✨My Secret Little Blog ✨ NSFW; 18+ Only FemDom, Chastity, Pegging, AB/DL ✨⛓no kink shaming🌶✨ I’ve been online for years but only just started interacting with folks None of the pictures are mine. Will take down immediately upon request. Not looking for any kind of relationship other than friends. 🌈Queer & Poly IRL🌈 Feel free to DM or Ask Questions
Howdy peeps! I’m Teddy, and this is my 18+ kink blog ⛓🌶
I’ve been on Tumblr with this blog for the better part of the last decade, but I haven’t spent much time actively interacting with people. Mostly keeping to myself, liking posts, following folks, and occasionally reblogging. As of early 2025, I’ve started to change that. My goal is to reblog more, tag posts, and interact with content creators more.
I’m in my late twenties, a leftist, and in a very happy and loving relationship. I’m genderfluid (He/They/Her), but often lean more towards a casual masculine gender presentation in real life. Though my online personality may be a bit different, still figuring that out 😅😊
The kinks I explore online are not ones that I really explore in real life. I will likely also keep my online Kinky persona separate from my IRL self (& vice versa)
So far I haven’t written any of my own kink stories, captions, or created art for the community, but I hope to one day change that. Give back to the community. Until then, you’ll find plenty of reblogs here of all different kinks
The arrival of Dogust actually brings with it a sequel to one of my sona’s past adventures, another comic by the same artist, Chesshire88! At that fateful magic show was depicted, of all things, an interesting switch in lives between he and Chess herself - by now, many moons later, the new Chess is getting a good handle on herself and easing into her new lifestyle.
Unfortunately, as we can see, a jealous pet is about to put all that progress in the doghouse, as another sudden change trades their places next!
My boyfriend, Zach, started this blog a couple of years ago. When he told me he was doing it, I was absolutely mortified. He also didn’t let me see what he was writing on it and until a few weeks ago I hadn’t. As anyone who’s been following knows, Zach is super busy and has only kept up with this blog intermittently.
Which, I guess, is where I come in. From now on I’ll be the one posting on here. First of all, this blog blew up more than Zach anticipated and he felt bad about not having the time to back and write more. He's talked about having me document my own humiliation on here, but it wasn't until this weekend where he actually decided to have me log in here and write.
I’m sure I’ll go into everything a lot more, but a big part of our relationship has been Zach supporting me by helping me with self discipline and holding me accountable. I have ADHD and struggle with focusing a lot. It’s how diapers were first introduced. Even though Zach’s been using them to discipline me for years, I still find the entire experience embarrassing, even though the humiliation definitely turns me on. I’m not one of those types who is attracted to “being little” (nothing against those who are) but I am definitely attracted to giving up control, even if the humiliation that comes from it makes me blush and want to hide. Probably why he decided to make me blog to the masses about it instead.
This weekend I got in a lot of trouble and I know my punishment is far from over. Zach took away my potty privileges on Saturday night. It's been a long time since I've had to wear them all day and I forgot why diapers are such an effective deterrent for me, I can't stop squirming or get used to the wetness. He hasn't told me how long I'll have to be in diapers, only that it will depend on how well I do on this blog. But of course he wouldn't tell me what he meant by that. He thinks it’s good for me to have long-term responsibilities of things that I have to plan out and remember to do. He might still post some captions and updates, but I guess now I will be the default. He
Part of my responsibilities include taking pictures and posting regularly with good grammar and spelling, answering questions honestly, reflecting even when it's embarrassing, and growing the blog's following. I will be posting more but for now send me your questions...? Nice to meet you all.
"Seriously, Maddie? Again?!" She sighs as she pulls back the comforter on my side of the bed.
I blush at the tell-tale white streaks staining our black sheets.
"We talked about this. Masturbation is a disgusting habit! And doing it in bed? While you're sleeping next to me? And leaving a mess for me to clean up..."
She walks up to me, livid, reaches up, and yanks me by the ear.
"Well, I've fucking had it. I'm done cleaning disgusting, cum stains of my sheets because you have the self control of a toddler."
She drags me towards the bed, yanking my head towards the crusty streaks left behind by my late-night daliance.
I whine and squirm, but am unable to do anything to shake free of the firm grip she has on my earlobe.
She shoves my face into the cum-stained sheets. My nostrils are filled with the distinctive musky scent of my mingled scent and seed.
"Now lick," she commands, pressing the palm of her hand firmly into the back of my head, "You're not going anywhere until these sheets are spotless."
Tears start to fill my eyes as I comprehend what she's saying.
Shame and embarrassment, already coursing through my veins, begin to overwhelm me.
"Please," I whimper out as tears begin to roll down my cheek, "Don't..."
My plea is cut off as she shoves my head even harder into the mattress.
"I didn't say, 'Talk,'" she growls, "I said, 'Lick.'"
Sobbing as she releases her grip just enough to give me the slightest control of my head, I do as she orders.
I let my tongue lull out of my mouth like a dog and, slowly at first, begin to lap up my dried up mess.
As I lap up my shame, the bitter taste of my seed mixes with the salty taste of my tears.
As she releases my head, satisfied with my obedience, I begin to lick faster, wanting this all to be over as soon as possible.
I don't know how long I'm kneeling there, nose pressed into my firm mattress, before she announced that I'm done.
"Good boy," she coos, signaling an end to my torture, "That mess is cleaned up, but how are we going to prevent this from happening again? Oh, I know."
With barely suppressed glee, she walks up from behind be again, laying something thick and rectangular next to me on the bed.
A pit forms in my stomach as I recognize the plastic object.
"No," I say, desperation flooding my whole being, "Not that."
The smirk on her face as I turn my eyes towards her tells me more than any words she could speak.
"Since you have the self control of a toddler," she purrs, placing a hand on my shoulder, "Then I may as well treat you like one."
She grabs the object--the thick, betwetter's pull-up--off the bed and slaps it into the palm of her free hand.
I wince as if I've been slapped.
"It's time you learned that that cute, little cock of yours is mine, and just mine."
I try to back away as she looms over me, only to bump into the frame of the bed.
"Which means, from now on, only me--its owner--gets to touch it."
She bends down, letting her voice drop lower, as she continues to slowly tap the infantile undergarment into her hand.
"You need to take a piss?"
Crinkle.
"You ask me."
Crinkle.
"You need to take a shit?
Crinkle.
"You ask me."
Crinkle.
"You need to itch that dick?"
Crinkle.
"You ask me."
Crinkle.
"You need to cum?"
This last question is a growl.
"You fucking ask me."
She takes me by the chin, tilting my eyes up to meet yours.
"From now on, that cock is mine. You're not allowed to touch it. You're not allowed to pull it out. You're not allowed to so much as brush against it without my permission, understood?"
The taste of my own shame still fresh on my tongue, I nod my head in acquiescence.
"Good boy," she coos, releasing my chin, "Now, stand up so I can get my cute, little cock wrapped up nice and snug where you can't torture the poor thing anymore than you already have."
A soft moan escapes my lips as her long fingernails gently dance along my back.
I press my face deeper into her soft chest in a futile attempt to stifle the embarrassing noise, only to be met with the soothing rumble of her soft laughter.
"Oh, does my little one like that?" she coos as her fingers dance back over that same spot.
As wave of pleasure washes over me again, I can't help but squirm and let out another, pathetic little moan.
"Oh, they do!" She continues, pride at her discovery dripping from her words, "Mommy found your happy button!"
I can feel my cheeks burning from her words, but I don't protest her words or her touch. She's not wrong. Her fingers lazily trailing across my back feel wonderful, and I don't want her to stop.
Her fingers begin to work their way lower than they have before. They run past my mid-back, drift to my lower back, and stop, making small circles, just above my hips.
I unwittingly flex my groin into her thigh. m
My moans become whimpers.
She lets out another laugh, this one more sultry, more dominant than before.
"If that was your happy button," she purrs, "Then what button is this?"
Her fingers move lower, pirouetting across my ass cheeks before wrapping themselves completely around one.
As she squeezes, my body is vibrating in ectasy. My whimpers have turned into whines. But my embarassment is gone.
All I can think about is her words, her smell, her taste, her touch.
In this moment, she's my whole world, and she knows it.
"Oh, does the baby like this?"
Her voice is a possessive growl.
I sputter out something that sounds like affirmation as she squeezes my ass again.
She laughs.
"Show Mommy how much you like it."
I shut my eyes and nuzzle my face into her chest again as I start to rhythmically grind my hips into her leg, guided by her touch.
"That's it... Good baby... Go ahead... Cum for Mommy..."
I should be embarrassed.
I should be mortified.
I should be upset.
I'm rutting into her leg like a dog in heat, unable to ignore my basest instincts, driven on by nothing more but her condescending words.
I'm not any of those things though.
In this moment, I'm nothing more than Mommy's mindless, obedient little plaything.
It doesn't take long until my body's stiffening, muscles constricting, and my whole being is shaking as I cum against the flesh of her shapely thigh.
"Mmmmmooommmy," I grunt out as I release, screaming her title into the air.
Her fingers, now wrapped around my hips, work their way back up my back, over my neck, and wrap themselves in my hair.
She tugs my head back as my body relaxes, forcing my eyes up to meet hers.
Her expression is all dominance and cool satisfaction.
"What a good baby," she coos before pressing her lips to mine.
Her breath tastes like wine and tobacco.
Our lips part, and I feel her gently, but firmly urging my head down, towards her waist.
"I found your happy button," she continues as she parts her legs, guiding me between them, "It's only fair I show you where mine is."
I press my lips to her slit, kissing it lightly before beginning to tease it with my tongue.
I don't need to be told what to do.
She moans, fingers gripping the sheets of the bed as I find it: Mommy's Happy Button.
I smirk into her as I feel her body tense, ready to show her just how grateful I am to be her baby.
“Alizabeth, please don’t do this.” Jamie’s wife had promised that he would be awarded with a long-overdue treat this weekend. His mind, of course, went immediately to the physical; it had been months… But now, as he lay on his back, legs spread, in a soaked Little King, looking up not only at his wife but also at his lifelong friend Becca, the long overdue treat did not appear to be that at all.
“I don’t usually make him stay in his night diapers this long in the morning; I know how yucky they can feel, but I was sure you would want to see how little Jamie starts his day.” Becca didn’t say anything but gave a slight nod, her eyes never leaving the sight of Jamie, who looked as though he would melt to nothing from something so secret being brought out into the open.
“Now, before I even start the change, I mark his potty chart.” Alizabeth walks to the far wall of the makeshift nursery and grabs the chart that showed his steady transformation into a diaper-dependent baby. “Hmm, let’s see, how did Jamie’s diapee fare?” As if it wasn’t obvious to anyone in the room that the diaper had been thoroughly soaked, but still she went through the usual poking and prodding, declaring, “... looks like someone has earned another raindrop sticker.” Becca’s eye finally looked from Jamie, registering the chart, noticing only the occasional sun sticker appearing amongst the sea of raindrops, before her gaze drifted back to her friend.
“Though, there does appear to be a little room left in it. Jamie, do you think you could fill this diaper up for Mommy? Alizabeth could not mean that she wanted him to mess himself; he couldn’t, he wouldn’t, but before he could raise any protest, she had pushed his legs together, working his knees to and from his chest, occasionally massaging his abdomen. He knew from prior experience that a messy diaper was all but guaranteed; the best he could hope for was Alizabeth allowing him the dignity of at least escaping Becca’s stare.
“Lizzy… please… please let me do this in priva.. ” The final word, cut off by the unmistakable sound of a messy release, followed by only the slightest whimper of defeat from Jamie, what else could he say or do anyway? He felt small and wanted, needed, a change. “Lizzy. I... I think I’m done.” He kept his view focused only on Alizabeth, looking at what he was sure was a look of disgust from Becca that would only lead to nothing but tears from himself.
“Done? What do you mean? There is still a little room left in there, and Mommy did promise you a treat." The horror that she fully intended for him to use his diaper fully was too much; his hands rushed to hide his face.
“Becca, did you know that Jamie loves making little stickies in his diaper? It has to be his favorite diaper time activity.” Maybe it was a burst of adrenaline that gave him the bravery that helped him not only peek through his fingers but even offer resistance. “I don’t like it! Mommy makes me do it!”
“Hush, there is no reason to fib just because you have a friend over. I used to catch him all the time mounting his stuffies, pretending he was some kind of big boy, and now he isn’t allowed to be unsupervised with any of them. Stuffie time was too much responsibility for little Jamie; now he only gets diaper rubs." Alizabeth began to gently push down on the front of his diaper, and even though he would not have freely told the two women, his excitement was immediately apparent to Mommy's touch.
“Well, I would swear I feel an excited thingy; that's weird for someone who was just yelling they don’t like making stickies.” As she began to gently rub his diaper, the world around him began to lose importance, and with that he, almost subconsciously, began to push into her hand, wanting just a little more pressure. He was so close.
“That’s right, Jamie, show Mommy and Becca what a big baby you are.” Hearing Becca’s name, Jamie was brought back to reality, halting his grinding of Mommy’s hand. The burning of Becca’s glare once again felt, but still he was unable to look at her; he squeezed his eyes shut. “Mommy, make Becca leave, please!” The pressure from Mommy’s hand relented, and though he did not open his eyes, he could feel the two of them staring, taking his current state in fully. Then unannounced, the pressure and rubbing returned with vigor. His resistance and dignity spent, he pushed hard into the hand, his back arching and legs going stiff, and with the moment of explosion within mere seconds of happening, he allowed himself the slightest of peeks of his gorgeous Mommy. Greeted by the sight of Becca having switched with Mommy, her hand delivering the treat. “Make stickies for Auntie Becca.”
Before i dip again here's some profiles i like that u should follow that r mostly just my friends or ppl whose posts i read a lot
@infantilebliss
@omnomnomdomcaps
@paddedlittleparadise (the reason i fell back into ab/dl and even made this account. Just to read their profile)
@dearchloe (hurt them i very much hurt you)
@pinkducttape (hurt them i very much hurt you)
@maddiethedog2 / @maddiethedogstories (literally my older brother over here and if i find out any of u are being meanies to them none of you will want to live to see the consequences)
@ms-valfie (could not imagine anyone sad enough to add auntie val to their hate list but i will hunt them down for sport and hang their taxidermied head above my fireplace fr)
@missydiapered
@little-neir (hurt them i very much hurt you)
@herdarkasylum
@babyvivi i appreciate you <33
@littlefallenprincess
@noraowo
@ayu-stuff
@shhhhdl
And of course @dinosaurconnoisseur , my angel Dada <33
Although there are many reasons you should stop watching videos of pornographic sex acts, I will just be focusing on two large psychological factors.
1. Re-wiring Your Brain:
More and more recent studies have come to find that watching people engage in sex acts (porn) on a regular basis, leads the brain to be slightly re-wired. Neural pathways are created to find ‘watching sex’ arousing, rather than ’engaging in sex’.
This can cause a multitude of problems in one’s sex life, understandably.
The biggest, perhaps, is failure to perform when having sex with a partner, because you are more used to watching the act, than engaging in it yourself.
2. Dopamine:
We all know dopamine is a normal biological chemical released in our brains when something pleasurable or enjoyable happens. In fact, it is what makes us feel like certain moments are pleasurable.
Having dopamine issues is one of the leading reasons people feel depressed.
Your dopamine receptors are most effective when treated to somewhat regular, unexpected doses.
For example:
If you know you are going to win every single time you pull a slot machine lever, your dopamine levels will plummet, despite the fact you are winning consistently.
This phenomenon really became clear with the advent of the iPod. Studies found that, when you had all your favourite music at your fingertips, it was much less enjoyable to select your favourite song from your mp3 player, than hearing a song you liked less randomly popping on the radio.
Now, think about having thousands of porn videos to watch and skip through at any moment, and being able to search out exactly what you want at all times…
This dulls your dopamine receptors and your high becomes much less than if you only had access to 1 randomly selected video.
The Good News?
There’s an easy solution. And this doesn’t at all mean you need to stop masturbating.
It’s quite simple really. Just replace porn videos with other erotic stimuli. Ones that engage your brain in fantasy.
Erotic photos and stories are great, or you can combine them by reading long-form captions, like the kind I write and post multiple times a week on this tumblr blog.
Anything that engages your brain to imagine YOU taking part in the sex act is great. This will not only slowly reverse the neural programming that porn has done in your mind, but actually strengthen your sexual arousal and performance.
This should be part of your masturbatory process. It engages your mind and your body together in the goal of being aroused and discovering pleasure in the moment.
You can’t engage your brain effectively when watching porn, because your mind and body are disconnected. Most of your brain is inactive when watching TV or videos. Alternatively, when engaging mentally in fantasy, large, rarely used sections of the brain become active.
You can also try limiting yourself to only 1 video a week, or per masturbation session.
I have written several erotic novels dealing with chastity and denial, both male and lesbian. If you’d like to check those out for free, you can visit my publishing page:
https://www.smashwords.com/profile/view/AerithL
My opinions are based on interviews I’ve read with neuroscientists and behavioural psychologists on these topics.
So, it’s that time again - time to get EDUCATED about buttfucking.
Honestly, anal’s my favorite. Can’t say why, but I just love the feeling of stuff being pushed inside my butt. NAH, it won’t make you gay. Lots of people like anal, and you’d be surprised by how many people you pass by on the street that can’t wait to get home and sit on their own favorite dildo.
I tried to make this comprehensive, but it barely skims the surface of all the things you can do with a butt. If you have questions, just ask! Everyone has a different experience they’re probably eager to share.
This goes for assholes, too, guys. I know a couple who went tubing once, and they had to re-air their tubes, but the guy thought it would be funny to stick the tip of the air compressor up to her bikini trunks, the air ruptured something inside her and she died within thirty minutes.
Reblogging with a link because I thought this was a legit joke. Never heard it before. Like I knew you could kill a person by inserting air into a vein but still.
Okay, this is very important for people to know. Me being a baby teenager and very asexual will probably never have this problem but for those who do need to know this, pls stay safe
“But I- I don’t- I mean, I didn’t-” My words wouldn’t even come out right, panicked as I was. Mei’s actually doing this to me? Going out on a date… without me?
“You’re so cute when you get scared,” Mei chortled, patting my head condescendingly. She was decked out, all right: heels, a stunningly short party dress with a scandalously low-cut neckline, and makeup that made her gorgeous features pop. “But honey, you know as well as I do that a silly little boy like you just isn’t grown up enough to go out on a late-night date with your beautiful girlfriend. You’ve got to stay here, baby, and get to bed by your bedtime!”
Stupid eight-o’clock bedtime she just dreamed up… “But I’m your boyfriend!” I protested, aware even as I spoke of just how whiny and immature I sounded. “You mean you were my boyfriend,” Mei corrected, laying her scarlet-nailed finger on my lips. “Now I’m afraid you’re just my boy - my silly, whiny little boy toy who needs his bedtime. But don’t worry, honey!” she chirped, casting a merry glance over her shoulder. “I know just how to make sure you won’t be scared or lonely while I’m gone… You can come in now, girl. It’s okay!”
These last words were spoken over her shoulder toward the kitchen - from which, to my sudden horror, emerged the grinning face of Mei’s best friend. “Angela here is going to take care of you tonight,” Mei smiled, pulling her busty brunette friend closer. “She’s going to take such good care of you, too! And don’t worry - I’ve told her everything she needs to know…”
Christ, really? No. Even the…the…”
“I’m gonna have such a blast,” Angela giggled inanely, tossing her bleached blonde hair. “I know where your diapers are, and where your Mommy Mei keeps your passies and bottles and everything! And if you don’t behave, well…” She smirked over at Mei. “I guess I do have permission to use the magic word, right?” “Full permission,” Mei nodded. “You mean “inundate”, right?”
Noooo! I gasped and stiffened as a sudden burst of warmth blossomed beneath me, soaking effortlessly through my jeans and into the sofa beneath me. I scrambled up, the flood still in full force, watching as the trickles of my own urine streamed steadily down my legs and dripped shamefully to the floor beneath me. But, but, Mei said it was just our little secret, our little experiment with hypnosis…
“Go ahead, have fun with that,” Mei guffawed, reaching for her purse. “My Uber’s almost here, so I’m afraid I won’t be able to help clean up such a pissy-pants little brat.” Angela was helpless with laughter and amazement. “Oh my God,” she wheezed, “It actually works! This is, this is too good…” “Mei, please,” I begged, feeling the dampness of my jeans already beginning to cool. “Please, please don’t! I’m, I’m your boyfriend. You can’t just go date someone else… Or, are you breaking up with me?”
But she just smiled and stepped toward the door. “Josh, you heard me. And I’m not breaking up with you - not by a long shot. Angela and I have worked out a great deal, actually. When I need a man in my life - a real man, not a little pants-wetting diaper brat like you - I’ll go find one, and enjoy every second of it. And when I need a cute little baby to diaper and tease and boss around, well…” She grinned even wider. “I know exactly where to come.”
I blinked back unbidden tears as the door closed behind her and I felt Angela’s hands beginning to unbutton my shirt. “Come on, little soggy-pants,” she giggled. “I think it’s time to get you cleaned up and into bed. You’re going to look so cute, too…” She leaned closer, her dark hair brushing seductively against my face. “You’re going to be such a pathetic little diaper baby, waddling around for me, waiting for me to tell you to, you know… inundate your diapers…”
And as a fresh stream of pee flowed out from my helpless bladder and into my soaked pants, I felt my dignity crumble and the hot tears begin to flow. God, I really was a pissy little baby, wasn’t I? And these sadistic women weren’t about to let me forget it - ever.
Not for the last time did I reflect that maybe the hypnosis had been a bad idea.
You were a little confused when you showed up the first day of home ec. Somehow, you had ended up the only boy in a class of girls. You wondered about it to yourself, but didn’t make a fuss. Soon enough the teacher came in.
“Welcome to Home Economics, class. My name is Miss Masterson,” she said, confidently. Her eyes scanned the room approvingly, only making a slight inclination of her head when you spotted you.
“In this class, we’ll be learning to take care of little ones,” Miss Masterson continued. “Babies, in fact. This year, the school is pushing an experiential learning model, where students like you adopt the role of baby, to better understand the process. Since it seems like there is one boy among us, I think it would be best for him to adopt this role.”
You felt a deep red blush take over your face as every eye in the room turned to you. You tried to protest, but everyone could see you allow Miss Masterson to lead you to the diaper changing table.
Soon you were wearing a thick diaper and pink plastic pants, along with a white nightie that barely covered your diaper. The girls cooed and pointed at your diapers. You felt tears welling up, and blushed even harder.
“Awww, is someone embarrassed?” Miss Masterson asked. “Maybe it’s because you feel out of place with all these Women around. Here, let’s grab you a wig from the theater department, and you can be our little baby girl. How does that sound?”
Miss Masterson sent two of the girls to fetch the prop, and soon you had honey blonde pigtails framing your beet red face. Miss Masterson could see you were still upset, so she beckoned you to sit with her.
“You see class,” she continued lecturing. “Babies can be fussy, even when they are all safe and secure in their diapers. Sometimes, it takes a little something special to calm our little diaper princess down.”
With that, Miss Masterson popped out a breast and offered you the nipple. As if by reflex, you took it in your mouth and started suckling. The whole thing happened so fast that almost nobody in the class was able to react before you were nursing away at Miss Masterson’s breast. Gasps and more than a few giggles rippled through the room, and you just blushed even more, if that were possible.
What they didn’t know was that you’d finally given in to your diapers. In your little mind, you actually didn’t mind the feeling of warmth slowly soaking into the thick padding. Above you, Miss Masterson smiled to herself. You knew that she could feel everything, and you were helpless to hide the growing wetness in your diaper. Miss Masterson grinned, knowing she had successfully converted another boy into a diaper wetting sissy.
