I love tumblr but I kind of feel like I’m losing interest at times. I love posting but it’s super distracting. I joined tumblr originally because I just wanted to comment on stuff but it became my only source of connection during my worst years. I’ve found myself drifting from this site in the last month. Eventually I may leave or only pop in occasionally.
If I don’t move back in with my parents after my program (it will be my last resort), I’ll add my closest mutuals on Instagram, leaving this account mostly behind. I love the fandom culture but I rarely post here. I’m going to come up with a good queuing system so I can get posts in bulk then post them sporadically instead of scrolling.
I have a life outside here and tumblr reminds me of when I didn’t. I still want to stay here but I won’t be posting nearly as much.
I want asks in my inbox or to be tagged in posts. I love that. I will still post stuff too, but this site is not my top priority anymore. I have an Instagram account that I use a lot more. I have my notifications on so if someone tags me, sends an ask, or messages me, I’ll know. I think I’ll be stepping away from here for the most part unless if I have something to post or I find one to reblog.
This isn’t goodbye but I am trying to use this site a lot less and to not force myself to be online. I want to have an analog summer but without giving up all internet. I want to focus on reading, devote time to writing projects, indulge in crafts, and explore other things I love.
