🪩Virgo🇦🇺

Main acc <3

[slaydiva111]

Intro ^^

(Find my full-system intro here <3)

Hiii I'm Vianne, or you can call me Virgo! Virgo was my main name at one point but I prefer to use Vianne now <3 I'm from Australia and I'm a MINOOOORRRR so pleaaase don't be creepy lol.

I got that dawg in me (autism) and ADHD, as well as a bunch of sensory disorders, hypotonia and hypermobility. I've got a VERY high chance of P-DID or OSDD unfortunately, but we aren't 100% sure which one it is yet, I'm still in the process of getting things worked out. I also likely have hypothyroidism but I'm not diagnosed yet since I'm too scared to get blood drawn cuz I'm a wimp. I collect disabilities like Pokemon cards lamo.

I'm also a lesbian yayyyy, very femme-presenting in my hair, face, etc, but the clothes I wear are probably considered masc.

I'm also transspecies and I identify as a bear cladotherian! My main bear theriotype is a polar bear, mostly because they're my favourite. I'm also a tiger, saltwater crocodile, great white shark, lion, spotted hyena, European dobermann, thylacine, king cheetah, and a giant isopod. I FUCKING LOVE ISOPODS AAAAA 🩷🩷🩷 ISOPOD SUPREMACY!!11!!1!!!1! Also I'm a werewolf otherkin, I'm not sure exactly what type of wolf but I definitely feel a connection to Mackenzie river wolves, Ethiopian wolves and Italian wolves so I'm defo still figuring it out!

I have a few hobbies including dance, martial arts, quadrobics, writing, and art. My physical/sport-aligned hobbies can be really difficult cuz of my disabilities but I'm getting there lol cuz I HAAATE feeling weak and wobbly 24/7.

As I mentioned before, I most likely have either P-DID or OSDD. The headmate who is most aware and prominent at the moment is my fictive of Tokoyami from MHA. I am so fucking anti endo it isn't even funny, I will be ranting about endos a LOT especially whenever a persecutor comes in so if that offends you, kindly go fuck yourself ☻

Also unfortunately I am a paraphile BUT I am NOT radqueer. I hate my paraphilia and I hate the radqueer community, paraphilias are NOT sexualities!! THEY ARE DISORDERS AND SHOULD BE TREATED AS SUCH!! Also I'm anti contact and pro consent wtf do NOT make contact with the subject of your paraphilia.

I'm a necrophile and a somnophile in case anyone was wondering 🫩 AND I HATE ITTTTTT I'm pretty sure it's cuz of one of my headmates but idk gng.

Account of my beloved Caitlyn Kiramman alter 🫶🏻 -> @anti-endo-cait

Ummmm userboxes

My flags <3

(In order: tomboy, lesbian, greysexual, greyromantic, femme bear).

[thombalan]

[pupisized]

[mrntanaa]

creds: thankyoublair444 on pinterest

[meluneira]

[hazard-symbols-that-fuck-hard]

PRIDE HAZARD BUTTONS ARE NOW AVAILABLE!

Only $2.50 each!

Buy assorted 2.25” buttons here!

Buy 1.5” rainbow rad buttons here!

As usual, enamel pins, stickers, and other pinback buttons are still in stock! View my whole shop here

I’m working on getting the explosive pride stickers back in stock— you can see what I have left of them at the moment here

If you want that one test nonbinary pin (the one with the car flying off the cliff) send a message in your order of a NB pin letting me know. I can’t guarantee that you’ll get it (I only have one and it’s first-come-first-serve), so make sure you’re also alright with getting the updated design!

[lipstickonapiggg]

Its so fucking intimate to me to listen to someone else's favorite songs because you're just thinking about all the ways they relate to it as if crawling into their brain. The same lyrics that fall upon my ears have once rested on your tongue and I'm gonna NUH

[hatsunemikuisnotinnyourwifi]

bros in the DID place going how dare ppl with a disorder say I'm ableist by saying I have a symptom that only occurs from trauma being like it's separate but dawg youre in our place debating us asking us for our opinions. you're in the DID space poking at us going let's fight let's fight I wanna fight with you

[chemic4l--girl]

i think some of u are kinda shitty towards systems with low headcounts.

i get high headcounts are... DIFFICULT. but for the love of god please stop putting down other systems at your own expense. it fucks us up really bad that just because there's less of us, people think we "have it easy".

[kassachilles]

I hate being in pain but at the same time it’s so validating like oh I’m NOT faking it. There IS something wrong. Having on and off arm pain every once in a while for years isn’t normal. Having wrist pain for over a year isn’t normal. Having near-constant back pain isn’t something most people go through. Feeling like I haven’t fully recovered from rolling my ankle almost seven months ago isn’t normal. Sounding like a Rice Crispy Treat ad when I take a step isn’t normal.

[sysc-telamon]

"How is it possible for an anti-endo system to have pro-endo or neu-endo alters?! That means that they are secretly pro-endo!!"

People when the alters with different thoughts, desires and opinions start acting like alters with different thoughts, desires and opinions: 😱😱😱😱😱😱😱😱😱😱

(this never happened to me but I saw some people saying that lmao)

[sysc-telamon]

"How is it possible for an anti-endo system to have pro-endo or neu-endo alters?! That means that they are secretly pro-endo!!"

People when the alters with different thoughts, desires and opinions start acting like alters with different thoughts, desires and opinions: 😱😱😱😱😱😱😱😱😱😱

(this never happened to me but I saw some people saying that lmao)

[slaydiva111]

It's so pathetic seeing endogenic 'systems' saying "well if you're gonna be anti-endo then you can't use endo terms anymore!!" If you're going to be an ableist little prick who waters down being a system, then you can't use the words 'system,' 'alter,' 'fictive,' 'factive,' and every single other TRAUMAGENIC term that you've taken for yourself.

Endos love to play the victim so much, they get all angry when you use the term 'plural' but then they go and use terms that not only are made for ACTUAL systems, but that are used in MEDICAL settings (such as introject). MEDICAL SETTINGS. FOR PEOPLE WITH DISORDERS. THAT ARE RECOGNISED MEDICALLY. AND CAUSE THEM PAIN.

It's like when neurotypical people steal the words 'overstimulated' and 'vocal stim.' Those aren't terms that are made for you, because you literally don't experience those things if you don't have those disorders. Endogenic systems do not experience DID/OSDD and therefore should not be fucking allowed to use MEDICAL terms made for ACTUAL systems that are CLINICALLY recognised to have a TRAUMA/DISSOCIATIVE DISORDER.

If you don't have DID/OSDD, you can't have alters. You can't have fictives, you can't have factives, you can't have prosecutors, you can't have protectors, you can't have littles/syskids, you can't have memory holders and you absolutely fucking CANNOT under NO circumstance have persecutors. You just want an excuse for your pathetic behaviour.

[slaydiva111]

All headmates in my system <3

(If you came here from my intro....hiiii!!! Ty for sticking around!!!)

Pls note, these are only a few of our alters! We have multiple more but some don't want to be documented online, and others still haven't pinned down their identity yet so they're uncomfortable with having super specific intros made about them.

☆☆☆

~Caitlyn Kiramman: She/Her, co-host, protector, fictive

~Noah: He/Him, trauma holder, soother, semi-fictive of N from Murder Drones

~Jessa: She/Her, protector, possible persecutor

~Vi: She/Her, anger holder, trauma holder, fictive

Userboxes ⬇️

Cait:

@anti-endo-cait

Noah:

Jessa:

Vi:

[tiny-userboxes]

This user is very attached to their stuffie.

[thanatomorphose-plural]

──── CARNIVORE:

an alter who is ready to lash out at a moment's

notice for any perceived slight, similar to

that of an avenger but considerably more

short-tempered. they are under the "harmful"

umbrella of alter roles.

already coined? consider this an alternate term/flag! <3

[USERBOX PT: the first userbox says "this alter's role is being a carnivore."

the second userbox says "this headmate's role is being a carnivore."

the third userbox says "this part's role is being a carnivore."

the fourth and final userbox says "this user's role is being a carnivore." /End USERBOX PT]

[FLAG PT: the first flag is from the alter template created by k9coded (deactivated tumblr account). there is a rhombus in the center of the flag with lines stretching out from each side to the edge of the flag. then there are fourth individual sections separated by the center rhombus. in the first section on the top left is a medium dark red, lighter than crimson but not by much. the second section on the top right is a lighter red. the third section on the bottom left is a dark, crimson red. the fourth section on the bottom right is a red similar to the petals on a rose, a deep red but not dark in tone. the rhombus in the middle is split into two sections, the left being a beige color and the right being a cream color.

the second flag looks exactly as the one described above, except a symbol of fangs being in the center of the rhombus. it is colored black. /End FLAG PT]

[DESCRIPTION PT: "carnivore: an alter who is ready to lash out at a moment's notice for any perceived slight, similar to an avenger but considerably more short-tempered. they are under the "harmful" umbrella of alter roles." /End DESCRIPTION PT]

[slaydiva111]

Y'all I have a question, why are there anti-endo build-a-headmate blogs? I thought build-a-headmate blogs were an endo thing? Pls don't kill me guys I'm just uneducated 💔