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Started watching House MD a few weeks ago... so they actually are THAT gay huh

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Oh my fucking god, I JUST realised that Ilya did not choose the names "Jane" and "Lily" randomly!!

Shane is Jane because the names sound as similar as they do and Ilya is Lily because of the "Ily" in both Lily and Ilya. Holy shit.

In hindsight, it's a little embarrassing that I rewatched Heated Rivalry like three times but it took a Rose x Svetlana fic where I saw the names "Shane" and "Jane" directly next to eachother to notice this.

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Just finished my list of over 50 symptoms (including physical ones, thank God) you might experience when you are "in love"...

And, well, I'm not trying to brag but feelings HATE to see me and my autistic ability to rationalize absolutely everything coming.

[moonfloured]

Sirius finally letting himself be carried <3

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I AM SO NORMAL ABOUT THIS I AM SO NORMAL ABOUT THIS I AM SO NORMAL ABOUT THIS I AM SO NORMAL ABOUT THIS I AM SO NORMAL ABOUT THIS I AM SO NORMAL ABOUT THIS I AM SO NORMAL ABOUT THIS I AM SO NORMAL ABOUT THIS I AM SO NORMAL ABOUT THIS I AM SO NORMAL ABOUT THIS I AM SO NORMAL ABOUT THIS I AM SO NORMAL ABOUT THIS I AM SO NORMAL ABOUT THIS I AM SO NORMAL ABOUT THIS I AM SO NORMAL ABOUT THIS I AM SO-

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Rosekiller dinner date but it's fast food and vodka and a "table" (the floor) with flowers they stole from a grave and they're in their favourite abandoned church to break into

[eyes-without-a-facee-deactivate]

I LOVE LILY EVANS I LOVE LILY EVANS I LOVE LILY EVANS I LOVE LILY EVANS I LOVE LILY EVANS I LOVE LILY EVANS I LOVE LILY EVANS I LOVE LILY EVANS I LOVE LILY EVANS I LOVE LILY EVANS I LOVE LILY EVANS I LOVE LILY EVANS I LOVE LILY EVANS I LOVE LILY EVANS I LOVE LILY EVANS I LOVE LILY EVANS I LOVE LILY EVANS I LOVE LILY EVANS I LOVE LILY EVANS I LOVE LILY EVANS I LOVE LILY EVANS I LOVE LILY EVANS I LOVE LILY EVANS I LOVE LILY EVANS I LOVE LILY EVANS I LOVE LILY EVANS I LOVE LILY EVANS I LOVE LILY EVANS I LOVE LILY EVANS I LOVE LILY EVANS I LOVE LILY EVANS I LOVE LILY EVANS I LOVE LILY EVANS I LOVE LILY EVANS I LOVE LILY EVANS I LOVE LILY EVANS I LOVE LILY EVANS I LOVE LILY EVANS I LOVE LILY EVANS I LOVE LILY EVANS I LOVE LILY EVANS I LOVE LILY EVANS I LOVE LILY EVANS I LOVE LILY EVANS I LOVE LILY EVANS I LOVE LILY EVANS I LOVE LILY EVANS I LOVE LILY EVANS I LOVE LILY EVANS I LOVE LILY EVANS I LOVE LILY EVANS I LOVE LILY EVANS I LOVE LILY EVANS I LOVE LILY EVANS I LOVE LILY EVANS I LOVE LILY EVANS I LOVE LILY EVANS I LOVE LILY EVANS I LOVE LILY EVANS I LOVE LILY EVANS I LOVE LILY EVANS I LOVE LILY EVANS I LOVE LILY EVANS I LOVE LILY EVANS I LOVE LILY EVANS I LOVE LILY EVANS I LOVE LILY EVANS I LOVE LILY EVANS I LOVE LILY EVANS I LOVE LILY EVANS I LOVE LILY EVANS I LOVE LILY EVANS I LOVE LILY EVANS I LOVE LILY EVANS I LOVE LILY EVANS I LOVE LILY EVANS I LOVE LILY EVANS I LOVE LILY EVANS I LOVE LILY EVANS I LOVE LILY EVANS I LOVE LILY EVANS

[quietwingsinthesky]

possession horror where the thing possessing the autistic character causes them to behave in a more neurotypical way. autistic possession horror where the thing inside you is easier to communicate with than you are, the thing inside you doesn’t have a flat affect, the thing inside you doesn’t let your body stim, the thing inside you is how you were told to behave and you can only do it when you are no longer you. autistic possession horror where you will never forget that everyone liked it better than you before they found out something was controlling you. autistic possession horror where they know what’s inside you isn’t you and debate whether it would be easier for everyone to leave you like this anyway. you agree. reblog.

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The reason why I will never believe that the 1, 2, 3, 4 face tattoos are Arabic numbers instead of Roman numbers is Kevin covering his with a queen chess piece tattoo. Because it would either mean that the numbers are comically small or that the queen tattoo is ridiculously big and both options generate deeply unsatisfying imagines in my head. Also, a queen chess piece tattoo definitely has the potential to cover a Roman 2 tattoo perfectly

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Rosekiller who find out they have the same blood type so they decide to swap hearts. Evan's heart beating in Barty's chest and Barty's heart beating in Evan's chest is peak romance for them

[whatonearthisgoingon]

Okay, but I love this so fucking much-

I'm already a fan of:

Rings with the other's blood.

Blood pacts (the cut on the hand and exchanging blood practice)

Unbreakable Vow to be together forever over marriage

And now I have organ exchanges???

I love it all. The heart is beautiful and intimate of course, so it makes for the perfect organ to swap.

And I feel like, if they're already doing the heart thing, just for fun they might exchange a kidney. They each have one of their own, and one of the other's. I feel like that fits too.

[hey-look-at-the-stars]

i'm always here for some insane rosekiller

[s4pphirestar]

Hello, @hey-look-at-the-stars . I'm sure you did not mean to cause me such distress, but I have now spent an embarrassingly long time researching and trying to figure out what exactly "aaro" means in this context and, unfortunately, I have not come to a plausible conclusion yet. I was hoping that you could help me by explaining how "aaro" was supposed to be understood. I am aware that this might not seem like a pressing matter to you and the only thing I have to say for myself is that if there is one thing I absolutely despise it's something not making sense to me. In other words: Please tell me what "aaro" means so that I may live my life in peace - until I encounter the next thing I don't understand.

Sincerely,

@s4pphirestar

[meowiex3]

pretty sure aaro is @/whatonearthisgoingon name!

[s4pphirestar]

Thank you so much!! Seriously. I hope it does not sound sarcastic when I say this (because it's not): I am so grateful for this peace of information you have provided me with. I really am. So thanks a lot. You have no idea how much not knowing vexes me.

[icaruspendragon]

diagnoses character with whatever the fuck it is that i got

[z3r0-b3l0w]

me giving Barty ocd

[kayylivesinchaos]

me giving sirius adhd

[moonyswarmsweaters]

me giving Regulus SPD

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me giving Pandora autism

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Rosekiller who find out they have the same blood type so they decide to swap hearts. Evan's heart beating in Barty's chest and Barty's heart beating in Evan's chest is peak romance for them

[whatonearthisgoingon]

Okay, but I love this so fucking much-

I'm already a fan of:

Rings with the other's blood.

Blood pacts (the cut on the hand and exchanging blood practice)

Unbreakable Vow to be together forever over marriage

And now I have organ exchanges???

I love it all. The heart is beautiful and intimate of course, so it makes for the perfect organ to swap.

And I feel like, if they're already doing the heart thing, just for fun they might exchange a kidney. They each have one of their own, and one of the other's. I feel like that fits too.

[hey-look-at-the-stars]

i'm always here for some insane rosekiller

[s4pphirestar]

Hello, @hey-look-at-the-stars . I'm sure you did not mean to cause me such distress, but I have now spent an embarrassingly long time researching and trying to figure out what exactly "aaro" means in this context and, unfortunately, I have not come to a plausible conclusion yet. I was hoping that you could help me by explaining how "aaro" was supposed to be understood. I am aware that this might not seem like a pressing matter to you and the only thing I have to say for myself is that if there is one thing I absolutely despise it's something not making sense to me. In other words: Please tell me what "aaro" means so that I may live my life in peace - until I encounter the next thing I don't understand.

Sincerely,

@s4pphirestar

[s4pphirestar]

Rosekiller who find out they have the same blood type so they decide to swap hearts. Evan's heart beating in Barty's chest and Barty's heart beating in Evan's chest is peak romance for them

[cherrylusstuff]

lily, who grew up in some dangerous neighborhood and had to learn how to stand up for herself from a very young age. lily, who lost her sister for good the moment she got her hogwarts letter, and had to live with such guilt and shame for being different from her. lily, who had to let her guard down in order to like james and sirius because of where they came from. who taught marlene how to bleach her hair, and who didn't even blink when remus told her he liked boys. lily, who swore like a sailor, but could write a school paper with a shakespearean vocabulary. who talked too fast, smiled too big and got mad too quickly (but forgot why just as quickly). who, despite it all, was funny and so kind. the one the younger kids trusted most. who the slytherins openly feared. who had a beauty as natural as breathing and the warmest hugs. who was all sharp edges, but the sweetest of insides. the one everyone was a little in love with.

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And what if I said the Black brothers' boggarts are eachother? What then?

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The DPS novelisation is fake because what do you mean Neil and Todd are not hopelessly in love with eachother? What do you mean they weren't constantly screaming "I LOVE YOU" in their minds when the other was around?? Ridiculous. I'm not falling for this crap.

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The three genders truly are Princess, Loser, Slut and Arthur is all of them (in that order too), just so you know

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It's funny, one moment I'm myself and the next "Thinking About You" starts playing and suddenly I'm Remus Lupin in a modern + band au, sitting in my and Sirius's apartment (it's only mine now, I just refuse to accept that) after Sirius became famous and was forced to break up with me, writing a song I cannot help but imagine him perform, still bitter and heartbroken (I don't know that we'll get back together in a few chapters)