My Imagination

2005 l she/her l ♋️ l My Art l write / draw l WANNA TALK ?

[ryzelliah]

Back after 2 years!

I don't know if I should be surprised or not because I'm still the same after 2 years. I haven't changed a bit. I was su!c!dal then, I am su!c!dal now. Even worse, I lost all my creativity. I can't write now. Can't even rhym the words. No idea comes to my mind anymore. Can't draw. I'm not physically fit anymore. I can't dance. I lost it all. Everything that I had.

I tried to end myself again last night. After an argument with my parents. The same damn reason why I was stressed 2 years ago. It's the same reason why I tried that again.

Really.. nothing has changed !

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Aob ????

So Jason is the sugar daddy ??

[ryzelliah]

who do you think is the main culprit in Playboyy the series ?

Prom

Nont himself

Zouye

Jeson Lee

Nant's friends

Nuth/ his boss

Voting ended onFeb 8, 2024

Let me know the reason too in the comments. And If you think it can be someone else. Lemme know that too. I would love to here your opinion.

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Jason Lee

Who the fuck is he. His screen timing was like 5 minutes and he fucked the whole episode. He's influencing everyone's life.

[ryzelliah]

What to do when you want to cry, you try to cry but no tear comes out.

When your chest feels heavy like something's stuck there and your heartbeat goes insane as it's only sound you can hear.

When your heart's sound annoys you. And in between you feel like throwing up, when you are shivering as fu*k.

When you grab your throat and press, in order to avoid it and think less.

What to do when you want to live, you try to live but no desire comes out.

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You're in my head In the day and in bed and I can't deny what I feel for you.

What a serene face like in levender haze you're the first ray of sunshine for me.

I wrote this for a girl from my class. But got heartbroken like in seconds cause she's straight. 😂

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Pete X Kenta 😌

This kinda reminds me of VegasXPete

I already assumed it when Daddy Tony left Kenta with Pete. And my assumption didn't took much time to become reality. But Kenta still like Pete and I'm waiting for Pete X Way content 😭

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Zouey???????????????????Why this side eye??😭😭

No. I don't wanna put you in my suspect list. Why would you kill Nant ?? I can't accept that Zouey could be the culprit. Zouey is shown as the best friend of all. And he missed Nant the most. Why would he do this to his friend? I can't think of any reason.

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Could you, could you

Please, Please don't fail.

Please, Please don't fail.

Cause you're wasting all the days

And you are failing preparation tests.

Please, Please don't fail.

My version of

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@insignificantfailure

PICREW. This was fun. Happy that the lgbt flag was available too 😄

[ryzelliah]

I don't know who needs to hear this, but it's ok to be OK. If you're not stressed about some pending work. IT'S OK. No need to intentionally pressure or criticize yourself. Have faith in your ability. You will do it in time. Just give yourself time to relax.

It's OK to be OK.

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And I'm sipping on a half cold coffee. ☕️

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Life in high school

Stressed out, nothing's cool

Oh and that, projects and external's rule

My life in high school.

My mind be making lyrics instead of concentrating on syllabus.

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I dont know why but this is so fun. I spent my most of the time playing like this on Tumblr. It's kinda addictive. Am I the only one who do this ?

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This is just out of my mind. Choosing science was my biggest mistake ever. So fucked up

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5 posts!

Well. Tumblr is getting fun now I completed 5 posts in just 24 hours 😂 even though I have no one who's gonna see my posts. I guess that's the reason why I'm able to express myself freely here. Thank you @staff for creating this safe environment.

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I think this one is not everyone's cup of tea. Adult scenes are extreme I agree but I think it's important to put those kinda scenes to make the viewers understand how big of a role səx plays in the character's life. And how dangerous the situations can get, how those people suffer, how they just want an escape, and how they can't step back once they enter in such things. I think it's gonna be a great series. Let's wait and see.