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if i look back, i am lost
we're not kids anymore.
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he wasn't even looking at me and he found me
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I swore no more financial asking, butā¦
PP: GreatpenguiniVenmo: BlackCatPDXCashApp: $AmandaBlackCatPDX Iām down to the wire. I hate this. I donāt think I can rely upon CareOregon to do anything with 2-3 weeks notice. It was around 2 weeks ago that I did the application on their website. I now have less than a week to get storage for out of auction status. I tried two months ago to get CareOregon to do something, but they assumed Iā¦
What could you let go of, for the sake of harmony? Right now? My US Citizenship. Once I get a second citizenship. Probably Switzerland, by way of moving to Germany for school and traveling there whenever possible. Add that, and other things to help, on top of my family line on my dadās dadās side. Iām 1/4 Swiss. Iām eligible. Donāt get me wrong, I love the US. But it has become a faint shadowā¦
Onward to a New Adventure
GFM to help with expenses for Germany A few weeks ago, I was accepted into a program at ABK Stuttgart. Itās a Bachelor/Master program in Conservation of Multimedia. There are less than 10 university programs like this around the WORLD. Stuttgart is the most affordable. The state of Baden-WĆ¼rttemberg now charges a tuition fee of 1500 Euros per semester or year. Which is peanuts compared toā¦
4/9/25: And so it passesā¦ #poetry
4/9/25: And so it passes #poetry We are born. Live the lives WE Are meant to live. We die. Nothing easy. If it was too easy, Then YOU Never truly LIVED. Crumbling world Around us As we STAND In the streets Staring at the sun Blinded by our own Stubbornness. We stumble. FALL Get up Or Stay down. We choose. We are not ALL Beasts of Burden. But we all Sleep Eat CREATE. At least we should.
Been busier than usual
Still houseless, but I have a plan. A year ago, I managed to get a car with a little help from my brother cosigning. Iāve been driving Uber and Lyft ever since. Until last month. My annual inspection for the city/county was up and I had forgotten to get my brakes done beforehand. I am currently only doing DoorDash and it SUCKS for pay. Meineke has the best price for rear brakes: $399. My frontā¦
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I swear Iām getting back to this, but for now, I need a bit of helpā¦
Iām homeless again. The last several years have been a real bitch. Survival Mode has been pretty much a constant. I have been barely supporting myself over the last few years with the occasional full time job as well as doing furniture assembly and pet sitting through TaskRabbit. But TaskRabbit has all but dried up for many of us. There are a few reasons for this, but this is neither the timeā¦
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Ramblings of a Disabled Person
āYou donāt need that,ā she spat out at me. She pointed to my walker. Her long, lean face looked like sheād lived a hard life of smokes and drugs. Maybe just smokes and booze.Ā āYeah, actually I do.āĀ She moved anyway, as I needed to sit down on the bus and keep my walker out of the center aisle of theĀ bus.Ā Do not judge, lest ye shall be judged.Ā Make no assumptions of me, nor any other.ā¦
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What is Motivation?
My client/boss asked me today In my late teens/twenties, I had a goal. Maybe you could call it a motivation. Because my education got all kinds of fucked up, and then senior year I was able to connect a few dots. Thatās a longer story. At that point, I decided that I would do whatever I could to encourage other kids that if I could do it despite the lack of encouragement around me. I did that.ā¦
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My client/boss asked me today In my late teens/twenties, I had a goal. Maybe you could call it a motivation. Because my education got all kinds of fucked up, and then senior year I was able to connect a few dots. Thatās a longer story. At that point, I decided that I would do whatever I could to encourage other kids that if I could do it despite the lack of encouragement around me. I did that.ā¦
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New Path, Need Help
New Path, NeedĀ Help
Here, Iāve moved again and my move coincided with a messed up restructuring of TaskRabbit, which has affected A LOT of us Taskers. My income the past two months has been ridiculously low. As in āI canāt buy cat food and pay for the meds OHP wonāt pay forā low. Now Iāve found out about getting paid to record audiobooks. There are a couple of sites for this. I can utilize my theatrical and voiceā¦
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I found a placeā¦
Iāve been approved for a new apartment, but still need move in funds. Trying different charities, and waiting on one service through my hospital system. But they may take until early next week before they contact me. This gets me out of a building with three murders, more shootings, drug deals, DV incidents, elevators breaking down(and there are only two), the ADA-mandatory accessible door atā¦
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Back Again and In Trouble
Back Again and InĀ Trouble
I need help. Iām moving out of my low income unit into a market rate apartment and not entirely by choice. I have until the 23rd to vacate and have a Taskrabbit mover scheduled for the 22nd. Iām packing things up and making slow progress. With chronic health issues, I canāt just keep going and going. The trouble is that my credit is so shot that I canāt get a personal loan to cover costs. Iāmā¦
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Before I can focus on the tiny house, I need to finish grad school and stabilize my housing (which is in jeopardy right now). This will help. Please no DMās asking me to click on links. If you wish to donate, go to my GFM. https://gofund.me/057bea74 (at Portland, Oregon) https://www.instagram.com/p/Cg7-jfUv1Ca/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
Dear Dad, pt 1
Dear Dad, ptĀ 1
Itās been seven and a half years since you shuffled off this mortal coil. I still miss you. Iāll always miss you. Iāve been back in therapy for almost two years now. Facing some of the old stuff that keeps spilling into my current life. I still tell our stories about the different incidents with momās Alzheimerās, and how Iād try to make you at least smile, if not laugh a bit. The past sevenā¦
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Ups and downs
To say life has been calm the past several months would be a huge lie. Got the one job at OHSU, then we split after trying for six months to get my body to adapt to a standing job. Then my tasking picked WAY up. Then earlier this year, my coach at CCC called me about a data entry job thatās swing shift. Iād already made a promise to myself that I would start saving to get a Tiny House On Wheels.ā¦
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The Tree and Me (poem)
As a tree lives So do I.
The storm can be calm one minute. The next has gale force winds.
The tree and I share life. I bend the same as it.
A loss of a branch. The loss of parts of my identity.
We bend and twist. Adapting to the world around us.
We each heave a deep sigh as we grow. Not always knowing what is happening.
Taller and stronger. We both become.
Losing and gaining partsā¦
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