TORMENT

somebody pissed on my fucking blog shotacon and darkshipper, antis either shut up or fuck off I don't wanna deal with you intrinsically evil degenerate, makes bad art, spits on beauty and actively celebrates ugliness, sets off a downward spiral, confuses the mind, weed, obfuscation, lies, resentment (<-reference)

[seraph-ish]

torment's intro ☆

Check original post if this is on a side blog since it will be updated and will only reblog once per sideblog

Strawpage (might make a rentry and carrd in the future too idk)

Yume/selfship ask games: 1 . 2 . 3

other ask games: 1 2

this is a multifandom blog, I may occasionally post about real world issues and discourse though (this does not mean I'll get involved in all discourse or that all my posts are a place for debate, I will not debate you on whether or not cartoons count as csem under my shotacon freakposting and I'll just block you for being annoying lol)

everything on my blog will be tagged appropriately and I will only censor words if it is a tag where the uncensored version is nuked (e.g. most shotacon tags have been nuked so to tag a shota post you must either use japanese tags or the heavily censored version of the original tag such as "5h0tac0n") and see no need to censor them otherwise so that you can choose what you see by filtering out tags and key words, don't blame me if you don't curate your own space. use the filter system.

my favourite animal and special interest is moths, I am a selfshipper (my two biggest selfships are edgar redmond from black butler and luka from alien stage. I'm non sharing with those specific selfships however I have others that I'm sharing with and I will make a list of all of them eventually) I use the terms yumeship and selfship interchangeably too.

Also if you couldn't already tell I am a proshipper and darkshipper and shotacon so if you don't like that then please just block me I really do not have time for antis. as well as that I am a paraphile (not big 3 but I do support the big 3, I don't think that having a big 3 paraphile automatically makes you abusive either and anyone who believes that is saneist)

Sideblogs:

@tormented-seraph

@torment-writes (private blog for my fanfic wips, password will only be given out to people I choose to betaread for me)

F/O tags:

# 🦊 scarlet 𓏲 ๋࣭ ࣪ ˖🌹 - Edgar Redmond from Black butler (non sharing)

# 🎻 ruler𓏲 ๋࣭ ࣪ ˖🪽 - Luka from Alien Stage (non sharing)

# 🎰 selfcest 𓏲 ๋࣭ ࣪ ˖🔮 - Sigma from Bungou Stray Dogs (mirror sharing)

# 🧩 purple 𓏲 ๋࣭ ࣪ ˖🎲 - spider-noir from Spiderman (spiderverse) comics and movies (sharing)

# 🐲 fairytale 𓏲 ๋࣭ ࣪ ˖🔮 - Durin from Genshin Impact (selective sharing)

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[meluneira]

[houndmother]

many of you just. genuinely don’t believe that people can grow and change.

[houndmother]

this is about the death penalty and its also about call out posts about people who have already apologized for things they did a long time ago and it’s also about using ‘toxic’ or ‘abuser’ as if its an immutable class of person, and its also about any other circumstance with permanent consequences or wherein you assume someone is still the same person they were.

[a-wayward-warlock]

Male loneliness online would be taken seriously if they just said it was loneliness. It’s nothing gender specific. If they just said “hey my social skills are a bit lacking and it feels tough to meet new people” people would understand. Instead it’s “I am lonely and the sole reason is because women don’t want to have sex with me or be my partner. It’s women’s fault” which is in fact very laughable and completely miserable.

[bebx]

[zmpl]

even if bioessentialism was real and all trans women had some inherent advantage over cis women in sports you could not pay me to give a fuck because sports are made up. they are games people play for fun. even though we as a society invented careers around sport it is still boiled down to the fun made up game where you kick a ball. or dribble a ball. or swim in a pool. or show people how fast you can run. it’s for leisure. fun. not serious. who gives a fuck. fun. #mygame⚽️🏀🏈⚾️

[balaclava-trismegistus]

Just saw my doctor type "FUCKED FOR LIFE" on my chart then he turned the screen away and stopped making eye contact with me

[yonakachan]

🩷🩷🩷

I'm not happy with this one at all but at least I did something ig...

[a-bottle-of-tyelenol]

the funny thing about the final exams is how rigged it is LMFAO like yeah everyone is going up against pro heroes and aizawa picked the match ups so everyone is against the person they're weakest against, but idk man it feels insane to pit these kids against ALL MIGHT

nedzu is an insane pull too. like that feels so unfair and id be pissed if i got either of them as my exam while other people are getting thirteen and snipe LMAO

[seraph-ish]

my fat cock miniskirt titjob depression virus oh my god

[lagtrainzzz]

i think transfems should be allowed to be good at sports.

sometimes a trans woman wins against a cis woman. sometimes a cis woman wins against another cis woman too. yet only one of them is allowed to win without facing consequences.

it's not enough to support transfems in sports if your support hinges on us being bad at them.

[learn-how-to-love]

That “cringe” nonbinary xenogender genderfuck therian who uses neopronouns and may or may not go on HRT while being loudly, proudly themselves will always be more revolutionary and subversive than a binary trans person who aggressively reproduces the cis status quo and shames anyone who doesn’t do the same.

[isuggestrespecttranspeople]

To be clear the point of the second example being a bad example is the “shames anyone who doesn’t do the same” part! You can be binary and want to pass as cis and follow those gender structures! Just don’t bully others for not doing that

[normalest-lux-ever]

Fun fact for anyone who does this, being a misogynistic man isn't funny just because you're trans or you think the idea of treating trans women like women is inherently funny, how funny do you think she finds your "ironic" misogyny when you punch down on the women that don't have cis privilege over you

[thedankmemes]

[i-put-the-hyper-in-hyperfixated]

(opens tumblr) oh boy time to make another banger 0 note post! can’t wait to never see this on youtube!

[transfaguette]

no because really, the basic thought that goes unchallenged and has been internalized by much of the queer community is that transmasc’s presence in a space is potential cause for concern, but our absence never is. We are always at risk of taking up all the air from everyone else, and are never deserving of it. Do you understand what i mean? this is the sort of shame i came to know very quickly as a young trans man online. and I think we should all reflect on that impulse and what greater good exactly its supposed to serve.

[transfaguette]

and- i will say- this shame didn’t feel all that different at all from being a girl online and having people talk snidely about the interests of young girls or their imposter status in other communities. It absolutely was not a new feeling to be put down and shamed in that way and i think that made it hurt worse.

[ashyminivet]

india is not a democracy anymore.

everyone needs to hear about the situation in india right now. the youth of this nation are going through hell and back to protect the foundations that our country was built on in the first place, while the adults who are supposed to actually be in charge try to silence our voices.

NEET, which is an exam taken by millions of students per year and is the ONLY gateway for medical admissions across the country, had its papers leaked. so many took their lives because this exam meant everything for their future. and NTA, the agency who conducts this exam, was not held accountable.

there was national backlash. cockroach janta party (initially a satirical political party formed by abhijeet dipke in retaliation to the remarks of the chief justice of india calling the youth "cockroaches" and "parasites of society") started protests at jantar mantar, demanding the resignation of the union education minister, dharmendra pradhan. the movement also asked for ten million inr (~100,000 usd) in compensation for the families of students who died by suicide and wanted NTA be held accountable.

sonam wangchuk, a climate activist and education reformer, also went on a hunger strike at jantar mantar to protest against this corruption in india's higher education system. his fast began on june 28, demanding the resignation of the union education minister. his fast lasted for 20 days until delhi police FORCIBLY removed him and admitted him to safdarjung hospital on july 18.

because of this, cockroach janta party announced "chalo sansad," a march to the parliament beginning on june 20th, 9:00 am ist. but the police seems to be responding with water cannons, mobile jammers, and baton charge. all of this, because of a peaceful protest led by people no older than 30.

and yet there has been absolutely no indian media coverage about a movement that spans the entirety of this nation. so, please, if you see this, keep talking about us. we will not let those old bastards stoop any lower than they've already had. we will not let them ruin our country any further. we will not be silenced

[your-mom-friend]

Please look it up. Students have been beaten bloody. They’re using electrified batons. They’re using batons with nails hammered in. They’re dragging people off and locking them up for no reason. People are being beaten, assaulted, and even molested by the police.

The government is doing everything it can except for actually having an honest dialogue with the protestors.

It’s important to note that despite all the police brutality, despite how the government has had extra forces airlifted to Delhi to help quash the protest, this has deterred no one.

Not only is the protest in Delhi going strong, the government closed down every metro station in Central Delhi in an effort to stop them and it still hasn’t.

There’s protests in most major cities in India in solidarity. Palakkad, Chennai, Mumbai, Hyderabad, Bangalore, Kochi, and probably more besides. There has been a protest in the UK as well in solidarity.

People who aren’t at the protest are donating so much food that the organisers have had to ask them to stop doing so because there’s more than enough. In lieu of that people are donating money for medicine, lawyers, cleanup, and umbrellas.

Most crucially, hopes aren’t broken. Spirits aren’t broken. People with bruises and broken bones are still showing up. People are showing up cosplaying as freedom fighters and super heroes and a dinosaur. People are doxxing goons who show up trying to incite violence. People are making reels. People in Mumbai literally opened a moving police detainment van to allow arrested students to escape.

*all links lead to Instagram posts or reels showing the same. Almost every major Indian news network has been bought and either ignores the protests or depicts them unfairly. All honest news comes from people on the ground and smaller independent news outlets.