i could be ur zombae

kin sideblog!

[rottingrogue]

zzZZZAP-

it's alive...!

⚡️⚡️-> about me

call me conspiracy. i use it/xe/any/all + some neos. syshost, system members also use this blog.

💉💉 -> my kintypes:

i'm undeadkin/zombiekin. specifically, the modern-day-prometheus-zombie- i was created and reanimated. i'm also some type of mermaid-- still figuring out which type. i have a felinekin funlink!

🪦🪦 -> this blog contains:

imagery of hospitals, asylums, and medical equipment. blood, injuries, gore, stitches in skin. christian motifs and imagery. death, rot, decay, bugs, fungus, mold.

🧪🧪 -> recognize me?

this blog used to be a syscourse blog called riotingrogue-syscourse. my main blog can be found here : @riotingrogue.

[rottingrogue]

basically im like if a zombie was cunt

[spergburger]

[rottingrogue]

ok guys im done with syscourse turning this into a kin blog

[oopsallsyscourse]

There should be a meme that goes "send them to the block zone!"

[rottingrogue]

gotchu ☝️

[freezingcoldsystemtakes-archived]

the only real systems are the ones that *a gnome runs past me giggling* what the fuck? did you guys see that? what the fuck was that?

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[rottingrogue]

[90-ghost]

Paypal suspended my account im no longer can access to the money i have in account until i solve the problem.

I need your help guys to continue help me and my family especially my brother and my relatives who still there in Khan Yunis so i will share my sister paypal account & my brother account too

Help support Samar Saed Kamel Saed by donating or sharing with your friends.

Go to paypal.me/bushrabo and type in the amount. Since it’s PayPal, it's easy and secure. Don’t have a PayPal account? No worries.

i can't use my paypal account forever i don't know why ! i hope you guys keep helping by donating.

[90-ghost]

I know the ceasefire started and now people care less but the situation still very very bad.

We lost our home which cost us 100K dollars and the most of Gaza Strip wiped. Rebuilding will cost a lot now and will take time. My brother telling me there’s no place to live at it if you back.

I hope you guys continue helping as much as you can

[bumble-bea-sys]

ALSO I think far too often people don't realize they're actually engaging in trauma olympics. Judging a system for having "too many" alters because they clearly couldn't have had it that bad, (at least not at bad as me), for example. Some people might focus on checking off certain trauma boxes in order to feel validated themselves or to validate other systems. It's unhelpful to recovery and prevents one from validating their own trauma and its impact on them, regardless if others think it was "not that bad". Clearly it was bad enough for you. And that's not even talking about how dangerous it can be to talk about trauma online. Although it's important to recognize the impact of trauma on systems, I also think that conversation is best done in a much more private setting.

[rottingrogue]

It really baffles me how few people are willing to apply basic abused child logic to the faking/malingering discourse. Dare I say it feels like common sense to connect the following dots:

It's actually well known that "wanting to be abused" and "wishing your abuse were worse/more valid/more real" are indicators that the abuse is already happening, is already real and valid, and is already bad enough.

It's also well known that OSSD and DID are disorders that form from trauma, most often in relation to abuse.

Someone "wanting to be a system so bad that they fake it for [whatever reason]" is honestly a likely indicator that they just...are struggling with a disorder that stemmed from trauma related to abuse. I would say this is the opposite of romanticizing a disorder.

I'm not talking about any brand of endogenic system-- this is in reference specifically to this third party of "DID fakers" that anti endos seem to be really pressed about right now 😭

[mariam-gaza1]

Vatted by association

Click here

Very important please do not ignore🚨🚨

Save the life of my husband and children from death 🥹💔🇵🇸

Hello friends, despite the difficult circumstances we are living in, from famine and the lack of food and drink and facing death at every moment, my husband and I were exposed to direct and close bombing by Israeli warplanes😭, and as a result, my husband and I were seriously injured. My husband entered surgery and spent several days in intensive care. As a result of the injury, he lost his left eye and 70 centimeters of intestine were removed.💔😭

His condition is critical and he is now staying in the hospital and needs treatment and healthy food that is not available 🥹💔

In addition, my tent was damaged by the missile bombing and became unlivable 🥹💔

So please, I need your support and help 😭 Try to help me with any donation to provide shelter for my children and treatment for my husband.

Please, my life and the lives of my children and husband are in danger 🥹💔💔

Any donation you make will help me provide a tent or at least provide medicine and food for my husband.

Donate to Save Maryam’s family from hunger, organized by Kristina Turner Brown

My name is Kristina, I have gotten to know Maryam and her family through Ins… Kristina Turner Brown needs your support for Save Maryam’s

[rottingrogue]

Mainly I need to hear this but maybe someone else does too so. Shrug. But if you have to "not think about it" for your symptoms to not bother you, they're distressing. If you have to make them sound cool or appealing to get past the fact that they're there, they're distressing you. And that's okay, and whatever you do to cope with that distress is okay as long as it's not harmful, but ignoring the distress or disguising it as a non-symptom won't make it go away.

[northgazaupdates]

Baby Ayla and her family were in their tent today when the IOF suddenly appeared and began firing on the tents. The family barely escaped with their lives, a bullet having narrowly missed baby Ayla’s head!

They had to leave their tent and most of their possessions, which are now under IOF control and are irrecoverable.

They are currently on the street, with no tent, no blankets, no food, and no clothes other than what they were wearing when they had to flee for their lives. They are literally just sitting in the dirt under the night sky.

Ayla’s mother Bashaer @bshaeromars-blog is trying to get Ayla to sleep, but Ayla is too cold and uncomfortable. The low temperature in Gaza tonight is just 47 F or 8 C. They are starving, freezing, and totally without resources. They DESPERATELY need funds for a tent, food, and other basic necessities!! The tent alone is $3000

Currently: $40,469

New temporary goal: $43,469 USD

Please send anything you can so baby Ayla and her family can survive the night!!

Donate to Help my family escape Gaza, organized by Reem Shaheen

Hello, my name is Reem. I have created this fundraiser in hopes to save my family members from… Reem Shaheen needs your support for Help my

[northgazaupdates]

Morning in Gaza:

Torrential rains have caused extreme flooding in parts of Gaza. Baby Ayla and her family are soaking wet and freezing cold. What they were using for a tent has been destroyed by flooding. They urgently need $2,000 USD to procure shelter!!

Current: $43,953

New temporary goal: $45,953

Need to raise: $2,000

[northgazaupdates]

UPDATE

Current: $45,045 out of $45,953

Need to raise: $908 USD

[northgazaupdates]

UPDATE

NO PROGRESS IN MORE THAN 1 DAY!!

[northgazaupdates]

Current: $45,075 out of $45,953 USD

Progress: $30 USD

Need to raise: $878 USD

Can anyone match the latest donation of $30??

[sillygenic]

Shout out to headmates who are sourced but aren't introjects!

This could mean kin identities or even just deciding that you are/look like/are sourced from a thing you like now, just because you said so!

Maybe you are an introject and decided to have another source.★