Heâs âjust stretchingâ when he reaches over and pulls you into his lap while youâre trying to fold laundry. Heâs âjust making sure youâre warmâ when he wraps his big arms around you and tucks you against his chest. Heâs âjust checkingâ when he leans down to nuzzle the top of your head for the fifth time in ten minutes.
Youâre not even mad. How could you be?
Especially when his tail is wagging so hard behind him itâs practically creating a breeze, and his ears keep twitching happily every time you relax into him.
âYouâre clingy today,â you tease, tilting your head back to look up at him.
âAm not,â he mumbles, but the way he immediately tightens his hold around your waist says otherwise. He buries his face in your neck, breathing you in like he needs it to survive. âJust like having you close. Thatâs all.â
You giggle and reach up to scratch behind one of his ears. The second you do, a low, happy rumble vibrates in his chest and his tail starts thumping even faster against the couch.
âUh huh. Sure, big guy.â
He pretends to huff but ends up pressing a bunch of soft kisses along your shoulder instead, tail still going crazy. Youâre both smiling like idiots.
Eventually he pulls back just enough to look at you, eyes soft and warm.
ââŚCan we stay like this a little longer?â he asks, suddenly shy.
You melt instantly, cupping his face and pulling him down for a proper kiss.
âOf course, baby. As long as you want.â
Valkoâs tail does a full happy spin behind him as he tucks you closer again, perfectly content being your personal radiator.
passive suicidal thoughts are the worst.. i'm not even trying to kill myself but still wishing all the time whether something happens and i just vanish away from this world.. maybe being hit while crossing road or getting a life threatening disease.. inside, it keeps eating me alive
The door slamming behind you interrupts Caleb as he works on his model plane. You flop down on the couch next to him.
âEverything okay pips?â He looks at you in concern. âDid something happen at work?â
You simply nod before you hug him and bury yourself against his shoulder. Caleb rubs soothing circles on your back. âIs there anything you want to make you feel better?â
âYeahâ you look at him teary eyed âTake off your shirt.â
âWhat?â
âTake off your shirt.â Caleb grabs your wrist to stop you from pulling off his shirt.
âCaleb please I had such a stressful day at workâ you plead.
He sighs, he really canât say no to you and takes off his shirt. You immediately wrap yourself around him and place your face right between his pecs. The stress seemed to instantly melt away.
âAre you feeling better pips?â You mumbled a yes. Your hands were squeezing his pecs. âGlad I cloud help.â
born to infodump forced to constantly worry if the other person actually cares or if im making sense or if i said something wrong or if im embarrassing myself or if they want me to stop talking or
(Iâm so fucking pissed off rn cuz I was writing this and was almost done but then the draft just fucking disappeared. ANYWAYS I just rewatched thunderbolts* and remembered why I love Bob so much so I had to make this)
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SFW
⢠Bob absolutely loves it when you run your fingers through his hair, especially when heâs feeling sad.
Heâll be having one of his depressive low days and search for you in the tower. When he finds you scrolling through your phone on the couch, heâll lay down next to you and place his head in your lap. He doesnât even need to say anything because you already know what he wants. Youâd take your hand and gently rake your fingers through his wavy hair. Itâs a simple gesture, but itâs one that brings him comfort when he needs it most.
⢠His sleep schedule is screwed up so sometimes youâll find him awake at odd hours of the night.
Itâd be around 3am and maybe youâd just woken up from a nightmare. Youâd decide to go to the kitchen to get a snack before going back to sleep. You use your cellphoneâs flashlight to guide your way to the kitchen. When you get there, your light illuminates Bobâs silhouette sitting at the island counter. âCouldnât sleep?â heâd ask casually, as if he wasnât sitting silently in pitch-black darkness just seconds ago. Youâd munch on cookies together before convincing him to come back to bed with you to get some rest.
⢠Bob doesnât know how to comfort you when youâre feeling down, so he rambles to distract you.
It was one of those days where you werenât talking much. In fact, you werenât really doing much of anything. Bob found you in your room in bed, rolled into a burrito of blankets as you stared into the abyss. Heâd come and lay beside you, putting an arm around you before starting to talk. Heâd talk about a book he read, a new pizza place that opened down the street, or the horrible rom-com that was on tv earlier. Anything to get your mind off ofâŚ.whatever it was on. You wouldnât listen at first, but as you started to the dark cloud over your mind would fade away. When you were feeling a bit better youâd engage in conversation and heâd know that his distraction tactic was successful.
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⢠Bob takes the most pleasure in knowing that heâs making you feel good.
When he goes down on you, every couple moments he has to look up at your face to make sure youâre enjoying it. As if your sultry moans werenât enough proof. Youâd have a grip on his hair that was so tight but felt so good. His nose would bump and brush against your clit while his tongue was spelling his name in your pussy. Poor Bob has to grind down against the sheets to get some sort of friction against his painfully hard cock. When you finally gush on his face, he canât help but cream his pants. It was totally worth it though, seeing the look of pure bliss on your face.
⢠Heâs a sucker for praise. (me too Bob, me too)
âYouâre doing such a good job fâme Bobby~â Youâd coo as you ride him, grinding your hips down against his. He hated the nickname, but the way it sounded from your lipsâŚyou were the only one who could get away with calling him that. Heâd have a tight grip on your hips, tugging you down so he would be buried deep inside your cunt. You could tell from the way his hips bucked up into you at a more rapid pace that he was getting close. âDonât cum yet, Bobby. Not yet, hold on for me.â you commanded him. He would whine but comply, biting down on his bottom lip to keep himself from bursting inside you. Only when you orgasm do you slow him to cum too. âGood boy, Bobby, youâre so good for meâŚâ you pant as you collapse onto his chest, both of you catching your breath.
⢠He verbally makes it known how good youâre making him feel.
Sex with Bob is always filled with, âOh fuck, you feel so good around meâ and âfuck, fuck, fuck, âm gonna cum, âm gonna cumâ!â He canât help but be vocal when your warm, gummy walls clench around his throbbing erection. All he can think about is how bad he needs to cum inside you. Just his moans alone could get you off. Even when youâre just giving him head, his groans and whines, the way he bites his lip and grips the sheetsâŚ.itâs got you dripping wet without even having to be touched. âCan Iâ Can I cum on your face?â âIn your mouth? B-Butâ ahhâ ngh, fuck~!â âYou swallowed itâŚ? Thatâs s-so hot..â
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not proofread or anything cuz I donât feel like it so mb for any mistakes lol.
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summary: snippets of yours and aizawaâs relationship over time. quiet yearning, love, and a little bit of toxicity.
warnings: major age gap (aizawa is like 35 & reader is around 20). teacher/student relationship. nsfw (v small smut at the end).
a/n: this has been in my drafts for almost 3 years now. paragraph here & there within those years so if the writing is off itâs bc iâm rusty as hell iâm sorry yâall this is just word vomit.
if anybody were to ask shota aizawa if heâs ever been loved â he would say no, mainly because the concept of love has always been foreign to him â he had never thought of himself as someone youâd choose to fall in love with.Â
his class? theyâd have a different answer. Â
because thereâs you â you who has been silently screaming your love to him for years. Â
itâs in the way youâd bring a cup of coffee for him on your early morning training sessions â you had engraved the sight of him brewing a cup the last time he visited your dorm and subconsciously memorized his order. Â
your classmates would call you insane when they spot you in the kitchen â with sugar, coffee beans, and measuring utensils splayed all out on the counter. you hovering over the measurements as if an unneeded speck of sugar falling into his cup would lead to your demise. Â
to you, it would. Â
aizawa, oblivious to it all, accepts your coffee graciously every time. a small smile gracing his lips as his palm clasps around the mug. a soft thank you is muttered â voice still laced heavily with sleep but sincere.Â
and itâs his sincerity, his appreciation for you going out of your way to make him this every morning â that gets you through your training every time. Â
mornings to you, with him â always feels like possibility and hope, the day still untinged â so many things can happen. Â
and as you take your first sip of coffee, your heart goes warm â but thereâs a bitterness on your tongue â a reminder, as you lose yourself in this pitiful fantasy every morning, that this small gesture â is one he doesnât understand and probably will never.Â
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itâs in the way you go above and beyond â doing things youâve never done before just for him. you heard through the grapevine that aizawa shota likes cookies. Â
you have never baked in your life.Â
sato, is as kind as ever to indulge you when you bring up the subject of baking cookies just for fun â he ends up giving you his most prized recipe and wishes you luck. Â
and you have to wonder to yourself, how hard can it be? Â
it takes you two hours to bake an edible batch.Â
itâs 11pm and youâre in the dormâs kitchen â counter littered with parchment paper, sugar, butter, eggs â and god, thereâs flour everywhere. Â
everythingâs a mess. Â
youâve made almost six batches so far â some either too burnt or not baked enough. shoto, who has been sitting in the living room the entire time, has smelt the distasteful scent of burnt chocolate too many times tonight.Â
âare you sure youâre following the recipe correctly?â he chirps from afar one time, and the frustrated glare you give him shuts him up for the night. Â
the seventh batch in the oven right now holds all your hopes and dreams â if it ends up being inedible, youâre quite sure youâd break down. Â
surprisingly (to you and shoto), it is a success.Â
itâs thick and chewy â a golden brown color adorning the edges whilst the center remains soft. and shoto, in all his childlike stupor, gobbles down a few immediately.Â
âgood job. i didnât think you could do it.â he says earnestly whilst chewing. Â
you roll your eyes at him as you clean the kitchen, packing away the ingredients used and ridding the counters of flour stains â youâre exhausted but absolutely thrilled at your mediocre baking skills.Â
now, all thatâs left to do is deliver it to him. Â
after making sure the mess you made is thoroughly cleaned up, you grab a small brown paper bag and gently place the cookies inside â praying to god that none breaks or gets smushed. Â
you opt to write a small note for him â nothing borderline creepy but something sincere â but the only thing thatâs in your mind right now is how youâd wish to be the one sweetening his thoughts rather than these cookies. how you wish you were the one to make him feel so light and warm with each taste, rather than these cookies.Â
you wish you never made them â theyâre just a harsh reminder that shota aizawa is an unattainable person for you. Â
and gosh, youâre breaking down over fucking cookies now â you thank god shoto returned to his room when you were cleaning. Â
thanks for being a great teacher! xo Â
short, simple & sweet.Â
(itâs not even close to what you really wanted to say).Â
you know heâs awake right now, most likely correcting papers but, youâd rather remain anonymous â not wanting to get caught trespassing in the teachersâ dorm building at this ungodly hour. Â
plus, you donât think you can handle explaining yourself to him right now. Â
cookies? out of the blue? to your teacher? Â
weird. Â
you know itâs fruitless doing all of this but â shota aizawa is your idealized daydream, and you are empty without this. Â
so alas, you leave them by his door â knocking gently then full-on sprinting out of the building. Â
unbeknownst to the fact that as soon as aizawa opens his door, heâs met with a handwriting he knows all too well.Â
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itâs in the way you stay back after class on days when aizawa looks like he might pass out if he lifts his pen the wrong way.Â
the way a quiet adoration seeps through you as you help him tidy up his desk â placing pens and pencils back into his stationery holder, stacking his papers neatly in a corner, and throwing away crumpled-up paper into a dustbin nearby. Â
and aizawa indulges you â doesnât have the energy to shoo you off as heâs too engrossed in the file he has been rereading for over ten minutes. Â
âwanna hear a joke about paper?â Â
his head rises â eyes locked on you as his eyebrows raise quizzically. Â
he motions for you to continue.Â
ânevermind, itâs tearable.â Â
and aizawa huffs, his distaste for the joke showing evidently â until he sees a small grin forming on your lips, and suddenly heâs mirroring your expression â a soft smile gifted to you. Â
he feels lighter now â after that lame joke cut through whatever tiredness he was feeling. Â
and you can tell by the way he straightens his posture just a bit â then flips the paper to the other side, eyes skimming through it quickly and snatching another paper from the stack you cleared up. Â
youâre relieved â already reaching for your bag and on your way out of the room, not wanting to disturb him anymore. Â
but before your two feet are out the door, a soft mutter is heard from behind.Â
âthank you.â Â
and it melts your heart. Â
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and if anybody ever asked shota if he had ever loved someone before, he would say no â heâs never allowed himself to indulge in something like that.Â
hizashi? heâd have a different answer. Â
because thereâs you. Â
you, who he has been quietly loving without even realizing it.Â
itâs in the way aizawa subconsciously shifts his schedule. he remembers the one time you mentioned, in passing, that you train alone at USJ after lunch on tuesdays. and suddenly, heâs found himself pacing his steps alongside yours every tuesday. Â
even though itâs out of his way and he knows heâs cutting it close to his next class.Â
he tells himself itâs nothing, just a change of scenery, a breath of fresh air until heâs locked between four walls. but thereâs something in the way he lingers a bit longer than he should, his steps slowing as you near the training grounds. Â
you mutter a small thank you to him as usual, offering your kindest smile.
and aizawa revels in it each time, bidding you farewell with a nod before he locks eyes with hizashi atop the staircase. Â
and the blonde is thoroughly confused. Â
shota aizawa? walking? Â
with a student?Â
it has his gears turning, but it doesnât take long for him to catch on. Â
itâs reoccurring, consistent. the look in his bestfriendâs eyes each time you smile at him, and itâs no mistake â since youâve started to reside in his eyes, they seem to be brighter, more vibrant. Â
but he knows itâs something shota will never admit to himself. Â
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itâs in the way aizawa pays attention to you â has learned your little quirks and habits unknowingly throughout the years, and knows how to satiate them.Â
the second he sees you walk through his door with your hair undone â tangled in minute knots â he knows youâre stressed â absolutely running yourself to the ground about something. Â
but he never pries, only offers a soft, âyouâre doing great, kid,â before you exit his class â and the way your eyes light up at his small praise leaves his stomach in knots.Â
itâs the way he knows you always forget to bring your gloves when training on a monday â the way he watches you ruffle through your bag, brows furrowed as you search for them â and before you can even admit your blunder, heâs already tossing you one from his desk. Â
and itâs always brand new â as if he has a pack of gloves stashed in his drawer for this exact moment.Â
(he does).Â
âthank you,â you mutter sheepishly â eyes full of warmth and a hint of heat in your cheeks. aizawa brushes it off as usual, with no admonishment on his lips, just a small sense of pride.Â
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itâs in the way shotaâs a bit more protective of you, without realizing it.Â
heâs already on his feet the second the lights turn red â emergency drill? invader? â heâs not sure exactly whatâs happening but the alarm blaring over the intercom has his teeth on edge. Â
his first instinct, unfortunately, is to look for you across the field. Â
and there you are, sitting on a bench, bottled water between your legs as you glance around confusedly. Â
shota shouts for everyone to stay calm and await instructions. Â
but heâs already bolting in your direction without realizing it, his focus narrowed in a way it shouldnât be. something in his mind telling him that having you within his line of sight is better for you. that heâs just trying to keep his students safe.Â
the intercom crackles, something about a small fire in the main building and students should gather at the muster point â and aizawaâs shoulders loosen slightly, tension easing at the announcement. Â
no immediate threat. Â
but he canât shake the feeling, the way his chest constricted â seeing you in a red hue. panic coursing through his veins, rivaling only the strongest rivers at the thought of you alone, vulnerable, left to your own devices.Â
and he shouldnât feel this way. no â youâre a hero in training. youâre very much capable of handling yourself â he quite literally trained you so he knows you pack a punch. Â
so why does aizawa feel as if the thought of leaving you alone is synonymous with him giving away his breath?Â
somethingâs not right here â but that thought is buried deep, completely hidden.Â
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three months after you graduated, shota receives an email that catches him off guard â the message is polite â simple, even. youâre just asking how things are and if heâd be able to grab a cup of coffee sometime to catch up. Â
itâs innocent, no harm in coffee â right?Â
wrong.Â
because the minute he enters the cafe, he knows you and him have begun to blur â that the world has shifted beneath his feet.Â
itâs hesitation oozing out of him as he makes his way towards your table, but not the kind that comes from doubt, the kind that comes from knowing.Â
from knowing that the minute he sits across from you, something will begin to unravel â something he isnât sure heâll be able to put back together. Â
his heart.Â
shota knows better than this â to wrap himself up in such forbidden affairs. regardless if youâre no longer his student â the age gap is huge. Â
but the second he locks eyes with you, nothing else matters. youâre different now, standing on your own, no longer his student. and yet, youâre still you.Â
you, who has been silently screaming your love for him for years. Â
âhi!â you chirp out, warmth radiating from the ceramic mug in your hands. you almost move to hug him, but heâs already settling into the seat across from you â eyes unreadable.Â
you take a sip of your drink before speaking again. âitâs been a while.â Â
aizawa nods, âaround 3 months.âÂ
you raise an eyebrow. âcounting, are we?âÂ
and a smirk tugs at his lips.Â
the conversation flows easily from there â updates about work, about your old classmates, about anything that isnât this.
but thereâs an undercurrent beneath it all, something unspoken lingering between each exchange, thickening the air.Â
and finally, you decide to address it.Â
you set your cup down, tracing the rim absentmindedly as you meet his gaze. âi wasnât sure if youâd actually come.âÂ
and aizawa stills, flexing his fingers around his cup â he feels like an angsty teenager. âi wouldnât have come if I didnât want to.â his voice is low, steady, but there's a hint of uncertainty laced within it.
your breath catches slightly.
âthen, can i ask you something?â you lean forward just slightly, watching the way his eyes snap back to you.Â
he nods. Â
âcan we date?âÂ
and oh my god, aizawa has never thought heâd be in a situation like this â being asked out so directly by his former student. Â
he is stunned â but heâs not a fool, everything then had prepared him for the now.
his fingers tap against his cup, his jaw tightening. âyouâre young.âÂ
you tilt your head, challenging. âiâm not a kid.âÂ
shota studies you carefully, as if weighing his next words. âno, youâre not.âÂ
and thatâs the problem, isnât it? youâre not a child. youâre not his student. youâre standing in front of him as your own person, asking for something real.Â
asking for him.Â
aizawa leans back in his chair, rubbing a tired hand over his face. âyou should want someone who-âÂ
âdonât do that,â you cut him off, voice firm but not unkind. âdonât tell me what I should want.âÂ
for years, youâve known exactly what you wanted â never faltering once. itâs one thing to reject you but, deciding for you? thatâs just cruel.Â
he exhales, long and slow. âthis isnât to be taken lightly,âÂ
âi know.â because god, this is all youâve ever wanted, something serious with him. not a daydream. Â
âif we do this,â he murmurs, voice lower now, rougher. âiâm not going to pretend there arenât challenges.âÂ
you nod your head. thatâs obvious, but youâre willing to put in the effort. Â
âyou might change your mind.âÂ
âi wonât.â
aizawa watches you, searching, waiting for something â a flicker of hesitation, a sign that you donât fully understand what youâre asking. but all he sees is certainty.Â
and maybe thatâs what undoes him.Â
he looks defeated. Â
as if heâs wrestling against something in his mind, something that sprouts from his heart â but its vines constrict his throat. itâs almost as if he feels like he needs to disagree. Â
to say no. Â
that this isnât right.Â
but how long will he fight with himself? Â
when will he allow himself some solace?Â
now. Â
and when he glances up to meet your eyes, he realizes that, yes â he has won over the whole world, but heâs lost himself to you. Â
the effect you have on him is so strong, something he has never felt before â itâs as if he takes your name with each breath he breathes. Â
what have you done to him?Â
his fingers tighten once more around his cup, a slow exhale leaving his lips. âsure.â Â
you blink at him, lips parting slightly, âsure?âÂ
the corner of his mouth lifts, barely there. âyou heard me.âÂ
and just like that, the world shifts again.Â
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and it was as if shota aizawa was made specifically for you.Â
from the way his calloused fingers grasp yours â the way you can trace constellations on them for days â to the way his clothes drown you with a warmth youâve never felt before.Â
to the way heâs never stopped trying to woo you since youâve both made it official.Â
âyouâve become my destiny and destination.â Â
stupid sappy words whispered between the two of you â as if it's your first time in love, and for the both of you, it is.
the minute he locked eyes with you, heâs everything you ever wanted â older, wiser, the kind of man who doesnât let insecurity cloud his judgment, who doesnât feel the need to mark his territory or stake his claim. he trusts you, respects you â and unwaveringly loves you.Â
something youâd never get with a man your age. heâs in check with his emotions. a mentally stable man. a walking green flag.
and god heâs perfect for you in every way, but sometimes youâd wish heâd just â show some type of reaction to things.Â
youâre young, generations apart, you get that but â sometimes youâd wish heâd be possessive, get a bit jealous â throw you up against a wall and ask you are you sure wanna wear that? Â
itâs your naivety that craves a bit of toxicity. a thrill. nothing huge, just a small bit of possessiveness is hot, itâs able to rile you up. Â
and so you try to do just that.
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trial one. Â
you know heâs watching you. Â
observing as you gulp down not one, but three shots back to back â but heâs not watching for the right reasons. no, you know heâs only monitoring your alcohol intake, making sure youâre not overdoing it. Â
you know his gears arenât turning, not wondering for a second why katsuki has his arm slung lazily around your shoulder, fingers interlocked with yours like itâs the most natural thing in the world.Â
no, your boyfriend sits quietly in the booth, fingers tracing the rim of his glass as hizashi yaps about something he isnât the slightest interested in â but his eyes never leave you. Â
yet, they donât narrow, his jaw doesnât twitch, grip on his glass doesnât get tighter when he sees his past student dropping his head just enough to murmur something low against your ear which makes you giggle. Â
and maybe that makes him swallow a bit hard but, itâs not enough for him to get up off his seat to break you both up. Â
and you let that thought fuck with your head as you down another shot â because why does he refuse to throw you a bone?Â
any normal boyfriend would not let another man casually lock fingers with their girlfriend â why is he always so composed? itâs boring. Â
you start to wonder if heâs just too secure. if heâs convinced youâll never cheat, never stray â and while heâs right, couldnât he at least pretend to worry?Â
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trial two. Â
that is not your jacket.Â
shota knows that, you know that. Â
and yet, he doesnât budge when he sees todoroki shrug it off and drape it over your shoulders. doesnât even blink when you slip it on like youâve done a million times, and maybe you have â the way it fits you like a glove. Â
the moment is soft, nostalgic, oozes with familiarity. almost too gentle to interrupt.Â
itâs only natural, shota thinks â obviously you both have a bond, you literally grew up together. been through war together. but itâs all platonic, all brotherly-sisterly.Â
shoto tucks a few strands of hair behind your ear â no hesitation, no second thoughts, almost as if it was pure muscle memory. you donât check for shotaâs reaction. you already know it. neutral â stoic, not a hint of possessiveness in sight.Â
and it kills you.Â
because shouldnât this rattle him? shouldnât the idea of you wrapped in someone elseâs jacket â his own former studentâs jacket â be enough to spark something?Â
man, how hard is it to get a bit of toxicity here? just one glare, one shake of his head, some signal to tell you to take that shit off right now. Â
but it never comes â because the man you love isnât like that. Â
heâs quiet. heâs patient. he has complete, unshakable trust in you â in your choices. you chose to be with him, and not the boy you stayed up numerous nights with to study for math. Â
no, you made your bed, and he knows you will sleep in it. Â
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trial three.Â
midoriya is sentimental.Â
so, when he places a pair of earrings on your lap â muttering something along the lines of, oh this reminded me of you, you canât help but burst into tears.Â
itâs too cute â everything about it, the thought, the earring, the boy you grew up with.
and next to you, shota remains quiet. Â
not because heâs seething, not because heâs pretending to keep it together, but because he truly isnât threatened. in fact, his eyes are soft, as if heâs watching a memory play out that heâs not a part of â but respects nonetheless. Â
and maybe a part of you thinks you should count your blessings, that heâs just that type. any man your age wouldâve flipped the entire table, start a fight, or even insult your friend. Â
thank god you got a good guy. Â
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trial four. Â
and keigo is a breath of fresh air.Â
the minute he spots you at his gala, he makes a beeline your way â a warm smile, sharp eyes, and a voice like silk.Â
âso glad you made it,â a grin tugs at his lips as he pulls you into a hug, his cologne brushing your senses just before his voice dips closer to your ear. âyou look stunning.âÂ
and your breath hitches, cheeks colored in sacred hues of surrender â like a little girl absolutely smitten by your high-school crush. but reality dawns the second you feel his presence behind you â the air thickening with the weight of his aura. itâs silent, heavy.Â
a large hand presses to the small of your back, grounding, and anchoring you in place.Â
âoh, keigo â have you met mr. eraserhead?â you question, ignoring the way your voice jumps an octave higher.Â
shota thinks, what happened to boyfriend? when did you two become so well-acquainted?Â
and keigoâs smile doesnât falter when he sees shotaâs arm wrap around your waist â almost protectively, possessively. thumb rubbing circles absentmindedly into your side, like a warning.Â
ânice to meet you!â he says, extending his hand.Â
and shota shakes it.Â
but he doesnât miss the way keigoâs eyes linger on you, nor the way you tuck your hair behind your ear â almost shy. Â
and then it starts clicking for him â you have a little crush, and it makes you look stupid.
âmr. eraserhead, huh?â shota murmurs, after keigo walks off to greet someone else.Â
shota is not dense. he knows when to be concerned and when not to be. his past students he will never be envious of â but keigo, who is just a few years older than you â young and talented and someone of your generation has shota straightening his back a bit, chest puffed.Â
almost like he has something to prove.Â
âhm? thatâs your name,â you say matter-of-factly â eyes still loosely trained on keigo. effortless charm oozing out of him as he works the room. youâre starstruck.Â
âyou might as well have called me aizawa-sensei.â he monotones, pulling you in closer to his side. you frown a little, âwhat do you mean?âÂ
âyou forgot a small title,â he mentions, giving you a pointed look. thatâs when you glance up at him, and shota can see the cogs turning now â he knows youâre smart, sees you playing with the idea of acting coy or not.Â
âoh.âÂ
âoh?â he repeats â he has to laugh.Â
shota thinks that little crush of yours has you forgetting who you belong to â has you thinking youâre still on the market, ready to be swooped away. Â
and maybe thatâs when you see a sprinkle of jealousy on his features. the way his hand on your waist tightens, stance solid and eyes narrowed on the winged hero in a way thatâs not friendly.Â
how fun â finally a reaction.Â
and when you murmur, âheâs so pretty, though.â your boyfriend doesnât flinch, doesnât blink â but the look in his eye screams donât test me.Â
his grip tightens almost imperceptibly, and his lips brush your ear, âkeep playing with me, baby. see what happens.âÂ
and thatâs all you ever do.
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and shota tries to be gentle, he always does. but the second the door clicks shut at home, his patience runs thin. Â
before you can even turn around, heâs on you â slamming you up against the wall â mouth claiming yours in a kiss thatâs all give and take. muttering something along the lines of i fucking own you and it makes your pussy drip as he slides down â hands already discarding your underwear. Â
shota hikes your legs over his broad shoulders and wraps his arms around your upper thighs firmly. his tongue makes slow orbits around your pussy, teasing your clit and slipping sinuously into your cunt, repeatedly â and you canât keep quiet. Â
âyou think fucking keigo can get you wet like this? have you moaning like this?â itâs all rhetorical. you both know the answer to these questions. Â
shota knows youâve been fucking with him all this time. knows you were just itching for a reaction from him, wanted him to stake his claim on you. Â
make you his. Â
he pulls back just enough to glare up at you â lips wet with your arousal, eyes dark and glittering. âlook at you,â he rasps, breath hot against your folds. âdripping for me. only me.âÂ
you whimper, one hand fisting the fabric of his shirt. and thatâs all it takes â within seconds heâs up on his feet, throwing you over the sofa â legs spread wide, he has a couple of ideas on how he can mark you. Â
and the moment his dick slips into your cunt, he knows exactly how to remind you who you belong to â how to brand you forever. Â
âmine,â he hisses through gritted teeth, driving into you with bruising force. âsay it.â and all you can manage is a soft whine, a plead, ây-yes yours!âÂ
he smiles â something sinister in his grin as he slams into you harder, setting a brutal pace that leaves you sobbing into the cushions.Â
shota knows now that all you wanted was to be put in your place.Â
and now you know to stop fucking with him â you got what you wanted.
Boyfriend!Zayne when you get anxious in public. âď¸
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You invited Zayne to a carnival and there ended up being a lot more people than you expected. A lot. At first, you were okay with it. Zayne wasnât very fond of crowded places either, but he could manage. You thought youâd be able to tough it out to make up for the fact that you dragged him there in the first place.
After a while, though, Zayne noticed the near-death grip you had on his hand while walking through crowds. When he looked down at you, he saw how you were biting your lip anxiously and how your eyes were darting back and forth at the countless amount of people around you. He knew you hated population-dense areas, but had thought you were doing just fineâŚ.up until that point.
He squeezed your hand lightly to get your attention over the loud music and voices. âYou okay?â he would mouth. When you shook your head to say ânoâ, he immediately sought a less crowded area where you could catch your breath and calm down.
Zayne scouted out a nearby popsicle stand with seating that didnât have many people around. Maneuvering through the sea of people, he led you there while keeping a firm grip on your hand so you wouldnât get separated. When you were finally in the clear, you let out a heavy sigh.
âThank you,â you breathed. âSorry to ruin our funâŚâ
Before you could go on, Zayne swiftly kissed you on the lips. The feeling of his slightly cold lips relieved the pain on your bottom lip from where you had been gnawing on it.
âYou have nothing to apologize for.â Zayne says after pulling away, before turning to buy a popsicle for you. âI would much rather it be just the two of us together, if it means that youâre more comfortable that way.â
You smiled as you took the popsicle and unwrapped it. The cool sensation as you licked it relieved the spike in your body temperature that had gone up along with your anxiety.
Zayne sat down across the table from you and held your hand above the table, running his thumb across your knuckles. âDo you want to go home?â
âNo, no. We can still enjoy the carnival,â you said quickly, not wanting the date to end even though you were reluctant to go back into the crowd.
Almost as if he was reading your mind, Zayne chuckled. âWe donât have to if you donât want to. But we donât have to end our date either. We can go back to your place and have a relaxing night together with a movie. How does that sound, my love?â
You sigh with relief and nod. âThat sounds like just what I need right about now.â
He smiles. âThen take as long as you need to finish your popsicle, and then weâll go.â
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A/N: so hi itâs been like two weeks i promise im not gone Iâm just sooo out of it recently I donât feel like writing đ BUT I did js get Sylusâ bday card and my bday is the day after his so happy birthday to both of us yay and sorry for this word vomit Iâm just trying to get this out before I push it off again for like another week lol bye
Iâve seen so many step-bro Caleb fics, but how about step-dad Sylus ??
tw: stepcest
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Sylus and your mother got married strictly for business purposes, but your mom was relieved to see you getting along with your new step-dad. Although, you might be getting along a little more than she wouldâve hoped.
As soon as Sylus met you, he knew you would be trouble for him. How could you not be? You were the cutest little thing. He couldnât help that he was so drawn to your voice, which was like music to his ears. Or to the way you dressed, always with tops with necklines that cut a little too low or skirts that were just a bit too high.
At first, he thought the way you dressed was just because you wanted attention from boys, but when he got to know you better he found that just wasnât the case. You were too pure for that, too innocent and sweet. You were just unaware of the temptations your clothes would inflict on other men, or more specifically, your step-father.
Your mother and Sylus were always off on business, leaving you by yourself in that cold, lonely mansion to take care of household chores by yourself. Of course, Sylus suggested just hiring housekeepers, but you insisted on doing everything yourself. You had no reason to get a job when your parents were so richâ might as well keep yourself busy some other way.
It was one night when Sylus came home from a business trip that he found you alone doing the laundry. Your mother was still off on business, so it was just the two of you. You were wandering around the place in shorts that hugged your body in just the right way, and a top that had your breasts threatening to spill over. Your step-dad couldnât help but wonder where you find such revealing shirts.
Sylus watched as you, his sweet little innocent step-daughter, carried an overloaded laundry basket down to the laundry room. He was so infatuated with the way your hips swayed as you walked, they he almost didnât notice the pretty pink panties that you accidentally dropped in the hallway.
When you were gone, he went to pick them up. He almost did the right thing and handed it back to you, but how could he? How could he hand it back to you when your panties smelled so intoxicating. He made a bee-line back to his bedroom and locked it before swiftly taking a deep inhale of your panties. God, your pussy smelled good. Sylus couldnât help but imagine he was actually inhaling your cunt, his nose brushing against your clit.
Sylus held your panties away from his face for a moment, knowing that what he was doing was wrong. He has a wife. Not that their marriage even had any affection involved, but his wife is your mother. But you were just so prettyâŚ.so stupidly sexy.
He just couldnât help himself when he dropped your panties back on his face, just letting them sit there as he breathed them in, each inhale taking in your intoxicating scent as his hand released his dick from the restraints of his pants. His fist immediately wrapped around his cock which was just oozing pre-cum. He sat there on his bed smelling your panties and fisting himself for what, like 45 minutes or so? Heâd cum so many times he lost count. He was so far in a daze that he didnât even hear you calling for him outside his door until you banged on it.
âDad? Daddy, are you in there?â you call out while pounding your fist on the door.
Sylus sucked in air through his teeth when his cock sprung up again at the nickname. But he had no other choice than to tuck his painfully hard erection back into his pantsâ his step-daughter needed him.
âGive me a minute, sweetie.â Sylus called back through the door as he promptly cleaned up his mess with a tissue. He also tucked your panties into his pocket, planning to use it again later.
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a/n đ: Dw yâall thereâs alr a part two to this in the works. Iâm also working on making a master list of my works too.
I also wanted to say thanks for 500 followers đ¤ I canât wait to see how much more my little smut-loving community will continue to grow đ