Give me a Tim Drake that loves his family, loves them more than anything, but does not trust them.
Tim Drake that cannot trust that Alfred loves him, when Alfred helped Bruce with the 16th birthday test, when Alfred denied him a cat but gave one to Damian.
Tim Drake that loves Bruce, but cannot trust that he's fully safe around the man given the state that Bruce was in when they met. Given the way that he psychologically tortured him for nearly two weeks. Given the way that even after having Jason back, he still lashes out.
Tim Drake that cannot trust Dick to be there when he needs him, because when they first met he was asking for help and Dick refused to do so, and couldn't work with Bruce to the point that they both almost died. Because when Bruce was gone, Dick didn’t believe that he could be alive until Green Lantern said that there was a chance, and didn't take Tim at his word. (A Tim Drake that doesn’t believe that Dick ever could have caught him, and was shocked when he did)
Tim Drake that does trust Cass to be there when needed, but doesn’t trust her to ever stay
Tim Drake that can't trust that Jason doesn’t still hate him, because he knows that he would deserve it (theyre both too much alike after all, and they botj seem to hate themselves) . That can't trust that Jason would ever care for or respect him if they weren't both outsiders in a family full of them
Tim Drake that can't trust himself to be close with Steph again, because she had let him believe that she was dead, leaving without even a sign that she was not
Tim Drake that can't trust that Damian will ever see him as more than an obstacle when that was all that he had been to him from the start.