Layne :)

Hello! Welcome to the shit show. I'm Layne. I post a ton of wack stuff here and have no organization. my blog is a safe space and my asks are always open :) have a nice day!

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bro it should not be this hard to find a gf in this economy

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I swear to god I was off this godforsaken website for like 6 months, why did I log in and immediately feel fkn ancient

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I hate men.

Let me say it louder for the people in the back...

i HATE men.

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I take this statement back, I hate most men, some are good.

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I hate men.

Let me say it louder for the people in the back...

i HATE men.

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It's okay to not be okay. It's okay to ask for help. It's okay to need a friend. It's okay.

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Recovery is a really hard process. I've been clean from self h*rm for 7 months as of today. I still have thoughts, I still have struggles with being "okay". I have good days and bad days. The amount of times that I look into a mirror and see my scars and just feel an overwhelming amount of guilt and self hate is too many. I refuse to relapse ,but I have to admit it is a struggle. I'm proud of myself for getting as far as I have and I'm happy that I've stopped. I've realized that one day the thoughts of relapse will stop and that one day I'll be happy in my skin. Sometimes I wish that the process was instant. Sometimes I wish I never let myself get to that point. It's hard. I just have to remind myself that recovery is a process and it will take time. I will love myself again. Everything just takes time.

It will be okay! My asks are always open and Anon!

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Baths are better late at night.

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Blackjack gum is better than a nicotine addiction. The same amount of self hate with no self destruction

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Current mood: sitting in the dark in my empty bathtub at 12:30 listening to comfortably numb by Pink Floyd because I have terrible coping skills and I'm sad over someone who probably doesn't even care about me.

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A lil update!!!

My family decided to go on a road trip from Texas to Wyoming so in the event that my posts aren’t as frequent as usual, I'm very sorry and I hope to have an actual schedule for my blog sometime in the next 2 weeks!   

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Hehe, this never happened and this was posted like 2 years ago. We stan progress.

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Pine drive. Circa 2019. Source: Me.

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I wish I could get out of my slump but instead I'm listening to sad music because at least then I have a reason to be sad.

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fuck got caught consuming media

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FUCK!

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My blood is composed of coffee and self loathing.

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@ me:

Get your shit together, thanks :)

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Girl: u like horror games? 

Me: ye