Thoughts And Rants

And raves and stuff.

[ramtsnraves]

yeah yeah mental illness

Hear me out.

reincarnation: proving you deserve nirvana right?

so lets say youre at the second to last level. you are a drug addict. or deemed mentally ill. you know that nirvana is real. you need to keep your faith and need to preach about how this isn't the final destination to a world who wont hear it and make you suffer for your inability to give up your faith.

and then you die. you are reincarnated again. this time you are loved and warm. thats all you know. warmth and love and peace. you snuggle up in your perfect environment and then you have to leave??? you know there's someone out there who loves you unconditionally. you so badly want to stay but...

you leave. youre the second one to leave her. and you guide her to the next level of reincarnation from your new home. you know she's capable. you felt it.

[ramtsnraves]

Everything hurts

My stomach feels like it’s escaping my throat

There’s acid in the back of my mouth

My chest is tight

There’s a coil from my tongue down my trachea

It’s wrapped around my lungs and I’m suffocating

My heart is pounding

My muscles tense and my neck and head ache

The lights are way too bright

My eyeballs are going to melt I’m sure of it

My brain is on fire and my temples explode

And all of this agony is explained away as:

✨ A N X I E T Y ✨

[one-time-i-dreamt]

A career for a career - Megan Fox deserves to have hers back. Michael Bay deserves to be blacklisted, something he had no problem doing to her when she exposed him for his awful, predatory behavior.

[theshallowassumer]

I can tell that if you were to see the whole video of that she was being rushed and would have no way of seeing him, it would barely have been in her peripherals for more than a second with the second bodyguard walking her, who you can see is already pushing the boy and his flower away

BUT ALSO THEY MADE HER WEAR A PAPER BAG FOR A INTERVIEW????

[one-time-i-dreamt]

Even only from the photos of her from that time you can tell she can’t see anything including the boy and doesn’t even notice him there and is being dragged through the crowd, yet people used this to vilify her like they used everything else she ever did or said to excuse the way she was treated. At that time, she couldn’t win no matter what, and I am 110% sure it’s because somebody was paying the press to slander her. Wonder who.

In an unprecedented interview conducted by comic Matt Zaller, Megan Fox gets ignored and forced into putting a bag on her head. This interview is a funny offering of something different in a climate of Megan Fox media saturation. This is not an attempt to dis Megan or to knock her acting abilities. And, of course we think she’s hot. This is merely Matt’s take on the media frenzy that surrounds her. Please enjoy responsibly.

I am disgusted. They really thought they did something with this. Poor Megan. Really, poor her.

[one-time-i-dreamt]

God, the more I find out, the more I am disgusted with the industry.

[kittydragons]

Just gonna leave this here.

[myopressivedepression]

[somewhatsomelikepoetry]

The walls are closing and I can’t breathe

[ramtsnraves]

WHAT IF:

- I went a day not thinking 15383926 intrusive thoughts and have a mini spiral inside my head that squeezes the life out of me like a boa until I have to literally slap myself and tell my brain to fucking SHUT UP.

- I stopped starving and then binging on garbage?!

-I had a night NIGHTMARE FREE.

- My therapist called me back.

[ramtsnraves]

Stomach: I’m hungry

Brain: good.

Stomach: but....I need food.

Brain: nah.

Stomach: but don’t we need it to survive? Like don’t you function better that way?

Brain: .... what? Sorry lost focus.

Stomach: 🤦🏻‍♀️

[ramtsnraves]

Bullshit:

Women are expected to make a home, have a career, complete school, raise the kids, keeps the husbands alive, and still find time for food, sleep, showers, and fucking makeup.

BULLSHIT. You get one fucking thing at a time. If you don’t want cereal for dinner while my ass is finding the rational series of a polynomial function for the 162199x time tonight, starve. Or make your Pam damn dinner. And yeah, I’m gonna get drunk and shower after eating what ever you make because I’ve had three hours of sleep since SUNDAY. It’s fucking TUESDAY.

And to my coworkers who think “we’ll can’t you just do cuz?” Go fuck a duck. You’re lucky I even came in, cause I’m ready to quit, tell the family it’s cereal got dinner, and watch Psych reruns while getting shit faced.

[bbblackcats]

[gimmethatadrenaline]

Signs as ‘70s rock bands

Aries: The Rolling Stones

Taurus: Eagles

Gemini: Queen

Cancer: Black Sabbath

Leo: Deep Purple

Virgo: Aerosmith

Libra: The Who

Scorpio: Fleetwood Mac

Sagittarius: AC/DC

Capricorn: KISS

Aquarius: Pink Floyd

Pisces: Led Zeppelin

[ikchen]

wiggle wiggle (x)

[vitya-speaks]

oh…

oh my goodness…

[violetinsilence]

searching thinspo like

[ramtsnraves]

If you put out a dumb idea and someone says “why” and then you say “why not?” You only win the argument because you had the last word

[plannedparenthood]

A proposed Trump/Pence policy is attempting to take away your basic rights. We have until July 31 to submit comments against this gag rule that violates medical ethics. The gag rule would:

Impose new rules designed to make it impossible for millions of patients to get birth control or preventive care from Planned Parenthood.

Under this rule, doctors, nurses, hospitals, and community health centers across the country would no longer be able to refer their patients for safe, legal abortion.

Remove the guarantee that you’re getting full and accurate information about your health care from your doctor. For nearly two decades, Title X law has been clear: Health care providers cannot withhold information from you about your pregnancy options. This rule means they can.

Delete the requirement that contraception provided be medically approved, and no longer directs providers to ensure you have access to the full range of birth control.

We have a chance to stop this rule, but we need your help>>>>

[ramtsnraves]

I would break this law repeatedly. Everyday, all day, and then I’d confess over and over.

[ramtsnraves]

Fuck these stupid troll pages.

[kuromilesbian-deactivated202205]

🌈 here is a little rainbow for anyone who is sad today

[ramtsnraves]

“Who will fix me now? Dive in when I’m down; Save me from myself, Don’t let me drown.”