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Guys, I made a list of all the wha chapters Beldaruit appears in!
If a chapter number has an exclamation mark next to it, it indicates he's a pretty main part of the chapter, but if it doesn't that means he's still in it but more secondarily
Anyways, the list:
31! 33 34! 35! 36! 37 38!
47 48! 59! 64
69! 73! 74! 75! 77 78! 80 81! 83 88
90 91
Also I broke it down into the different arcs he's in (the great hall, silver eve, the leech, and the orufrey backstory)
(And I didnt add chapters where he doesnt have a speaking role or just says one line, so the list might be sliightly incomplete, but if you're aiming for a good Beldaruit reread then this list is, in my opinion, comprehensive)
(Oh and i originally didnt add 47 because he's only on like the last page, so it didn't seeem worth it, but also he is in it and does speak so i decided to add it)
Tysm @lilyofthisvalley18 for reminding me to post this!
this also counts for all those times you kept your mouth shut and didn't complain because you were being polite, and people would gladly have changed things if you had just asked. your suffering was not noble. you do not get a cookie for it, you do not get a tally mark next to your soul's score for grinning and bearing it. your suffering serves no purpose. break free of it. you deserve comfort.
still living with my parents as an adult is just like. i'm grateful to not have to pay for groceries. i have to get out of here. i'm grateful to have a roof over my head and not have to pay rent. i have to get out of here. i'm grateful to not have to worry about sending out endless job applications that all lead to nowhere. i have to get out of here. i'm grateful i'm grateful i'm so fucking grateful. i have to get out of here
- the dough trio rule. im mostly here for them im gonna be so honest
- venoms vooooice holy god
- went into this like "hooray i will get confirmation on venom dough cookies pronouns :D" and i did not. at least as far as i can find. whatever they are nonbinary TO ME (and/or until i find out otherwise)
- pom pom is so cute. and so fucked. they are all so fucked up. devsis really did it they made cookies with canon chronic pain/illness!! (at least pom but it sounds like the other two do as well to some degree, she just might have it worst)
- dough trio are she/her he/him cool antlers mugs btw
- someone SAVE THESE KIDDOS please they are five minutes old and hating existence show them that life can be good pleaseeee
- on my way to write a million found family fics with these shits i love em to bits already uaaagh
- oh other cookies were there too i guess
- there were like three seperate instances of me thinking pure vanilla was fuckin dead LMAO im glad hes not tho
- if anyone dies im gonna lose it. well anyone i care abt ofc
- also briefly thought smc killed the dough trio?? but i believe they're just floatin in space too. i feel like dec would NOT be ok with him pulling stuff like that. or maybe shes fucked up and doesnt care i dunno
- that being said where are the other beasts. where are wily and salt. squints. im afraid
- also dough trio being made with DRAGON MAGIC is so cool and so fucked
uhhh next update wishlist is as follows:
- all the ancients live :)
- all the beasts live
- the other ancients meet salt and are super normal about it. i feel like dark cacao and golden cheese might be sussed out but i dont think holly berry or pure vanilla would mind. they seem like theyd be happy :D
- dough trio adoption and redemption arc. PLEASE.
- beast redemption?? maybe? or the start of it
- blowing up dark enchantress cookie with the power of a thousand suns (pure vanilla probably. he deserves to go apeshit and i think it would be funny)
- silent salt face reveal. dying to know if this man even has a face, im kinda on the possessed suit of armor train rn. he at least has eyes so thats cool. eyeballs confirmed
If you have a song replaying on your mind that fits them or you can't help but imagine them with it, even if it doesn't fit perfectly, reblog it with this post!
so are we ready to talk about the fact that elder faerie was the last thing silent salt saw before he sealed himself and the other beasts away and how, whether he knows it or not, that was also the last time salt ever saw elder faerie, or do we need a bit longer before we're ready for that?
To some people acceptance of queer people is contingent on the idea that we were born this way. That our existence must be tolerated because we didn't choose to be this way.
Others on the other hand can't accept us for who we are and think that we must have chosen to be this way, and because no one should ever choose to live as queer we must be by definition bad people.
But both of those points of view presuppose the idea that if someone were to choose to live queer it would be bad. Which is something I wholeheartedly reject.
I don't know if I was always a trans woman. I don't know if I actually became a trans woman as a sum of all of my lived experiences. It doesn't matter. Being a trans woman is good. My being a trans woman should not be contingent on me being a victim of circumstance. Being a trans woman is cool as hell.
never know how to feel about the justice system. i mean logically i know prisoners deserve human rights, both because if they are denied those then it makes it easier to deny it to people who are wrongly convicted due to being minorities and because even rightfully convicted prisoners are still people, but also like
if someone did an extremely impactful crime to me or someone i care abt id probably hate them a lot. maybe i wouldn't feel like i want them to have those rights but also they still should bc they're human
maybe it's just a heart versus head thing. "facts don't care about your feelings" and such
