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Introduction Post 🌱

hi, my name is rukoola!! I'm 23, studying journalism and social communication in Poland - in my free time I like to write stuff and draw (I also sing in my uni's academic choir).

I'm currently obsessed with 9-1-1 (#bucktommy❤️), but I also love Harry Potter, Anime, Merlin and MDZS!

MY SOCIALS: IG | TWITTER | AO3

#hi tumblr #intro post #pinned intro #I'm in a lot more fandoms but I'm too lazy to list them

Let's help Knight (and save Buck and Tommy from prison)!!

@uservik’s adorable doggo needs our help, and who’s better than BuckTommys? Nobody! ✨

You can find Vikki’s post here [POST], and fundraiser for Knight here [FUNDRAISER]!

thank you all! ❤️✨🐶

#knight tag #fundraiser #gofundme #dog #dogs of tumblr #bucktommy #evan buckley #tommy kinard #911 abc #tevan #911 fanart

uservik

Hi guys!!

I know this isn't what I'd normally post and I hate being in a situation where I have to ask, but I'm desperately raising funds for my sweet boy so he can get the help he needs! Anything at all means the world to me, even just a reblog or a share!

Hi all! Vikki here! I never imagined I'd be in a situation like this, but I'm … Vikki W needs your support for Help Knight Get the Emerg

Here's some of my sweet boy to hopefully make you smile the way he's always made me!

rukoola

LET'S HELP THIS CUTIE 🐶💙

#look at these big brown sad eyes #his cute nose #this is a baby #gofundme #fundraiser #knight tag #dogs of tumblr #dogs #dog

happy new year and happy 911 day, hope you like it my fellow bucktommys ❤️✨

#bucktommy #tommy kinard #evan buckley #tevan #911 abc #911 #kinley #bucktommyedit

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Me seeing Tommy batting his eyelashes at Buck during the 8x11 bar scene: Crazy

Me seeing Buck flirt with Tommy, bringing his A game: Crazy

Me seeing them burst through the door, making out and so desperate for each other that Buck starts making out with the wall because he was so lost in the sauce: Crazy

Me seeing them almost shove each other through the walls before Buck drags Tommy using his shirt: CRAZY

Me seeing the champagne, the breakfast and THE FUCKING CUT UP FRUIT:

#CRAZY

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One of my perhaps controversial takes is that I don’t actually think Buck is too easy to read, especially not for the other characters. Fandom tends to cast him as very obvious, tends to treat the other characters as though they instantly know what’s on Buck’s mind.

Which is funny, given that Buck hiding his true emotions is literally canon.

The audience may have a fundamentally different understanding of the character than the other characters do because we have more information than they do. We see behind the curtain.

But it matters that there IS a curtain.

Buck is usually pretty obvious about the big three emotions- angry/happy/sad. But more complicated or subtle things he tends to hide and puts up a front of being this good-humored well-adjusted guy.

Buck is NOT always honest with his emotions, he does hide and obfuscate a lot, and I think he thinks he’s more transparent than he really is.

But this is the man that couldn’t even tell Bobby he loved him as he was dying. When there wasn’t going to be another time.

And god help me, I still think it matters that Tommy saw behind the curtain in a way not unlike the audience, that puts him in a unique position. He’s the person to whom Buck actually said he thinks of Bobby as a father, he’s the person who saw Buck and what he didn’t say, who saw what it really cost him. Through a screen like the audience does lol which is so interesting. Because Buck has held himself together in front of the other characters! The only times we see him highly visibly emotional are alone in a confessional booth, and “alone” in a hallway with Tommy watching on a screen.

Which isn’t to say the other characters don’t know that losing Bobby hurt him bad. Of course they do. They’re not complete idiots or heartless.

But I truly don’t think they fully grasp just how bone-deep the wound goes for him because Buck will hide that shit, he always has, he’s got a lot of practice at it. He’s really good at pretending to be more okay than he is.

And I think it matters that Tommy saw that. I think in addition to having an idea of the extremity of Buck’s grief, it may also cast a new light on some things he may have taken at face value when they were together. He didn’t know before that Buck could hide so well. He didn’t know before that Buck’s actions speak more than his words.

Now he does.

#yessss #i agree with everything #this scene WAS important #my beloved #bucktommy #tevan

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if you haven't yet, go read @rcmclachlan newest masterpiece The Only Adventure Left and then collect your badge of honour 🫡

spoilery memes I made while snippets were being posted under the cut lol

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and now after you've read the fic go check out This Fanart and claim your second star

#AHAHAHHAHH #omg this is soo funny #love it #go claim your stars guys!!

myspumoni

I'm very much in my Bucktommy feelings because:

1. Buck broke up with Taylor because he realized they would always be in a cycle of doing something that would hurt each other, because their priorities & values were incompatible;

2. He and Abby broke up because Abby, despite liking Buck, didn't want to be the person she had become in LA, and that included going back to Buck;

3. Buck and Ali broke up because she couldn't handle the reality and risk of his job;

4. Buck and Natalia broke up because after a while he got bored with the relationship and with how morbid her interest in death was.

But with Tommy? They didn't break up because of incompatible priorities, nor because their feelings changed and the interest ended, or because the importance or risk of their work wasn't understood and accepted by the other... They didn't break up because of a lack of love. They broke up because their love was becoming so undeniable that the fear of losing it made running away seem like a less cruel solution...

But the care, respect, and admiration they had for each other didn't end. The love remains.

uservik

911 + text posts (13/∞)

#OH THIS IS PERFECT #especially “the first meeting” and “the laptop” just chef's kiss #i love this so much #bucktommy #911 text posts

"Ev'n," Tommy rasps. "Why would you make me listen as you—" He tries to get the word out, but his gut twists and churns, and he almost drops the phone when he vomits. It's thin and milky and sour, and in it are bits of the cupcake batter he'd been sneaking while he waited for the croissant dough to thaw slightly. It starts to spread a little on the tile, getting into the grout lines. He should wipe it up, because the cleaning deposit for this place was insane, but he can't move. Buck just stares at it, shivering. He's freezing all of a sudden. "'m sorry," Tommy wheezes, the words slowing, becoming a little quieter with each one. "Y'never… didn't think you'd… pick up." Buck coughs up the acid lingering in the back of his throat and swallows it back down; it burns the entire way, but he's still cold. "Then why—" "J'st wanted… to hear y'r voice…." "Ev'n," Tommy rasps. "Why would you make me listen as you—" He tries to get the word out, but his gut twists and churns, and he almost drops the phone when he vomits. It's thin and milky and sour, and in it are bits of the cupcake batter he'd been sneaking while he waited for the croissant dough to thaw slightly. It starts to spread a little on the tile, getting into the grout lines. He should wipe it up, because the cleaning deposit for this place was insane, but he can't move. Buck just stares at it, shivering. He's freezing all of a sudden. "'m sorry," Tommy wheezes, the words slowing, becoming a little quieter with each one. "Y'never… didn't think you'd… pick up." Buck coughs up the acid lingering in the back of his throat and swallows it back down; it burns the entire way, but he's still cold. "Then why—" "J'st wanted… to hear y'r voice…."

~ "The Only Adventure Left" by RC_McLachlan

#this fic was so good I was crying for at least 30 minutes #and after that I had to relive my feelings #so yeah i painted bucktommy angst #bucktommy #tommy kinard #evan buckley #angst #911 abc #bucktommy fanart #tevan #911 fanart #kinley

kinley-cafe

With millions of people currently living in the US at risk of losing necessary benefits and struggling more than ever to feed themselves and their families, we would like to come together and help support those in need with the “Not Without Feeding You" fundraiser.

This month, we will be raising funds for Feeding America, the largest hunger relief organization in the United States.

Anyone who donates $5 or more will receive an order form via email after their donation and the opportunity to order BuckTommy Themed combos from our special menu below to share with any mutual(s) of your choice, if you’d like.

Additionally, anyone who sends proof of a donation of $5 or more to any hunger relief organizations will be given the opportunity to place an order as well.

Orders will be fulfilled between November 3rd and December 1st.

Donate Here

Thank you to my friends from @911actually for the support and collaboration ♡

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#not without feeding you #bucktommy #kc fundraising #911 abc #signal boost #fandom positivity #❤️

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i drove all night (to get to you)

one of my @911reversebang collabs with the fantastic @beforeastorm is finished! please enjoy it here on ao3, as well as a silly bonus scene i had to illustrate below: