Same thing.
SAME DAMN THING.
TELL ME IM WRONG!
(...No I don't want the two nickels...)

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Same thing.
SAME DAMN THING.
TELL ME IM WRONG!
(...No I don't want the two nickels...)
the difference between liking the finale and not isn't just down to the debate of media literacy and taste. because the problem really boils down to the experience of loss.
i keep trying to shout how much i reject the finale. i am filling up every space i can with all of the reasons it doesn't make sense to me, doesn't work for me, doesn't feel canon to me. not because i'm trying to convince myself of my position, but because i'm trying to convince myself that i will be able to move past this feeling by just rejecting it. but in truth i don't know how to unsee it. and i do not know if i can enjoy good omens anymore. because while those issues of taste and media literacy surrounding the convoluted philosophies about free will and reincarnation, and the whole not kissing or not saying "i love you" issues can all be debated as intellectual, matters of logic and judgement and comprehension... there's a big chunk of this schism that comes from perception and emotion, and not all emotional responses/reactions can be logic'ed or be correct or incorrect.
and one of the most impactful for me is what feels like multiple instances of extremely out of character dialogue and choices. and because of aziraphale and crowley's characterization and choices in the finale, i was very quickly drained of the feeling of comfort in them and their love. i can't love that aziraphale with how he speaks to that crowley. i ache too much for that crowley. i don't feel that their love as presented is that powerful or beautiful anymore because now it just radiates what from my experience feels completely toxic. and so i'm left with wondering why would toxic love save the universe. why is it good to get reincarnated back into a toxic relationship. and even if you try to make the logical argument that that toxicity is only there because of the angel/demon opposite sides thing, it doesn't feel like enough to excuse the fact that it happened. it destroys for me the beauty of it.
so even if "that is them," i don't know how to care about asa and anthony getting to be happy and in love if I wouldn't have been peacefully, comfortably happy with crowley and aziraphale getting together after what i saw in that episode.
and trying to look back at season 2 and season 1 and the book and the good old fics is a stab in the heart because i saw in that finale the devastation on their faces when they decided that all of the longing and want and pain of every disagreement and fight and miscommunication and every "almost" over 6000 years would never be rectified. that there was no payoff for all of that trying and wanting. that they were in pain for millennia only to sacrifice themselves for a new universe that i can't feel like was even a guarantee... because god's agreement doesn't feel like something that can or should be trusted. there's no comfort or joy there anymore. it doesn't feel safe. i don't feel held. reading and writing fic just hurts now. drawing, making gifs, editing video, all just hurt now. i can't talk to half of my friends because they're happy about something that broke me. i've lost my source of joy and i don't know if that feeling is ever going to come back. i don't know if i'll ever be able to unsee the finale and shed the visceral emotional reaction i had to it. and that kind of loss carries a whole different kind of weight and consequence and disruption to it than a straightforward or even bittersweet "i liked it."
A series of panels of glorious Zouxie angst and a bonus ending lol. Miss my bebes.
Today marks 30 years of Star Trek: Deep Space Nine! Here's an appreciation post featuring some more episode artwork I've made over the past few years.
Lifting Eden is complete. Why am I suddenly emotional???
For my dear readers, I present: the much sought after I survived Lifting Eden Badge.
A special shoutout to those of you who read the fic before going to church; to those of you who read it at work during your lunch break; and to the one reader who had to leave the room after their family started questioning the strange noises they were making.
You are all heroes. Have this badge, courtesy of my fantastic, talented beta @crowleyscleaninglady.
*wanders off in search of meaning*
I love how it's clearly an error but it's so on character I can't. 🤣
Do you reckon he’s one of those ppl that bites to show affection
i have watched the kiss scene and the breakup as a whole more times than i can count and my brain is still trying to process all the things it picked up on.
my newest painful obsession: aziraphale thought crowley came back for him.
they kiss, aziraphale says i forgive you and instead condemns them both, crowley leaves. the lip touching itself is fucking essay worthy because holy SHIT the amount of micro expressions flickering across his face is endless, michael sheen acted his ass off.
i think it's a mixture of surprise, unspoken love, a HEAVY dose of fear, disbelief, and oh my god what did he just do what did i just do. he turns away from the door and we get a very very quick shot of how exactly he is angled.
standing up straight with faked spiteful anger, the same anger he spit at crowley out of fear and insecurity, chin up, clearly waiting for something - or rather someone. we gotta remember that every single time crowley has left aziraphale, he came back. every. single. time. he came back and apologized, that's what they do.
crowley comes back and aziraphale forgives him and they continue bearing their silence.
the bell rings when the door opens again, just like it did when crowley left, and just. look at his face. how quickly he swivels around. the blink and you will miss it spark of hope.
and then the pure devastation when he realizes it's not crowley.
aziraphale thought crowley was coming back for him. he was WAITING for him to come back. even after all that, he couldn't imagine crowley actually leaving him behind, especially not after that kiss and his entire indirect love confession.
just like crowley thought for a tiny heartbeat that aziraphale was kissing him back, aziraphale hoped, hell, he fucking thought he KNEW crowley would never abandon him. not after "i could always rely on you. you could always rely on me." aziraphale has taken him for granted, of course he thought it was him coming through the door.
but that spark of hope gets stomped out beneath the metatrash's feet and he fully turns around, unable to face him and the reality of it all.
this time, he went too far.
this time, crowley did not want forgiveness.
he was about to say i love you and turned it into i forgive you, still clinging to their old ways, their old rituals, just that they are no longer those beings, no longer in that specific relationship. everything has changed.
they both thought the other would never abandon them. turns out they were both wrong.
*insert sappy/fluffy/angsty/ineffable dialogue here*
listen, sometimes you just gotta hold your angel, it happens
“hE’s NoT- He’S- WeLl hE’s cErTAinlY nOt NAkeD aNyMOrE!”
JEALOUS CROWLEY AND FLUSTERED AZIRAPHALE ARE TOO PERFECT💖😂💖 I CAN’T WAIT FOR THIS SEASON
David ❤❤❤ (here you can buy pin ❤)
Part 2 of my Good Omens giphy stickers I made! Man.....with season 2 coming, it's gonna make me wanna make more You can use em in instagram stories, tiktok stories, etc... Find em' by searching Gomens in gif search
I animated MANY Good Omens giphy stickers Here's Part 1 of them! You can use em in instagram stories, tiktok stories, etc... Find em' by searching Gomens in gif search
"...and yet you're totally certain that everything would be better if you were just near one particular person."
I recently saw a post there, saying that most likely something happened between these two in between 1941 and 1967, probably right after the church scene... so... I was thinking over about it...
💫 Dancing in Space
My art tribute to that epic intro sequence for Good Omens Season 2. @neil-gaiman I am so beyond excited to see what all of you have in store for us!
(Pardon my paint-covered fingers)
It’s not the wall but what’s behind it Oh the fear of fellow man, it’s mere assignment And everything that we’re denied By keeping the divide It’s not the waking it’s the rising
I feel like there’s very little I want to say here because it stands so strong. The storytelling, the visual beats with the poetry, on top of the style being simple and beautiful, it comes together very profoundly. Made this softie cry, kind of a lot.
Could you draw something possibly with Nanny and a female Aziraphale? That would be so cute!! I love nanny and I love female Aziraphale so much!! If you don't have time or you just dont want to I totally understand! Your art is fantastic, just bought your books!! Keep up the fantastic work.
How could I resist these two babes? 💕 Just gals being pals, hanging out in their undies. Probably won’t get up to anything naughty. Probably.