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RSD is killing me - that pain in the heart/gut lasts for days. I wish it would stop.

#rsd #rsd is a bitch #emotional pain #pain #rsd is killing me

Actually, you are enough. Even if you don’t work. Or study. Or go out. Or have friends. Or have family. You’re enough because you exist and your existence is enough to be enough because you are not a product. You are not a sum of output. You are not a task to complete. But because you are something the universe wanted and put here even if you’ll never understand why. Somewhere in the cosmos your existence makes a difference, even if it’s not the way others existences do.

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My mum’s twin died of cancer 11 days ago. They were best friends.

I lost my brother to cancer too, but I can’t imagine how difficult it must be to lose a twin. They’ve been together since the womb.

I lost my partner suddenly 9½ years ago—our son is 13 now. I lost my brother three years ago, and now my aunt.

My mum has supported me through so much and still does, and now she’s lost the person who supported her. That scares me. They spoke every day.

Yesterday was Saturday. Every Saturday we would see my aunt. Today felt strange—honestly, it hurt.

I’m scared of losing my parents. The thought of losing my mum terrifies me. I feel like I won’t cope without her. Seeing my cousins lose their mum makes it all feel too real.

#grief #bereavement #dealing with grief #dealing with loss #fearing loss #twins