āautism wouldnāt have been difficult before capitalismā ānothing that caused me burnout existed before industrializationā well what if your boots feel weird against your skin. and your cape is itchy and too heavy. and your brooch keeps making an annoying sound everytime you move and this party is too loud and youāre hungry and thereās pigeon stew but you canāt stand the texture of pigeon so you ate some olives and now your hands feel oily and gross and you drank a little bit too much wine (bc thereās no clear water. also it was too bitter) so now your head hurts and you feel a little hot but not hot enough to take your cape off and you promised this time we leave when I asked, Aurelius! you promised! and donāt forget we still have a three hour ride back home you promised itās not going to be like last time! or something of the sort.