Pairings: Min Yoongi x reader, Jung Hoseok x reader, Min Yoongi x Jung Hoseok
Word Count: 7.1k
Tags/Warnings: Angst, Smut, Fluff, Established Relationship, Best Friends to Lovers, Infidelity Kink, Cuckolding, Repressed Homosexuality, Eventual Polyamory
Chapter Specific Tags: Excessive Guilt, Intrusive Horny Thoughts, Hiding Things From Partner, Dishonesty, Penetrative Sex, Shenanigans With Panties
Author's Note: So this story came to be when I was doing some kink research and then the horny demons (sope) possessed me and a cuckolding fic was born. Not even going to pretend that @glossdebut wasn't at least partially responsible for this. When I was watching her write tft live, I started writing and did not stop until like 4am. Personal thank you to her for being my inspo on this one (ㅅ´ ˘ `)
He didn't know exactly when it started. If you asked him, he wouldn't be able to pinpoint the moment he started feeling this way.
At his best guess, his affection for both of you gradually increased over time. Feelings large and encapsulating, a cloud of strings in his mind. Tangling with his own and with each other, looped over and over, until it was hard to separate where you began and he ended. A beautiful mess of knots, threads that he never wanted to pull loose.
And he was content that way, with a messy tangle of feelings. He knew you loved him wholly and completely, and that he felt the same. You were always enough for him.
But the threads kept pulling taught, fibers stretched to their upper limits until he could feel every bit of the fraying. The baited breath, the anticipation for when he just snaps.
The moment he noticed, was the day you had gone to training with Hoseok.
There wasn't anything odd about it. On any day prior, he wouldn't have even thought twice about it. You two were training for a marathon, for charity. Both independently deciding to participate and then finding it better to train together. For the motivation, for support. Something normal, something friends do with each other. Completely platonic. Completely appropriate for a married woman and her husband's best friend.
So tell him why when you came home, panting and sweaty. Clothes and hair a mess, Hoseok your mirror image. He found himself conjuring all sorts of scenarios of what you could have done rather than what you obviously did.
He remembered his throat going dry as you panted in the entry way. Tongue darting out to trace his bottom lip, his eyes dragged across you. Across both of you. Your collar was askew, tank top strap slipping down your shoulder. Both of you were so sweaty as if you had just… gaze tracing the bead of sweat that rolled from Hobi's chin down to his collarbone.
"Hobi really put me to work", you whined at him as you tried taking your shoes off without toppling over. Hoseok was behind you holding out his hands to steady you, if needed. He chuckled as he stood there, looking at Yoongi with mirth dancing around his eyes.
"She's being a bit dramatic", he said smirking over at him.
You were bent at the waist, untying shoes as you turned to look over your shoulder at him. And it was worse, so much worse watching you like that, when Hoseok was right behind you. He felt as though he couldn't look away from Hobi's hands. His own fingers twitching while he waited to see if he would grab you.
"I'm not going to be able to walk tomorrow", you said as you pouted up at him.
And Jesus Christ, he had to bite back his own groan. Not what you meant, absolutely not what you meant. He trusted you, knew you wouldn't. Knew Hobi wouldn't.
That sentence made him grip his own thighs, dimpling the skin. His dick twitching in interest, pressed up against his jeans, an uncomfortable pressure at his zipper. One offhand innocent comment, and he was half hard for the both of you to see.
He wanted to grab a pillow, cover it before either of you caught him, but fuck… the idea. That maybe instead of running you two- behind his back. And then came home without bothering to hide the evidence. The thought of it sent him squirming.
And Hobi saw, because of course he did. Sent him a slow, sly smile as he looked pointedly at his lap. He felt like he wanted to pant. Wanted to loll his tongue out and show him how he was drooling over the idea that he took the love of his life out and then fucked her good and hard.
"I'll leave you two alone", he said, sending Yoongi a distinctly smug glance. "Have a fun night", he sang as he shuffled out the front door.
You scoff over your shoulder. "Don't know what fun I'll be having", you mutter to yourself and fling the tennis shoes off your feet.
He watched as you put on his house slippers. Feet dwarfed by the sheer size of his own. You winced as you stepped forward, rubbing gently at your hips. He swallows, wiping the growing sweat on his palms off onto his pants.
"I'm just gonna lay down and die from how sore my-", you start. Huffing and complaining and parking yourself on his lap. He notices when you feel it, blinking a bit at him in surprise, and his cheeks grow red at the look on your face. "Oh", you mutter, looking at him a bit quizzically.
"It's not-", he starts. Trying to find a way to defend himself without revealing the thoughts running through his head. "You just look good right now", he whines.
"Baby", you start. "I'm all sweaty and gross".
"That's-", he starts and then swallows to clear his throat. "That's kind of the point".
"Mhm", you hum at him and lean close to brush your noses against each other. He leans forward a bit desperately, trying to catch your lips between his own. You don't allow him the messy exchange he was aiming for. Lips gliding slow against his as your curl your fingers through the hair at the nape of his neck. He sighs softly against you, head fuzzy at the sugary sweet pecks you give him.
Pulling back to look him in the eye, you whisper against him "I don't believe you". His toes curl slightly as he relishes the vibration against his mouth, trying to chase it to the source. You tug on his hair, preventing him from pitching forward.
"No?", he mumbles and you shake your head at him in response. "Let me prove you wrong?", he purrs, pulling the tight elastic fabric away from your skin. Slowly rucking it up your torso so he can dance his fingers along your sides.
You squirm in his lap, little puffs of breath escaping you when the gentle touch turns ticklish.
"Yoongi!", you yelp as he digs harder into your side, snickering at your restlessness. "Baby, I'm so sore".
He leans forward and presses soft kisses to the side of your face. "I'll be gentle, promise", he murmurs as he traces the line of your jaw.
You sigh, long and suffering, as if he had just asked you to endure a miserable task for him. He feels the corners of his lips perk up in amusement.
"Ok", you say, dragging out the ending syllables. "But only because I love you".
He grins, as he chases your lips once more. The kiss is awkward, and more of a press of teeth as neither of you can temper your smiles. "Love fucking me, you mean", he says as he ushers you off of his lap and onto the floor.
"Who says I can't do both?", you say, smiling at him, eyelids hanging low. Allowing yourself to be corralled by him as he guides you towards your bedroom.
He feels a shudder run it's way up his spine. In a different context-
"Not me", he rasps and pushes open the bedroom door.
And you were right, not to believe him. The promise of gentle immediately broken once he properly got his hands on you.
The room filled with pitched gasps and moans as he went round for round with you. He gripped the headboard as he basically drilled into you. The thought of how Hobi would have given it to you behind each punctuated thrust. How he might of stretched you out for him, been the one to exhaust you before him, your husband, could get the chance to.
And he knew he had a problem when he finally spilled into you and pulled out hard.
"Yoongi", you had whimpered, fresh tear tracks making their way down your cheeks. "Enough, too much".
"Ok", he had muttered. Shaky hands brushing down your spine. "'M sorry", he said in a hushed voice, pressing a kiss to your nape and untangling your fingers from the sheets.
And when he came back with a washcloth to clean you, he had to sit cross-legged to hide how hard he still was.
Though you didn't notice, arms gone lose around his neck as you more trailed your mouth across his biceps rather than actually planting kisses there. Body boneless and mind clear, put through the wringer by him and maybe Hoseok before that.
You had fallen asleep at some point during his ministrations, none the wiser to his internal struggle. He would have gone to the bathroom to take care of himself but the thought of it made him… guilty. Like he was doing something he wasn't supposed to. That maybe this little- distraction carried more weight than he liked to admit. And when he laid down next to you to try to sleep it off, the proximity of your skin and his set him on fire.
He couldn't stop thinking about it. You and Hoseok, fucking behind his back. He bit his lip as he curled into a ball, eyes squeezing tight and willing his mind to fall asleep and just stop.
But he laid there, all night. Scenarios increasing in length and filth. Hard on never subsiding, never calming down. Twitching in his pajamas until you had woken up in the morning and assumed he just had a case of morning wood.
And how sweet you were with it. Kisses pressed on his thighs and pelvis as you took him into your mouth.
He whimpered through it, fisting strands of your hair just to have something to hold onto. And when your nose met the end of him, throat constricting as you swallowed around him, he came down the back of your throat to the idea that those lips had been wrapped around someone else.
And you were none the wiser, swallowing what he gave you and smiling up at him sweetly.
He wanted to say that he had forgotten it there. A one off fantasy. Something that was hot in the moment but when he thought about it, really thought about it, wasn't going to happen.
But what started off as an itch in his mind was growing into a festering desire. Thoughts that accompanied him when he allowed his mind to slow.
What were you doing when you went to training with Hoseok? Was it normal to be as exhausted and sore as you were every time you came home?
And was the training just an excuse to find alone time with him, because you have never once been interested in running the entire time he has known you.
It was distressing, the idea that he wanted it. Wanted you to… with Hobi. He wanted you to lie in his face about it. Come home with marks on your neck and just brush it off as bruises. Make it so obvious that there was no missing what had happened between the two of you. He wanted you to flaunt it. Right in front of him.
So it continued like that, you would come home disheveled and sweaty, then Hobi would find an excuse to slip out the front door quickly. Not without occasionally sending him a smug look over his shoulder. He always found a convenient excuse to slip out of the dinner or drinks you offered him. Nobody at home to watch the cats, chores to do… whatever he could do to give Yoongi the perfect excuse to be alone with his wife for the night.
He didn't enjoy thinking about how it made him feel, that Hobi knew what he was doing with you.
You would pout at him, say something to the affect of "what a terrible friend he was, refusing to have dinner with you". Then he would rush you to the bedroom all over again with the flimsy excuse of just liking how you looked after training.
If it was anybody else it might have worked. But the fact of the matter is even when you were just dating, you were able to read him unnervingly well.
He shouldn't have been surprised when you started to catch on.
"This is happening a lot", you said rolling onto your side and looking at him.
He huffed, arms still crossed behind his head with his eyes closed. The both of you still panting from the extra workout you had gotten.
"Does it ever not happen a lot?", he mutters.
"Yoongi", you sighed. "That's not what I meant".
He goes rigid beside you, joints locking and muscles becoming tense.
Fuck, how does he pass it off? He wasn't ready to talk about it, wasn't even ready to acknowledge how he felt about it. Still comfortably living in the delusion that this was a harmless and fleeting fantasy.
"I don't know what you're talking about", he said. Words coming out harsher than he would have liked, trying to keep themselves trapped behind his teeth.
Great, nailed it. Not at all a suspicious thing to say.
"Yoongi", you said more firmly. He felt you prop yourself up on your elbow as you leaned over him. He didn't even try to escape the eye contact, knew you wouldn't let him weasel out of it so easy.
So when you grabbed the point of his chin, turning his face towards you, he let himself be dragged into observation.
And there you were, glowing in that post orgasmic haze, looking at him with a firm slash of determination. He felt his head tip down, subconsciously trying to look at your still bare body, but you simply tapped the bottom of his chin making him stay in the intensity of that gaze.
You let out a huff, eyes trailing over him thoughtfully as he squirmed in your hold. Your hand went lax, instead of pinching now cupping the line of his jaw with your thumb and swiping across it soothingly.
"What's going on?", you ask hushed. Gentle in a way to not corner him, but firm in that he knew he wouldn't get out of the conversation until you decided you were done with him.
He swallowed, throat going a bit dry.
"I already told you why".
"Did you?", you say. And he hears it for what it is. Did you tell me the actual reason?
"I just like the way you look after…", he winces, unable to finish the sentence. Knew how weak it sounded coming out of his mouth.
"Really?", you say raising an eyebrow at him. "There is absolutely no other reason why you sleep with me every time I come home after training with Hoseok?".
He wished you didn't say his name. The syllables falling from your tongue, landing as an electric shock on his spine that felt close to panic.
He closes his eyes for a moment, refusing to look at you until he gathers himself. Small breaths in and out as you patiently hover over him, waiting for him to decide when he could continue the conversation.
When he managed to calm, when he thought he could give a passable casual look, he stared right at you.
"Am I not allowed to love my wife?".
He saw it land, every inch of it. The growing weight of his own fear, how the sharp edges of it caught on your skin as you offered him a brittle smile.
And he was scared, so scared that you would call him out. That you would make him sit there until he shared every detail of his conflicted mind with you.
Instead you leaned over him, hands fully cupping his face and pulling him towards you. The kiss you plant on him is petal soft, sliding over him with a tenderness that could only come with loving someone for years. It made him a bit teary, a warm pressure pricking at the corner of his eyes, as he couldn't help but curl into you. Fingers gliding to the back of your neck and rubbing against the skin there.
"Not more than I love you", you whispered as you pulled away from him, thumbs brushing against the apples of his cheeks.
Your eyes flickered between each of his, cataloguing whatever you found within them. But he took the escape for what it was and buried his nose into the dip of your collarbone, huffing the scent of your skin and letting it drag him deep into his own dreams.
He tried to forget after that. Thought if he kept pushing the thoughts away that they would drown and fizzle out.
He stopped fucking you after running days.
He invited Hobi over more often.
He tried to stop thinking of… it when he was with you.
The more he tried to bury it the more- forbidden the whole thing felt. Which, he thought, teeth digging into the meat of his thumb, was a problem in itself. The more guilt he felt, the more he felt he was doing something wrong. It made it that much harder to let go.
So he tried to act, increasingly normal. Which of course only succeeding in making him look more bizarre to you.
Every reaction with his best friend, analyzed.
Every night spent with you, considered.
Every silence that filled with the weight of something, noticed.
But you never called him out on it, and while that should have filled him with a sense of relief it merely compounded the pressure he was already feeling.
Nearly a whole month passed before he broke, and allowed himself a moment of weakness.
In a 'normal best friend behavior' exercise, he had invited Hobi over to attend a showcase you were putting on. It's not an event he usually participated in, unless you explicitly asked him to. In the early public facing stages of your relationship, he wanted to be involved with every aspect of your life you allowed him to. He didn't even think twice about attending events with you. Gradually though, he noticed that the conversation he shared between sips of champagne grew less about photography and more about music.
More about him, rather.
You played it off well, familiar with the industry. There was no indication to how you really felt other than a brief glance towards him out of the corner of your eye. A silent conversation that ran between the both of you: 'wrong composition to ask about, bud'. As if Yoongi would be willing to rub shoulders and do them any favors, when they were blatantly ignoring the work of his partner. Instead of fellow art enthusiasts, he saw more and more reporters attempting to pack themselves into your showcases.
So he made his presence scarce, unless you wanted the support.
In this case, you had. Excitedly talking over his shoulder as you hung yourself on him cooking dinner one night.
"I think you'd like this series actually, I got to take photos of traditional wood working and it's just gorgeous-", you ramble in his ear as he stirs the japchae. He smiles softly as you shoot rapid fire technical terms at him. Talking about 'luminosity' and how you were mounting them for the showcase.
"If you want me to come", he says and grabs your hand resting at his shoulder. "I will come", and he presses a soft kiss into your palm.
You hum, tilting your head to press one to his cheek. "Should we invite Hoseok?"
He manages to barely even pause in his stirring, "should we?", he asks and the sound comes out a lot sturdier than he feels.
"I mean- he's already coming over drinks after the showcase anyway"
He clicks his tongue against the roof of his mouth, "it is a little late notice, and he might not want to come to a black tie event on one of his days off".
You scoff into his shoulder, "please, when does that man ever pass up the opportunity to dress up and show off".
You had him there, he couldn't deny that without looking suspicious. Never mind the fact that he had a difficult time denying you anything.
What he wanted to do was bemoan the idea of seeing you and Hobi together in formal wear. What he managed to do was immediately acquiesce.
"I'll text him", he mutters. Words sliding out from the corner of his mouth.
You let out a brief excited noise, squeezing him real quick. "It's gonna be so funnn", you sing, sliding away from him and bounding off into the living room. "Invite him to get ready here too!", you shout over your shoulder.
He tenses, clenching chopsticks tightly in his fist.
"Why?", he asks. Though this time he doesn't manage to make his words sound anything but deeply agitated.
You poke your head around the corner, tilting your head and raising an eyebrow in his direction.
"If you are my personal guest to a showcase, you better believe I want a say in your outfit. I can't let him waltz into the showcase wearing… royal blue", you follow it with a shudder. "It would completely clash with the warm tones of my series!".
"Baby", he says and bites off a whine. "I know you don't set a dress code for these things".
You roll your eyes. "Not for the reporters or anything, but you both are with me. We're gonna match!".
He lets out a shuddering breath, nerves tingling at the phrase 'with me'. He could do this, he's gotten ready with Hoseok for over 13 years for god's sake. All he needed to do was think of it as just another day on the job. Just another quick change backstage.
"Ok", he says, turning to rub his hand over his face and pinch the bridge of his nose. "I will ask if he wants to get ready here, but I will not force him to be apart of some- live art agenda if he doesn't want to".
"He's going to", you say, and he can hear the smug smirk you speak through.
He sighs, long and drawn out, because yes. He's going to. He knows it.
So when he turns the burner off, fumbling in his pocket to grab his phone, shooting a quick text to Hobi, he can only accept the challenge to come.
Hoba: [Hyung~ taking me out?] 19:27
Hoba: [Of course I can ദ്ദി(˵ •̀ ᴗ - ˵ ) ✧] 19:27
He bites his lip, teeth denting the flesh as he grips the edge of the counter.
Yoongi: [👍] 19:28
"He's coming", he calls to you, beginning to plate dinner with unsteady hands.
You say nothing, but he swears he hears a self satisfied huff from the other side of the wall.
When it's time for your showcase he barely manages to hold himself together. Pressed shoulder to shoulder with you both as you lean forward on the counter, applying eyeliner and yapping Hoseok's ear off about your series.
He takes it in stride, asking questions even though he knows he has no idea what you're talking about. Buttoning his freshly pressed dress shirt and affixing his cuff-links.
No reaction, other than a brief glance before he moves to fix his tie.
He even maintains conversation when he sees Hobi help you choose jewelry, moving behind you to clasp the necklace.
"Don't want your husband to help with this part?", he teases, eyes flicking to Yoongi playfully.
"yah-", Yoongi admonishes half-heartedly.
"If I need to choose between a pair of beanies, I'll call him in", you say snickering.
And when he's at the gallery, when all he has to do is turn slightly to the left and see both of you standing beside him, he stays in the role of smiling proud husband. Rather than a man who is currently in moral and sexual distress.
The only tell he gives is when you're leaving the gala, when the toe of your heel catches on an uneven part in the floor, which sends you stumbling forward. His hand darts out on instinct, going to grasp your waist to steady you before you can fall to the floor. Though, instead of meeting your skin, his palm spreads across another. Hobi's hand. He glances over at him quick, fingers flexing across his knuckles.
Hoseok send him a sunny, beaming grin. Wiggling his fingers underneath Yoongi's, a non-verbal 'I got it'.
Yoongi parts his lips slightly, looking at both of their hands spread across the bare skin of your back. He swallows before he pulls his hand away, with the urgency of someone who had been burned.
He thought once he got home he would be ok. That when he sat down and was able to put some distance between him and Hobi, that his ever climbing temperature would be able to cool down.
That was when it all went to shit.
"Yoongi", you called over your shoulder, closing and opening cabinets in the kitchen. "Where the hell is that wine you got?".
"What wine?", he calls to you. Drying his hands after washing them in the sink.
"That wine you got when you were in…", you wave a hand at him aimlessly. "I don't know, you guys travel a lot. Some country that makes a fuck ton of alcoholic grape juice".
He hears Hobi snicker behind him. "Specific", he says shooting you a teasing glance from his seat at the bar.
"I tried my best", you say all dramatic. Voice taking on a forlorn pitch as you continue your search through the kitchen.
"Do you want me to go check the basement?", he asks resting his hip against the counter. "There might be some down there".
"Mmm", you hum thoughtfully. "Yeah that would be nice, thank you baby".
He sees Hobi mouth "baby" at him as he passes, fake gagging and then giggling about it. He rolls his eyes at his friends antics, a small breath of amusement leaving his nose on his way past.
Giving him shit as if he wasn't 10 times worse when he was in a relationship.
A small twinge of discomfort at that thought, the corners of his mouth tucking down. He was always so… insufferable when he was into someone. He had the unique incapability of hiding just how attracted he was to a partner. It was obvious, abundantly so, to anybody within a 10 mile radius of him. I mean, the guy never even tried to hide it. More than content to be caught by multiple people.
Well that's… he thought, running his fingers over dusty wine labels. That's a topic he was firmly putting into the "no longer allowed to think about category". Caught and Hoseok in a sentence? No, shoving that thought away immediately.
He spent several minutes in the basement, combing through your- frankly concerning amount of alcohol. As he dusted off old labels, and sneezed repeatedly at the dust coming off them, he decided trying to find a wine off of your incredibly vague description was a waste of time. He pulled out a random bottle from the shelf, and seeing that it had a foreign language written on the label, decided it was good enough as he tucked it under his arm and made his trek up the stairs. I mean, the three of you were not picky. Hoseok would definitely just drink grape juice if you gave him the choice. No need to break out the good shit for someone you had both known for years.
When he turned the corner, heading into the kitchen, the sight he caught stopped him dead in his tracks. You had your back turned to Hobi, chatting with him as you cut up some fruit for them to snack on. On a surface level he seemed engaged, humming thoughtfully at your questions. Interjecting with details about his own day when appropriate. He clearly did not see, or realize that somebody was just behind the corner watching him.
He felt his hands shake slightly, lips parting as he tracked the movement of his friends pupils. And he knew without a doubt that they were glued to your ass. He would flick them back up, if you began to turn towards him. Smile sun-shiny and beaming, and then you would turn back to your task and like a magnet being pulled his gaze would inevitably fall lower. Much lower, trailing slow and thoughtfully over your dips and curves.
Yoongi felt his own lips part, breath coming out uneven as he stayed there. Tucked around the corner, watching him watch you.
A reasonable reaction would have been to step forward, disrupt the show. Maybe clear his throat and look pointedly at him.
A look that said, hey man that's my wife. Watch yourself.
Instead what he found himself doing was staying hidden by the wall so he could see…
A swallow.
If he would do anything else.
He watched as Hobi darted out his tongue and ran it slow over his bottom lip when you leaned over the counter to grab another apple.
Yoongi felt his own tongue dart out, mapping the same slow path he watched Hobi's take. And the action made him breathless, fingers trembling as he wanted to dig them into his own thighs. The movement of his arms caused smooth glass to go sliding out of his grip. Wine loosing itself from the upper crease of his arm. He watched in slow motion as it careened out of his grip and onto the wooden floor. His eyes still locked on Hoseok's mouth. His whole body feeling like lead as he failed to even try and reach out to catch it.
The sound was loud, glass splintering as it shattered on the floor. Dark red wine running in maroon rivers across it's surface. He didn't dare move from the spot as the shards fell beside his feet. Socks stained and hands turned sticky.
You jumped, swirling around and hopping quickly over to him.
"Yoongi!", you yelped. "Are you alright?".
On another day he might of chastised you. An aish watch your feet, I'm fine. Don't let yourself get hurt for me. As it were, he was only capable of staring at the sharp tense lines of Hobi's shoulder blades. They were hiked up to his ears, as he slowly turned to make eye contact with Yoongi.
You fret over him, picking glass off of his feet.
"You didn't get cut did you?".
He swallows, and flicks his tongue against the corner of his mouth. Stares at Hobi as he looks back at him. Gaze intense, unbreakable.
Yoongi knew. Hoseok knew.
That slight sense of panic in his eyes, that look… the look of someone who had been caught. It sent a shudder through his spine, shivering in the hallway with wine on his slippers.
"No", he rasped. "Just surprised… that's all".
He wasn't proud to admit that it was another night which lead to him seeking out your touch.
When Hoseok had finally left he pressed himself against you, half-hard and seeking.
"Yoongi!", you had yelped. Caught of guard by the sudden onslaught.
"Want you", he had murmured leaning forward to press his tongue to yours. Gliding across your bottom lip slow, shuddering when he imagined another.
He didn't even bother to hide the desperation behind his movements. Touch fast and needy when he took you to bed. Fumbling with the both of your clothes and just shoving fabric out of the way so he could slide into you that much faster.
You indulged him, matching his energy. His neediness. Took it so good, and without complaint.
"Fuck", he groaned. Tongue sliding against anywhere he could reach. Across your jaw, the line of your shoulder. He hit a particularly hard thrust, bracing his feet onto the floor as he drilled up into you. You let out a choked noise, hand sliding behind his waist to dig into his back.
"Shit, like that", you sighed into his ear, hips rolling in languorous circles on his lap.
He grabbed at the side of your hips, fingers digging into the soft flesh there and pulled you forward to sit you more firmly on his dick.
Holding you there, he drove himself up using the leverage of the floor, bouncing you slightly with his movements. You moan breathy in his ear, determined to meet his every thrust.
"God you're incredible", he pants into your shoulder, toes curling as you clench around him.
His teeth dig into your shoulder as he gets closer to cumming, biting down harshly to muffle his moans.
"Yoongi!", you yelp scrabbling to grab at his shoulders as he picks up speed. "Fuckkkkk", you moan. Head falling back as he slides a hand in between you and rubs fast circles on your clit.
"Gonna cum", you whimper. Legs squirming beside him. "So close baby".
He separates his teeth from your shoulder, licking over it slow to feel the divots left in the skin. He paints a path all the way up to your ear. Nipping the lobe between his teeth as he growls in your ear.
"Give it to me", he pants.
And you do, like the good listener you are. You clench down around him, hard, and it sends him hurdling towards his finish.
He swears his eyes roll into the back of his head, body arching up into you as he cums hard.
You gasp through it, squirming as he pumps slowly into you. Movements turning slick and audible when he cums in you.
But the same as that first night, that first dreadful night, when he pulls out he does so hard.
He maneuvers you out of his lap, twisting to lay you on the mattress as you gasp. Coming down from the high.
You pout at him when you see, as he hovers over you to give you pecks on the side of your face.
"Did you finish?", you ask, chest still heaving.
"I did", he assures. Pressing a kiss to your forehead.
"Not enough?", you ask, sliding your calf along his dick. He grinds into it a few times, as you give him some pressure, but he sees the exhaustion in your face. Knows you have to get up early the next day for work.
"I'll take care of it", he says giving you an assuaging peck when you whine. "Get some sleep baby, it's late".
You sigh, sinking into the mattress as he throws sheets over you. Before he can even turn off the bedside lamp, you are out. Sleeping deeply and none the wiser to his problem.
He bites his lip as his palm roams your thigh, rubbing soothing patterns into the skin, considering.
He was still throbbing, thinking about the fact that he caught Hobi checking you out. So turned on by the confirmation that his friend was physically attracted to his wife. He bit his lip as he watched you snore away, mumbling and muttering in your sleep.
Was it ok, to do it without your knowledge? Think about you and Hobi… together. He didn't want to whore his wife out or anything. At least he was pretty sure that wasn't the reason. There was just something appealing about the idea of you two- being together.
Without him.
And he was afraid to name it, what specifically was making his dick twitch when he thought about it. What that meant for the both of you if it was persistent.
He sighed, sliding off your soaked underwear. The least he could do was clean you up, instead of just staring at you sleep while he had a sexual mental breakdown. He padded into the bathroom, shivering slightly at the cold feeling on his feet. Aiming to toss your underwear in the hamper, he stopped in his tracks when he passed the bathroom sink.
A bottle of cologne, sitting precariously on the edge.
Not his own, but Hobi's.
He stared at it, sweat beading at his temple as he clenched the soiled fabric of your underwear between his fingers.
He must have left it here when he was getting ready.
Slowly he felt his hand reach for the bottle, grabbing it in his other hand while he stood ramrod straight at the corner of the sink. He took a cursory sniff, eyes closing as he savored the woody scent of the bottle.
It made him harder, if anything. And it came with a thought.
A filthy one.
The idea of it made him break out into a cold sweat because he couldn't- there's no way he was seriously thinking of…
With unsteady hands he pressed his thumb to the top of the nozzle, depressing it slightly. His teeth biting his lip so hard the skin was turning white from the pressure.
Nobody was here to catch him.
So with a full body tremble he pressed fully down and gave a couple of good sprays onto wettest part of your underwear.
He set it down, fumbling and shaking. Nearly sending another glass object careening to the floor.
His lips parted as he exhaled in slight awe, finger running across your underwear and trying to parse out where the cologne had actually landed. It was too wet to see the difference, if he didn't know he wouldn't have been able to tell.
Then suddenly he was painfully aware of how hard he still was.
He palmed at it, gliding over the length of himself, to adjust not to…
But then he leaned forward and gave the soaked fabric a sniff, pulling in a deeper breath than he had for the cologne itself.
The mixing of scents made his knees grow weak, legs turning into jelly. His favorite taste in the world with the smell of Hobi.
It took little time to decide to rip off his boxers, shaky hands fumbling with the waistband before all but flinging it off of him.
He gripped his cock in his hand, giving it slow tugs. More teasing than committing to getting off like this. Mind full of should I, should I, should I's.
He took a deeper breath, letting out a moan that was definitely too loud considering you were sleeping one room over.
Fuck it, he thought, and got to work pumping himself fully.
He kept it close to his nose, taking greedy pulls of the scent as he stroked his cock. Hand growing slick with the mess the both of you had made prior to this bathroom excursion.
"Shit-!", he moaned. Twisting his palm around the head of his cock. Moving his hips now to meet the motion of his own hand.
Is this how you would smell, after fucking him? Would you leave the scent of him lingering on your skin? How long would it take before he began to smell Hobi every time he went down on you. Tongue lapping at your folds, chasing the wood notes and the…
He took one ragged breath, before he lolled out his tongue and made a slow drag over the soaked fabric. When he tasted the bitter flavor of cologne he let out a choked moan and spilled all over his hand, splattering onto the floor.
He pants softly in the aftermath, hands falling limp at his sides.
It was loud, the sound of it. The observation sent a cold tingling through him, as fear winds its way down his spine. He didn't know what he would say if you were to stumble out of bed and see him standing there in the mess of his own guilt.
Slowly, he moved towards the door. Tips of his toes first and then pressing his heel down into the marble. Softer that way, instead of the loud pwap his feet typically makes on the floor. Brushing his fingers against the handle, he hesitates. Studying the grain of the wood, head buzzing with the idea that you might be awake on the other side of the door.
He twists it slowly, avoiding the loud click of gears turning into place. When it is tilted all the way down, he pushes forward with the weight of his body. Centimeter by centimeter until he has just enough space for his eye to see your position on the bed.
There you were, sleeping soundly. Breaths coming out in peaceful puffs as your shoulders rise and fall. You were none the wiser to the mess he left in the aftermath of his own lack of self control. He rubbed at his chest, with the heel of his palm pressed into his heartbeat massaging at the frantic pace. It gradually slowed the longer he stood there watching you. Nobody to watch him, nobody to catch him. A secret that could stay buried for just a little longer. Hands shaking a bit, he reaches forward to pull the bathroom door shut. The wood swings into place with a quiet thwick.
It's not the end of the world, not in the slightest. He knows that. You may have been a mere feet from… the incident, but you didn't wake up to it. You were asleep, in bed. Right where he left you. He fumbles with his boxers, sliding and catching on the band, tucking his dick into the fabric as he feels the pace of his breaths speed up.
The phrase repeats through his head, running circles around his panicked thoughts. It does little to calm down the pace of his heart. The muscle jumps in his chest when he sees the translucent shine of the mess he made on the marble floor.
"Fuck", Yoongi mutters to himself and paces over to the kitchen sink. He grabs a fistful of hair, clenching at his roots with a harsh pressure. The reflection in the mirror stares back at him, just as panicked and shaken. He watches as it darts a tongue across it's dry lips, trembling as it combs hair away from it's forehead. I mean… it could have been worse? It seems to say, shaking fingers reaching to turn the faucet on.
He washes his hands first, still slick in his own mess.
The feeling of doing something he wasn't supposed to, it sets his senses on edge. Ears sharp and attuned to the sounds just behind the bathroom door, listening for any sound that would suggest you woke up and then rolled out of bed to find him.
Grabbing a wash cloth from the linen storage he runs it under the water, in a rush to clean the mess he could feel like eyes glaring through him.
He spends several minutes there, crouched on the bathroom floor, running a damp cloth over the grout. Knees getting pink and bruised from the constant pressure, he runs it back and forth through his own cum.
He mops the floor until there is nothing left, no possible evidence of what he did. And yet he stays there, scrubbing.
i read this piece a while ago but it would be unfair not to share with you guys since i found this one so interesting.
for me, this is not the glorification of infidelity but is about the exploration of desire. The motivation, the shapes of it, the guilt, the repression, the burning shame… i could go on and on.
I like to read things that provoke something in me, that make me think and at the same time allow me to be consumed by something. This is definitely the case.
Weird and kinky enough, just how i like it…. i can’t wait for more.
can I ask how do you track your tbr list? Would you consider sharing it? I love your recommendations a lot thank you for sharing them with us 💗
hi baby, how are you? 💜
so about my tbr list: I usually like the fanfics I want to read and then I organize them into a Google Docs document divided by member. And yes, I plan to share, but a funny thing is that every time I share that I want to read a fanfic, I end up not reading it 😅 But I intend to share them anyway.
and i’m so glad that you like my recs <3 means a lot
🖋️ ──── In which the man who commands courtrooms like a goddamn warlord has been white-knuckling his self-control for months, pretending he doesn’t want to ruin that sweet kindergarten teacher in every filthy way imaginable.
🖋️ ──── Summary: She’s the soft-hearted kindergarten teacher who smells like crayons and vanilla dreams, always blushing behind story-time books and sticky-finger hugs. He’s Jeon Jungkook — sharp-suited corporate lawyer, quiet storm in human form, the kind of man who makes CEOs sweat and interns trip over their own feet. They first collided in the principal’s office — him there for some sponsorship paperwork, her defending a kid’s progress report like it was a battlefield. No words exchanged that day, just a lingering glance that crackled harder than cheap static. Fate, being the chaotic wingwoman she is, threw them together again weeks later at the mall. Numbers swapped. Texts turned into 2 a.m. voice notes where her shy chuckles made his dick twitch and his cold exterior crack.
Six months of “just friends” bullshit. Six months of him swallowing every dirty thought while she rambled about finger-painting disasters and he pretended forehead kisses were enough. Until the confession dropped — raw, possessive, inevitable. Now they’re official.
The problem? She’s all sunshine and nervous giggles, soft curves and hesitant touches. They’ve barely graduated past sweet hugs, temple kisses, rare cuddles, and the occasional cheek peck that leaves him rock-hard and feral in his expensive slacks. He tries to get disgusted at himself for reacting like that as such minor actions. Jungkook’s been a saint about it… almost. But everyone knows what happens when a man like him keeps a beast caged too long. The dam doesn’t just break. It fucking explodes.
🖋️ ──── Playlist.
🖋️ ──── Author's note: Listen up, twinskis — I see yall. The way y’all devoured ‘Sick for You’ has me screaming, crying, throwing up in the best way. Turning that into a full series soon because the hype is unreal. For now, here’s something that starts softer than a fresh pack of pastel markers… but trust, it won’t stay innocent for long. Drop 50+ likes and I’ll keep feeding this series like it’s my emotional support smut. Love you freaks endlessly <3
🖋️ ──── Rating: 18+ — MINORS DNI !
🖋️ ──── Pairing: Jeon Jungkook x fem!reader
🖋️ ──── Main characters: Jeon Jungkook, Kim Y/N.
🖋️ ──── Side characters: Noone.
🖋️ ──── Tropes: Corporate Lawyer!Jungkook × Kindergarten Teacher!reader, boyfriend!Jungkook, cold x sunshine, quiet x talkative, “I’ll wait” turning into “I can’t fucking wait anymore.”
🖋️ ──── Theme: Slow-burn tension so thick you could cut it with a butter knife, mutual pining that simmers into something downright obscene, the delicious moment restraints finally shatter, and the kind of love that feels equal parts tender and terrifyingly addictive.
🖋️ ────Content warning: matured, heavy smut, 18+ content, caring boyfriend!Jungkook, shy!reader, cussing, exhaustion, corporate life, sexting, flirting over texts, nudes, teasing, arousal, heavy flirting, the reader gets turned on by his caring and patient nature, inappropriate thinking and imagination, patience, dirty and suggestive talking, showering together, him washing her off, straddling, boner, kissing, grinding, humping, biting, sucking, licking, kitchen sex, bent over the counter, talking through it, edging, begging, creampie, fingering, hair pulling, and a lot more.
🖋️ ──── Word count: 20.4k+
🖋️ ──── Average reading time: 1 hour 25 minutes
Alexa, if the reader can't access the attached Spotify playlist link, play Obsessed by Zandros and Limi on loop !
sigh.
You shoved the door open with your hip, kicking your shoes off so they smacked against the baseboard like they owed you money. The latch clicked shut behind you with that final, hollow sound that always hit different after a twelve-hour grind. Coat dumped on the hook, keys tossed somewhere on the counter—you didn’t even check. Bare feet hit the cold tile and you hissed through your teeth at the jolt, the kind of sharp reminder that winter still had its claws in everything, including your tired ass.
The city outside had already gone full midnight mode, that deep navy bleed where streetlights and passing cars smeared ugly orange and blue across the windows. You flipped on a couple lamps, the warm bulbs doing their best to push back the chill that had seeped into your bones from the walk home. Bag hit the couch with a dull thump. You dropped right after it, sprawling back into the cushions like your spine was done holding up the weight of the day.
One of those soul-sucking shifts that left you feeling scraped raw.
The other teachers had dragged you out after hours to that overpriced fusion place downtown, the kind with exposed brick and playlists that tried too hard. Gossip looped nonstop—petty staff drama, nightmare parents demanding special treatment for their barely potty-trained demons, weekend plans you couldn’t fake caring about even if you got paid. Their voices still rattled around in your skull like cheap earbuds on full blast. By the time you’d escaped and stumbled through your own door, the exhaustion sat heavy in your muscles, turning every movement sluggish and your brain into static.
Your phone vibrated against your ass. Once. Twice. You almost ignored it, too drained to give a fuck, but the itch won. You dug it out, thumb sliding across the screen.
Jungkook: you home yet princess
Jungkook: tell me you ditched those loud fucks already
Jungkook: ??
Jungkook: knew they’d suck the life out of you with all that pointless yapping
Jungkook: my poor girl
Jungkook: want me to swing by if you’re still stuck
Jungkook: it’s late as hell and i don’t like you out there alone this time of night
A tired smile tugged at your mouth before you could stop it. Even back when you were pretending this thing between you was strictly casual, Jungkook had this habit of sliding into your orbit without fanfare. Coffee waiting on your desk after you bitched about a rough start, laundry mysteriously folded when your place looked like a laundry bomb went off, takeout showing up exactly when your stomach started eating itself. No grand gestures. Just quiet, consistent shit that made you wonder how the hell he read you so easily.
And damn if it wasn’t hot in the most inconvenient way.
You couldn’t front about it. Jungkook was stupid attractive in that sneaky, slow-burn manner that crept up on you during random moments—sharp jaw you’d caught yourself staring at way too long, those dark eyes that seemed to peel back whatever surface bullshit you were putting up, shoulders stretching his shirts in ways that made your mind wander to how they’d feel pinning you down. The calm control he carried like second skin always left a low heat curling in your stomach, especially when his stare lingered a beat too long, like he was mentally undressing every inch of you.
Part of you still didn’t get how someone like him had stuck around this long. The other part—the one that got wet at night thinking about what those patient hands could really do if he ever stopped playing gentleman—was getting louder every damn day. Six months of soft touches and you were starting to ache in places that had nothing to do with exhaustion. How much longer before that tightly leashed side of him finally snapped and showed you exactly how dark those quiet cravings ran? The thought sent a lazy throb between your thighs even as you typed back, fingers hovering like you were half-afraid he’d somehow sense it through the screen.
You stared at the string of texts, thumb frozen over the keyboard while a low, inconvenient pulse settled between your legs. The man had a way of doing this shit without even trying—dropping casual concern that somehow always veered into territory that made your skin feel too tight.
You: yeah
You: just walked in
You: how’d your day go, counselor?
Jungkook: survived. boring as fuck without you in it. tell me about yours
You: later. I’m wiped rn, brain’s mush
Jungkook: poor thing. go rest those pretty legs then
You: about to hop in the shower real quick
Jungkook: good. let the hot water work those knots out
Jungkook: wish I was there to help loosen you up properly tho
The last message hit like a slow drag of nails down your spine. You choked on air, eyes blowing wide as heat crawled up your throat and burned across your cheeks. No emojis, no over-the-top shit—just that quiet, loaded suggestion wrapped in concern, like he wasn’t picturing exactly how his hands would feel digging into your tired muscles… or sliding somewhere much lower.
He’d been doing this more lately. Tiny cracks in that iron restraint he wore like armor. Little teases that lingered in your head long after the screen went dark, making you wonder how long the perfect gentleman act would hold before the corporate lawyer who destroyed people in depositions decided to destroy you in much better, filthier ways.
You shifted on the couch, thighs pressing together without thinking. The exhaustion was still there, heavy in your limbs, but it mixed now with something sharper, warmer. Thumbs moved before your brain could talk you out of it.
What if you pushed back just a little? Not full send, not yet. Just enough to see if that calm facade would flicker.
The thought sent another lazy throb through you, real and human and kind of embarrassing. You weren’t some bold vixen—most days you still felt like the shy teacher who hid behind storybooks—but the ache of wondering what he was really holding back had been growing louder than the voice telling you to play it safe.
You took a slow breath, thumbs moving before the usual overthinking could slam the brakes. Fuck it. Just this once.
You: yeah? then come help me relax for real
Sent. Instant regret mixed with a twisted little thrill as you locked the screen and shoved your face into the cushion, a half-muffled groan escaping. Your cheeks burned. The apartment felt smaller, the air thicker, like your own shitty bravery had cranked the heat. Heart thudding in your ears, you lay there replaying how pathetic and eager that probably sounded, thighs shifting restlessly against the couch because the low ache between them wasn’t fading. One weak moment had your body acting like it finally got permission to want more than careful kisses.
The phone buzzed hard against your chest. You cracked one eye open, pulse spiking.
Jungkook: finally talking your shit huh
Jungkook: i’d relax you alright… hands on that tired body, mouth following every sore spot till you’re shaking for a whole different reason
Jungkook: been dying to show you how deep that goes
The words hit low and heavy. You squeezed your thighs together tighter, a sharp inhale cutting through the quiet room. Raw suggestion that made your stomach tighten and your mind flash to those broad shoulders hovering over you, that calm control finally slipping into something rougher. He’d always held back, but these texts felt like the first real leak of whatever he kept chained up. It was almost embarrassing how quickly you were getting worked up from words on a screen while still half-dead from the day.
You bit the inside of your cheek, fingers flying again before the boldness drained out.
You: yeah? show me then… what exactly would those hands do first?
The reply took longer this time. You stared at the typing dots like they owed you a few million, nerves and heat twisting together in your gut.
Jungkook: actions hit different than typing them out baby but fuck if i don’t want to pin you down and work every inch of you till you forget your own name
Jungkook: too bad i’m buried in case files tonight. overtime’s kicking my ass
Disappointment crashed in fast, souring the buzz between your legs. You let out a frustrated breath, shoulders dropping as the exhaustion rushed back in. Of course. Reality always had shit timing. Still, the lingering images he planted refused to leave — dark eyes watching you fall apart, that quiet voice dropping lower while he finally stopped being careful.
You: oh… alright. don’t kill yourself on that paperwork and drink some water at least
You tossed the phone aside, rubbing a hand over your face. The ache hadn’t gone anywhere. If anything, it sat heavier now, a reminder of how long you’d both been circling this edge.
Jungkook: bet you’re pissed i left you hanging. here, give this something useful to chew on while i’m stuck
You squinted at the text, thumb frozen, when the photo slammed through and stole the breath right out of you.
Mirror selfie, no shirt. Face cut off, but the ink gave him away immediately — those bold, chaotic lines snaking down one entire arm and slashing across the top of his chest like they had secrets to tell. Low gray sweatpants barely hanging on, the material stretched tight over a thick, obvious shape that pushed hard against the front, heavy and unapologetic.
Your jaw slackened. A rush of heat slammed up your neck and across your cheeks as you kept staring, mouth suddenly parched, pulse kicking up in places that made the couch feel way too small. It was raw, casual, the kind of shot that screamed he’d taken it without overthinking, and that made it hit even harder. Real life didn’t usually serve up shit like this mid-text thread after a garbage day.
Jungkook: shoot these whenever the urge hits and you’re nowhere close. so what’s the damage, good or what?
Typing felt impossible for a beat. Your eyes kept dragging over the cut of his torso, the way those pants sat on his hips like an invitation you weren’t sure you could handle yet, and that blatant bulge that had your stomach clenching with a mix of nerves and straight-up filthy curiosity. Part of you wanted to overthink it, the other part — the louder, hornier one tonight — just wanted to zoom in and imagine the weight of it.
You swallowed hard, fingers finally moving.
You: didn’t like it
You: fucking loved it
Jungkook: oh yeah?
The next photo loaded before you could even exhale.
Same mirror. Same bare skin. But now his thumb yanked the waistband down on purpose, fabric shoved low enough to stop just slightly over the base of his dick, heavy where it curved out, the rest still trapped but clearly straining for attention. Your breath snagged sharp in your throat, a fresh twist of want curling low as you took it in, the sight so blunt it made your thoughts scatter into dirty, unfiltered territory — how that would look up close, how it’d feel pushing past your lips or stretching you open, the kind of messy impatience that came with finally cracking the careful script you’d both been stuck in.
You gasped, face scorching as blood flooded your cheeks in a brutal rush.
Then the next shot dropped — straight from his desk, wooden edge in frame, papers strewn like he’d barely bothered clearing space. Thighs spread in the chair, angle calculated to fuck with your head. That fat, unmistakable shape pushed aggressively against the black trousers, the thick ridge outlined so clearly it looked painful, begging to be freed.
You: NO
You: I'M OUT BYE
You: YOU HAVE ZERO FUCKING SHAME
You flung the phone across the couch like it was radioactive, snatching a pillow and smashing your burning face into it. A strangled groan ripped out, muffled and desperate, body curling in on itself while your heart jackhammered against your ribs. The room turned sauna-hot in seconds, skin buzzing everywhere, that deep, slick throb between your legs turning insistent and messy, soaking through your panties like your body had zero chill left. Just pixels on a screen, but it had you clenching around nothing, mind spinning with crude, uninvited flashes of how heavy he’d feel sliding against your tongue or splitting you open.
This kind of back-and-forth should be standard couple shit. But he was your first, and every new escalation still landed like a live wire straight to your nervous system. One half of you wanted to delete the chat and pretend none of it happened. The louder half kept looping those shots behind your eyelids — the inked skin, the cut muscle, the blatant proof he was rock hard just from texting you — feeding a restless hunger that made your nipples scrape tight against your bra with every breath.
You pushed off the couch fast, legs shaky, dragging in air that did nothing to settle the fire under your skin. The apartment pressed in too close now, every nerve ending raw and overstimulated.
Cold shower. Immediately. Before this turned into something you couldn’t ignore.
The need trailed you down the hall anyway, warm and slippery, forcing short, awkward steps as you beelined for the bathroom. Door slammed harder than intended, back thumping against it while you stood there cursing your own reactions. Pull yourself together, your brain hissed, but your pussy had other plans. The soaked fabric clinging between your thighs was impossible to pretend away, a sticky reminder that a handful of shameless photos had already turned a tired night into something far more dangerous.
On the other hand, miles away in his office, Jungkook leaned back in the creaky leather chair, a slow, filthy smirk carving across his face. He tilted his head up toward the ceiling tiles, phone loose in one hand while his thumb idly scrolled up through the chat again, rereading every panicked reply like it was fuel. His free hand drifted lower, sliding over his stomach before cupping the thick, aching length that tented his black trousers obscenely.
“Fuck, princess…” he rasped under his breath, the words rough and laced with dark amusement. He palmed himself harder, fingers pressing firm through the fabric, jaw flexing as the mental image hit — you somewhere in your apartment right now, cheeks on fire, probably stripping down fast with shaky hands because he’d gotten you that worked up.
He dragged his thumb over the swollen head trapped beneath the material, eyes narrowing with heat as he pictured the mess between your legs, how slick and sensitive you’d be trying to play it cool. The idea of you failing miserably under a stream of cold water while he sat here throbbing and ignored made a low, raspy chuckle rumble out of his chest. Real life was messy like that — him stuck at this desk with a raging hard-on, you probably cursing his name and your own body for reacting so fast.
He tapped out one last text one-handed, the other still lazily working himself over his pants.
Jungkook: enjoy the shower baby
Jungkook: try not to let the water make it worse when it slides down all that soft skin
Sent. He dropped his head back again, stroking slower now, that dark smirk deepening as he let the tension coil tighter without chasing release. He could hold out. He always did. But goddamn if these little cracks in his control weren’t getting wider every time you pushed back even a little. At the end of the day he was just a man — patient on the surface, but carrying around needs that felt sharper lately, heavier, the kind that didn’t stay buried forever.
You pushed through your front door at the usual hour, afternoon light still cutting sharp across the hallway when the lock clicked open. The jangle of your keys echoed louder than normal in the empty space, like the whole building could sense the leftover buzz still humming under your skin from earlier. You’d barely kicked the door shut when your phone vibrated again in your grip.
Jungkook: can i come over? you skipped lunch again. bringing food
You froze mid-step in the entryway, one shoe dangling half-off your foot. Him coming over? Normal on paper — random drop-ins, greasy takeout, nights where you’d both crash on the couch scrolling until your eyes gave out. But after last night’s texts and those shameless photos still burned into your brain, the idea landed heavier, charged with something that made your pulse stutter. Your stomach twisted, a messy knot of want and that same old hesitation, because part of you already knew exactly where your mind would drift the second he stepped inside.
You shoved the overthinking aside. Don’t make it weird.
You: yes please i’m starving
Jungkook: on my way
You shut the door, the latch clicking loud in the quiet, and fell into autopilot. Shoes kicked toward the mat, coat slung on the hook, bag dumped on the couch. The apartment sat still under the late afternoon light slicing through the blinds, casting long shadows that did nothing to cool the low simmer crawling under your skin. You dropped onto the cushions, exhaling sharp, then grabbed your phone and started doom-scrolling reels just to keep your hands busy and your thoughts from wandering back to gray sweatpants and thick outlines.
Halfway through some dumb video, the doorbell cut through.
A quick grin pulled at your mouth before you could stop it. You stood, tugging your sweater down out of habit, heart kicking harder as you crossed the room. Door swung open and there he was — Jungkook, easy half-smirk in place, two overstuffed takeout bags in one grip, jacket hooked over his arm like he’d rushed straight from the office. Dark hair tousled from the wind, eyes locking on you with that quiet intensity that always felt like it saw too much.
“Hey,” he said, voice low and rough around the edges, the smirk deepening as he took you in. “Figured you’d be running on empty. Got your usuals.”
“Oh, I’m very hungry,” you answered, the words slipping out with a playful bite that hung heavier than intended, your grin turning a shade too sharp. You reached for the bags, fingers brushing his in the handoff, and peeked inside. Sushi rolls, plump dumplings still steaming, spicy kimchi fried rice, bulgogi sliced thin, plus two chocolate milkshakes sweating condensation. He’d nailed every craving, even grabbing doubles on the shakes he barely tolerated just because you inhaled them. The smell hit hard, making your stomach growl loud enough to echo, but the real hunger twisting lower had nothing to do with food.
The suggestive edge in your reply lingered between you, thickening the air as he stepped inside, door clicking shut behind him like it sealed something neither of you had named yet.
You turned on your heel, already moving toward the kitchen. “Come in, then.”
Jungkook let out a low chuckle that rumbled behind you as he stepped inside, the door clicking shut with finality. You caught the rustle of fabric as he shrugged off his jacket and the soft thud of his shoes hitting the floor near yours. Everything felt routine on the surface — the familiar sounds of him making himself at home — but tonight each small noise landed heavier, like static before a storm, thanks to the filthy screenshots still lurking in your recent chats.
You set the takeout bags on the counter, plastic crinkling loudly while you started pulling containers out. Savory steam rose up fast, fried rice and bulgogi and dumplings filling the kitchen with mouthwatering heat. Your stomach twisted again, but the real distraction was the man at your back. You arranged the boxes with deliberate focus, trying not to let your mind slip back to those desk photos or the way your body had betrayed you afterward.
“You wiped out?” His voice came low, right behind you, close enough that the words ghosted across your shoulder.
You nodded, not turning, fingers digging into the edge of the kimchi fried rice container. “Yeah,” you muttered, the answer slipping out quieter than planned, almost swallowed by the tension.
Silence stretched for a beat. Then his tone dipped, rougher. “Shower already?”
Your hand stalled mid-reach, grip tightening on the plastic. The simple question punched straight through the casual vibe, dragging those vivid images back — water running, skin, the thick outline from his texts. Heat crawled up your throat and burned your face. You stayed facing the counter, hyper-aware of his presence, the faint clean scent of his cologne cutting through the food smells, the way he waited like he already knew the effect.
You finally set the container down, fingers lingering on the lid like it was an anchor. “Not yet. No time earlier,” you said, voice lighter than you felt, crumpling the empty bag and shoving it into the trash bin with more force than necessary. “Why?”
He didn’t answer immediately. You could sense him there, solid and quiet, filling the small kitchen until the air felt too thick to breathe easy. Then his words came, slow and deliberate, brushing the back of your neck like a dare.
“Oh. Guess I’ll take you up on that little offer from yesterday, then.” A loaded pause. “Wanna shower together?”
The suggestion dropped heavy between you, raw and unfiltered, making your pulse spike hard. Your mind flashed to steam, his hands, the way those gray sweatpants had looked — now standing right here in your kitchen like he hadn’t just thrown gasoline on the low burn you’d been carrying since last night. Real, messy want twisted low in your gut, mixed with that familiar shy panic that made you wonder how the hell you were supposed to play this cool when every nerve felt exposed.
You sucked in a sharp breath, fingers locking tight around the counter edge like it could keep you grounded. Oh fuck.
The suggestion sat thick in the small kitchen, innocent words carrying way too much weight. Your brain immediately supplied the dirty details — hot water beating down, steam fogging the glass, bare skin sliding together, his hands mapping every inch while you tried not to lose it completely. Heat flooded your face and neck in a brutal wave, pulse hammering so loud you swore he could hear it. The space between you suddenly felt tiny, charged, like one wrong move would snap whatever thin line you’d both been balancing on since those texts.
“I mean…” The words stuck, dry in your throat. Showering together meant everything on display. No hiding, no quick exits, just raw proximity and the very real chance of his body pressed against yours under the spray. Your stomach clenched hard, nerves and a filthy spike of curiosity twisting together in a way that left you unsteady on your feet.
Jungkook stayed silent behind you, giving you room, but the heavy focus of his stare burned into your back anyway.
You forced a swallow. “It’s on you, princess,” he murmured, low and rough but edged with that careful restraint. “Tell me no and it dies right here. No pressure, ever.”
That steady check-in, the way he always left the door open for you to bolt, hit somewhere deep and messy. It loosened the knot of anxiety just enough for a slow, liquid heat to pool lower in your belly, spreading warm and insistent. You hated how much that quiet control turned you on — the kind of man who could ruin you but chose to wait until you said yes.
You turned around then, throat tight as your eyes met his. He leaned casual against the doorway, arms folded over that broad chest, looking every bit the calm storm he was. Six-foot-one of quiet intensity towering over your smaller frame, shoulders taking up space like they owned it, dark gaze locked on you — patient on top, but with something darker flickering underneath.
“No, wait… I mean…” You bit the inside of your cheek hard, hesitation warring with the restless ache that had been building since last night. “Why the hell not.”
A slow, dangerous smile tugged at one corner of his mouth, not dicky, just hungry and a little stunned. He uncrossed his arms and stepped closer, slow enough that you could stop him if you wanted, but close enough that his presence wrapped around you like a dare.
“You sure about that?” His voice dipped lower, eyes searching your face for any crack, any sign you’d regret it.
You nodded, heart slamming against your ribs like it wanted out. “Yeah. I’m sure.”
That grin spread full and wicked across his face, crinkling the corners of his eyes in a way that made your breath catch. He reached out, palm up, open and waiting, fingers steady like he had all the time in the world to drag this out and make you feel every second of it. You glanced between his hand and those dark eyes, the air crackling with the kind of tension that promised the careful version of him was finally starting to fray at the edges.
You slipped your fingers into his slowly, feeling the rough warmth of his much larger hand swallow yours. The gentle pressure he returned grounded you for half a second before it sent another ripple of nervous heat straight down your spine.
He tugged you forward without rushing, guiding you out of the kitchen and down the short hall toward your bedroom. The walk stretched in your head — every step echoing louder than it should, the quiet apartment suddenly too small, too aware of the man moving behind you with that steady, unhurried confidence. When you reached the bathroom doorway he released your hand, his thumb dragging one last slow pass across your knuckles like a promise he hadn’t voiced yet. He stepped ahead, twisting the faucet on full blast. Water roared into the tub, loud enough to fill the thick silence while steam started curling up in lazy spirals.
You hovered near the entrance, twisting your fingers together, eyes locked on the tiles like they could save you. Your cheeks burned hotter than the rising water. This was actually happening.
You were about to climb into that tub with him — no clothes, no barriers, just skin and whatever the hell had been simmering between you since those filthy photos last night. Your mind kept flashing to the thick outline in his trousers, the way his voice had dropped when he suggested this, and it made your stomach tighten with a messy blend of dread and raw, embarrassing want.
Jungkook rummaged through the cabinet like he belonged there, pulling out your lavender body wash and squeezing a heavy stream under the running water. Bubbles foamed up fast, fragrant and thick, the scent wrapping around the small room while the steam thickened. He knew exactly where everything was. Of course he did.
He glanced back at you, catching the way you refused to meet his eyes, still fidgeting like a cornered animal. Straightening up, he turned fully, that effortless control in every line of his body as one brow arched and a slow, predatory smirk pulled at his mouth.
“Already turning red for me?” he murmured, the low sound cutting through the rush of water like it was meant to crawl under your skin.
“Shut up,” you muttered, voice barely above a whisper, embarrassment making your throat tight.
“Yeah? Make me.” His tone stayed deceptively light, but the rougher gravel underneath it sent a fresh pulse straight between your legs. He tilted his head, eyes dragging over you slow and deliberate, darkening with clear interest. “Now strip. Let me see what’s mine.”
Your head snapped up, eyes wide, the command hitting you like a live wire. It wasn’t loud. It didn’t need to be. The calm certainty in his voice — like he’d pictured peeling every layer off you a hundred times and was finally done waiting — made your nipples tighten against your bra and your pulse hammer in your ears. You stood frozen for a beat, the reality of his words sinking in deep, filthy, and way too tempting. The air between you crackled, heavy with the kind of tension that promised he wouldn’t stay patient much longer once those clothes hit the floor.
He raised a brow at your hesitation, the smirk softening just enough to look almost kind, but the sharp edge underneath stayed dangerous as hell. “What, you planning to climb in fully dressed? Gonna soak that sweater for me?”
The teasing drawl cut through the thick steam and snapped something loose in your chest. You let out a shaky exhale, nerves buzzing under your skin like live wires as your fingers finally caught the bottom of your sweater. The material dragged heavier than it had any right to, catching on your elbows while you peeled it up inch by inch. Cool air hit your stomach first, then higher, raising goosebumps that had nothing to do with the temperature and everything to do with the man watching you like he was memorizing every new sliver of skin.
Jungkook didn’t step closer. He stayed leaned against the tub, arms loosely crossed, eyes locked on you with that unblinking, predatory patience that made your knees feel unreliable. The water kept rushing behind him, bubbles rising thick and fragrant, but the only thing you could focus on was how his gaze felt physical — dragging slow over your ribs, the dip of your waist, like he was already picturing exactly how he’d touch every spot once the rest came off.
You yanked the sweater the rest of the way over your head, hair falling wild around your face as the fabric dropped from your fingers onto the hamper. Plain white bra underneath, nothing special, just the everyday kind that suddenly felt obscene under his stare. Your nipples tightened instantly against the thin cotton, traitorous and obvious, and you fought the urge to cover yourself even though part of you — the filthy, curious part that had been wet since his texts — liked how exposed it made you feel.
You kept your eyes down, cheeks on fire, pulse hammering in your throat. His attention sat heavy on your skin, warm and unrelenting, tracing the soft curve of your belly and the way your breathing had gone shallow. It was mortifying and addictive at the same time, this slow unraveling while he just stood there drinking it in like he had every right.
Your hands moved lower on autopilot, shaky as they found the waistband of your pants. Thumbs hooked inside, you pushed them down your hips, the fabric clinging stubbornly before sliding over the swell of your ass and down your thighs. Simple white panties came into view, basic cotton that rode up slightly from the motion and left you feeling more bare than if you’d been wearing nothing. Cool air licked up your legs, making you hyper-aware of the damp spot already forming between them, the way your pussy throbbed once at the thought of him seeing it.
You stepped out of the pooled pants, kicking them aside with your toes, heart slamming so hard it drowned out the running water. Standing there in nothing but your underwear, skin prickling, you felt the full weight of the moment — shy as fuck, turned on in a way that made your thighs want to press together, and weirdly alive because of how calmly he was owning the space without even touching you yet. The air crackled between you, thick with the promise that once those last scraps came off, the careful version of him you’d known might not make it through the night.
You could feel the air thicken between you, heavy and electric, like the moment right before a storm finally breaks. He didn’t push or crowd you, never did, but that quiet intensity radiating off him made every inch of your exposed skin prickle with anticipation and a sharp edge of fear that only made the heat between your legs worse.
You forced yourself to lift your eyes and meet his stare, heart slamming against your ribs so hard you were convinced the sound bounced off the tiles. Steam drifted lazily around you both, softening the harsh bathroom light into something almost intimate, but it did zero to dull the raw hunger building in his dark gaze. Your mouth went dry as you stood there half-naked, pulse racing, caught between wanting to hide and the filthy thrill of him looking at you like this.
He held your eyes for a long, loaded beat, unblinking, before letting his stare drag downward with agonizing slowness. It felt like fingers ghosting over you — tracing the line of your throat, lingering on the way your breasts strained against the plain white bra, following the soft dip of your waist and the curve of your hips, then lower, right to the thin fabric of your panties that suddenly felt transparent. Every place his eyes touched left you burning, nipples pebbled tight, a fresh rush of wetness soaking the cotton between your thighs. You were mortified at how quickly your body responded, but the ache was undeniable, real, and growing louder than the shy voice screaming at you to cover up.
When his gaze climbed back to your face, it had turned darker, pupils blown, that careful mask he usually wore cracking just enough to show the edge of something feral underneath.
“Underwear staying on for now?” he asked, voice dropping into a low, gravelly register that scraped right down your spine and settled hot between your legs.
You nodded fast, one hand coming up to scratch nervously at the back of your neck, face flaming hotter. “Yeah… I think that’s fine. For now. Yeah?” The words came out shaky and uncertain, half question, half desperate attempt to keep some control while your mind spun with flashes of what might happen once the water hit your skin and those last barriers got in the way.
He watched you for another stretched second, something unreadable flickering across his features, before slowly shaking his head — not refusing you, but like he was committing the sight of your flushed, vulnerable body to memory. “Whatever you need, princess,” he murmured, the words soft but weighed down with dark promise, the kind that made you wonder how long that patience would actually last once you were both wet and slippery.
He straightened to his full height, shoulders rolling in a way that pulled your eyes straight to the hard lines of muscle shifting under his skin. His hands dropped to the hem of his shirt, fingers gripping the fabric before he dragged it off in one smooth, unhurried motion. The move revealed miles of toned torso, those familiar tattoos snaking down one arm and across his chest, abs flexing as he tossed the shirt aside. He stood there bare from the waist up, steam curling around his frame, looking every bit like the kind of man who could ruin you slowly and make you thank him for it. Your breath caught hard, eyes tracing every cut line and inked detail while fresh nerves and raw want twisted tight in your gut.
gaze locked on you the whole time, that faint smirk playing on his lips like he knew exactly what kind of mess he was making between your thighs.
The steam kept rising thick around you both, carrying that heavy lavender scent, but it couldn’t mask the raw tension crackling in the small space. Your lips parted without permission, eyes tracing helplessly over every ridge and shadow carved into his torso. He looked like the kind of trouble that started innocent and ended with you sore in the best ways — patient on the surface, but built like he could pin you against the tiles and make you forget your own name. You drank it in longer than you should’ve, stomach tightening with that embarrassing rush of want, pussy already clenching at the thought of running your hands over all that warm muscle while water poured down on you both. Real life didn’t usually hit this hard, but standing here half-naked while he watched you stare made everything feel stupidly intense and way too real.
He caught you staring, one brow lifting slow as that signature smirk deepened, voice dropping into a lazy tease. “Go ahead and take a picture, princess. Might help you later when you’re alone and thinking about me.”
The words yanked you back hard. You dropped your gaze fast, face burning like you’d been caught stealing, a nervous little laugh escaping before you could choke it down. Fuck, he was lethal with that shit — one dicky line and your brain short-circuited while your body throbbed in response. He was going to kill you slowly, dragging this out until you were the one begging for more.
He let out a low, rough chuckle at your reaction, the sound vibrating through the steamy air and settling low in your core like a promise. Before you could pull yourself together, his hands drifted to the waistband of his pants, fingers hooking casual and confident inside the fabric. He pushed them down with that same unhurried control, the material sliding over his hips, revealing the sharp V-lines dipping lower and the way his dick strained heavy against the dark boxer briefs underneath. The move was so deliberate it felt like foreplay, leaving you standing there flushed and fidgeting, heart racing as more of him was revealed and the air between you turned thick enough to choke on. Your mind spun with filthy flashes — what he’d feel like pressed against you under the water, how little those last scraps of fabric would actually hide once things got slippery and close.
Your breath snagged hard in your throat. A fresh wave of heat crashed through you, rushing straight down to pool slick and needy between your legs as your eyes locked onto that blatant bulge for a second too long. You snapped your gaze back up to his face, eyes wide, heart jackhammering like you’d been caught doing something filthy. The sight left your mouth dry and your panties even damper, the kind of raw physical reaction that made you feel exposed and stupidly turned on all at once.
Jungkook didn’t bother hiding or adjusting himself. He just stood there, tall and completely at ease, letting you look your fill while steam curled around his frame and caught on the sharp dips of his hips. The confidence in his stance made your stomach flip — like he knew exactly how affected you were and was enjoying every second of it.
“Come here,” he said, voice low and rough like gravel wrapped in velvet, the command pulling at something deep in your gut that made your thighs want to press together.
You swallowed thickly, throat clicking, before your feet started moving on their own. Bare soles padded across the cool tiles, each step shaky with anticipation as the humid air wrapped around your mostly naked body. The short distance felt endless, your pulse roaring in your ears while nerves and that insistent throb between your legs fought for dominance.
He stepped into the tub first, water sloshing around his calves as he killed the faucet with a quick twist. Then he sank down slow against the back edge, toned body disappearing inch by inch beneath the bubbly surface until the water lapped at his chest. Droplets clung to his inked skin, tracing shiny paths over muscle and tattoo lines that looked even more sinful wet. His dark eyes lifted to yours, warm on the surface but burning with barely-leashed hunger underneath, and he patted his lap in silent invitation — simple, but heavy with everything it implied. You're glad the bubbles ain't hick enough to wipe out all the underwater vision.
You paused for a split second, stomach twisting with that messy dicktail of anxiety and filthy curiosity. Steam rose thick around you, carrying lavender that did jack shit to settle your racing heart. Then you stepped in. Warm water engulfed your legs instantly, soothing and shocking at the same time as you carefully lowered yourself onto his lap, back to his chest.
The second your bodies connected everything sharpened. His solid chest pressed hot and firm against your back, skin already slick, powerful thighs bracketing yours under the water like he was caging you in without trying. You felt the unmistakable press of his hard dick nestled right against your ass through the thin, wet layers still between you — thick, heavy, throbbing with clear interest that made your breath stutter and your pussy clench hard around nothing. Your ekt it legit twitch slightly against your skin.
The moment you let your shoulders drop even a fraction, trying to breathe through the overwhelming closeness, Jungkook’s arms slid around your waist from behind. Strong, unhurried, and possessive, they locked you tighter against him, large palms spreading wide over your stomach beneath the bubbly water like he was claiming every inch he could reach. The contact sent sparks racing across your skin, his breath warm against the side of your neck as the water settled around your joined bodies, turning the air even thicker with tension and the very real promise that this shower was about to get a lot less innocent. contact sent a fresh ripple through you — not just from the heat of his skin against yours, but from the way his hold felt like both safety and sin wrapped in one.
He pulled you in tighter until your back slotted completely against his chest, then dipped his head into the crook where your shoulder met your neck. His nose dragged first along your damp skin, followed by the hot press of his mouth. He drew in a long, greedy breath like he was trying to pull every trace of you into his lungs — the faint lavender mixed with your natural scent — and you felt the shaky exhale ghost over your neck, his fingers flexing on your waist like he was barely holding back from digging in harder.
“Fuck… you smell so fucking good,” he rasped against your skin, voice low and wrecked, the words vibrating straight through your body and landing heavy between your legs. He stayed buried there, lips teasing the sensitive spot just under your ear, breathing you in deep and slow like a man who’d been running on fumes and finally got a hit of what he really needed.
The water rippled softly around you with every tiny movement, bubbles sticking to your skin where his arms locked you in place. His heartbeat thumped steady and strong against your back, just a little faster than normal, matching the chaotic rhythm slamming in your own chest.
One of his hands started moving, sliding up from your waist with torturously light fingertips gliding over your slick, wet ribs. The touch left goosebumps exploding across your skin despite the heat of the bath, stopping just under the curve of your bra, palm hovering so close you could feel the warmth radiating from it. Your breathing turned ragged, chest rising and falling quicker under the gentle sway of the water, nipples straining tight against the soaked fabric as your mind spiraled — wondering how long that hand would stay polite before it stopped asking permission.
Steam curled thick around you both, turning the bathroom into a hazy little world where nothing else existed. The lavender mixed with the raw scent of skin and building arousal, making everything feel heavier, more intimate, and way too real.
“Can I touch you, princess?” he whispered right against your neck, lips brushing with every syllable, voice so deep and gravelly it dragged another shiver straight down your spine and made your pussy throb. The question sounded soft, almost careful, but the dark hunger bleeding through it had your core clenching hard, thighs wanting to squeeze together under the water. Part of you was still screaming to slow down, to keep some control, while the rest — the louder, hornier part that had been soaked since his texts — wanted him to stop talking and just do it already.
“Yes…” the word slipped out breathy and fast, almost desperate, like it had been clawing at the back of your throat for too long. Because it had. You needed his hands on you, needed that solid weight to cut through the dizzy spin in your head and the slick heat building low in your core that the water couldn’t wash away.
The second permission left your mouth, his palm slid higher, cupping the soft weight of your breast through the soaked bra. His thumb dragged slow and deliberate over your stiff nipple, circling with just enough pressure to pull a shaky, broken whimper from your lips. Electricity shot straight down your spine and settled heavy between your thighs, making your pussy clench hard around nothing while the warm water amplified every single touch until it felt overwhelming. Your back arched without thinking, pushing into his hand like your body had already made its choice.
“Can I take this off?” he rasped against the curve of your neck, lips dragging over your skin with every syllable. His voice had gone even rougher, velvet over gravel, still trying to sound careful but failing at hiding the raw edge underneath. “I’ll keep it innocent… just washing you. Promise.”
The words should’ve felt safe, but the hunger threaded through them made your stomach twist tight with filthy anticipation. You could feel his chest rising and falling faster against your back, the way his fingers hovered right at the band of your bra like he was one second away from losing that last thread of control.
“Of course,” you whispered, voice small and shaky, barely cutting through the soft splash of water. No real hesitation left — just burning want mixed with the shy panic that still made your face heat up like you’d been caught watching something you shouldn’t.
Jungkook let out a low, relieved exhale against your shoulder, the sound vibrating through you. One hand moved with deliberate patience, fingers finding the clasp at your back and flicking it open effortlessly. He didn’t rip it away. Instead he let the straps slip down your shoulders on their own, his palms following the path in a slow, possessive glide that left your breath stuttering. The wet bra peeled off completely and dropped with a heavy, damp plop somewhere at the side of the tub, leaving your breasts bare to the steamy air and his hungry stare.
Cool air hit your exposed skin for a heartbeat before his warmth chased it away. He reached over the tub edge, pressing closer for a moment so his hard chest dragged against your back, water sloshing around you both as he grabbed the loofah and lavender bodywash. The floral scent bloomed thicker in the humid air when he squeezed a generous amount onto the sponge, setting the bottle aside with a quiet clink.
He settled his chin on your shoulder, arm wrapping back around your waist to haul you firmly against him until there wasn’t a single inch of space left. His heartbeat thrummed steady and strong against your spine, his thick dick still pressed hot and insistent against your ass through the wet fabric, a constant reminder of how badly he was affected. You felt surrounded, caged in the best and most terrifying way, skin prickling everywhere his body touched yours while your mind raced with dirty little questions about how long that “just washing” promise would actually hold once his hands started moving again.
With slow, deliberate strokes, he dragged the soapy loofah across your collarbone, drawing lazy, swirling patterns that left thick trails of fragrant bubbles sliding down your wet skin. The soft, textured drag combined with the heat of the water created this maddeningly intimate friction, like he was mapping every dip and curve on purpose, learning how your body responded to the lightest pressure. Each pass felt heavier than it should, waking up nerve endings you didn’t even know were waiting for him.
“You’re so fucking soft,” he breathed right against your ear, lips grazing the shell as the words sank into your skin. His voice came out husky and low, almost strained, while his free hand stayed anchored at your waist, thumb tracing slow, absent circles just under your ribs like he needed the contact to stay sane.
You kept your mouth shut, too scared any reply would come out as a pathetic whimper or something equally embarrassing. Instead you sank deeper into the water and against his chest, letting the silence and the way your body melted back into him do the talking. The trust felt dangerous this close, but the ache between your legs only grew sharper with every careful touch.
His hand moved lower without hurry, guiding the loofah over the full swell of your breasts. The soapy surface brushed across your sensitive skin in unhurried circles, teasing your already hard nipples with every pass until they throbbed painfully. Tiny sparks of pleasure shot straight down to your core, making your pussy clench and leak more slick into the water. Knowing it was his hand controlling the motion turned the innocent act filthy in your head — you kept picturing those same fingers pinching instead of gliding, gripping instead of teasing.
Jungkook’s breath caught against your shoulder when he felt you react, but he kept every movement measured, circling the loofah around one breast then the other like he was worshipping the weight of them. His other arm stayed locked around your waist, holding you firmly in place while the water lapped gently at your bodies. The steam had grown thicker, turning the bathroom into a hazy trap where the only things that existed were his touch, the heavy scent of lavender, and the unmistakable press of his hard dick against your ass.
He dragged the loofah further down, gliding it across the soft plane of your stomach in lazy loops. Bubbles slid down your skin and disappeared into the water with every stroke, making your belly flutter with nerves and that deepening, restless hunger. The touch stayed gentle on the surface, but you could feel the tension in his arm, the way his fingers flexed like he was fighting the urge to press harder and pull you even closer.
Then he went lower. One of his strong hands nudged your thighs apart just enough under the water, the movement so intimate it made your breath hitch. He took his time sliding the soapy loofah along the sensitive skin of your inner thighs, then the outer, reaching as far as he could without forcing anything. The warm, textured glide left your legs tingling, every slow pass sending fresh pulses of heat straight to your aching pussy. You were painfully aware of how close he was to where you needed him most, the thin, soaked panties doing nothing to hide how drenched you already were. The tension in the air felt ready to snap, and part of you — the greedy, curious part — wondered how much longer he’d keep pretending this was still just washing.
You could feel the steady rise and fall of his chest against your back, each breath a little deeper, a little tighter, like he was fighting to keep his control intact. His chin stayed tucked on your shoulder, lips occasionally grazing your wet skin as he worked, sending tiny jolts straight down your spine. The difference between how carefully his hands moved and the thick, insistent press of his dick against your ass under the water turned the whole thing filthy in the best way — the heavy lavender steam, the constant soft lap of bubbles, the raw feeling of being held open and touched by him while trying to act like this was still innocent.
He didn’t cross any obvious lines with the loofah, but the slow, thorough way he dragged it along your inner thighs left you throbbing, legs trembling under the surface as more slick heat leaked out of you, mixing with the bathwater. The ache between your legs had grown stupidly persistent, almost embarrassing how quickly your body was giving up the fight.
You tipped your head back against his shoulder with a quiet sigh, eyes slipping shut as the heat of the water and the solid weight of him finally started loosening the last tight knots in your muscles. A soft, hazy hum slipped from your throat, half-relaxed, half-dazed from how good it felt to just exist against him like this.
His hands paused mid-motion, the loofah hovering like your little sound had short-circuited something in him. Then he tossed it onto the tub edge with a wet slap, clearly done pretending. Both hands came back to you instead — big, warm, and no longer hiding what he wanted. They slid up from your waist and cupped your bare breasts fully, palms molding to the soft weight like he’d been dying to do exactly this.
He started slow, massaging them with firm, reverent strokes, thumbs sweeping lazy circles over your stiff nipples until your breath hitched. The soap and warm water made every glide slick and smooth, turning the touch into something dangerously addictive. Pleasure sparked hot through your chest and straight down to your core, making your pussy clench hard and your back arch into his hands without permission.
“God, you feel so fucking good,” he muttered against the side of your neck, voice rough and low, lips dragging over your damp skin with every word. His touch stayed tender for a moment longer before growing bolder — thumbs flicking and circling your sensitive peaks, fingers kneading the soft flesh with just enough pressure to pull a shaky, needy whimper from your chest. He rolled your nipples between his fingers, tugging lightly, the sensation so sharp and perfect it made your thighs press together under the water and your mind flash to how those same hands would feel lower, rougher, spreading you open.
He pulled his hands away suddenly, the loss of his warm grip leaving your skin tingling and strangely empty. The water rippled hard around you both as he shifted, the movement pressing his thick dick more firmly against your ass like a reminder that his patience was fraying fast.
You could feel the steady thump of his heart against your back, each breath coming a little rougher now, like the careful mask was starting to slip. His chin stayed tucked against your shoulder, lips brushing damp skin every so often as he worked, the contrast between his gentle hands and the thick, insistent dick pressed against your ass turning the whole bath into something dangerously charged.
“Could you turn around for me?” he asked, voice low and gravelly, that quiet hunger bleeding through and making your pulse trip over itself.
You blinked slowly, lashes heavy from the steam and the haze his touch had left in your head. The request took a second to land, your brain still pleasantly foggy. You glanced back over your shoulder, meeting those dark eyes that had gone darker, burning with something raw and patient all at once. After a shaky inhale, you nodded.
You shifted your hips just enough to twist around on his lap, water splashing softly around the movement. It took some awkward adjusting — hands bracing on his broad shoulders for balance, knees settling on either side of his thighs — until you were fully facing him. The new position pressed you chest to chest, your bare breasts dragging against the hard, wet planes of his torso with every breath. His hands settled on your waist under the water, steady and warm, droplets sliding down your skin where they touched.
Straddling him like this, nothing but soaked fabric and warm water between you, felt stupidly intimate. His thick dick nestled right against your core, heavy and throbbing, the thin barrier doing nothing to hide how hard he was. Your faces were inches apart now — close enough to see the faint flush high on his cheeks, the way his eyes dropped to your lips before snapping back up, the tight set of his jaw as he held himself in check.
Jungkook’s thumbs kept tracing slow circles on your waist, trying to play it calm, but his breathing had turned ragged, chest rising and falling quicker against yours. Steam curled thick around you both, the lavender scent mixing with the raw smell of skin and building want, wrapping the moment in a hazy little bubble that felt cut off from the rest of the world.
“Can I kiss you?” he rasped, voice rough and low, the question hitting you out of nowhere in the steamy air. His eyes searched yours with that same careful intensity, always waiting, even while the tension between you felt ready to snap.
Your lips parted, but nothing came out at first — just a soft, surprised exhale while your brain scrambled to catch up. Up close like this, water clinging to his lashes and the sharp line of his jaw, he looked almost too much. That faint playful twitch at the corner of his mouth showed up again, patient on the surface but clearly fighting whatever darker urge was riding him hard underneath. The ache between your legs pulsed stronger, your soaked panties clinging uncomfortably as you sat there wondering how long you’d both last before the careful version of him finally gave in.
“Sure,” you whispered, the word coming out breathy and shy, but raw with honesty.
The second it left your mouth, Jungkook’s hand slid up to cradle the back of your neck, thumb stroking along your jaw as he closed the distance. His lips met yours in a kiss that started deep and unhurried, like he’d been starving for it longer than he’d ever admit. Warm and firm, they moved against yours with a hunger he kept on a tight leash — teasing at first, then coaxing your mouth open so his tongue could slip inside, tasting you slow and thorough. The faint hint of mint mixed with something darker, something purely him, flooded your senses and made your head spin.
You sank into it completely, hands sliding up to grip his wet shoulders, fingers digging into the hard muscle as the water sloshed around you. He kissed like a man unraveling — patient on the surface, but growing bolder, deeper, more desperate with every second, like all those months of careful touches were finally cracking wide open. One arm tightened around your waist, yanking you flush against him until your bare breasts crushed against his chest, nipples dragging sensitive against his skin.
Your hips rolled on instinct, a small, needy grind that pressed your soaked core right along the thick, rigid length of his dick. The slippery friction through the thin fabric pulled a low, guttural groan from his throat that vibrated straight into your mouth. His fingers flexed hard on your waist, fighting the urge to slam you down harder and chase more of that delicious pressure.
You wrapped your arms fully around his neck, fingers threading into the wet hair at his nape as you tugged him even closer. That sound from him lit something wild in you. You rolled your hips again, slower this time, dragging your aching pussy along his clothed dick with purpose. The soaked material created the filthiest glide, teasing your clit with every shift and making your breath catch against his lips.
You kept kissing him through it all, tongues tangling lazy and heated while your hips found a lazy rhythm. Arms locked around his neck, fingers twisted tight in his damp hair, you moved like your body had taken over — chasing that slick friction, letting the warm water splash lightly between you with every roll. Bubbles clung to your joined skin, the steam making everything feel heavier, more intimate, as the ache between your legs grew sharper and more demanding. Part of you still felt shy as hell, but the rest was too far gone, lost in how good he felt, how badly you wanted him to stop holding back.
Jungkook’s grip on your waist turned bruising, fingers digging in hard enough to leave marks as you rolled your hips again, dragging your soaked pussy along the thick, rigid length of his dick with shameless little rocks. The drenched fabric between you did nothing to dull the sensation — every slow grind pressed the fat head right against your swollen clit, the heavy throbbing vein dragging perfectly through your folds until you were panting into his mouth.
“Fuck, princess,” he groaned against your lips, the sound raw and broken, vibrating straight down to where you were grinding on him. “You keep moving like that and I’m gonna lose my fucking mind. Feel how hard you got me? This thing’s been aching for you.”
He kissed you deeper, tongue fucking into your mouth like he was already imagining something else sliding in and out of you, one hand fisting in your wet hair while the other squeezed your hip, encouraging every filthy roll without fully taking control. The steam wrapped around you thicker than before, lavender mixing with the sharp scent of arousal as your nipples scraped against his chest with every movement, sending sparks straight to your core.
You were gone — completely lost in the slick, slippery friction, the way his thick dick nestled right between your folds like it belonged there, the needy sounds he kept feeding you with every rock of your hips. Your fingers twisted tighter in his damp hair, pulling him impossibly closer as you chased that building pressure, panties clinging uselessly to your dripping pussy while the warm water splashed between your bodies.
He ripped his mouth away after a while, breathing ragged and harsh against your swollen lips, eyes so dark they looked black. Water dripped down his sharp jaw as his fingers flexed violently on your hips, tightening, loosening, fighting himself.
“Enough,” he growled, voice wrecked and strained, the word sounding like it physically pained him to force out. “Baby, you gotta stop before I-” he shuts himself up before he said something wrong.
You blinked at him, dazed and throbbing, body still humming with that cruel edge of almost-there pleasure. Before you could roll your hips again or beg for more, he pressed a rough kiss to the corner of your mouth, then another to your forehead, lingering there like he needed it to stay sane.
“Let’s get out,” he muttered, voice lower, rougher, almost soothing even while his dick continued to throb insistently against your soaked core. “Before I stop being such a gentleman and ruin you like I’ve been dying to.”
He stood up with you still wrapped around him like it was nothing, water pouring off both your bodies in heavy streams as he lifted you effortlessly from the tub. You gasped at the sudden cool air hitting your dripping skin, legs instinctively locking tighter around his waist, ankles crossed behind his back while your arms clung around his neck. His hard dick nestled right between your thighs, pressing hot and heavy against your aching pussy with every step, the soaked fabric doing nothing to hide how badly he wanted to sink into you. The contrast between his careful words and the obvious, throbbing need grinding against you with every movement left your head spinning and your body screaming for him to finally break.
Jungkook’s arms locked tight around your back and under your thighs, holding you up like you weighed nothing at all. Water streamed from his soaked hair onto your shoulder as he turned and stepped out of the tub with steady balance, never letting you slip even an inch. The steam trailed after you both into the cooler bathroom air, lavender and raw heat still clinging to your wet skin like a second layer.
He didn’t put you down right away. Instead he stood there in the middle of the bathroom, holding you close, forehead pressed to yours while droplets fell steadily from both your bodies onto the mat below. His breathing was rough and uneven, chest heaving against yours with every inhale, the thick, heavy length of his dick still throbbing insistently between your thighs, pressed right against your soaked panties like it was trying to find its way inside you.
One of his hands dragged slowly up your spine, fingertips tracing every bump and curve like he was burning the shape of you into memory, while the other stayed locked under your thigh, fingers digging in just enough to remind you how easily he could spread you wider if he wanted.
Your face felt like it was on fire, but you couldn’t look away from his eyes — dark, starving, and still clinging to that thread of control that was clearly fraying. The way his body screamed raw need while his hands stayed almost careful made your stomach twist with filthy want. You could feel how wet you were, how your pussy kept clenching around nothing every time his dick twitched against you, and the shame of it only made you hotter.
He finally moved, carrying you across the bathroom like it was effortless, and set you down on the cool marble counter with surprising gentleness. The icy surface hit your bare ass and thighs like a shock, making you gasp softly as goosebumps exploded across your skin. Your legs stayed parted where he’d left you perched on the edge, water and bubbles still dripping down your inner thighs, mixing with the slick arousal that had nothing to do with the bath anymore. The contrast between the cold counter and the burning heat pulsing between your legs left you squirming.
Jungkook stepped back for a second, reaching for two thick towels from the rack. The loss of his body heat made you feel stupidly exposed — topless, nipples still tight and sensitive from his earlier teasing, skin flushed and marked with faint red patches where he’d gripped you. You loosely crossed your arms over your chest, not fully hiding, but needing something while you watched him move.
He came back fast, unfolding one towel and draping it around your shoulders first. His fingers brushed the tops of your breasts as he pulled the edges together, the light contact sending another bolt of heat straight to your core.
“Better?” he asked, voice still low and rough, that husky edge making it sound like anything but a simple question.
He dragged the second towel roughly through his own wet hair, muscles flexing across his chest and arms with the motion. Tiny droplets flew from the dark strands, sliding down his shoulders, over his tattoos, and down the hard lines of his abs. The sight was ridiculous — messy damp hair, flushed skin, water running down that insane body while his dick still strained hard against his soaked boxers, the outline even more obscene now that the fabric clung completely to him.
You couldn’t stop staring. Your mouth felt dry, thighs pressing together on the counter as fresh heat throbbed between your legs. He looked like he was barely holding himself together, like one wrong move from you would have him ripping those last scraps of fabric off and burying himself inside you right there on the bathroom counter. And the worst part? A big, greedy part of you wanted exactly that.
You bit your lower lip, eyes unconsciously following one slow water droplet as it trailed down the center of his chest, slipping between the hard ridges of his abs before disappearing into the towel slung dangerously low on his hips. The sight made your cheeks burn hotter, a messy swirl of embarrassment and lingering heat twisting low in your belly. After a beat, you gave a small, shy nod, the motion coming a little delayed, like your brain was still catching up to the reality of sitting here half-dressed on the counter in front of him.
You placed the dumplings neatly beside the fried rice on both plates, fingers moving on autopilot while the rich, savory smells wrapped around the kitchen. The mindless little task gave your brain something safe to focus on after the whirlwind in the bathroom — the scorching water, the way his hands had mapped every inch of your skin, how quickly your body had melted and reacted under his touch like it had been waiting for exactly that.
After drying off, he’d quietly passed you a fresh change of clothes and stepped out to give you space. He’d changed in the bedroom, pulling on one of the oversized shirts and soft sweatpants you kept here for him now. You always made sure a few of his things were around for those nights he showed up drained from endless work, too wiped to drive home, choosing instead to crash with you tucked against him.
Your hands froze mid-motion as two strong arms suddenly slid around your waist from behind, yanking you back against a solid, burning chest. The heat of him poured through the thin fabric of your shirt instantly, overwhelming and steady all at once, making your breath catch in your throat.
He pressed his face into the curve of your neck, nose dragging along the still-sensitive skin before his teeth sank in with a firm, possessive bite. The sharp sting shot straight through you, pulling a quiet gasp from your lips as warmth flooded your chest and lower, that restless ache from the bath flaring back to life without warning.
Jungkook held the bite for a long second, lips brushing over the fresh mark as he stayed buried against you, arms locked tight like he couldn’t quite let go yet. The solid warmth of his body against your back, the faint dampness still clinging to his hair, and the quiet intensity rolling off him made the kitchen feel smaller, the air heavier. Your pulse hammered loud in your ears, a confusing rush of leftover shyness mixing with the undeniable pull low in your belly. Part of you wanted to pull away and play it cool, but the bigger part — the one still buzzing from every touch earlier — leaned back into him without thinking, caught between wanting more and not knowing how to ask for it.
He snuggled his face deeper into the curve of your neck, nose dragging along the sensitive skin before his teeth sank in hard — a possessive, claiming bite that made your breath catch sharply in your throat. The sting bloomed fast into something hotter, spreading through your veins like liquid fire as his hands roamed your sides with clear hunger. They slipped under the hem of your oversized shirt, fingers tracing the bare skin of your waist and pressing in just enough to leave faint imprints, like he was marking you in every way he could.
“Jungkook—?” you gasped softly, the name slipping out breathy and surprised, your voice catching as the heat from his bite mixed with the fresh wave of sensation rushing through you.
He didn’t answer with words. Instead, he sucked the bitten spot into his mouth, tongue soothing the mark while his hips rolled forward, letting you feel exactly how hard he still was, pressed firm and insistent against your ass. The low groan that rumbled against your neck sent shivers racing down your spine. Your hands flew to the edge of the counter, gripping tight as your knees suddenly felt unreliable, the solid heat of him behind you making your head spin.
“You know I respect everything about you, right?” he whispered against your neck, lips brushing over the fresh mark he’d left. One hand slowly slid higher up your side, palm cupping the soft weight of your breast through the thin shirt, thumb stroking slow, deliberate circles over your nipple until your breath stuttered.
“Y-yeah… Why?” you managed, voice barely above a whisper, shaky as heat flooded every inch of your body from his touch.
“Good.” His voice dropped even lower, rough with barely-held restraint and something much darker underneath. “Keep that in mind when I do this.”
Before you could fully process the warning, he turned you around with strong hands gripping your waist, spinning you to face him in one smooth motion. Your back met the edge of the kitchen counter with a soft thud, the cool surface pressing into your lower back. In the next heartbeat, his mouth crashed down on yours — hungry, deep, and no longer holding back any of that carefully leashed intensity.
The kiss was overwhelming from the start. His lips moved against yours with raw need, tongue sliding in to taste you like he’d been replaying this moment since the bath. One hand stayed tangled in your hair, tilting your head exactly how he wanted while the other gripped your hip, pulling you flush against him so you could feel every hard inch of him pressed between your bodies. The kitchen counter dug into your back, but you barely noticed, too lost in the way he kissed you — like he was done being patient, like the thin thread of control he’d been clinging to was finally starting to snap. Your fingers clutched at his shirt, heart racing as the real weight of what was building between you settled heavy and undeniable in the charged air.
The kiss was nothing like the careful, sweet ones he usually gave you. This one hit like a dam finally breaking — all heat and raw need, his tongue sliding into your mouth the second your lips parted on a surprised gasp. He tasted like pent-up hunger and the last threads of his control snapping, one hand fisting tight in your hair to tilt your head exactly how he wanted while the other gripped your hip hard enough to bruise, yanking you flush against him. You could feel every thick, heavy inch of his dick pressed between your bodies, throbbing and insistent through the thin layers, grinding subtly against your stomach like he couldn’t help himself anymore.
A low, guttural groan tore from deep in his chest, vibrating straight into your mouth when you arched into him without thinking, your hands fisting the front of his shirt like it was the only thing keeping you upright. He kissed you harder, deeper, tongue stroking against yours in filthy, demanding strokes, like he was finally pouring every ounce of patience he’d forced himself to keep into this one moment. The counter dug painfully into your lower back, pinning you between the cool edge and the scorching heat of his body, but you barely registered it. You melted into the roughness, letting him take what he wanted as the kiss turned sloppy and desperate, spit-slick and breathless, your soft whimpers mixing with his quiet growls.
When he finally pulled back just enough for you to gulp down air, his forehead dropped against yours, breaths coming hot and ragged between you. His eyes were almost black now, pupils blown wide with something feral and dark, but the way his thumb stroked gently across your flushed cheek kept that thin thread of care from completely disappearing.
“Been thinking about this for so long,” he rasped, voice wrecked and low, lips brushing yours with every word. “Kissing you like I actually mean it. Feeling you lose it against me.” His hips rolled forward once, slow and deliberate, letting you feel the full weight of his hardness grinding against your core through your clothes. “Tell me if it’s too much… but fuck, princess, I need more of you tonight.”
The words hung heavy in the charged air, his body still caging you against the counter, one hand still tangled in your hair while the other slipped lower, fingers teasing under the hem of your shirt again. Your heart hammered wildly, the real, messy want in his voice making your stomach twist and your thighs press together. Part of you was still shy, still processing how fast this was escalating, but the bigger part — the one throbbing and wet from the bath and his bite — wanted him to stop holding back and show you exactly how much he’d been restraining himself all this time.
Now this was a split-second decision.
“Don’t… don’t stop.” The words barely made it out of your mouth, shaky and breathless, but they were all it took.
The moment they left your lips, something in Jungkook snapped.
His eyes darkened instantly, that last fragile thread of restraint visibly fraying as a low, almost pained sound rumbled from deep in his chest. His hand tightened in your hair, not enough to hurt but enough to tilt your head back further, and then his mouth was on yours again — harder this time, hungrier, like your permission had finally unlocked the version of him he’d been keeping locked away for months.
He kissed you like he was starving, tongue sliding against yours with filthy intent, deep and demanding. The hand on your hip slid lower, gripping your ass and pulling you even tighter against the hard line of his body so you could feel exactly how much your words had affected him. A shiver ran through you at the sheer intensity, your fingers clutching desperately at his shirt as heat flooded every inch of your skin.
He broke the kiss only to trail his mouth down your jaw, teeth scraping lightly before he sucked another mark into the sensitive skin just below your ear. “You sure?” he rasped against your neck, voice wrecked and rough, breath hot. “Because once I start, I don’t know if I can be gentle tonight.”
Your heart hammered wildly in your chest. The shy part of you was screaming that this was moving too fast, that you should slow down. But the rest of you didn’t want slow. You wanted him. All of him.
“I’m sure,” you whispered, voice trembling but certain, your hands sliding up to wrap around his neck. “Just… don’t stop.”
A dark, satisfied sound left him. In one smooth motion, he lifted you onto the counter properly, stepping between your parted thighs and pulling you right to the edge so your bodies aligned perfectly. His mouth found yours again, deeper this time, while his hands roamed under your shirt with growing confidence, palms gliding over your bare skin like he was finally allowed to touch what he’d been holding back from for so long.
The kitchen felt smaller, hotter, the food on the plates completely forgotten as the tension that had been building between you for months finally started to boil over. Your legs instinctively wrapped around his waist, ankles locking behind his back, pulling him closer until there was nothing left between you but thin fabric and pounding heartbeats.
And for the first time, Jungkook didn’t hold back.
You kissed him back without hesitation, arms winding tight around his neck as if letting go might make the whole moment disappear. Your fingers dug into the damp strands at his nape, pulling him impossibly closer while your mouth moved against his with a hunger that surprised even you. It felt reckless and right all at once, like your body had been waiting for permission to stop overthinking and just take what it wanted.
He groaned into the kiss, the sound low and raw, vibrating through his chest and straight into yours. The noise sent a fresh pulse of heat straight between your legs, making your thighs clench around his hips where you still sat perched on the counter. It was the kind of sound that made your brain short-circuit — proof that the calm, patient man who’d been holding back for so long was finally starting to unravel because of you.
He broke the kiss with a reluctant growl, only to drag his mouth lower, lips and teeth tracing a hot, messy path under your ear and down the sensitive curve of your neck. When he reached the spot where your neck met your shoulder, he bit down again, harder this time, sucking the skin into his mouth like he wanted to leave a mark that would still be there tomorrow. The sharp sting mixed with the wet heat of his tongue made your head fall back, lips parting on a soft, broken gasp as your fingers tightened in his hair, tugging without meaning to.
Your eyes fluttered shut, breath coming in shallow little pants while your mind spun with a chaotic mix of nerves and pure, dizzying want. Part of you still couldn’t believe this was actually happening — that the same guy who used to give you forehead kisses was now marking up your neck like he owned it. But the ache between your thighs and the way your body kept arching into every touch told a very different story. You wanted this. You wanted him to stop being so careful and show you the side he’d been hiding.
He pulled back just enough to look up at you through his lashes, eyes dark and hooded, a filthy smirk curling against your flushed skin when he saw the dazed expression on your face. The sight of him like that — lips wet, hair messy from your fingers, that dicky little tilt to his mouth — made something feral twist low in your belly.
Without warning, he grabbed the hem of your shirt and yanked it upward, pulling the fabric over your head in one swift motion. Cool air hit your bare skin instantly, making your nipples tighten almost painfully as he tossed the shirt somewhere behind him. His gaze dropped to your chest, hungry and unashamed.
His hand slipped behind your back with practiced ease, fingers finding the clasp of your bra and flicking it open in one smooth motion while his mouth stayed busy along your collarbone. He sucked and nipped at the sensitive bone, tongue tracing lazy, wet patterns that made your skin prickle and burn under the attention. The dual sensations — cool air hitting your back as the fabric loosened and the hot drag of his lips — had your breath coming shorter, your fingers curling tighter into his shoulders like you needed something to hold onto before you floated away.
The second the hooks gave way, he tugged the bra down your arms and tossed it aside without looking, leaving your upper body completely exposed to his gaze and the cool kitchen air. Your nipples tightened instantly under the shift in temperature, sensitive and aching, and the way his eyes dropped to them made your stomach clench with a sharp, nervous thrill. There was no hiding now. No thin layer left to pretend this was still innocent. Just bare skin, flushed and waiting, while he drank in the sight like he’d been starving for it.
He pulled back just enough to look at you properly, his dark eyes flicking slowly from your face down to your breasts and back up again. The blatant hunger in his stare made your cheeks burn even hotter, a fresh wave of heat crawling down your neck and across your chest. You felt exposed in the best and most terrifying way, heart hammering so loud you were sure he could hear it. He didn’t say anything for a long second, just looked, letting the tension thicken until you were squirming on the counter.
Then he leaned back in, mouth descending slowly, kissing a hot trail from your collarbone down into the valley of your cleavage. His lips were soft but insistent, tongue flicking out every few inches like he was tasting every inch of you he could reach.
“I wish I could make our first time special and take my time with you,” he whispered hotly against your skin, voice thick and strained like the words were being dragged out of him. “But fuck… I’m not a patient man, princess.”
The confession hit you like a spark on dry tinder. Before you could even process it, he lifted you off the counter with ease, setting your feet on the floor only to spin you around in one fluid motion. Your palms slapped down on the cool surface for balance as he pressed a firm hand between your shoulder blades, bending you forward until your chest hovered just above the counter. The position left you exposed, ass pushed out toward him, heart slamming against your ribs as the cool marble kissed your skin and sent a shiver racing down your spine.
You glanced back over your shoulder, breath caught in your throat. The sight of him standing behind you — eyes dark and locked on you, jaw tight, chest rising and falling fast — made something deep in your core clench hard. There was no hiding the hunger on his face now, no more careful restraint. Just raw, barely-leashed want staring back at you, making your thighs press together instinctively even as fresh heat pooled between them.
He kept one hand pressed to your upper back, holding you exactly where he wanted while the other slid down your side, fingers hooking into the waistband of your pants. His touch was no longer gentle. It was possessive, impatient, like the last of his control had finally burned away the second you told him not to stop. You could feel the thick outline of his dick pressing against your ass through his sweatpants, heavy and insistent, twitching every time you shifted.
His eyes flicked up to meet yours, dark and intense, searching your face for even the smallest flicker of hesitation or a silent plea to stop. The look was raw, almost vulnerable for half a second, like he was still giving you one last out even while his body screamed for more. When he found nothing but flushed cheeks, parted lips, and the same needy haze staring back at him, something shifted in his expression — the last bit of careful restraint cracking wide open.
A low, satisfied sound rumbled in his throat as his hands moved with purpose. He hooked his fingers into the waistband of your pants and dragged them down in one slow, deliberate pull, taking your soaked underwear along with them. The fabric peeled away from your skin with a wet cling, sliding over the curve of your ass and down your thighs until it pooled at your ankles. Cool air kissed your newly exposed pussy, making you acutely aware of just how drenched you were, how your folds glistened from everything that had built up since the bath.
He stayed still behind you for a moment, eyes locked on the sight like he couldn’t look away. His breathing grew heavier, one hand sliding up the back of your thigh, thumb brushing dangerously close to where you ached the most. The position left you completely vulnerable — bent over the counter, ass out, pussy on full display — and the realization sent a fresh wave of embarrassed heat through your body mixed with a sharp, filthy thrill that made your core throb visibly.
“Fuck,” he breathed, voice thick and wrecked. “You’re dripping for me already.”
His fingers traced higher, teasing along your inner thigh without quite touching where you needed him, drawing out the moment until you were shifting restlessly on your feet. The contrast between the cool kitchen air on your bare skin and the heat radiating from his body behind you made every nerve ending feel alive and oversensitive. You gripped the counter tighter, heart pounding, torn between the shy urge to close your legs and the overwhelming want to push back against him and beg for his hands, his mouth, anything.
He fully straightened up slowly, pressing his front against your back again, the hard length of his dick nestling between your ass cheeks through his sweatpants. One arm wrapped around your waist to hold you steady while his other hand finally slid between your thighs, fingers gliding through your slick folds with a groan that vibrated against your shoulder.
The touch was electric, confident, and unapologetic, like he’d been imagining exactly how you’d feel under his fingers for far too long. Your knees nearly buckled at the first stroke, a soft, needy sound escaping your lips as he explored you slowly, deliberately, learning every wet inch like he had all the time in the world and none at all.
“Please…” The broken whimper slipped out of you before you could stop it, raw and needy, hanging in the charged kitchen air like a confession you couldn’t take back.
Jungkook let out a low, amused chuckle that vibrated against your back, his fingers freezing right against your soaked folds, pressing just enough to keep you throbbing but not nearly enough to give you what you actually wanted. “Please what, princess?” he teased, voice dripping with wicked satisfaction. “Please stop? Is that what you’re begging for?”
You groaned in pure frustration, the sound muffled against your arm as you dropped your head lower, eyes squeezing shut tight. Your hips jerked backward on instinct, trying to chase his fingers, desperate for any kind of friction, but he quickly clamped his free hand down on your hip, holding you firmly in place so you couldn’t move even an inch. The restraint only made the ache between your legs sharper, your pussy clenching around nothing while slick continued to coat his still fingers.
“Please…” you repeated, the word coming out smaller this time, almost pathetic, embarrassment burning through you even as the need won out.
He stayed stubbornly quiet for a moment, as he watched you struggle. His fingers twitched teasingly against your dripping entrance, giving you the barest hint of pressure before pulling back again, like he was enjoying every second of your desperation.
“Repeating the same shit won’t get you anywhere, princess,” he murmured, voice low and rough, laced with dark amusement. “I’m not a mind reader. Spell it out for me if you want something. Tell me exactly what that pretty little pussy needs right now.”
His words sent another rush of heat through you, equal parts mortifying and insanely hot. You could feel him staring at the back of your head, waiting, his fingers still resting maddeningly against your slick heat, occasionally giving you the smallest twitch like a cruel promise of what he could do if you just said the words. This stubborn bastard clearly wasn’t going to move until you gave him exactly what he wanted.
Your mind spun, shy instincts fighting against the overwhelming throb between your thighs. Part of you wanted to stay quiet out of pure embarrassment, but the bigger, greedier part knew you were too far gone to stop now.
“Please… I need you,” you whispered, the words barely audible, shaky and desperate as they tumbled out into the thick kitchen air.
Jungkook hummed low against your shoulder, the sound vibrating through your skin like a tease all on its own. “Need me?” His voice was dripping with wicked amusement, rough around the edges. “You already have me right here, princess. Gotta be more specific than that if you want me to do something about it.”
His hand on your hip slowly drifted back, palm smoothing over the curve of your right ass cheek before he gave it a firm, playful smack. The sharp sting made you gasp, a jolt shooting straight to your core as heat bloomed across your skin. He didn’t pull away, instead massaging the spot right after with slow, possessive circles, soothing the burn while making sure you felt every second of it.
You squeezed your eyes shut tighter, face burning with embarrassment that only made the ache between your legs worse. Your voice came out small and broken, barely above a whisper. “I… I need you. Your fingers… your dick… or anything. Please.”
The confession hung heavy between you, your teeth sinking into your lower lip so hard you nearly drew blood. Shame and arousal twisted together in your stomach, making your thighs tremble as you waited, completely exposed and bent over the counter for him.
Jungkook let out a low, satisfied groan, the grin evident in his voice even if you couldn’t see it. “Good girl,” he praised, the words rough and filthy, sending a fresh rush of slick down your thighs. “Finally using that pretty mouth to tell me what you want. Wasn’t so hard, was it?”
His fingers slid back between your legs without warning, gliding through your soaked folds with confident strokes, teasing your entrance before circling your swollen clit. The sudden touch after all the teasing pulled a broken moan from your throat, your hips jerking forward instinctively only for him to hold you still with his other hand.
His two thick fingers pressed inside you slowly, stretching you open. “Fuck, you’re so wet for me already. This tight little pussy is practically sucking me in.” he murmured, voice thick with hunger.
He curled his fingers just right, stroking that sensitive spot inside you while his thumb kept teasing your clit in lazy circles. The wet, obscene sounds of his fingers moving filled the kitchen, mixing with your shaky breaths and soft whimpers. Every thrust of his hand pushed you closer to the edge, the pleasure building fast and overwhelming while he kept you pinned exactly where he wanted you.
Your knees started to buckle hard under you, the overwhelming wave of pleasure crashing faster than you could handle because you were already so ridiculously worked up. Every nerve ending felt lit on fire, your moans spilling out completely uncontrollable now — soft, broken little sounds that echoed off the kitchen walls and made you feel mortified and turned on at the same time. Your body was betraying you completely, pussy clenching greedily around his fingers as that tight coil in your stomach wound impossibly tighter, threatening to snap any second.
You genuinely believed you were going to come in another five desperate seconds, right there bent over the counter like some desperate mess, when he suddenly pulled his fingers out without warning, leaving you painfully empty and throbbing.
A frustrated whimper ripped from your throat, raw and needy, your hips jerking back on pure instinct, chasing the touch he’d just stolen away like your body refused to accept the denial. He was faster though, both of his hands clamping down on your hips in a bruising grip, holding you completely still so you couldn’t grind back against him no matter how badly you needed it. The sudden loss left you aching so intensely it almost hurt, slick dripping down your inner thighs while your walls fluttered around nothing, desperate and frustrated.
“Jungkook,” you whimpered, the name coming out shaky and pathetic, half-plea and half-accusation as embarrassment burned through your chest. You hated how desperate you sounded, how easily he’d reduced you to this.
You could feel his dick twitch hard against your ass, the thick, heavy outline of his erection pressing insistently through his sweatpants, hot and obvious even through the fabric. He was painfully hard, clearly suffering just as much as you were, yet somehow still managing to hold himself back with that infuriating control. The realization made your frustration spike even higher. If he could keep it together for this long after all the tension that had been building, why the hell was he torturing both of you now when you were literally soaked and falling apart for him? Your mind was a chaotic mess of want, embarrassment, and that stubborn little voice wondering how much more of this teasing you could actually take before you lost it completely.
“Yes, princess?” he muttered, voice low and dripping with fake innocence as his hips gave one slow, teasing grind against your ass, letting you feel the thick, heavy weight of his dick pressing right between your cheeks through his sweatpants. The deliberate roll sent a fresh spark of frustration and need shooting through you before he stopped completely, leaving you hanging again.
You tried to catch your breath, words tumbling out in a shaky, irritated rush. “I said please and asked nicely, yet you—”
“You just said you want my fingers,” he cut in smoothly, that smug edge still thick in his tone. He kept you pinned exactly where you were, bent over the counter with your ass out and pussy exposed. “But you didn’t elaborate much about what you want these fingers to actually do for you, princess. As I mentioned before… be specific.”
His fingers hovered maddeningly close again, the tips barely brushing your soaked folds, giving you the smallest, cruelest tease before pulling back. The denial made your thighs tremble, another rush of slick dripping down as your body reacted violently to his games. You could feel him smirking against your skin, clearly enjoying how he was slowly unraveling you.
Your face burned with embarrassment, mind spinning with a chaotic mix of shame and raw, aching want. Part of you wanted to tell him to fuck off and stop playing, but the bigger part — the one throbbing painfully and leaking all over his fingers — knew you were too far gone. The words felt filthy on your tongue, but the need won out anyway.
“I… I want you inside me,” you whispered, voice cracking with raw desperation as the words finally tumbled out. “Please. Fuck me… make me come.” The admission burned on your tongue, embarrassment and pure, aching need twisting together until you couldn’t tell which was stronger. Your body was screaming for release, pussy clenching around nothing, slick dripping slowly down your thighs after all the cruel teasing. You were genuinely desperate now, past the point of pretending otherwise, every nerve ending on fire and begging for him to finally fill you up.
Jungkook let out a dark, satisfied groan that rumbled deep from his chest. It sent another helpless shiver racing through you, your hips twitching in his hold even though he kept you pinned perfectly in place.
“Fuck…” he breathed, the single word rough and wrecked, like hearing you beg again had finally pushed him past his limit. His hand moved to the waistband of his sweatpants, fingers hooking in with clear intent as he shoved the fabric down just enough to free himself. The heavy weight of his dick sprang out, thick and flushed, slapping hot against your ass cheek before he gripped the base and dragged the swollen head slowly through your soaked folds.
He teased your entrance for a torturous moment, rubbing the fat tip up and down your dripping slit, coating himself in your wetness while you trembled and whimpered. The feeling of his bare dick against your pussy — hot, hard, and pulsing — made your head spin, your fingers digging harder into the counter as anticipation and nerves collided violently inside you.
“Look here,” he said, voice low and commanding, the words brushing hot against your ear like a filthy secret. One of his hands left your hip, fingers threading through your hair before wrapping the strands around his fist. He tugged your head back with just enough pressure to make your scalp tingle, guiding you to turn and look back at him over your shoulder. The position arched your back deeper, pushing your ass out further and exposing you even more, the cool counter still digging into your hips while your body trembled with anticipation.
“Yes, like that,” he murmured, dark eyes locking onto yours with an intensity that made your stomach drop. “Eyes on me when I ruin you.”
The moment the words left his mouth, he pushed in.
The thick head of his dick breached your entrance in one slow, deliberate thrust, stretching you open with a burning fullness that stole the air from your lungs. You gasped sharply, eyes widening as inch after heavy inch sank deeper, the slick glide made easier by how embarrassingly wet you already were. He didn’t rush, letting you feel every thick ridge and vein as he filled you, bottoming out with a low, guttural groan that vibrated through his chest and into your back. The stretch was intense, almost too much, bordering on that perfect edge of pain and pleasure.
“Fuck… you feel heavenly wrapped around me like that,” he breathed, holding still for a heartbeat once he was buried to the hilt, letting you adjust to the overwhelming fullness while his eyes stayed locked on yours. The eye contact felt obscene, more intimate than anything else happening between your bodies. You could see every flicker of restraint crumbling in his gaze, the way his jaw clenched and his pupils blew wide as your walls fluttered and clenched around him.
He gave one experimental roll of his hips, grinding deep, and the new angle made you moan loudly, the sound echoing off the tiles. His grip in your hair tightened just a fraction, keeping your head turned so you couldn’t look away, forcing you to watch the raw hunger on his face as he started to move.
“Keep those pretty eyes on me,” he rasped, pulling back slowly only to thrust back in harder, setting a steady, punishing rhythm that had the counter creaking under your hands. “I want to see exactly what you look like when I fuck you properly for the first time.”
Every deep stroke dragged against that sensitive spot inside you, sending sparks shooting up your spine while his balls slapped lightly against your throbbing clit with every thrust. The wet, filthy sounds of him moving inside you filled the kitchen, mixing with your broken moans and his low, ragged breaths. The eye contact made everything ten times more intense, turning the moment into something dangerously addictive, like he was fucking your soul as much as your body.
And the worst part? You couldn’t look away even if you wanted to. Not like you wanted anyways.
Your eyes rolled back the moment he hit that sweet spot so deep inside you that you didn’t even know it existed. The sudden, blinding burst of pleasure punched the air straight out of your lungs, turning your moan into something broken and shameless as your walls clamped down hard around his thick dick. Every brutal thrust dragged the swollen head right against that hidden spot, sending white-hot sparks shooting up your spine and exploding behind your eyelids until your vision blurred.
“Fuck— right there,” you gasped, voice cracking, fingers scrambling for purchase on the counter as your knees nearly gave out completely. The stretch was overwhelming, almost too much, but the way he filled you so perfectly made your head spin with filthy satisfaction. You could feel every inch of him, thick and pulsing, dragging along your sensitive walls with every punishing snap of his hips.
Jungkook’s grip in your hair tightened, keeping your head turned so you were forced to look back at him even as your eyes tried to roll again. His own gaze was wild, dark and feral, jaw clenched tight like he was barely holding himself together while he watched every reaction flicker across your face.
The wet, obscene slap of skin against skin filled the kitchen, your slick coating his length and dripping down your thighs with every deep thrust. He didn’t let up, pounding into you with a steady, ruthless rhythm that had your breasts bouncing with the force. Every time he bottomed out, his hips ground against your ass, pressing so deep you swore you could feel him in your stomach.
You were a mess — moaning uncontrollably, drool threatening to slip from the corner of your parted lips, body shaking as that coil in your belly wound impossibly tighter. The eye contact made everything ten times more intense, the raw hunger on his face pushing you closer and closer to the edge while your mind struggled to keep up with how good it felt to finally be ruined like this.
“Don’t look away,” he rasped, pulling your hair just enough to make your scalp tingle.
His free hand slid around to your front, fingers finding your swollen clit and rubbing tight, merciless circles that matched the brutal pace of his thrusts. The dual stimulation was too much. Your thighs trembled violently, moans turning into high, desperate whimpers as the pleasure built to an unbearable peak. You were so close again, teetering right on the edge, and this time it felt like nothing in the world could stop you from falling.
His hand left your hair, fingers sliding down to grip your hips with bruising force, using the new leverage to yank you back onto his dick with every powerful thrust. The shift changed the angle instantly, letting him drive even deeper, the thick head slamming repeatedly into that devastating spot inside you that made stars explode behind your eyes. Each brutal pull of your hips meeting his forward snap created a filthy, wet slap that echoed through the kitchen, your ass rippling from the impact as he fucked you harder, faster, like he was finally done pretending he could hold back.
You kept your head turned anyway, eyes half-lidded and hazy, struggling to stay focused on him even as your body threatened to fall apart. The eye contact felt obscene, almost too intense, but you couldn’t look away — not when his face was twisted in raw pleasure, jaw clenched, lips parted with every ragged breath. The sight of him losing control because of you only made everything feel more overwhelming, your pussy fluttering and squeezing around his thick length like it never wanted to let him go.
“Shit— that’s it,” he groaned, voice wrecked and low, thumbs digging into the soft flesh of your hips as he pulled you back onto him again and again. “Look at you. You feel that?”
The dirty words combined with the relentless pace had your moans turning into broken sobs, your upper body trembling as you fought to keep yourself braced on the counter. Every deep stroke dragged along your walls perfectly, the stretch bordering on too much but feeling so insanely good that your brain could barely form coherent thoughts anymore. All you could focus on was the burning pleasure building higher and higher, the way his dick throbbed inside you, and the filthy realization that you were getting fucked raw and desperate right here in your kitchen like some kind of dirty fantasy come to life.
You tried to keep your eyes on him, lashes fluttering, but the overwhelming sensations made them want to roll back again. Your mouth hung open, loud moans, whimpers and gasps spilling out uncontrollably as he used his grip on your hips to grind deep on every thrust, rolling his hips in a way that made sure you felt every single inch. The pressure was building dangerously fast again, your thighs shaking violently, the edge rushing toward you faster than you could prepare for.
Jungkook’s breathing was harsh and uneven behind you, his fingers flexing harder on your hips as he chased his own pleasure while dragging you right along with him. The way he kept you pinned there, bent over and completely at his mercy, only made the heat in your belly coil tighter, pushing you closer and closer to the point of no return.
“Jungkook— I’m—” The words broke off into a shattered moan as the pressure inside you became unbearable, your voice cracking mid-sentence while your walls started fluttering wildly around him.
Jungkook’s grip on your hips turned almost punishing, fingers digging deep into your soft flesh as he yanked you back onto him even harder, the wet slap of skin against skin growing louder and more obscene with every thrust. He could feel you tightening around him, that desperate, rhythmic clench that told him exactly what was about to happen.
“Yeah? You’re what, princess?” he growled, voice rough and taunting, hips snapping forward with brutal precision to hit that same devastating spot over and over, his fingers working faster on your clit.
He didn’t slow down. If anything, he fucked you harder, the heavy drag of his dick stretching you wide with every punishing stroke, his balls slapping against your clit and sending sharp sparks of pleasure shooting through your core. Your legs shook violently, knees threatening to give out completely as that coil in your belly wound tighter and tighter, the edge rushing toward you at breakneck speed.
You tried to warn him again, but all that came out was a high, broken whimper, your eyes squeezing shut as the pleasure became too much. Your fingers scraped desperately against the counter, knuckles white, mouth hanging open while uncontrollable moans spilled from your lips.
“Look at me,” he demanded, one hand leaving your hip to fist back into your hair, yanking your head up so you had no choice but to meet his gaze over your shoulder again. His eyes were wild, pupils blown wide, sweat glistening on his forehead as he watched you fall apart. “Don’t you dare look away when you come. I want to see it.”
The new angle, the raw eye contact, the relentless way he was pounding into you — it was all too much. Your orgasm hit you like a freight train, crashing through your body with violent intensity. A loud, broken cry tore from your throat as your pussy clamped down hard around him, pulsing and gushing around his dick while wave after wave of blinding pleasure ripped through you. Your thighs trembled uncontrollably, slick dripping down your legs as you came harder than you ever had in your life, the force of it making your vision blur and your mind go completely blank for a few blissful seconds.
Jungkook groaned loudly, the sound guttural and wrecked as your walls squeezed him like a vice, but he didn’t stop thrusting. He fucked you straight through it, drawing out every last tremor and aftershock, his dick dragging against your oversensitive walls until you were whimpering and shaking in his hold, as he removed his fingers from your clit, again gripping your hips.
“Fuck, that’s it… good girl,” he rasped, voice strained as he kept moving inside you, slower now but still deep, savoring the way you fluttered and clenched around him. “Look at you. So pretty when you fall apart for me.”
Your body felt completely boneless, slumped heavily over the cool kitchen counter as your chest heaved with ragged, desperate breaths, lungs burning like you’d just run a marathon. The orgasm had torn through you so intensely that your mind was still floating somewhere outside your body, every muscle twitching with lingering aftershocks while your pussy continued to flutter and squeeze around his thick length in weak, uncontrollable pulses. Slick was dripping messily down your thighs, coating his dick and making the connection between you obscenely wet.
Then you felt him twitch hard and deep inside you — a sudden, violent pulse of his dick that made your breath hitch sharply. He was throbbing, heavy and insistent, the thick veins along his shaft pulsing rhythmically against your sensitive walls as he fought to hold himself back. You could tell he was dangerously close too, his control finally fraying at the edges after feeling you come so hard around him. His hips jerked forward once without meaning to, burying himself even deeper as another powerful twitch rippled through his length, the head of his dick nudging right against that oversensitive spot inside you and sending fresh sparks shooting up your spine.
“Fuck… you feel too good,” he groaned lowly, the words ripped out of him like they hurt, voice strained and rough like gravel scraping against concrete.
The sound had barely left his lips when his entire body locked up behind you. His dick swelled impossibly thicker inside your already overstuffed pussy, pulsing violently as the first powerful spurt of cum flooded deep into you. Jungkook’s hips jerked forward hard, slamming flush against your ass as he came with a broken, guttural moan that vibrated through his chest and straight into your back. Thick, hot ropes of his release kept pumping into you, pulse after heavy pulse, filling you so full you could feel your lower belly swell slightly from the sheer amount. The warmth spread fast, coating your walls and leaking out around his dick with every shallow, involuntary thrust he gave while riding out the orgasm.
His fingers dug brutally into your hips, holding you pinned exactly where he wanted as his body shuddered against yours. You could feel every twitch, every throb, every single spurt as he emptied himself deep inside you, the wet, messy sound of his cum mixing with your own slick making everything filthier. Your own oversensitive pussy fluttered and clenched around him like it was trying to milk him for every last drop, drawing out more broken curses from his throat.
“Shit— fuck, princess,” he rasped, voice completely wrecked as another thick spurt shot into you. His forehead dropped heavily between your shoulder blades, hot breath fanning across your sweat-damp skin while his hips kept grinding slow and deep, pushing his cum even further inside like he wanted it to stay there. The feeling was overwhelming — the stretch, the heat, the raw proof that he’d finally lost control because of you. Your legs shook violently, another smaller wave of pleasure rolling through you just from the sensation of being filled so completely, so messily.
He stayed buried to the hilt for a long moment, dick still twitching and pulsing inside your cum-filled pussy as the last weak spurts dribbled out of him. The kitchen was dead silent except for your combined heavy breathing and the faint, wet sound whenever either of you shifted. You could feel some of his release already starting to leak out around his dick and trickle down your thighs, the evidence of what just happened making your face burn even hotter.
Jungkook pressed one last open-mouthed kiss to the back of your shoulder, teeth grazing the skin as he tried to catch his breath. His hands stayed locked on your hips like he wasn’t ready to let you go yet, dick still half-hard and nestled deep inside you like he belonged there.
“The… food. Yeah.” Jungkook’s voice came out rough and distracted, barely above a mumble as his eyes drifted lazily toward the forgotten takeout still sitting on the counter. The food had gone slightly cold by now, the once-steaming dumplings and fragrant fried rice completely abandoned in favor of far more pressing matters. A tired, almost sheepish huff of a laugh escaped him, the sound vibrating against your skin while his dick gave one last lazy twitch inside you, still buried deep like he couldn’t quite bring himself to pull out yet.
You let out a soft, breathless chuckle, the sound shaky and a little delirious after everything he’d just put your body through. The expensive takeout he’d brought over with such care now sitting there like silent witnesses while you were bent over the counter, dripping with his cum, legs still trembling from the intensity of it all.
He didn’t pull away. Instead, Jungkook snuggled his face deeper into the crook of your neck from behind, nose pressing into the warm, sweat-damp skin as if he could hide there forever. His arms wrapped tighter around your waist, one hand splaying possessively over your lower stomach like he was cradling the evidence of what he’d just done to you. You could still feel him inside, half-hard and messy, every small shift sending little aftershocks through your oversensitive walls as his release slowly leaked out around him and down your thighs.
“Shit… we’re terrible at priorities,” he murmured against your neck, the words half-muffled, voice still husky from the way he’d fallen apart moments ago. His lips brushed the fresh bite mark he’d left earlier, tongue lazily tracing over it in a soothing, almost apologetic way that made your stomach flutter. “Brought all your favorites and then fucked you stupid instead of feeding you.”
You could hear the smirk in his tone even if you couldn’t see it, that playful, self-deprecating edge that always snuck in after he let the darker, hungrier side of him take over. His hips gave one last slow grind, pushing his softening dick a little deeper just to hear the small, overwhelmed sound you made, before he finally stilled again with a contented sigh. The warmth of his body wrapped around you from behind felt grounding after the intensity, his breath hot and steady against your neck as he nuzzled closer, almost like he was recharging through the closeness.
Your mind was still hazy, body buzzing with leftover pleasure and the sticky, messy reality of what you’d just done in the middle of your kitchen. Part of you wanted to tease him back, to call him out for getting distracted so easily, but the other part — the one still clenching around him every few seconds — was perfectly content to stay right here, bent over and full of him, while the food grew even colder on the counter.
“YOU are terrible at priorities, not me,” you mumbled, the words coming out muffled and breathless, still bent over the counter with his dick nestled deep inside you. Your voice was hoarse from all the moaning.
Jungkook let out a low, raspy laugh that vibrated straight through his chest and into your back, the sound warm but edged with that dark satisfaction he couldn’t quite hide. He stayed buried to the hilt, giving one lazy, possessive roll of his hips just to feel the way your oversensitive walls fluttered around him, drawing a soft, embarrassed whimper from your throat. His arms tightened around your waist, one hand splaying low on your stomach like he was pressing his release deeper inside you on purpose.
“Oh yeah?” he murmured against the side of your neck, lips brushing the fresh bite mark he’d left earlier. “You’re the one who told me not to stop, princess. Sounded real convincing when you were begging for my d—”
“Shut up!” You tried to glare at him over your shoulder, but it came out weak, your eyes still glassy and your lips swollen. The way he was still half-hard inside you, thick and warm, made it impossible to focus. Every tiny shift sent little aftershocks through your core, reminding you exactly how full he’d left you. Part of you wanted to push him away and pretend you had some dignity left, but the bigger part was already wondering how long it would take before he got hard again and bent you over somewhere else.
hey, i’m new here and i love ur blog. could u maybe help me find a fic? is about you and me kissing each other really nasty. lmk if u know anything about it please!! thank you🙏🏼
ohhh, i definitely know this one, but i can’t share the details tho… it’s too explicit :(
i wanted to ask if you could help me find a jungkook fic / series but there was this one drabble about it where it was her filming the ‘ me and my current boyfriend’ trend and then jk gets mad and yes..
i read it years ago during halloween. taehyung was a soldier during the civil war i think and he came across this house in the woods where this woman lived. she made these gorgeous dresses and said her husband was away in the way. eventually she seduces taehyung and turns into a giant spider who tries to eat it 😂 it’s an insane story but it’s SOOOO good, and i forget who the author is 😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😩
i’m trying to find a fanfic where jk and reader are childhood bestfriends & the reader is in love w him but later finds out that he’s getting married to a old friend of hers. i remember that the day before his wedding they kissed and the day of his wedding she went to art school cus she couldn’t take it anymore. im not sure if you can find it but if u can it would be very appropriated!
Idk if it's allowed or not but I'm trying to find a completed Jungkook x Reader fanfic that I read around late 2024 or early 2025, but I can't remember if it was on Wattpad or Tumblr. From what I remember, Jungkook, Y/N, and Jimin are all lawyers (or attorneys). Y/N's father arranges her marriage to Jungkook, and only a few days after the wedding, her father dies under suspicious circumstances. Y/N starts investigating his death, and Jungkook helps her uncover the truth. The people behind everything are extremely powerful. At one point, Jungkook's family home is burned down, and his parents die in the fire. I also remember Jungkook leaving for either Dubai or Saudi Arabia (I'm not 100% sure which). Jimin isn't the main character, but he has an important supporting role. One scene or synopsis line I clearly remember is Y/N asking Jimin if Jungkook had ever loved someone, and Jimin replying something along the lines of, "He did... it's you." That's about all I remember. If this sounds familiar to anyone, please let me know the title or the author's name. It's been driving me crazy trying to find it!
during a trip with your friends in brazil, you decide to go out to a nightclub, but who would have thought you’d meet the hottest man out there?
pairing: musician!jungkook x law student!reader
genre: smut with plot, strangers to friends, friends to lovers, part 1???
warnings: explicit sexual content, rough & passionate sex, dom!jk, light choking, fingering, shower sex, female oral sex (eating out), squirting, standing/bench sex, riding, pull-out method (mention of condoms!!), size difference, jk has got a curved veiny dick, mentions of an ex-boyfriend, emotional confusion, eventual love confession.
summary: while staying in rio de janeiro, a girls' night out leads you straight into the hands of a hot stranger who wrecks you for the night. what started as a wild vacation hookup turns into something neither of you can walk away from when fate brings you back together in LA a year later.
part 2: here
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“i don’t know about this dress,” your friend sophie said, checking herself out in the mirror.
“i like it. it looks good on you, soph,” andrea replied as she fixed her makeup, sitting in front of the shiny mirror in the hotel room.
you were having the holiday of your life in brazil with your best friends, what else could you ask for? after your ex-boyfriend broke up with you months before this trip, it had messed with your head. you weren’t even sure if you could get out of your house, let alone travel outside the country. he had confessed that he wasn’t sure about the two of you and that he hated himself for it, that he didn’t want to break up, blah blah. truth is? he cheated on you. no wonder he was so unsure!
“y/n,” sophie said, snapping you out of your thoughts. “girl, you look stunning! why don’t you try on my necklace?”
she walked toward you as she sat on the edge of one of the matrimonial beds, handing you a beautiful golden necklace that shone against your sunkissed skin. brazil’s sun was no joke.
“oh wow,” you started, looking at yourself in the mirror where andrea was doing her makeup. “it’s really beautiful, soph. thank you!”
“oh, it’s nothing! come on, ready to take some photos?” she asked, turning up the volume on the speaker as loud music resonated through the large hotel room.
“yeeees!” andrea squealed, jumping out of her seat and pulling you all into a group hug, everyone bouncing with excitement to be there.
you took some photos and posted them to your instagram story, just like your friends did. once you were all ready, you spritzed on some perfume and headed outside where your uber was waiting.
the ride made you feel like you were in a movie, windows rolled down, your straightened hair a mess in the strong wind, but it was perfect. you could even smell the ocean from copacabana’s beautiful beach. it amazed you how many people were still out at 1:30 am. you had eaten dinner at the hotel lounge before leaving.
the driver was hilarious, trying to talk to the three of you in broken english, but thankfully you knew how to speak the language. he even let andrea connect her bluetooth to the car stereo and blast loud music. you were so thankful for your life and your friends in that moment, and for once, you could let go of the heavy thoughts.
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there was a long queue to get into the club, with people chatting everywhere, but luckily the line moved fast and in less than ten minutes you were inside. the place was huge, a three-story building. sophie had managed to get vip tickets so it wouldn't be too crowded. the weather was insanely hot, so paying a bit extra for your own booths to dance and enjoy freely was worth it.
you went up the stairs and settled down in the area one of the hosts guided you to: two black leather couches facing a low table with a bucket filled to the brim with ice and vodka in the center. you looked at each other, and as if the music held some sort of magic, you automatically started moving your bodies to the brazilian rhythm. you swore those instruments awoke something inside you. you were dancing like crazy while andrea and sophie danced alongside you with big smiles.
at some point in the night, you couldn't even tell where you were standing. you took your sweet time taking in your surroundings. every single guy was so hot. andrea was already gone, probably making out with a handsome local, while sophie danced next to you, holding your hips while you both sipped on caipirinhas. you kept looking around, feeling like an absolute goddess. plenty of men were already staring and smiling at you, and you smiled right back.
you decided to turn all the way around and that’s when you caught sight of a tall guy over your shoulder. his face was full of piercings, and he clearly wasn't a local, he looked foreign, probably asian, and ridiculously hot. before you even had time to think, he was already walking your way with a bottle of beer in hand. you smiled, and he smiled back.
“heeey,” he said, joining you and sophie, moving his shoulders to the rhythm as he took a sip from his bottle.
you gave a nervous smile, but the alcohol in your system was already working its magic. you took your last sip of the night, leaned your back against his chest, and rolled your hips to the music. he reacted instantly, wrapping one hand around your hip and leaning down into the crook of your neck.
one thing was clear: he was bold, and you loved it.
“i like the way you move,” he murmured softly in your ear with a velvety voice that made you feel like you’d go crazy. the way he smelled didn't help either.
you didn't say a word as you felt his lips press against the back of your neck while you kept moving. you loved the way a single kiss from him made you feel.
sophie quietly left the two of you alone under the guise of going to the restroom. you had tuned out your surroundings long ago, this man was driving you insane, or maybe it was just the alcohol.
turning around, you took the beer bottle from his hand and set it on the table. you ran your hands through his hair, leaned up on tiptoes, and pulled him into a kiss. his reaction was instant, he kissed you back, pulling your body flush against his in a way that drove you wild.
when you pulled apart to catch your breath, he asked, “wanna go somewhere else?”
you nodded. “yeah.”
the moment the word left your lips, he laced his fingers through yours, and you grabbed your small handbag to head out.
he led you to his car. if you were sober, you never would have gotten into a stranger’s car, especially knowing he had been drinking!
you could barely walk straight, smiling at nothing in particular, just letting things happen. he opened the passenger door of a black audi and buckled you in. you watched him walk around the front toward the driver's side. he was wearing a burgundy shirt with several buttons undone, he’d probably opened them inside the club to beat the heat.
he drove quickly, and the next thing you knew, you were in an elevator riding up to the 20th something floor of a massive hotel.
“do you live here?” you asked mid-kiss, completely lightheaded.
he chuckled and shook his head, pulling you into another deep, steamy kiss.
the elevator doors chimed open, and he guided you to his room. a massive floor-to-ceiling window overlooked the city lights below.
as soon as he shut the door behind you, he pinned you against the wall and kissed you deeply, his large hand gripping your ass under your dress. you smiled, and he grinned back.
“cm’ere,” he said, unbuckling his belt, unzipping his jeans, and sitting down on the edge of the bed.
you followed him over and straddled his lap, a leg on either side of him. your dress had hitched up, revealing your legs and the black lace underneath.
“fuck, do you feel that?” he asked. truthfully, you couldn't miss how hard he was beneath you, and it was turning you on fast.
“mhm,” you hummed, kissing his neck as you unbuttoned the rest of his shirt. in one smooth motion, he discarded it, showing off a toned torso covered in tattoos and abs.
“fuck,” you breathed out.
he grinned. “like what you see?” he laughed and lifted you effortlessly to your feet. he found the side zipper of your black dress and slowly slid it down, helping you step out of it. he took you in like a piece of art, biting his lip. stripping off the rest of his clothing, he pulled you back onto the bed with him lying on his back, leaving you on top with your chest exposed to him. “you’re so hot,” he murmured, making your mind spin.
you smiled and decided to take charge, kissing him hungrily while your hands explored his body. you could feel his hard length twitching between your folds. you grinded down against him, back and forth, your natural slickness making every slide hot and effortless.
“yeah, come on, grind on me,” he encouraged, guiding your hips with his hands.
he leaned his head back with his mouth slightly open and eyes closed, taking in every single movement. then, grabbing hold of you, he flipped you beneath him, pinning you to the mattress. he trailed kisses down from your neck to your torso, licking your nipples until you squirmed beneath him. sliding lower down your stomach, he finally reached where you were aching for him most.
you bent your knees, and he settled between your thighs. he took hold of your legs, giving you a wicked glance with his dark eyes before leaning in to suck on your clit.
“oh, fuck yeah,” you gasped, gripping his hair to guide his movement.
“you like that?” he asked, sliding his tongue inside you with long, deliberate strokes.
“y-yes, so much,” you managed to choke out.
he shifted his weight onto one arm, using his free hand to stroke your body before sliding his fingers down to join his tongue, circling your clit. how was he this good at it? it was driving you completely wild.
“fuck yes,” you whimpered, lost in the sensation.
opening your eyes briefly, you saw him smirking down at you. he worked his fingers so well that your whole body was writhing on the bed beneath him, his strength and presence were driving you crazy. he circled his fingers faster, making you shiver and cry out.
“so beautiful,” he breathed out.
when you opened your eyes again, you saw him reaching toward the nightstand for a condom. you rolled onto all fours for him, just how you liked it. hard and fast from behind.
“damn baby, already on all fours?” he chuckled, giving your rear a firm slap.
he took you right there, pounding into you until the sound of skin hitting skin filled the room, driving you out of your mind. he pulled your wrists behind your back, forcing your head down sideways onto the pillow, leaving you completely open to him.
“f-faster... hmmm,” you moaned loudly, certain the rest of the hotel guests were going to complain.
jungkook didn't hesitate. he tightened his grip on your wrists behind your back, driving into you with a relentless, punishing rhythm that made your knees tremble against the mattress. every thrust sent shockwaves through your entire body, the friction and heat mounting until you were completely breathless, clinging to the edge of the bed as the intense coil in your core finally snapped.
you let out a broken, breathless cry as your orgasm crashed over you, your inner muscles clamping down tight around him. hearing you break, jungkook growled low in his throat, his hips accelerating into a few final, deep, desperate thrusts before he came undone into the condom, buried deep inside you.
he held you tight for a moment, both of your bodies slick with sweat as your breathing slowed. pulling out, he sat on the edge of the bed to get rid of the condom before lying back down next to you and rolling onto his stomach. keeping a comfortable distance between you, you both drifted off to sleep.
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morning light was already streaming through the massive floor-to-ceiling windows when your eyes fluttered open. for a second, you were completely disoriented, the gentle hum of the air conditioner and the bright brazilian skyline reminding you that you weren't in your hotel room.
a quiet shift next to you brought it all rushing back.
you turned your head slowly to find him sleeping on his stomach. both of his arms were stretched up on either side of his head, his face buried deep into the plush pillow. the soft morning glare hit his back, highlighting the sharp dip of his spine, the defined muscle tone across his shoulders, and the dark ink of his tattoos sprawling over his skin. he looked impossibly relaxed, completely different from the intense, confident guy who had pinned you to the bed hours earlier.
careful not to make a sound, you slid your legs out from under the sheets. you wince smiled at the faint, dull ache between your thighs, a pleasant reminder of last night, and tip toed across the cool floor toward the bathroom, quietly shutting the door behind you.
after using the toilet, you turned on the faucet, letting the cool water wash away the lingering fog of sleep and makeup. you splashed your face, grabbed a hand towel, and began patting your skin dry.
when you looked up into the bathroom mirror, you caught his reflection standing in the doorway.
he was leaning against the frame, sleepy eyed, dark hair delightfully messy, his gray sweatpants hanging loosely on his hips.
“morning,” his voice came out deep and raspy with sleep, a small smirk playing on his lips as his dark eyes met yours in the glass.
you turned around, resting the back of your hands against the edge of the sink. “morning. sorry! did i wake you?”
“nah, but i noticed the bed was empty,” he chuckled softly, taking a slow, barefoot step into the bathroom.
you smiled, heat creeping up your neck as memories of the night before flooded back. watching him step closer, you realized something ridiculous. through all the loud music, caipirinhas, and wild heat in the club, one tiny detail had been completely skipped.
“you know...” you started, leaning back against the marble counter, “we never actually introduced ourselves. what’s your name, by the way?”
he paused, an amused glint flickering in his eyes as he closed the remaining distance between you.
“jungkook,” he said softly. he reached out, his hands naturally finding your waist, his thumbs rubbing small, warm circles against your skin. “and you?”
“y/n,” you replied, feeling an immediate spark reignite the moment his skin touched yours.
“y/n,” jungkook repeated, letting your name roll off his tongue with a low, slow cadence that made your chest tighten.
he glanced over your shoulder toward the large glass shower enclosure, then looked back down at you.
“well, y/n... i was just about to turn the shower on,” his grip on your waist tightened, pulling you an inch closer until your stomach brushed against his. “care to join me?” he said, smirking as he stepped away from you, showing off his toned, tattooed back as he turned on the shower. “i don't bite, baby,” he added, catching you running a hand over your neck as you debated his tempting offer.
fuck it, you thought. for once in your life, you were feeling free, feeling good about yourself. you felt wanted again. none of this was something you could have lived with your ex, he was trash those last few months, making you feel like you were nothing, when you were so much more. this trip was part of your journey toward loving yourself again.
you walked over to him, sliding both hands up to caress that beautiful back you were already obsessed with. leaning in, you gently rested your forehead against the warm skin between his shoulder blades. the contrast was crazy, here you were, completely bare and raw, clinging to a man whose last name you didn't even know, yet finding this weird sense of safety in his warmth. he went completely still under your touch, the steady stream of the shower filling the quiet space between you for a few seconds before he slowly turned around to face you.
“all good?” he asked softly, a bit of genuine concern in his eyes. he clearly hadn't expected something so quiet and intimate from a late-night hookup.
“yeah, yeah, it’s just...” you started, trailing off as your eyes dropped to the floor.
he reached out, his thumb gently tucking a loose strand of hair behind your ear, “i think you’ve got some heavy stuff going through your head right now, am i right?”
the way he said it hit you right in the chest. he was reading you like an open book, seeing right through the brave face you’d been putting on all night. how could a complete stranger be this perceptive? it felt surreal how easily he seemed to get you without you having to explain a thing.
“i can make those thoughts go away,” he murmured, tilting your chin up until your eyes met his, searching your face for a reaction, a smile, anything.
you looked up, taking him in up close for the first time. his sleepy, hungover face was out of this world, his lips slightly parted, showing a glimpse of his teeth in a tender smile. you noticed the small moles on his skin and even his long eyelashes. you felt the warm tips of his fingers finding the hem of the oversized t-shirt he must have thrown on you last night.
you closed your eyes and slowly lifted your arms as he gently pulled the shirt over your head, the fabric smelling like him. your bare skin met the cool air of the bathroom until he closed the distance between you. you opened your eyes to find him staring down at you with an intensity that made your pulse race.
“you’re so beautiful,” he murmured, placing a hand behind your lower back to pull you flush against him.
he was being so gentle, so gentle it almost brought tears to your eyes. the way his lips traced your neck, your collarbones, and the shell of your ear made you fall for this feeling of being cared for, of being wanted. he brought his lips back to yours for a slow, unhurried kiss. there was no rush, just two strangers taking their time to feel everything.
taking a step back, he took off his grey sweatpants, revealing he had nothing on underneath. as he stepped into the shower, he held out a hand. you took it without hesitation, stepping into the warm stream as the room around you blurred, the heavy glass mirror fogging over completely.
he trapped you between his arms, your back pressed against the cool blue tiles as he kissed you again and again, the heat of the water mixing with the heat of your bodies. he slowly squatted down, trailing wet, hot kisses down your ribs and over your stomach, his lips brushing right against where you needed him most. all the thoughts in your head melted away, replaced by a desperate need. you wanted to fuck. you wanted him to fuck you.
“eat me out,” you demanded, your hands tangling in his wet hair as his grip on your ass tightened.
without wasting a single second, he parted your thighs, taking your clit into his mouth and circling it with his tongue. your body quivered against the tile. he slid two fingers inside you under the warm water, working you so sweet and deep that your knees buckled.
he stood back up, his chest heaving against yours as water slicked over his tattooed shoulders.
“turn around,” he rasped, his dark eyes fixed on yours. “let me fuck you real good.”
you obeyed, turning to rest your hands against the wide tiled ledge inside the shower, the built-in bench coming in ridiculously handy. bending your knees, you arched your back and lifted your hips for him, completely surrendered.
“ah fuck, let me grab a condom,” he muttered, his hand slipping from your hip as he prepared to step out, but you caught his forearm.
“don’t,” you said softly, a sudden flush of bashfulness hitting you because the only reason you were still on the pill was your ex. “i’m on the pill...”
he paused, his dark eyes locking onto yours through the steam. “you sure?”
you nodded.
he stepped back into the hot stream, positioning himself right behind you. you loved being taken from behind, feeling the raw strength of a man, of this man, working you so damn well. both of his hands gripped your hips as he aligned the head of his throbbing cock with your entrance. he slid all the way in with zero resistance, a dark smirk spreading across his face at how easily you took him.
“fuck, y/n, you’re so wet,” he groaned, pulling back slowly before driving back in. “hmm, yeah, so tight...” he spoke those magic words that hit your brain like a drug.
“hmm, god, i love it,” you gasped, taking the lead to roll your hips back against him, fucking yourself on his cock.
the wet slap of skin against skin camouflaged under the sound of the shower was driving you wild. you just wanted to soak in every single second, it was exactly what you needed. it was so dirty, so intoxicating that you swore you could feel yourself falling. and you were, your legs were literally giving up. sensing your knees weaken, he lifted you slightly, shifting you back onto that tiled bench. he gripped your shoulders, pounding you from behind.
“ah yeah,” he muffled, his hot breath hitting your neck as his chest pressed flush against your back. “you’re taking me so good, baby. go on,” he whispered, his hand reaching up to gather your wet hair into a messy makeshift ponytail. the pull tilted your head back, leaving your neck completely exposed as your soft whimpers echoed through the bathroom.
“hmm, harder,” you urged, and jungkook lost it. his movements became frantic, almost impossibly fast. his free hand found the front of your neck, resting there with just enough pressure to send a shockwave down your spine. “i’m close, i’m close, i’m—”
before you could finish, a wave hit you that you’d never felt in your entire life. your body buckled as you squirted, your inner muscles clamping around him in violent waves.
jungkook helped you sink fully onto the bench, letting you catch your breath as he gave himself a few quick, desperate strokes, coming with a low growl. he wiped the steam from his eyes and looked down at you, a genuine smile breaking across his face.
“that was... fucking hot y/n,” he breathed out, still trying to catch his own breath.
you felt dizzy sitting there. everything was spinning in the best way possible, that sensation was entirely new to you, so intense it barely felt real. you looked up at him and smiled, completely speechless.
“come here, let’s shower,” he said softly, washing his hands before popping open a bottle of shampoo.
you smiled, standing on shaky legs to join him under the water.
the whole thing felt crazy intimate. this was a total stranger you’d picked up at a club in a foreign country, yet here you were, sharing this quiet morning. you ended up laughing together when a bit of shampoo got into your eye, making you panic to rinse it out. jungkook laughed along, patiently helping you wash off under the stream, rubbing soap over your back and leaving a few tender kisses on your wet shoulders.
afterward, he managed to prepare you a quick breakfast. he’d picked up some fresh oranges during his stay in brazil, along with a loaf of bread from a local market. as you finished slipping into the oversized clothes he’d lent you again, you hopped up to sit on the kitchen counter and unlocked your phone for the first time since last night.
3:00 PM.
you had literally slept the entire day away. fucked in the shower, and now you were having breakfast, at 3:00 PM.
the second you dragged down your notification bar, your heart did a flip.
“oh no,” you gasped out loud.
jungkook turned around from the stove, a plate of warm toast with jam in his hands, looking at you with pure curiosity. “what?”
“15 missed calls...” you said nervously, rubbing your forehead as you quickly pulled up the group chat and typed out:
i'm alive!!!
i'm actually at a hotel
with a guy
jungkook grinned, hopping up to sit on the counter right next to you and taking a big sip from his glass of orange juice.
“i think you should probably call them, no?” he teased, his dark eyes sparkling.
“yeah, i definitely sho-,” you muttered.
the phone didn't even ring twice before the screen glitched and two panicked faces popped up at the exact same time.
“Y/N! WHERE THE FUCK ARE YOU?!” sophie practically screamed into her microphone, her hair a wild mess as she held her phone way too close to her face.
“GIRL, WE WERE ABOUT TO CALL THE POLICE!” andrea chimed in right behind her, shoving sophie out of the frame so she could stare into the camera. “we came back to the table last night and you were completely gone! we thought you got kidnapped!”
you winced, pulling the phone an inch away from your face while jungkook muffled a laugh into his glass of juice, enjoying every single second.
“i'm fine! i'm so sorry, guys, i swear i'm okay,” you said quickly, trying to keep your voice down. “i... uh... left… with someone.”
dead silence hit the call. sophie and andrea exchanged a look on their side of the screen before both of them yelled in unison.
“AHHH, YOU LEFT WITH SOMEONE?!” sophie shrieked. “the asian guy with the piercings? the absurdly hot one?!”
“uhm, yeah,” you stammered, feeling heat rush all the way up to your ears. “we went back to his hotel.”
andrea’s jaw literally dropped. “wait... it’s 3:00 PM. y/n... did you just wake up?! did you spend the whole night and the whole day with him?!”
out of the corner of your eye, you saw jungkook leaning over, curiously trying to take a sneak peek at your screen. the second you noticed him hovering, you completely blocked him, pulling the phone flush against your chest and glaring at him. he just let out a quiet chuckle, shaking his head with a playful smirk on his face.
“andrea, shh! oh my god,” you hissed into the microphone, trying to regain control of the conversation.
“is he there right now? IS HE LISTENING?!” sophie whispered loudly into her mic, her eyes wide as she tried to inspect your background “HEEELLOOOO?!?!”
seeing his chance, jungkook suddenly leaned in close behind your shoulder, sneaking just half of his sleepy, messy haired face into the top corner of the frame.
“heeeey gir—”
you didn't even let him finish the sentence. instantly panicking, your thumb smashed the red button, cutting the audio off mid-word before he could even get the greeting out.
you dropped your phone onto the counter and buried your face in your hands, groaning out loud. jungkook burst into a full, hearty laugh, wrapping an arm around your waist to pull your flustered body against his side.
“you didn't even let me say hi,” he teased laughing while you sat there dying of embarrassment.
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that summer in brazil became a blurry, beautiful paradise. what started as a wild one-night stand melted into the best week of your entire life. you, sophie, and andrea ended up merging groups with jungkook and his friends who were also staying in rio.
you can still vividly picture that last sunset in copacabana. the sky was painted in deep pinks and gold as sophie splashed around in the warm ocean, screaming for everyone to get in. you remember jungkook grabbing your wrist with a toothy grin, his long fingers interlaced with yours as he dragged you laughing down the shoreline, both of you crashing into the waves. under the water, with the sun dipping below the horizon and nobody watching, he had pulled you flush against his chest to steal a few ocean-tasted kisses that made your heart ache before it was time to say goodbye.
one year later.
los angeles.
a lot had changed since rio. you were back in LA, grinding through your final year of law school, constantly buried under legal briefs and cases. jungkook had moved to the city too, pursuing his music career, his days spent in dark recording studios, his nights spent running around town.
and somehow, through the chaos, you two had stayed in each other's orbits.
you had his number saved in your phone, and what started as occasional text check-ins turned into routine hangouts. dinner, late night food runs, and eventual hookups. you weren't officially together, no labels, no promises… just two people who couldn't seem to untangle themselves from one another.
it was 11:00 pm on a friday night. the empty pizza box sat closed on the kitchen counter, and both of you had already washed up for bed. your 5th-floor apartment felt like a cozy sanctuary, high above the LA traffic. low, sultry rnb melted into smooth jazz from the bluetooth speaker on the shelf, filling the room with a warm, steady rhythm. mood lamps decored the living space in a soft gradient of warm purple and golden orange light, casting shadows against the walls.
jungkook was sitting back on your couch in his grey sweatpants and an oversized tee, his long legs spread casually as he waited for you.
“you’re staring,” you murmured, leaning against the doorframe of the bathroom with a hairbrush still held loosely in your hand. you were dressed for sleep in a matching baby pink velvet set, a soft cropped tank top and tiny velvet shorts that hugged your hips.
jungkook let out a low, raspy chuckle, running a hand through his dark hair as his eyes slowly dragged over your outfit. “can’t help it. you look ridiculously good in pink.”
setting your brush down, you walked across the warm floorboards, stepping right between his open knees to straddle his lap. jungkook’s large, warm hands immediately slid under the hem of your velvet shorts, resting flush against your bare thighs to pull you close.
“hmm...” you breathed, resting your hands against his chest.
“i missed you,” he whispered, leaning up so his lips brushed the shell of your ear over the gentle saxophone playing in the background. “spent all day in the studio thinking about you,”
the restraint snapped right there. you reached down, tangling your fingers in his hair, and pulled him into a heavy, bruising kiss. he groaned into your mouth, his tongue sliding past yours as his hands tightened on your waist. the kiss was raw, hungry, and entirely unhurried, perfectly timed to the slow music filling the room.
he slid your pink tank top over your head, tossing it onto the coffee table, before his mouth trailed down your jawline to your bare chest. he cupped your breast, taking one sensitive nipple into his mouth to suck on it gently, sending an electric shock straight down to your core. you gasped, arching your back into his mouth as his thumb hooked into your velvet shorts, pulling them off with practiced speed.
he pulled back just enough to look up at you, his dark eyes blown wide with desire as he shoved his sweatpants down his hips.
“ride me, baby,” he rasped, his voice heavy with command.
you didn't need to be told twice. gripping his broad shoulders for balance, you lifted yourself up, aligning your wet core over his hard length, and slowly sank all the way down onto him in one full, breathtaking movement.
“ah—fuck, jungkook—” the air completely left your lungs in a loud, shattered moan.
riding him was your absolute weakness, the absolute control, the deep friction, and the view of jungkook looking up at you with pleading eyes, through the purple and orange glow of the room drove you insane. you set a torturous pace, rolling your hips and grinding down against him before lifting yourself up to take him all the way in again.
“fuck, y/n,” he grunted, his tattoos flexing as his hands gripped your hips tightly, helping you set the rhythm. “you feel so fucking good... god, look at you...”
“mnh, harder, kook, d-deeper…” you whimpered, your head tilting back as you picked up the pace, the soft cushions of the couch taking every heavy impact as the music swirled around you.
he lifted his hips to meet yours, thrusting up into you with ruthless precision. “like that, baby? hmm? tell me how bad you need it.”
“yes fuck, right there,” you sobbed out, your voice echoing off the walls as your inner walls began to clamp desperately around him.
the sensation was completely overpowering. you threw your head back, riding him frantically until the intense pressure shattered into a full body orgasm. you cried out his name, your thighs trembling violently as the waves tore through you.
hearing you break was his absolute limit. with a guttural growl, jungkook gripped your waist, pulled himself out of you at the absolute last second, and came undone right across your stomach and thighs, his entire body shuddering beneath you as he held you tight against him.
for a long time, neither of you moved. you collapsed forward, resting your forehead against his chest as your breathing slowly synchronized with the low jazz fading out on the speaker. jungkook wrapped his arms tightly around you, rubbing slow, soothing circles into your back, his chin resting gently on top of your head.
as you lay there in the warm, ambient light of your apartment, the entire year flashed through your mind. you thought back to that chaotic, spontaneous night in Rio, how broken and lost you’d felt after your ex, and how this incredible man had casually walked into your life and helped you heal without even trying. from the Copacabana beaches to quiet Friday nights on your couch in LA, he’d made you feel so safe, so desired, and so deeply loved every single step of the way.
you were so overwhelmed with emotion that the words slipped out of your mouth before you could stop them.
“i love you,” you whispered softly against his skin.
the room went completely still for a split second. you froze, your heart hammering against your ribs as you realized what you’d just confessed out loud.
but jungkook didn't pull away. instead, a soft, breathless laugh escaped him. he tightened his hold around your waist and tilted your chin up with his thumb, forcing you to look at him. his dark eyes were shining with so much warmth it almost brought tears to your eyes.
“i love you even more,” he murmured softly, leaning in to press a tender kiss to your lips.
he pulled back just enough to look at you, a timid, slightly nervous smile softening his face.
“i know this might sound like a stupid question, considering...” he trailed off, gesturing vaguely between the two of you with a quiet chuckle, before his gaze locked back onto yours. “...but do you wanna make it official? i want to call you my girlfriend everywhere i go.”
you couldn't help the huge grin that spread across your face. leaning down, you kissed him again, sweet, slow, and full of absolute certainty.
“yes,” you whispered against his lips. “i’d love that.”
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HEY YALL, i had so much fun writing this, i just had to give them a plot, i’d love to write a pt2
⤷"mini" one-shot!! in which....The perilla leaf debate in general is supposed to be nothing more than a stupid internet argument, until Jungkook nearly starts a war at dinner over Jimin helping you separate yours.
pairing: bestfriend!jungkook x fem!reader
warnings: friends to lovers, jk is down horrendous, jealousy over vegetables, mutual pining, lovesick idiot behavior, perilla leaves almost ruin a friendship, secondhand embarrassment, yearning, jimin stirs the pot for fun, kissing, tooth-rotting fluff, jk loses the perilla leaf war but gets the girl
word count: 1,5k
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The group chat has been blowing up since 4 p.m.
taehyung: pls tell me someone wants to go have dinner tonight. i'm dying of academic boredom
hobi: literally same. i haven't seen sunlight in 3 days
namjoon: i found this place downtown. it's called "korean fusion." wait, i'll send the address.
jimin: i hope everyone is coming... unless i might have to delete a certain someone's animal crossing save files
you: threats??? really???
jk: she's coming
you: umh??? i didn't even answer yet
jungkook: you're coming
The restaurant is the most Instagrammable place you've ever seen, and you would have gotten there faster if your roommate hadn't been in desperate need of moral support over a situationship. You see Jungkook look up at you the second you enter his peripheral vision.
"Finally," Taehyung says.
"Sorry, sorry." You slide into the booth, and there's only one spot left, wedged between Jimin and the wall, directly across from Jungkook. "Emergency friend duties."
"More important than us?" Hobi asks.
"You'll live," you say, but you're not paying attention because Jungkook is still staring at you. Your eyes meet. He doesn't look away. Your stomach flips, and you wonder if you should have done this another day because emotional rollercoasters don't sound like a great idea on an empty stomach.
"Hi," he says.
"Hi," you say back.
A few minutes later, the drinks and the banchan arrive. Jungkook is laughing at something Taehyung is saying, beer in hand, but he keeps glancing at you every time you reach for the banchan. You don't notice as you are trying your best to separate the stack of perilla leaves.
"Oh my God," you mutter, trying to separate them with your chopsticks. "Why are they like this?"
"Here," Jimin says, and his chopsticks slide in from your left, holding the stack steady while you pull one free.
"Thank you," you breathe, relieved, and you don't see the way Jungkook's knuckles go white around his glass.
You look up, and Jungkook is staring at Jimin, and it's nothing like the soft, longing looks he's been throwing your way all night. Jimin, oblivious, or perhaps not, hums as he sets the separated leaves on your plate.
"Jungkook-ah," Namjoon says from across the table. "Pass the garlic?"
Jungkook passes it without looking up.That's when you realize he's staring at the perilla leaves.
Oh.
Oh no.
You know about the perilla leaf debate. Everyone knows about the perilla leaf debate. It's a stupid thing where people argue whether it's okay to help someone else's partner separate their perilla leaves, whether it crosses a line, or not. Usually, usually, it's just internet debates and topics for variety shows.
Jungkook, however, looks like he's about to flip the table.
"So," Jimin says, "how's work been? Did you finish that powerpoint presentation?"
"Yeah, finally," you start to say, but Jungkook cuts in.
"She finished it yesterday," he says, pouring soju into your glass without asking.
Jimin's eyebrows lift. "Did she?"
"Mhm. She texted me at three in the morning," Jungkook says.
Namjoon looks up from his phone. Hobi pauses with his mouth full.
"Jungkook, that's not-" you say, blushing.
"Do you want some meat?" he asks instead, grabbing the kitchen scissors and carefully cutting the grilled pork belly into bite-sized pieces before placing them on your plate.
"Thanks..." you say slowly.
Jimin watches with his head tilted. He looks between you and Jungkook, then back to the perilla leaves.
"Ah," Jimin says softly.
"Ah what?" Taehyung asks.
"Nothing," Jimin says with a grin. He reaches for the perilla leaves again. "Do you want another one? These are really good." His chopsticks hover over the stack.
Jungkook's chopsticks hit his plate with a clatter.
"You don't have to. I'll do it," Jungkook says quickly.
"It's fine," Jimin says sweetly, separating another leaf. "I don't mind."
"I said," Jungkook replies, enunciating each word, "I'll do it."
He takes the leaf from Jimin's chopsticks and places it on your plate himself. Then he looks at Jimin with an expression that makes your stomach flip.
"Jungkook..." you say quietly.
"Eat," he tells you, looking at you with those soft eyes that could kill you.
Jimin leans back, studying Jungkook.
"What is it?" Hobi asks, looking between them.
"Just... perilla leaves," Jimin says. "You know the debate, right? Whether it's okay to help someone else's person with their leaves?"
The table goes absolutely silent and you want to disappear into the floor.
"Guys, seriously, it's not-"
"Some people think it's too intimate," Jimin continues, looking at Jungkook.
"And what do you think?" you ask.
Jimin shrugs playfully. "I think intention matters."
"What's your intention?" Jungkook asks.
Jimin holds his gaze for a long moment. Then he laughs, breaking the tension, and reaches over to pat Jungkook on the shoulder.
"Relax, maknae. I'm just teasing."
The rest of dinner passes quickly. Every time Jimin speaks to you, Jungkook finds a reason to touch you or get your attention. For the first time, it's not meant to be subtle. It's almost like a competition to see who hands you your coat when you leave or who walks closest to you on the way out.
Everyone agrees to walk to the Han River, grab some ice cream from a convenience store, and sit on the benches by the water. None of you are ready to go home yet.
You hang back, letting the others drift ahead. Jungkook stays beside you, his hands tucked into his pockets.
"You didn't have to do that," you say quietly.
"Do what?"
"Mark your territory."
He stops walking. You stop too, turning to face him.
"Is that what you think I was doing?" he asks.
"I don't know what you were doing, Jungkook. You acted like Jimin committed a crime by helping me with dinner."
He looks away. "You don't get it."
"Then explain it to me."
"The perilla leaf thing is stupid. I know it's stupid. But...I always want to be the one helping you. And I know I don't have the right to feel like that, but I do."
"Jungkook..." you say softly, trying to get him to look at you.
"Don't say whatever you're going to say. Let me just... let me have this one moment where I pretend it's okay that I feel this way, even though I'm your friend and I'm supposed to just be cool with Jimin flirting with you."
"He wasn't flirting."
"He was," Jungkook insists, finally looking at you. "Maybe he didn't mean it like that, but he was, and I hated it. I hated it so much. I wanted to be the one helping you, even with something as stupid as perilla leaves."
"You know," you say softly, "you could have just said something instead of starting a silent war at the dinner table."
"I don't know how to say things," he admits. "I only know how to... want... from a distance."
"That's the problem," you say as you reach out, your fingers finding his. His hand relaxes, and he threads his fingers through yours. "You think you're being subtle, but you're not. Everyone at that table knows exactly what's happening."
"Did you?"
"Yeah." You smile. "I know... and I think I've been waiting for you to help me with my perilla leaves for a pretty long time now."
"Don't joke."
"I'm not joking."
"Jimin was testing you, Kook."
"Testing me?"
"Yeah. He was messing with you. It was so obvious he was challenging you. He wanted to see if you'd finally do something about it." You smile. "He's not stupid. He saw it before either of us did."
Jungkook groans. "So I played right into his hands."
"And you were very dramatic about it," you say with a sigh.
"Shut up," he says, smiling.
"I liked it. I really like it when you stop being quiet about wanting."
He takes another small step closer. "So... can I help you with your perilla leaves next time?"
"Only if you're not doing it just to be polite."
He smiles nervously "I'm doing it because I want to be the person you reach for."
You look at him, at the tiny chocolate-chip mole beneath his lip that you've wanted to kiss for months.
Then you do.
You have to.
He's standing there with his heart in his hands, offering it to you like it's nothing.
His hands come up to cradle your face, his thumbs brushing softly along your jaw as he kisses you back.
When you finally pull away, his forehead rests against yours.
"Does this mean I won the war?" he asks, breathless.
"You were the only one fighting it, you idiot," you laugh, giving his chest a light shove. "Jimin wasn't actually interested. He has a crush on the barista at his coffee shop."
Jungkook blinks. "What?"
"Namjoon told me last week."
He stares at you, dropping his head to your shoulder. "I made a fool of myself for nothing."
"Not for nothing," you say, running your fingers gently through his soft hair. "You finally stopped being quiet."
He lifts his head.
"I can be loud," he says. "If you want. About this, about you."
"Show me."
"Gladly."
And he does. He kisses you again, deeper this time, and you smile against his lips.
Then Taehyung's voice carries over from farther up the path.
"Finally! Took you long enough!"
You laugh into his mouth and pull him even closer.
An author at your service, but a confused author 🫡. I need a better explanation of what a fic about jimim in a wlw kind of way would be? Do you mean just like...soft? Instructions unclear, otherwise I might just make him trans since that's the only way to make it a wlw.
(To clarify my already existing expertise, I am a lesbian)
i don’t even know how to react… i feel so loved and appreciated 😭😭💜
well, I'm going to try to provide a little context for this desire, and I hope I don't sound too crazy. I was telling my friend that I wanted to be in a lesbian relationship with Jimin, obviously that’s not possible because he’s a man, but HANG ON. He’s looking more and more androgynous and feminine these days, like a flower, like honey… like the taste of lip gloss, and that made me want to read a fanfic like Academic Rivals, he’s like Regina George, except that she’d be Jimin. A girl—but the girl is Jimin? Does that make sense? The essence of it, but not necessarily him being a woman. You know, a really 🌸 girly 🌸 girl.
he’s so senior college crush who doesn’t use social media so you follow his best friends just so you can get glimpses of him through their photo dumps.
