the bloody mess

he/him old acc: isweart0g0d

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its getting worse

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i love the feeling of empty stomach <3

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if not binging i would be dead by now

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i came back from psych ward, time to fast!!

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nothing tastes as good as being skinny does

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i need to look better for him.

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i need @na coach

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cigs, empty stomach and energy drinks zero hit different on a cold mornings

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maybe i do want to get back to hospital and psych ward

[ch17s-deactivated20230426]

fasting is easy

as soon as you

feel your empty stomach

hear it growling

and start seeing results

[sabvatx]

40h of fast just passed

i weighted myself after binge cycle that was going for days and fuck i gained so much weight

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i need to get skinnier

skinnier for him<3

and for all of those bitches

who said that im fat

to show them their place

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i need to do deeper cvts

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im so fucking mad at myself

why do i eat so much

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any tips to lose weight after fucking up your metabolism lol

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i need to lose weight so i can look good for him

[cocowantstosleepforever-deactiv]

Again it's my safe space despite the app ruining me