Second kind of loneliness

Warning. This is the part of my mind no one knows about.

[yousaveeveryonebutwhosavesyou]

[shebloomedbutwontforgethepast]

And after a while you just stop. You stop watering your plants. You stop watching netflix. You stop reading. You stop replying to your friends as fast as you used to. You stop buying yourself nice things. You stop putting an effort into how you look. You stop taking care of yourself like you used to. You stop sleeping. You stop eating healthy foods. You stop petting your dog. You stop socializing.

You stop with everything. You find yourself sitting in your room for hours on end, without doing a single thing. Days feel like years. And you think you can’t do it for much longer.

[menhe-rafflesia]

[real-demons]

[sxcietyfeels]

My best .

[silence--girl]

[secondkindofloneliness]

No one cares

[its-so-loud-in-my-head]

[nerverfeelagain]

[xxbriannaxx01]

[dilemmaq]

I’m sad as fuck again and these tears just won’t come out. So there’s this huge void inside of me.

[bad-habits-come-at-a-cost]

I’m not myself 

[dimly-lit-thoughts-ofa-teen-blog]

[leaxavr]

[leaxavr]

Yes,it does….

[leidgott]

[bpdohwhatajoy]

Every second I’m here is painful. Existing is painful. Breathing is painful. I don’t want to be in pain anymore.

[secondkindofloneliness]

I don’t recognize myself anymore. I look in the mirror and all I see is emptiness and anger. I don’t even know where the anger is coming from.