~Moody Mess~

O.M.G

[como-chin-gas]

[simplydrowning]

5 things that seem totally normal if you grew up with a Mental Illness.

1. Wanting to die or feeling suicidal is normal. 2. You don’t realize other people DON’T have suicidal thoughts. 3. Constant sadness/depression/anxiety/etc is your normal. 4. Happy days are rare and greatly cherished 5. You feel like you will never recover or get better.

[ashleybreather]

[apolloandstarbuck-deactivated20]

this is social anxiety summed up in two gifs

[thepuppyclub]

I’ll be honest…I don’t want a career. I don’t want to work. I want to be LEFT ALONE and paid for it. 

[secretivesuggestion]

just wanna slow dance with the love of my life

[kloudzzz]

Need someone who's down to watch storms in my car with me while we listen to chill tunes and maybe makeout some as well

[wholeheartedsuggestions]

hold me tightly. rest your chin on the top of my head. let me bury my face in your shoulder.

[simplydrowning]

5 things that seem totally normal if you grew up with a Mental Illness.

1. Wanting to die or feeling suicidal is normal. 2. You don’t realize other people DON’T have suicidal thoughts. 3. Constant sadness/depression/anxiety/etc is your normal. 4. Happy days are rare and greatly cherished 5. You feel like you will never recover or get better.

[utopiamiroh]

Me: *eats something*

Me to Me: LMAOOOOOOOO I KNEW YOU WERE FAKING THIS WHOLE ED THING

[nomorefeels05]

I think I need help. But everyone is busy and I’m already a huge burden. Maybe I don’t need help after all.

Oops.

[blvck-s0uls]

[deeplybrokeninside]

[furiousgoldfish]

If you’re suicidal the rules of what’s good for you change. If you’re in a state so bad that you want to discontinue your own life, anything that will make you want to live is good. Even if in other situations it would be seen as unhealthy, shameful, childish or obsessive, if it’s going to make you want to live for a bit longer it’s the correct choice. For instance, self harm is bad, but, if it’s the choice between that and wanting to die? Allowed. Skipping all work/chores/studies and spending a day in bed or bath or or the floor would usually be frowned upon, but if you’re suicidal? The right choice! Dropping anything that makes you want to live less is a good choice, and completely avoiding anything that makes you die is great. It doesn’t matter if everyone thinks you’re avoidant or lazy or irresponsible, fuck them, you’re fighting for your own life here, and they’re interfering. Their opinions can take a hike.

Only thing that is still not okay is trying to control someone else with how you feel. Making suicide threats to someone, making them feel as if your life is in their hands now, still not okay, not permitted. But anything else goes. Your life continuing is worth more than anything in the world being done, and more important than any social rules being obeyed.

[bad-habits-come-at-a-cost]

I’m drowning here and you’re describing the water 

[stilinskivoids-end]

[nothing-lasts-forever2]

[farmgirlrecovery-deactivated202]

I hate it when people say suicide is selfish because living when I want to die is the most selfless thing I’ve ever done.