it tells him βthey hate me, iβm nothing, i have to do something now or iβll lose everything.β thoughts are static, mixed emotions of fear, shame, and the deep urge to act, just to make them feel even a bit of how deep his feelings go even if he doesnβt know whatβs heβs doing. he explodes. violently, desperately. yelling, throwing things, threatening people, punching walls, and sometimes himself. itβs always fight or flight β but thereβs no flight option. his body always choose violence because he was never taught to regulate, to regain control of himself through patience and respect.
and then he crashes. the realization of how far heβs gone β again.. how deep this is embedded into him, how he feels like heβll never be normal or enough ever again. he cries, he begs, sobs of βfuckfuckfuckβ or βmβ sorry, mβ so fuckinβ sorryβ even though thereβs no one there. he just talks to himself, trying to rationalize it, trying to make sense of what he is and how he feels. itβs all foggy and that just makes him wanna punish himself more. he pleads for forgiveness, for control, for someone to love him anyway despite his fuckups, his baggage, his damage..
and when ward shows up, gives him a nod and a pat on the back, tells him to pull it together and βbe a manβ he feels okay again, even though heβs not. itβs like a hit of dopamine, like he finally did something right, like maybe he can handle it, like just maybe he isnβt too muchβ¦.
but at the end of the day, itβs all the same, heβs set off and the cycle repeats. because no one ever came, no one ever comforted him, no one ever taught him how to stop, so he does it all again, sometimes mistakenly, sometimes self sabotaging deliberatelyβ¦ because even the pain is better than being invisibleβ¦
stay tuned π€
hi guys! i've been taking a little needed break! i'm not going to continue to write for smoke and coke! i know i didn't start it yet, but i don't have the time to write for it! i also plan on changing up my theme as well! hopefully i can get more fics out or just some short writings for you guys to enjoy! answer the poll below and i'll write for that scenario!
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firefighter!rafe leaving for work
dad!rafe while the kids are at school
blue collar!rafe coming home from work
just thinking about newlywed!rafe on ur honeymoon π£
telling you how much heβs dreamed of making you a mommyβhow much heβs imagined you carrying his child. his child. his hand pressed against your bellyβskin warm underneath his fingertips as if itβs already there, already real in his head. βyou donβt get it,β he grumbles, voice low and rough, almost pleading but thereβs also something dangerous underneath. his free hand slides down your side, mapping it out, as if he can already see you full with his baby. βthis is supposed to happenββ his lips press against your lips one last time before pulling away to stare into your eyes, looking at you like youβre the only thing that matters. βweβre gonna have a familyβyouβre my wife now, that means you canβt ever leave me, you know that?β
and if you try to laugh it off? rafeβs grip on you just tightens, jaw clenching, pupils dilating, βnah baby, donβt do that.β his hands are everywhereβpossessive and desperate, almost frantic, like heβs trying to memorize every inch of you. βyou think iβm just talking? fuck noβi mean it, baby.β his lips attack your neck again, trailing soft kisses along your skin, igniting every nerveβimprinting himself onto you. βyouβd be so perfect pregnant, weβd have the most beautiful kid ever, i can see it now,β heβd mutter against your skin, pulling you in so close because he canβt stand the slightest amount of distance.
now, he has you pressed into the mattressβface down, ass up, pounding into you from behind, in the back of honeymoon suite. his large hand covering the side of your face, thumb hooked into the side of your mouth, and his own band shining in the dim light of the room. βthatβs it, babyβtake it like my fucking wife,β rafe grits, hips snapping faster, bed creaking beneath you both. your brainβs gone static, all you can do is feel. the pleasure, the pain, the stretch. itβs too overwhelming, all consuming, but that doesnβt stop him. βyou married me, babyβyou fucking asked for this.β he spits out, panting as he you over, not even bothering to pull out. one hand now tightly gripping your throat, and his other snatching your left wrist before shoving it down between your legs.
βtouch yourself with my ring onβshow me how i own you,β rafe groans, pulling back just slightly, gripping the base of his dick as he watches you rub lazy circles over your clit. βshit, you look so fuckinβ pretty like thisβ he kisses you hard, rocking back into you and grabbing your wrist not daring to let you stop. βmy girl, my ring, my pussy.β moaning into your mouth, body pressing heavy on top of you, not giving you a second to breathe or think about anything but him. this is different than before, heβs not just fucking youβheβs claiming you, marking you. every inch, every crevice, every crack, every thought, all hisβand he loves it. he loves watching you fall apart for him, loves seeing you so dazed out you couldnβt even tell him your name, but he makes sure you know his. the only word on your tongue, along with messy whimpers, babbles, and moans. little chants of βraferaferafeβ ever so often escaped your lips. and he watches it like ritual. every expression, every breath, every trembleβhe canβt get enough. he makes sure you know this is permanent nowβring or not, this is forever. you are his forever.
meet the characters will be posted sometime this week for smoke and coke!
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new friends β© sarah cameron
ΰ¨ΛΜ£Μ£Μ£ΰ§ where pogue!reader considers a friendship with the kook princess, sarah cameron.
warnings Χ γfemale!reader, cursing, fluff, reader is kind of a mean, season 1!sarah
word count Χ γ522
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ticket repay β© rafe cameron
ΰ¨ΛΜ£Μ£Μ£ΰ§ where dumb!reader tries to get out of a ticket with officer!rafe.
warnings Χ γfemale!reader, cursing, cheating, drunk driving, smut, blowjob in public but hidden, reader is actually dumb as hell, mentions of law enforcement, reader is 22 & rafe is 34
word count Χ γ1.2k
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golden hour
warnings β none
summary β as the sun sets over the water, you and sarah share a quiet, golden moment together. wrapped in each otherβs warmth, you savor soft touches, sweet words, and a love that feels endless.
βyou know, i think this is my favorite time of dayβ she said, tilting her head to look at you. her long blonde hair shimmered in the evening light, strands falling effortlessly around her sun-kissed face. she was breathtaking, and it still amazed you that she was yours.
βyeah?β you asked, shifting closer so your nose brushed against hers. βwhyβs that?β
sarah smiled, her dimples making an appearance. βbecause everything feels softer. like the world slows down, just for a little bit and becauseβ¦β her voice trailed off as she reached up, tucking a piece of hair behind your ear. βbecause i get to spend it with you.β
your heart melted at her words, and you swore you felt the boat sway a little harder, as if the universe itself sighed at how sickeningly sweet she was.
βyouβre ridiculousβ you teased, though the warmth blooming in your chest told a different story.
sarah huffed playfully, rolling onto her side so she was fully facing you. βyou love itβ she countered, scrunching her nose in that way she always did when she was trying to be smug.
you pretended to think about it, even though you both knew the answer. then, with a soft giggle, you leaned in, pressing a kiss to the tip of her nose. βi do.β
she beamed, wrapping her arms around you and pulling you into a warm, sun-drenched hug. you felt the steady rise and fall of her chest, the way her fingers traced idle circles against your back. everything about sarah cameron was golden. her hair, her laughter, the way she loved you like you were the most precious thing sheβd ever found.
and in moments like this, bathed in the glow of the setting sun, you believed that maybe, just maybe, she was right. that the world really did slow down, just for the two of you.
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