eyes wide open

(oc sideblog • occasionally nsfw)

[yuriartillery]

hold on let me try to invent a version of myself who can get us out of this mess [holds really still for a minute and a half and then turns to you with a flat affect] we probably should have killed ourselves an hour ago

[liber-acephalus]

(dejected, dripping with self loathing, dead behind the eyes) im a good girl

[mournfulroses]

Albert Camus, from a letter to María Casares featured in Correspondance, 1944-1959

[andhumanslovedstories]

A patient, explaining what their relationship is to their new visitor who was headed up to see them, said, “he’s my guardian,” and I said “oh I didn’t you had a legal guardian,” and the patient said, “he’s not my legal guardian, he’s my spiritual and physical guardian. He is also my brother. Well, I say he’s my brother. He’s like a brother. He’s my husband.” And I say this with genuinely no judgment, just pure curiosity, what

[cant-help-myself-daily]

Can't Help Myself by Sun Yuan and Peng Yu

[natalieironside]

Guy who thinks going to the coin-operated laundromat is called money laundering

[videoviolence]

HIGHWAY 50 & HIGHWAY 54

[beaft]

ever since i was a little girl i always knew i wanted to be some sort of horrendous freak

[brucespringsteencomments]

[mournfulroses]

Forugh Farrokhzad, from Let Us Believe In the Beginning of the Cold Season; "On Loving,"

[derangedrhythms]

We knotted ourselves together as though we should never become undone...

Hannah Kent, Burial Rites

[pussyhoundspock]

Nothing better than an uptight repressed woman

[theboost]

Why don’t we let the guy whose every plan could be reasonably construed as an abstract suicide attempt take a crack at it

[bandydear]

[COMPLETELY LOVESICK VOICE] she is so strange. And off-putting

[medievaljournalist]

torture doesnt work on me anymore

[forhandsthatsuffer]

La Belle Noiseuse (1991), dir. Jacques Rivette

[renkith]

guy whose kink is making u feel safe. takes pride in it even