Sorry in advance

Hii! I'm Silver (she/they), a hobby vtuber, and sometimes I get pretentious and post here.

[qliu1808]

[cherryhatter-deactivated2015072]

KICK THE CAN!

Let’s play the biggest game of kick the can on the internet.

To kick the can, reblog it. I wanna see how long this can go on for.

[visibun]

the oldest reblogs for this post that i can find are from january 2nd of 2013. this can has been getting kicked around tumblr for almost 13½ years now

[drtanner]

And yet somehow this is my first time kicking it!

[redstonedust]

you notice over time that some people clearly understand the concept of thinking critically about the media they consume and who its created by but dont want to do the critical thinking themselves so they just like. wait for people on the internet to tell them what theyre allowed to like in order to keep their Good Person score high or whatever. which doesnt seem very productive to me i think.

[luckyashes]

[ros-sauce]

[phaeton-flier]

Bear religion probably fucking rocks. You're a fucking bear, you're the deadliest thing on earth, once a year an endless supply of salmon just flings itself up the river to gorge on and then you nap for 3 months.

[phaeton-flier]

The most delicious food in the world is protected by tiny demons who can defend it from everyone except you. Your natural armor is thick enough that you can just eat the damn hive while they buzz around you. God's chosen animals right there

[theaudientvoid]

[centrally-unplanned]

Regular bears tell stories of angel bears sent by the Bear God, pure white and twice as strong as any normal bear could be, who rule the summit of the Earth and kill all who stand in their path.

And they are right, those bears exist and totally do that. Humans just have fake angels as a cope.

[theabigailthorn]

love the idea of bears being the chosen species actually. having a near death experience and glimpsing heaven and realising it's just full of bears, no humans at all, humans not ensouled actually, humans an accidental byproduct of God's plan for bears

[silversed0]

Cool. I just thought that maybe that wasn't intended for everyone to see because it wasn't on main.

It's pretty good isn't it? Now if only I could have my character spend all their time with the light gone from their eyes without having to worry about that quack Harper grabbing them off the street.

if nothing feels real then nothing will hurt...

omg sydney haiii

No fr it’s such a surprisingly gripping game!! I’ve just been really impressed with the amount of DoL writing I like. Just think is good. I love poking all of these characters with sticks. And the game’s sandbox setup makes it really engaging for how it lets you sort of just very naturally fill in the blanks and potential characters arcs or moments yourself. I’ve gotten a BIT fixated on it since I got into it all for all those reasons so maybe that side blog really is coming—

also

sydney <3

[anichibicore]

happy pride month to the .5 god eater fans on here here's something i made a month ago that i totally didn't forget to post here nope not at all

[silversed0]

A fan of DoL? Nice.

(You know your likes are currently set to publicly viewable, right?)

yeah im a debaucherous beast, a thing malformed by my terrible lust unfit to be considered human. it is what it is.

[the-overanalyst]

my takeaway from the niigo profile cards:

mafuyu loves her friends so so much

ena and mizuki need to get on her goddamn level. smh girls

[thoughtkick]

“I didn’t need you to fix me. I needed you to love me while I fix myself.”

— Michelle K.

[lakevida]

i think its charming when peoples personal lives improve and they get drastically worse at posting

[weirdcultstuff]

To myself, raised in an environment that glorified and romanticized restriction and suffering:

There is no victory in skipping dinner, or lunch, or breakfast, or morning coffee, or dessert.

There is no victory in refusing heaters and air conditioners and fans and heated blankets.

There is no victory in denying yourself sleep, or showers, or movement, or water, or a comfortable bed, or taking the elevator vs. the stairs.

There is no victory in refusing pain meds and heating pads and ice packs and medical help.

There is no victory in punishing yourself needlessly, in telling yourself that this pain you feel is because you are bad to the core and deserve it.

There is no victory in choking back your laughter and your tears, to keep an imagined equilibrium of safety that is really just a dry, cracked, empty, endless emotional desert.

You are here. You are in this body, and this body is yours. You deserve good things. You are alive, and that is messy and loud, and messy and loud are okay.

It’s okay to live abundantly. It’s okay to make mistakes, it’s okay to indulge. This paralysis of self-punishment, self-restriction, self-loathing is not healthy or good for you.

[risk-repeater]

this job market is a fucking nightmare

[silversed0]

ladies ladies please, there’s only so much of me to go around

[demilypyro]

feels like my gender is simultaneously the most complicated thing in the world, and also laughably simple and self-evident.

yeah I'm a former guy. yeah I found maleness restrictive and suffocating. and yeah I also never cared to learn makeup and even years later I still feel uncomfortable with skirts and cutesy clothing. I'm not really interested in trying hard to be overtly feminine. and yeah I would say some of my tastes and mannerisms are the definite result of my past. I think my self-image has been deeply shaped by my complicated history. I often feel that my presentation is adrift somewhere in the middle, entirely unmoored from defined terms or categories. i just do whatever I like.

but also?

girl.

[demilypyro]

even calling myself a former guy doesn't quite feel right. because I was never really a guy, of course. but I do believe the time I spent believing I was a guy was important in shaping who I am now... it's more like I've outgrown the idea of being a guy... the very concept seem silly and childish to me now. a boy's naive ideas about what makes someone "manly." strength of character. principles. "coolness", for lack of a better word. the lasting impact of things like gurren lagann. and yet those times did shape me. because I still pursue those traits. I'm just not restricted to looking for them in "manly" places anymore. and I've found them, as a woman. strength of character, principles, and coolness. does this make me "manly" now? more than I ever was as a boy, perhaps. the woman I am now is much more impressive than my male self ever was. but also just so much more whole.

[demilypyro]

can I be really honest?

the next time I post a selfie and somebody comments that I should "start an onlyfans already" I'm gonna really get mad.

I'm proud of my body, because I worked very hard to change it. but just because I like my body doesn't mean every picture I post is automatically sexual. that's something you decided. yes even if you can see my bra. it's a good looking bra. I'm proud of it. it's not sexual. it's there to hold my boobs.

I'm not titillating you. I am bragging about my chest size. don't conflate the two.

I show you what I choose to show you, because I'm proud of my body, and you don't get to demand more or sexualize me. figure your shit out.

[suigintou]

i bet it feels good as fuck to erupt from the soil as a skeleton warrior

[scavengedluxury]

Ouffff